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Zhang Pengliang is not without romance.

He also used to spend time with girls, and he also rode thousands of miles alone just to buy a cake for the girl, and even walked for half an hour in the heavy rain just to win the teary eyes of the beautiful woman.

However, these cells seemed to either die or fall asleep after meeting Huo Xilin.

They should be counted in the stage of being in love, but the movies they watch are either Chainsaw or Death Coming.When the audience screams, he likes to pat Huo Xilin's thigh and applaud, and then their romance happens when it's not romantic at all-Huo Xilin will grab his collar when everyone is scared to close their eyes start kissing.

The terrifying KISS really made people's heart speed up. Zhang Peng was still blushing when he showed up in the theater, and Huo Xilin felt a little heartbroken after seeing it.

It's time to eat meat today.

As he thought about it, he added a few glasses of red wine when he ordered his meal.

He misses the stupid bear with a silly smile, although he usually looks cute when he shows off his might, but he wants to see him hugging his neck and muttering "Why do I have no clothes to wear?"

Is it already a liking?

Huo Xilin didn't think about it, he just felt that if he had a different feeling for this brown bear, he didn't seem to feel too much guilt.

Zhang Pengliang ate very happily.He likes this way of getting along, and he doesn't need to speculate too much or be cautious, because the other party is a man, so he can get along with a man's attitude.Even the topics are things that girls would not be interested in but he can come up with them at his fingertips, including life, future, and even past relationships.

He is like an undefended child, unscrupulously pouring himself out to the person he trusts, thinking that the other person can become a partner who can support his future like Guan Jin.

Even if they can't be forever lovers, maybe they can be very good friends.

If Zhang Pengliang could read the heart of the person opposite at that time, wouldn't everything have happened afterwards?

But he is just a stupid bear who hasn't grown up. After three glasses of wine, his steps become stilted.

Huo Xilin carried him from the car to his home, and gently put him on the bed.

The young man who still had a sliver of reason muttered and asked, "Why are you at your house again?"

"Spend the night with me tonight?" Huo Xilin sat on the edge of the bed, looking down at him with a smile.

"Well...then I'm going to sleep." He responded and turned over and hugged the pillow to fall asleep.

Huo Xilin couldn't laugh or cry, it's not good to force too much.So he got up and went to the bathroom to get a wet towel and wipe his face.

"Hmm... I want to sleep..." The young man who was awakened by the cold water reluctantly tried to wave him away, but he was picked up completely. "Go take a shower." Although Huo Xilin was thin, he was very strong.

Zhang Pengliang had to wake up in the warm water. Although he was not as drunk as last time this time, he could only sit in the bathtub in a daze, staring at the shining blue earrings on Huo Xilin's earlobe.

"Who gave you this?" He reached out his hand clumsily, trying to pull it off.

Although he was also pierced with earrings, he always felt that the earrings on his ears must have some special meaning, otherwise, who would take such a flamboyant earring as a permanent item?

Huo Xilin grabbed his hand and chuckled lightly: "Aren't you allowed to buy it for yourself?"

"Impossible." Zhang Pengliang said with certainty, "When you don't deny it, you often admit it."

Huo Xilin was taken aback for a moment, unable to tell whether he was drunk or sober. "You don't know this person, and you don't need to know him. Everything is over. I don't take it off, it's just because I'm used to wearing it, there is no other meaning."

"Oh... my sweetheart..." He shook his head and interpreted.

Huo Xilin smiled helplessly: "Are you taking a shower or not?" I wanted to create an atmosphere in the bathroom, and then rolled directly onto the bed, but the atmosphere can't be brewed at all now.

"Wash...how can I wash if you don't go out..." Zhang Pengliang spoke slowly, obviously half of his brain was still soaked in alcohol, this guy is actually sober, right?Huo Xilin thought to himself, so his hands became restless, and he directly touched his still young body: "I can wash without going out."

"Don't touch..." Zhang Pengliang patted his hand off, turned over, and took off his underwear behind his back.

The performance of being drunk tonight was a bit special, Dashuai Zhang was humming a song while sitting in the bathtub to take a bath, his wet clothes were piled up on the bathroom floor, completely ignoring that there was a wolf sitting beside the bathtub behind him.

However, even though Huo Xilin looked at him naked, his desire still subsided.

This stupid bear.He gave up and sighed, rubbed the brown bear's head, changed his wet clothes, stood aside and took a quick shower with the nozzle, and left the bathroom first.

When Zhang Pengliang came out staggeringly, Huo Xilin had already figured out what to say, so the young man who had just laid down on the bed was blocked tightly by a hot kiss.

The groans that overflowed during the struggle quickly ignited all desires, and Zhang Pengliang, who finally realized something was wrong, looked at the doctor who had turned into a werewolf in a panic, blushing and resisting: "Wait...wait...uh!" The feeling of being held by the genitals made him almost jump up, but the person pressing on him had an irresistible sense of oppression, forcing him to have nowhere to escape.

"Good boy, just get used to it..." Huo Xilin kissed his earlobe, savoring the long-coveted bear.

It's not a slender figure, nor a soft body, but it burns him hotter and hotter like a flame.

Maybe with him, you won't get bored as easily as before?

If it can resolve the loneliness and emptiness, then even if you promise him, it is not impossible, right?

Huo Xilin slowly brought up a smile, only feeling that his heart was warming up.

The last bottom line - when the underwear was about to be taken off, Zhang Pengliang threw a carp and threw the defenseless Huo Xilin down.

Looking in astonishment at the young man who was blushing and out of breath but still staring at him, Huo Xilin didn't know what was wrong with the procedure.

"No, I can't...I haven't thought it through yet...I..." Zhang Pengliang finally woke up from his drunkenness, his whole body stiffened from nervousness.

Huo Xilin frowned, and was about to say something, but Zhang Pengliang interrupted him: "No, I, I didn't think about being gay..." As he spoke, his face became more and more gray.

Huo Xilin never thought that this was the reason, he didn't know what to say, he could only watch helplessly as he put on his own clothes, and rushed out of his room as if he was running away.

There are no taxis in the high-end community at night, and even the security guards are leaning against the doorway to sleep.

Zhang Pengliang walked out of the community slowly, feeling desolate in his heart.

He always thought that he didn't care, he didn't care about becoming gay all of a sudden, he didn't care what others thought of him liking a man, and he didn't care about all the difficulties he would encounter after liking a man.However, this is the first time he faces the reality of being a real gay.Whether it is being oppressed or oppressed, it does not mean that as long as it is the body, as long as it is the object of liking, it can continue without hindrance.

That is the exact same gender as myself.

Can't be a wife, can't be a mother, and even have an unreliable love relationship than a prostitute.

He was ready to overcome all difficulties, but when he was really about to face difficulties, he suddenly thought, what should he do if the relationship cannot last forever after the fall of the enemy?Going back to being heterosexual?Do you continue to like girls casually?How is that possible!

He likes Huo Xilin.Maybe it's gotten to the point where I like it so much.But what about the other party?

Whether it is to overwhelm this man or be overwhelmed by this man, it is a relationship that cannot be turned back. From the perspective of Zhang Pengliang's values, it is definitely not a matter of being bitten by a dog like others said.

It's a matter of completely giving everything to the other person.

This is a question of breaking through the final bottom line.

I love you, but are you worth everything I lose?Lose the possibility of starting a family in the future, lose the love of family members, and lose the respect of society?

Zhang Pengliang didn't dare to think about it, as long as he thought about it, he would think of that blue earring.

He yelled and ran while yelling, even ignoring the taxis whizzing by the side of the road, the night was too late and too cold.