[Peace] Peace of mind

"I have known Heiji since I was five years old. Of course, our two families are family friends, and it is possible to know him earlier. But I still have the impression that it was then."

Ling Yimingan walked side by side with Yuan Shan and Ye, and the setting sun shone brightly on the ground, dragging their shadows long.Yuan Shan and Ye's expressions were very calm, and they even smiled a little, which made Ling Yiming'an feel quite at ease.

"I remember wearing a bright-colored dress that day. I forgot the specific style, but I only knew that the dress made his already dark skin even darker. I curiously hid behind my mother and poked my head, and then I blurted out and asked my mother: 'Mom, why is he so dark?'”

Ling Yimingan smiled, and there was a softness in his eyes.

"Heiji is very vengeful, and it can be seen from that time." Yuan Shan and Ye Zi said to themselves, staring at the old floor tiles. "The two parents went out to do errands together that day, and Pingci had a dark face and wanted to play with me as a policeman and catch a thief. I was very happy, watching him take out the handcuffs from the drawer, and yelled that he wanted to be a policeman. In the end, he said that he had seen Female police officers? There are no women in the police force, and all police officers are men! So I was fooled by him, and I was handcuffed by him in a daze."

Ling Yimingan looked at He Ye, who was a little depressed, and smiled: "He is quite smart."

"Yeah," Yuan Shan and Ye narrowed their eyes with a smile, "he's very smart. He handcuffed me and then handcuffed himself, announcing aggressively that he had caught the thief. I shook the handcuff and said Heiji Do you have the key? He froze."

Yuan Shan and Ye squinted their eyes to watch the sunset, the warm yellow with a bit of fiery red, she saw that it was the color of memories.

"I can't remember what happened afterwards. I only know that my parents came back when I was crying and thought I was going to break my hand. Then I remember him saying, what are you crying for? At worst, we will never be separated for the rest of our lives."

Ling Yiming was taken aback, and turned to look at He Ye.She wasn't smiling, the expression on her face was silly and warm, and the dark green pupils were shining brightly.

"A bit silly." Yuan Shan and Ye looked up and saw Ling Yiming nodding thoughtfully.She smiled and turned around.

"Later, it was natural. We went to the same elementary school and the same middle school. He became more and more famous and handsome. I didn't tell him this. I was afraid that he would get rid of him if he felt complacent. Me." Yuan Shan and Ye saw Ling Yiming'an getting serious, their eyes sparkled. "He is very similar to you. He is so persistent that he is almost stubborn. He is good at swordsmanship, sunny, and loves to laugh. I have never seen other boys smile as beautifully as him. I think I must have fallen in love with him."

Ling Yiming'an's footsteps suddenly paused slightly, and he looked at Yuanshan and Ye who were immersed in memories, and said in a slightly shy voice, "You must have liked him very much at that time."

"Yes," Yuan Shan and Ye nodded while staring at the floor tiles under their feet. "We are childhood sweethearts, I think it's normal. It's not illegal to like someone, and I didn't tell him." She paused and laughed a little self-deprecatingly. "It's useless to tell him, he doesn't like me anyway."

Ling Yiming suddenly stood still, frowning and looking at Yuan Shan and Ye, with a trace of anger in his doubts: "How do you know he doesn't like you?"

Yuan Shan and Ye continued to walk forward, looking back at him: "A person can tell whether he likes it or not. Like Ling Yi, you like me, send me roses and send me home. But you have heard that you like me? Would a person say that she hates her every day and thinks she is stupid?"

Ling Yimingan frowned.

"Actually, I'm quite stupid. I don't understand mathematics, physics and chemistry. My memory is not that good. I forget to recite English words after memorizing them." Yuan Shan and Ye reached out and touched the amulet on their chests. There is a softness on it. "But I feel at ease when I see him walking in front of me, and I feel very happy to see the amulet I gave him hanging on his phone. Oh, you haven't seen this yet." She pulled the amulet out of her chest with great interest exuberant. "It's filled with rusty metal scraps from when I was a child. I always thought this thing would keep me safe. Isn't it silly?"

