Let you fall in love with me before being born again

Qingli saw that Yuntong was crying, although there was thin rain in the sky, but he was sure that what fell from his face was not rain but tears.

It was not people who made Yuntong cry, but a very solemn and cold tomb in front of him. He was right, it was his tomb, or it should be said that it was the tomb of his previous life.

What is the purpose of living this long life?Qingli has thought about this question in countless cold and lonely nights, but it has always been an unsolvable question.He forgot what book he had read, saying that no matter how brilliant you are in life, you are only ten feet away after death.These words have caused him a lot of sadness and self-mockery. He had been mediocre for so many years, but in the end it was nothing more than this.

In the beginning, no one can force it.In the end, the world is united, so what are we looking for in our daily precarious situation?In his more than 30 years of life in his previous life, he has tasted all joys, sorrows, joys, sorrows, joys, separations and reunions, but it is always more bitter than sweet, and more sad than happy.What's more, he seemed to be tossing and turning in the pain of not getting what he wanted all his life, but in the end he only occupied this ten feet of land, even though he was more brilliant than most people.

Looking at her cemetery, Qingli didn't feel sad or hurt in her heart, but was still dazed and melancholy the most.

I used to want to see Yun Tong's smile and joy because of himself, but now he seems to have finally got it, but he has turned into a cold tomb. Is this what he wants most in his life?

Qingli opened her mouth and wanted to say don't cry, it's raining, be careful not to catch a cold, if I could die to save you, my life would not be in vain.

In his previous life, Yuntong was always more important than himself in his heart, so now he only has this sweetheart who is silently crying for him in his eyes.

It's just that he couldn't speak, because he opened his mouth, but didn't hear a sound.Then he wanted to pull him again, but his hand lightly passed through his arm, holding only the invisible air.Qingli was stunned, what's going on?

Ah, is he back in his previous life?He thought in astonishment.Then memories flooded into his mind like a flood. He remembered that he had quarreled with Yuntong, and Yuntong ignored him. He was so desperate that he fell asleep. He didn't know. In the previous life, I saw the person I had been in love with for the rest of my life.

Now look carefully, these two people seem to be really different, apart from having the same name and looking really alike, yes, even their looks are just alike, they really have become two people .

Standing in the rain, Yuntong was very thin.The long hair covered half of her true face, leaving only a blue lip and a pointed chin, and the tears or rain that occasionally slid down her cheeks added vicissitudes and sadness to her.But the whole person is still undeniably shining and gentle like jade, but there is also a trace of worldly fireworks.

Then Qingli thought of her current lover again, although the youthful brilliance had been concealed a lot in the past two years, but this time when it suddenly broke out, the radiance seemed to be more radiant than before.The faces are similar, but there seems to be something more and something less.There is more vitality that adult Yuntong doesn't have, and less wind and frost that adult Yuntong doesn't have.And the boy's Yuntong is more like a scholar who walked out of an ancient scroll than the gentle and jade-like grown man in front of him.

Looking at him, Qingli was in a trance for a while, as if he had figured out something.Why does Yuntong not trust herself so much?No matter how many things I do or say for him, I can't appease his heart.Therefore, as long as there is a hair-like doubt, he will have a great distrust of himself, and the root cause is still in him.

He always seems to be looking for the shadow of another person through the cloud pupil. Even though they seem to be the same person in a sense, they are actually different after all. At this moment, he clearly understands.

Through his hair, every piece of skin on his face, even his words and deeds, he is looking for the voice and smile of the person in his memory, and the real eyes never seem to fall on him.He misses the person he can't ask for, he can't give up the sweetheart who has missed countless nights, he misses another person all the time through his current lover, or subconsciously thinks about what he once wanted to do to him, and wants to be right. He said everything he wanted to say to the person in front of him.

Why did they ignore him for a year?So many excuses are actually so pale and weak.Maybe at that time, I had awakened in my heart, knew the gap between the two, and knew that the person in front of me was not the one I wanted, so he was hesitating, he was doubting himself, he wanted to give up but at the same time he was thinking about himself. Comforting self seeks reasons not to let go.

He made a choice and returned to his side, but it was still difficult to give wholeheartedly. While deceiving others, he was also covering up and deceiving himself.At this moment, Qingli suddenly had the urge to kill herself. Is he what he called love?

Such a smart boy, such an amazingly talented boy, let him ruin his life for such a long time.He was aggrieved for himself, giving up his real self for someone who never really loved him.Why is there this outbreak? The pain and fatigue accumulated over the years have reached the point where he can't bear it, and what is he doing, is the love and love on his lips talking to him or to himself? listen?Who has never loved anyone?

There was a tearing pain in his heart, he wanted to go back, he wanted to go back and be humble to his lover, he wanted to ask for his forgiveness, but he stood there quietly, looking at the person who looked thin in the rain , but couldn't walk out.

He knew that they would never be able to, but there was still a feeling of reluctance in his heart.After all, I have been thinking about him all my life, this person has melted into his bones, his blood, and every inch of his skin. Thinking of him, thinking of him and loving him has become a matter of course, but now I want to let him go, there is a feeling The pain of tearing the marrow and bone was slowly spreading in his heart.

Just when he was stupefied and feeling the pain of being sorry for Yuntong again, he saw another person slowly appearing in his dream, the person he should be unfamiliar with but also very familiar with because he had been jealous all his life, Kang Liancheng.Maybe this is not his dream, but his soul has come back again through some channels.He, this is to finish.A sense of transparency suddenly rose to his mind, giving him a kind of epiphany.

Then, he seemed to actually see the end, the end of those he cared about.It's just that for some reason, he always has the feeling of watching a play. It turns out that life without his participation really seems to be watching a play.

