Reborn Professional Soldier

For Dr. Zhou, the matter of Lin Feng and Jizhu Karma was really embarrassing for him.

Of course, he is not against homosexuality. As a psychiatrist, there is no shortage of such people among his patients, but now as a military doctor, he is confirming that there is affection between two special forces, especially one who is a special soldier. The soldiers in the department made him a little bit undecided.

After all, once two people go on a mission at the same time, there may be some errors in judgment, and a slight loss of emotional control is a matter of life, so he has to be cautious.

But what he didn't expect was that this special soldier named Lin Feng was too cautious and smart, and instead interfered with him psychologically after the conversation.

For example, homosexuality is nothing, even if two people are soldiers, it is nothing.

For example, let him believe that there is no room for self-will in their profession, because apart from the feelings of the two of them, they have more comrades in arms, brothers, and fresh lives need to be defended with their hands.

For example, this secret has been hidden in my heart for a long time. You asked me and I could choose not to answer it, but I answered it now because I trust you.

For example, an empty oath may not be binding, but if it is spoken in the mouth of a noble person, the oath will have its magical power and be convincing.

For example, if this incident is revealed, how deeply will it affect the two people? Maybe what he thinks is right will cause more bad consequences for the two people who want to be protected by him, and even leave the army.

In any case, from various perspectives, Dr. Zhou admitted that he was persuaded, or he hoped that he could be persuaded.

He was somewhat looking forward to seeing the relationship between the two go to the final step.

It's just a shot fired at that moment to put an end to danger for you.

Just because you are my obsession, I need to know all of your focus.

He felt a little bit distressed by such feelings. In this green military camp, let him see a clump of weeds emerging after the rain. It may not be harmonious, and it may be eradicated sooner or later, but it is also possible to blend with other young leaves. One, thriving.

He thought, no matter what, he could only watch, not interfere or protect, and let them grow up by themselves.

Doctor Zhou opened the door, walked out, and then closed the door behind his back. Behind the door were two people who had a real face-to-face conversation for the first time in a year. Captain Yi standing in front of him made him feel that he didn't know how to face it, so , he pushed his glasses, nodded, and turned to his colleague's office.

inside the house.

The atmosphere of the two people who met suddenly became tense almost instantly.

There is an undercurrent flowing called embarrassment.

Lin Feng looked at Zhuzhu.

Zhu Zi stared at Lin Feng.

Lin Feng laughed, turned his eyes to the window, and bit his lower lip.

Zhu Zi narrowed her eyes slightly, and clenched her fists unconsciously.

Lin Feng hesitated for a second, stood up and said, "I'm going out to find a cigarette, do you smoke?"

"Fuck your mother!" Zhu Zi yelled, and rushed forward to punch Lin Feng.

Lin Feng was beaten so hard that he hit the table, the pen and teacup fell to the ground, and the glass shattered all over the floor.

Hmm, very beaded greeting.

Lin Feng licked the corner of his mouth, tasted the sweet smell, looked at the shards of glass on the ground and smiled, "It's really ruthless. Let's talk slowly when I go out to find cigarettes."

Jizhu Karma stared at him as he wiped his arm and walked towards the door, his eyes followed his back, until the moment Lin Feng walked to the door, he suddenly rushed over like a bullet fired, put his hands on his neck and held him down. Door.

"Boom!" There was a sound of the palm hitting the iron door.

Confined by his arms, Lin Feng slowly turned his head to look at him, watching his head slowly pressing towards him, and just before it landed on his lips, he suddenly turned his head and raised his hand to grab his arm , Staggered footsteps, pinched his hands behind his back, and whispered softly in his ear, "Whenever I see you, you are in heat, and you don't know where to look?"

"Lin Feng." Jizhu Karma gritted his teeth and called his name viciously. After struggling vigorously, Lin Feng let go of his hand.

Lin Feng patted him on the shoulder, and whispered again, "Don't worry, let's talk slowly."

