Ah Kam

During the hottest summer of this year, Zhang Pengliang was finally discharged from the hospital.

The manic cicadas outside were screaming with great vigor, and even through the thick glass windows, they could still hear its screams that were not inferior to those of the radio.While packing his luggage, Zhang Pengliang scanned the ward where he had been staying for more than two weeks.

When I left last time, I said that I didn't want to come back. When I left now, although I still didn't want to come back, the disgust was much smaller.

He sneaked a glance at Huo Xilin, who was talking to the nurse at the door, out of the corner of his eye, and he couldn't tell if he was regretful or happy.

This kind of opportunity to get along day and night is gone, even if we can usually meet outside, but in the end I still feel dissatisfied.

He didn't dare to uncover the feeling wrapped in candy wrappers, so he had to hide it in his heart, let it grow bigger, secretly tasted it from time to time, and when it was so sweet, he was disturbed by anxiety and uneasiness from time to time .

"Have you packed your things?" Huo Xilin had already changed his white robe, as if he was about to go out with him.

"Hmm." Zhang Pengliang tossed the backpack, but accidentally threw out the sketchbook he used for graffiti. The white drawing paper was filled with a word: KYLIN.

The boy blushed, and stuffed the notebook back into the bag at lightning speed, without daring to lift his head, he walked directly past Huo Xilin towards the door.

When he passed by, his arm was grabbed by someone, and his body was pressed hard against the wall. There were two nurses talking on the other side of the thin wall, but his mouth was being used the most at this moment. Invading in a fierce way, the lips and tongue with a faint fragrance even hooked an uncontrollable lust in the entanglement.Zhang Pengliang had kissed more than double digits in his life, but he had never been so bewildered and stiff like now.

The feelings wrapped in candy wrappers were about to be exposed in the sun, but the man had already stepped away, smiling slightly and saying, "It feels good."

"...you... why..." The boy was already in a daze.

"Isn't this your wish?" Huo Xilin reached out to touch his cheek, and the slightly cold fingers made the boy regain his sanity, "I'm doing what we should do at this stage."

He never said it was love.

Zhang Pengliang should be happy, but he couldn't laugh.

He looked at the person in front of him in bewilderment, feeling that this was a completely different pattern of feelings from what he had experienced before.

At that time, he didn't realize that their way of getting along was like a rational chess game.The offensive and defensive chess pieces were eaten one by one, leaving a solitary general trapped in a small square, facing menacing and unpredictable attacks from the opponent.It's just that long-term experience told him: This is not called love.

His heart was beating like a drum, but the man's heart was hidden somewhere.

Zhang Pengliang stayed there for a long time before leaving the man's unwarm hand and walking straight out of the clinic.

Huo Xilin stared at his back from behind, frowning slightly.

In the afternoon when the sun melted the road, there were very few pedestrians on the road. Zhang Pengliang sat in the car, trying to relax and chat with Huo Xilin.

In fact, they do not have a common language.For example, Huo Xilin also likes to watch football games, for example, Huo Xilin also likes to drink beer, for example, Huo Xilin also likes to read mystery novels.Zhang Pengliang is an excellent chatterbox, as long as he opens it, he can always come up with some topics that people can't help but discuss together.

He's a good talker and a good listener.Huo Xilin sometimes looked slightly sideways at him at red lights, with an appreciative smile on his lips.

But at this time, the thick brown bear was either studying the configuration of the car, or bowing his head to reply to the text messages on the phone.For no reason, so many opportunities to improve the atmosphere have been missed. If the brown bear finds out, he will beat the wall in frustration.

The car stopped at the door of the Zhang family's single-family villa. Zhang Pengliang said goodbye and got out of the car. He didn't expect to have a farewell kiss at all. Huo Xilin was so dull that he wondered how this guy fell in love in the past.

However, as soon as he got out of the car, Zhang Dashuai bumped into the person who embarrassed him the most at the moment.

The girl with the ponytail was standing at the door of the house, holding a box of his favorite cakes in her hand, and seemed to be about to ring the doorbell.

"Ah Liang!" The girl was delighted that she happened to meet her boyfriend who came home, "You said you came back today, so I wanted to come and see you. How is your foot injury? Are you okay?"

The boy who made the excuse of spraining his foot smiled awkwardly at this moment, and couldn't help but look back at the Lexus that hadn't driven away yet. "I'm fine, you... it's so hot, don't work so hard to come here in the future." There is no way to say harsh words to make the other party leave immediately, because the sun is so big, even if the girl is holding a parasol, her blushing face It also shows her hard work.

The girl seemed to sense his discomfort, and her smile became a bit difficult: "Is it inconvenient?"

very inconvenient.But how could he let people go home without taking a sip of water or turning on the air conditioner in this kind of weather and under such circumstances?He's not an asshole!

"You wait." He finally decided to find a balance between the two, turned around and walked to the window of the driver's seat, and knocked on the window. The people inside looked at him with raised eyebrows, as if they didn't intend to open the window.

He understood the displeasure on that face, but Zhang Pengliang didn't want to be a rude and despicable person, so he could only say "I will not do anything" through the car window.

Then I didn't dare to see how the other person's expression changed, so I turned around and said to the girl, "Come in and sit down."

The girl finally smiled reassuringly.

Huo Xilin stared at the closed door expressionlessly, and only after a while did he start the car and leave.

He knew he liked him and wasn't worried that he would suddenly give up during this short meeting.But this damn extra kindness made him very unhappy.

Because it reminded him that this brown bear would smile at him, cry at him, yell at him, and be shy at himself, but he had never shown such a gentle expression to himself.

Huo Xilin didn't know that it was because of Zhang Pengliang's defensiveness.

If even the last defense is taken down, then who can retreat completely?Zhang Pengliang left himself the last way out.

Even so, he still said sorry to the girl, still endured the girl's heartbreaking eyes, and still answered the other party's question "Who do you really like?" with no words.

He drove himself to the edge of the cliff, and when everyone thought he had no way out, he used thorns to hang himself on the edge of the cliff with a safety rope.Although the stabbing was full of scars, at least he would not be smashed to pieces after the game was over.

While simply protecting himself, he started a love game with that person who didn't have much sincerity.