Ling Yiming nodded, then shook his head again.

Yuan Shan and Ye looked at him sideways and smiled. "Actually, it's really stupid, but I didn't think so at the time. I also followed him when he handled the case, and I followed him in everything. I even learned aikido to cooperate with him. In fact, I really hoped that he would look back at him at that time. Me, makes me feel like I exist. But he doesn’t, it’s me who sticks to him all the time, all the time.”

Ling Yiming'an saw the self-deprecating smiles on the faces of Yuan Shan and Ye, so reluctant, it made people feel distressed.

He lowered his head and bit his lower lip, and said in a voice that he could barely hear: "Maybe, maybe he just didn't care, he thought you didn't care."

"Well, I don't really care too much. I hurt him, I said he is stupid, not as good as Kudo Shinichi. If he is dark, no one will want him." Yuan Shan and Ye's dark green eyes have the color of water behind the sun , shining brightly. "But I didn't say a word. No one wants me. I want it for the rest of my life."

Ling Yi Ming'an suddenly coughed twice, Yuan Shan and Ye looked up at him, inexplicably feeling that his eyes were a little red.

"You don't have to complain about me, I haven't told him yet." Yuan Shan and Ye thought Ling Yi was touched by his sour words, and hurriedly comforted him, "He's a bit nervous, so he shouldn't I know that I like him. He is very good to me. When I was in the United States Island and when I was looking for prisoners in that factory, he was injured in order to protect me."

Yuan Shan and Ye pursed their lips.

"Although I'm very happy, I really feel distressed. I can't wait to hurt myself. But he is still careless, he can't feel my heart."

Ling Yiming'an's lips had been bitten white, and there was a deep red line in his eyes.His voice was a little choked, Yuan Shan and Ye heard him say: "He is a bastard."

He Ye frowned and shook his head, expressing dissatisfaction with this sentence: "No, Heiji is very nice, but he is a bit stupid, and he doesn't tell me anything, making me feel like an outsider. Like when he helped Kudo , People only told me when they came back, let me think about it, and I was in a cold sweat with fear."

Ling Yimingan didn't answer, he turned his head to look at Yuan Shan and Ye, his eyes were unexpectedly determined.He opened his mouth, his voice was small but decisive: "He Ye, stop talking."

Yuan Shan and Ye looked at him in surprise, his head was lowered, and there were fine beads of sweat on his hair.He didn't look at her, which made Yuanshan and Ye a little strange.

There are children chasing and shouting on the street, and the uncles and aunts setting up business stalls are doing their best to yell.Under the setting sun, the light and shadow were blurry, Yuan Shan and Ye suddenly felt that such a good topic under the setting sun was really a bit sad, and it was right that Ling Yimingan didn't like to listen to it.

But unexpectedly, just when she was about to change the subject, she suddenly heard Ling Yimingan take a deep breath.She glanced sideways at him and saw that he was looking straight ahead with nothing in his eyes.

He felt her gaze, turned his head to look at her, and smiled, Yuan Shan and Ye felt that the smile was forced.So she helped him on the shoulder very understandingly, and gently tested: "Ling Yi, are you alright?"

Ling Yiming'an frowned slightly, and He Ye had regained his composure when he heard his voice: "Well, I just think he failed you too much. He Ye, why do you like him?"

Yuan Shan and Ye stared at the asphalt road under their feet, and answered seriously: "Why do you like him? I don't know. His halo is so bright and big, any girl would like it. But I think even if he likes him every other day I would like him without it, I just think he should be taken care of by me, and it hurts in the palm of my hand."

So Ling Yimingan's heart ached a little.

"Ling Yi, you said that Heiji happened in an accident, but it wasn't." Yuan Shan and Ye frowned. "At that time, he had just graduated from the police academy for two years and was the team leader of the criminal police team. I didn't study well, so I learned how to make cakes. At that time, there was a terrorist organization that made a lot of noise."