Jizhu Karma was stunned, watching Lin Feng open the door as if nothing had happened, and walked out. Lin Feng's voice begging for cigarettes was heard outside, his brows were slightly frowned, and it was only at this moment that he really confirmed...

In one year, Lin Feng really changed a lot.

One of the two lit cigarettes was handed to Jizhu Karma. Jizhu Karma looked at the end of the cigarette holder in his hand, as if he had been deliberately bitten, leaving shallow teeth marks. Lin Feng slowly moved the smoke to the corner of his lips, sucked it up, and sucked it vigorously, a pungency flooded into his lungs overwhelmingly, the once familiar but now unfamiliar taste.

He turned his head and coughed a few times in embarrassment.

"Really quit?" Lin Feng raised his eyebrows, "It's good, then stop smoking, pinch it."

The man whose eyes were red from coughing turned his head to stare at him, and took another puff provocatively. He didn't cough this time, but there were subtle wrinkles between his brows unconsciously.Lin Feng smiled, and raised his hand to press his brows intimately, "Look, I said pinch it, why are you so stubborn with me?"

Jizhu Karma turned his head away, feeling a little upset in the current way of getting along, being taken care of and underestimated, like returning to the time when we first met in the military academy, this person has a feeling of superiority and cannot be touched , insecurities beyond control.

"Say something, don't be like this, I'm very awkward." Lin Feng looked at him and smiled.

In fact, Jizhu Karma really didn't know what to say. At first, he wanted to ask Lin Feng a lot, but now many of them are not important. The sudden mission and these several actions, the team Yi repeatedly requested five orders. The secrecy order made him understand why Lin Feng didn't tell himself that the two people who were separated could only communicate with each other through words. The inability to speak frankly through words meant that the gap and misunderstanding between them would grow bigger and bigger. He understood, really understanding.

As long as you give them enough time to get along, this is no longer a problem.

However, although he could understand Lin Feng's change, he couldn't accept it.

Maybe the beautification of Lin Feng has been finalized in my heart. It is the best expectation. When I dream back at midnight, there will always be a man with a clear face standing on the green grass and looking at me. The blue sky is the background. , the white clouds are embellishments, that man will smile very gently, as if spotless, even the hand stretched out to him, the end of the slender fingers, and the color of the nails are moist.

But recently the picture has changed, and the man in his mind will still stand there, still smiling like a spring breeze, but his face is covered with blood, and the scattered red spots are shining with strange colors, and he is holding a gun in his hand. Blood was dripping from the mouth, and a boy was lying beside his feet. The boy’s terrified eyes showed a desire to live, but the hole between his eyebrows took away everything. The picture kept repeating in his mind. Down, like a stuck movie frame.But Lin Feng kept standing behind the boy and looked at him, smiling very gently.

Such Lin Feng made him feel cold all over.

Lin Feng frowned, and said in a cold tone, "Is it really that unacceptable?"

Jizhu Karma looked at him with raised eyebrows, nodded, then shook his head again.

This is not a question of whether he can accept it or not, but that person is you and Lin Feng.

So, I can't look at it objectively, you know?

Lin Feng said lightly, "It's been a year since I've been here, and everyone has changed to some extent, or do you think I shouldn't adapt to the current life, and you are as naive as before, thinking that the one who dies at your own hands will be A heinous murderer?"

"Of course not." Jizhu Karma looked at him with a frown, "Zheng Taiguo is also inside, why not let him try to defuse the bomb?"

"Bomb disposal is dangerous, and the boy's change of mind is even more unpredictable. There are 14 of us there, and there are hundreds of ordinary people in that house, as well as countless supplies. Once it detonates, you can calculate the consequences. How serious is it? Besides, this is a cross-border operation, once the 14 of us die, we may even recover the bodies." After speaking, Lin Feng's tone became more serious, his eyes burning.

"..." Jizhu Karma was silent for a while, why didn't he understand, he understood everything Lin Feng said, but... what he couldn't accept was the shot that Lin Feng fired right in front of his eyes, he still remembered when he put down the gun, Lin Feng's expression was indifferent, like a target shooting training on the training ground.