He saw them arguing, saw Kang Liancheng's anger and despair, saw Yuntong's cruelty and ruthlessness towards him, if he was still alive, even if he really felt unreasonable, he should be excited Maybe it will add fuel to the flames a little bit, but it's completely different now.

It is impossible for him to return to Yuntong's side and protect him from living a peaceful life, so Kang Liancheng is a better choice, because for him, Kang Liancheng still did not get married in the end.Yes, the two of them have been ups and downs for so many years, how can they be separated if they say they are separated.

He is your best choice, Qingli wants to gently express her complicated feelings to Yuntong.The world is unpredictable, and there will be a day when he will push Yun Tong to Kang Liancheng, he can't help but secretly smile bitterly in his heart, but he is powerless to change this ending.

Live well, he wanted to say to him, you should understand my painstaking efforts, saving you is not to let you live in the shadow of my passing, but to let you see the world after the rain Rainbow, to appreciate the scenery of life that I didn't have time to appreciate.

Qingli is trying her best to express her current thoughts, but the rain is slender, and people are indifferent to each other. This world seems to be more indifferent and lonely.

"He's dead. He's dead. If I can, I'd rather be him and save you instead of him. Is it me that you can't forget now?" Qingli heard Kang Liancheng shout in despair.

It's just that these words made Yun Tong who was standing opposite him put on a strange smile, a smile that wasn't a smile, a cry that wasn't a cry, a bit disdainful, a bit self-deprecating, and a bit unspeakably sad, and then Qingli deeply felt Sighed.Maybe Kang Liancheng also seemed to remember something, and the expression on his face became more and more desperate.

Others don't know, but for the three of them, the scene of the car accident is vivid.If Kang Liancheng wanted to save Yuntong at that time, maybe not only the two of them would be fine, but also Qingli would not die.Because the distance between them is really close, so close that Kang Liancheng can pull people out of the road with a quick step.But why did it become Qingli, who was a road away, to save Yuntong?

The world seemed to quiet down in an instant, only the sound of wind and rain was more like the whine of life. The three of them stood quietly, but they all had the same despair in their hearts.Until another person appears.

Qingli saw his younger brother Qingrui again, and his heart became inexplicably excited suddenly, Qingrui, Qingrui, wondered if his younger brother could feel his presence.They should be the closest relatives in this world, because they are connected by blood, but the things in this world are always full of countless regrets.They have been separated for many years, and their relationship seems to be worse than a stranger.

He remembered that he had made a will before he was alive, and the Qing family had nothing to do with him. It wasn't something he could decide to give it to whoever he wanted after he died, but he left all his private property to the only one in the world. loved ones.What's more, even without this will, he didn't believe that Qing Rui would not come back to see him.

Qing Rui seemed to be angrier than the other two, his temper was always very hot.He saw Qingrui angrily chasing people away like dogs, which made him smile bitterly.Kang Liancheng seemed to want to refute a few words, but Yuntong said sorry to Qingrui sadly, then turned and left, and Kang Liancheng naturally followed suit.

Qing Li was a little bit reluctant, he didn't suspect at all that he might never have the chance to see this sweetheart from his previous life again, and wanted to follow, but in the end he gave up.

"Brother, Jing Ye and Jing Feng said that that person is the one you have loved all your life, is it true?" Qing Rui knelt there and murmured, "Is it true? If it is not true, why are you willing to risk your life?" To change his life? It's just that there is no way I can't like him in my life, but you can't blame me, the eyes of the two of us have never been the same." He smiled sadly.

"Have you met your mother? Wait for me, don't leave me behind, but I may be going later, I wonder if you will recognize me by then?"

"I'm married, married a foreign girl, you have to tell your mother in advance, don't let her scold me then. I haven't come to see you for the past two days because she was hospitalized, but it's nothing serious. She gave birth yesterday. Birthed me twins."

"When the weather is better, I will bring the child to you when he is older. It's just a little regretful, because the youngest son followed his mother. He is blond and blue-eyed, which makes me a little depressed. The eldest son was carved out of the same mold as you." , I thought you were reincarnated, but I know it's impossible, so I will tell him that you are his own father, his name is Qing Tianci, and the younger one is Shui Tianen."

"The Qing family is so good, you can't forget it, and made yourself so embarrassed. But this is your hard work, I won't let anyone ruin it, I can't do it, so you just wait another 20 years, I will let Tianci take over your class."

Qing Rui chattered for a long time, Qing Li just listened quietly, but the hurt in her heart gradually faded away.

"Yesterday, I had a dream. There seemed to be a voice in the dream telling me that you would come back today to take a look, so you are listening to me now, right?"

Qing Rui suddenly raised his head and said solemnly to a certain place in the sky, Qing Li was slightly taken aback.

Slowly he smiled and raised his head, only to realize that the rain had stopped at some point. Although the sky was still cloudy, he could see the golden light pushing away the cloud wall with all his might, his heart stopped. relieved.

I am here, he smiled, Qingrui, take good care of yourself and be happy.

He left blessings, and turned around slowly, there was an inexplicable force holding him, leading him to the place where he should go, where his lover and family were, and the regrets of the previous life must not be repeated in this life .It's just that the figure, which was already very faint in an instant, gradually became fainter, and finally disappeared.

A gust of wind blew by, whether it was Qingrui who was still in front of the tomb, or Yuntong who was standing at the foot of the mountain, they suddenly raised their heads to look towards the sky, because a familiar voice seemed to sound in their ears: "Be good!" Take care and be happy.

It seemed that there was a person they were familiar with who was smiling and talking to them, but soon he waved goodbye to them, then turned around and disappeared into the depths of Yuncong.

Tears fell again, the wind swayed gently, the sun finally broke through the cloud wall, and the world was warm in an instant.