He and Ye paused for a moment, then suddenly started making gestures angrily.

"Ling Yi, I still haven't figured out what's the use of their establishment of such an organization. Even if it's for money, they shouldn't blow up the building." Yuan Shan and Ye took out coins from their pockets and put them into the vending machine , the coin fell and made a ding-dong sound, which matched her very indignant mood at the moment.

"Once again he didn't tell me. We were pretty good at that time, and I think that although he didn't say anything, he already regarded me as his girlfriend instead of his subordinates. But he would never tell me in advance when this kind of thing happened. I."

Yuan Shan and Ye looked very frustrated, like a rooster who has lost a fight.

"I know that when the news caught up with the criminal police brigade, he had already led people there. When I chased down the building and squeezed into the crowd, that building, the surrounding area of ​​that building was already in flames. It is said that there is a dangerous person upstairs. I held more than a dozen hostages and refused to come out. I saw Heiji standing at the entrance of the building and was about to rush in. I was so anxious that I yelled. He really turned around, and I saw him talking to me. The scene was too noisy and I couldn’t hear it. But I can understand, he said He Ye, stand there and wait for me to come back."

Ling Yiming'an's face was very pale, Yuan Shan and Ye's tone was trembling, trying to keep their faces calm.Two lines of tears rolled down from her eyes, she raised her hand to wipe them, and said with a smile: "The wind is so strong, it dazzled my eyes."

Ling Yiming stopped in his footsteps, turned around and looked at Yuanshan and Ye seriously, with beads of sweat dripping from his forehead.He put his hands on her shoulders and looked into her eyes seriously.There was water in those big dark green eyes, from which Ling Yimingan saw a mixture of remorse and determination.

He cleared his throat.

"He Ye, maybe it's not that he doesn't love you, it's not that he always wants to dump you, maybe he just loves you too much and is afraid that you will go through this kind of thing and get hurt. You, don't be sad, maybe he just wants to protect you. "

Yuan Shan and Ye stubbornly stared at the sparrow standing on the house next to the street, without speaking.

Ling Yiming'an suddenly became excited, and his voice rose an octave: "He Ye, stop looking at the roof. Who told you that you can make your tears flow back when you look at the roof? That's impossible!"

Yuan Shan and Ye wiped their eyes, unscrewed the bottle and took a sip of mineral water, took a deep breath, and looked at Ling Yi Mingan again.

Ling Yiming felt that her eyes were almost stubborn.

"Ling Yi," she smiled lightly, her voice soft. "The reason why I told you so much is to let you understand that I will never forget Hattori Heiji in my life. When the policemen came out, they told me that Heiji fought with gangsters, fell from a tall building and fell into the In the sea of ​​​​fire, they found the person, with all the documents and personal belongings on the body. But only I know that it is not Heiji, because there is no amulet next to the burnt mobile phone."

Ling Yiming was stunned.

Yuan Shanhe Ye took another big mouthful of white water, the warm yellow light of the setting sun shone on the plastic bottle, and the cool water flowed through her chest, making her feel much more stable.

She put the cap on the bottle and looked at Ling Yiming'an with seriousness and stubbornness on her face.

"Ling Yi, I don't think you are bad, it's just that I'm waiting for him. He never expressed his feelings to me, and he didn't even say 'let's date'. I have to wait for him, wait for him to come back ..."

Yuan Shan and Ye half-spoken, suddenly the whole body tightened, and the whole person fell into a firm embrace.The strong masculine breath stimulated her nasal cavity, Yuan Shan and Ye were taken aback, and the mineral water bottle in their hands fell to the ground, making a crackling sound.

When she heard Ling Yiming'an's voice, it was choked and hoarse, as if it was trying to squeeze out from a blocked chest cavity.

"He Ye, let's date."

To be continued.

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