Lin Feng looked at Jizhu Karma and took a puff of the cigarette, but suddenly felt dull. He had a feeling in his heart that he had let the puppy down.

But the battlefield can't accept naivety. After weighing the pros and cons, the choice has already been made clear.

Either you die or I die.

Both of them were silent for a long time, different life circles made it difficult for them to find a common topic, but both of them agreed that it was unnecessary for the dispute about the task, because Lin Feng thought he was right, and Jizhu Karma also agreed. I think Lin Feng did the right thing.

He confirmed that the main problem was not with Lin Feng, but with himself, but there was no way to talk about some deeper topics in this place.

In fact, he understood that the reason why he insisted on meeting Lin Feng was that he wanted this person to tell him that nothing had changed in me, and the one-year separation didn't mean anything, and I was still the same Lin Feng.

that is it.

"Lin Feng." After a long time, Jizhu Karma looked up at Lin Feng who was sitting opposite, "When do you expect to recruit people again?"

Lin Feng thought for a while, then shook his head, "I don't know, we have to serve in the army for three years, and whether we will be recruited within three years is the decision of the top management."

Jizhu Karma nodded, expressing his understanding, "I will find a way to get in, Lin Feng, I want to know about your changes."

Lin Feng scratched his forehead in embarrassment, once again savoring the feeling of being overwhelmed, just like a year ago, he said awkwardly, "Do you mean you have figured it out?"

"Think about what?" Jizhu Karma asked.

"Your doctor told me that you have some psychological burden, and there is a hurdle that you can't pass. Cough! Well, it's about me." Lin Feng shifted his gaze away and looked aside.

"Ah! Oh, um!" Jizhu Karma's eyes flickered and he smiled awkwardly.

"I..." Zhu Zi said.

"You..." Lin Feng said.

"That..." Zhu Zi said.

"I said..." Lin Feng said.

Then, they both sighed and laughed.

Both of them thought at the same time, what kind of shit is this whining, and they are ashamed to throw it at grandma's house.

Lin Feng raised his hand and said that he said first, "I'm fine now, and the future contact should still be the same as before. If you have the opportunity, you must fight for it yourself."

Jizhu Karma nodded, "I just want to see you, it's enough to see people, I can solve the rest of the problems by myself, as for those knots that cannot be untied, I will let go of them for the time being, and wait until I really get to your place. "

Lin Feng hummed, and then his expression became serious, "You have to think about it yourself, someone should analyze the pros and cons of it for you, don't rely on impulse, you know, I can't go into details, but I can only tell you , some tasks have exceeded your imagination, come back when you are ready."

Jizhu Karma nodded again to express his understanding, and his expression became relaxed, "It's just a year apart. This kind of situation makes me feel like I'm visiting a prison."

"..." That's right, Lin Feng was speechless, concealed his words, swallowed half a sentence, how much the other party could understand, even he couldn't control it.

Jizhu Karma stood up and said, "That's it, I'm back to the team."

Lin Feng raised his eyebrows, he didn't expect the goodbye beads to be so straightforward, unexpectedly free and easy, but he said with some reluctance, "Stop talking?"

Jizhu Karma looked down at him, blinked, and grinned with white teeth, "I just want to see you, we'll talk about everything after I get in."

"So sure?" Lin Feng asked suspiciously.

"Half."

"Did Resolute tell you something?"

Jizhu Karma narrowed his eyes with a smile, his eyes were bright, and he said proudly, "Lin Feng, I think farther than you this time. Don't forget, I am a member of Special Operations Group C. Since this team is established, It will not be so easy for them to withdraw, and your A team is so small that you cannot deal with more emergencies, I think there will definitely be changes in the organization recently."

Lin Feng nodded, and looked at him in surprise. There was no need to think about it. This kind of analysis is very reasonable, but, Lin Feng said, "What if another team is formed?"

"Is there a difference?" Jizhu Karma raised an eyebrow, "The other team must have a similar level of mission as yours. If they belong to the same secret level, cooperation is inevitable. As long as we stand on the same platform, we should not meet each other." Will it be that difficult again?"

"What do you want to do?" Lin Feng laughed, looking at him with dark eyes.

"Chasing someone requires a promise." After finishing speaking, Jizhu Karma stretched out his arms to hug Lin Feng, hugged Lin Feng vigorously, and then let go. It was purely like the intimacy between comrades-in-arms, but to the two of them, it was the same. This kind of guarantee, the guarantee before the separation, Jizhu Karma was afraid that it would not be enough and added, "Wait for me safely, I will definitely come."

Lin Feng pursed his lips and smiled, nodded his head, watching Jizhu Karma turn and leave gracefully, the iron gate that was slowly closing revealed a decisiveness that was hard to conceal.

In fact, this puppy has grown up and become a real Tibetan Mastiff, isn't it?

Lin Feng thought.

Brave and fearless, ferocious, with thick shoulders to bear everything, with sharp eyes to see the way ahead, with a pair of wings that can fly freely in the sky, plump and thick wings.

It was later proved that Jizhu Karma's analysis was reasonable.

In March of that year, on the day of No.11, the 'Falcon' base was warm in spring and the sky was clear.

Jizhu Karma and other eight team members were gathered together, led by the captain of the base, with Team Yi on the side, officially announced the information about the "Peregrine" special commando team to them, and signed a confidentiality agreement at the same time. According to the agreement, all of them will be sent abroad to perform secret missions in name, and the number of years is unknown.

Instructor Tan came to lead the people, and looked at them as if they saw budding flowers. His eager anticipation made them feel that they had made the right choice, and their future path was bright and bright.

However, I have to say that the first level of the "Peregrine Falcon" special commando team made them suffer a lot. They were taken separately for the pain tolerance test, but this time the person who fooled them changed from the instructor to the instructor Tan.

Instructor Tan kept smiling when they gave their secret passwords respectively, and said lightly, remember, these words cannot come out of your mouth, but if you really can't help it, you can say, Our assessment will stop.

This is like a joke.

Jizhu Karma had no secrets in his heart, only Lin Feng. When the pain was extreme, most of his consciousness had been lost, and many answers were based on instinct, but instructor Tan didn't know why he was going crazy. After confirming that Jizhu Karma's After he couldn't get the password out of his mouth, he suddenly changed the subject and mentioned Lin Feng.

"Do you know Lin Feng?"

After the initial stage of screaming and struggling, Jizhu Karma lay tense on the chair welded to the concrete floor, his eyes were wide open, and meaningless physiological tears kept flowing from the corners of his eyes, covering the The sweaty body muscles were twitching constantly, and the soul of the whole person had been separated from the body.

"Do you know Lin Feng?" Instructor Tan repeated again.

It was an instinct, an instinct for crisis. Even if he lost his intuition of judgment, Jizhu Karma still tensed his body subconsciously and kept silent.

"Why do we have to find out where Lin Feng is?" Instructor Tan looked lovingly, and raised his hand to wipe away the tears from the corners of his eyes, "Why?"

Jizhu Karma continued to shake his head, and spit out fragmented words from his open mouth. Instructor Tan lowered his head and stuck to it. Almost a second later, he was pulled up vigorously by a doctor in a white coat.

The doctor looked scared, and pointed to the blood pressure and electrocardiogram equipment on one side, "Don't get close to him, he is very aggressive now."

Instructor Tan touched his ears, looked at Senhan's teeth after Jizhu Karma took off the braces, nodded, and stopped asking.

In fact, he was very concerned about the problems between Lin Feng and Jizhu Karma. Lin Feng yelled inexplicable words like beads in the pain tolerance test, and Jizhu Karma kept speculating about Lin Feng's whereabouts, and in this time The reaction to Lin Feng's name was particularly obvious in the test, so for instructor Tan, this was a warning of a crisis.

Looking at Jizhu Karma, he kind of wanted to send the soldier back.