Reborn Professional Soldier

He understands, but it seems that he doesn't understand.

Looking at the dark green jeep gradually shrinking in sight, from the size of a football to the size of a matchbox, and finally disappearing without a trace, it seems that I can still see the face of that person who turned his head to look at him. With inexplicable emotions, one kind of invitation and one kind of refusal, the contradictions complement each other.

It reminded him of the beef stewed by his grandmother. It was snowing heavily outside the sky, the wind was cold, the house was full of fragrance, the spring was warm and the flowers were blooming. The hot beef was served on the table, and the brothers and sisters rushed forward. He nimbly grabbed the top and largest piece, stuffed it into his mouth, and bit down. The hot soup wrapped in the beef ignited his mouth and burned his tongue, but he refused to spit it out, chewing hard. Swallow.

The temperature was extremely low that day, and his tongue was scalded with blisters, but his hands and feet were always warm.

There is a kind of love called patience.

There is a kind of woman called a military wife.

There is a kind of waiting called indefinitely.

There is a kind of pain called silently bearing.

There is a kind of result called suffering comes to fruition.

Patience is for waiting, and waiting is for a result, but the result is already in your heart, because we all know that separation is not a result, but for reunion.

He unfolded the letter paper in his hand, and slowly tore off the white edges. The fine pieces of white paper fluttered like butterflies in the wind, and the handwriting in the middle was blurred by sweat and blurred with fuzzy edges, as if struggling to jump out. Fly out of sight.

Clenching her hands tightly, she crumpled up the half-shrunk paper again, stuffed it into her mouth, chewed and swallowed it, destroying the corpse.

It was enough for Lin Feng to do this.

He felt that he should be content, at least he had never expected an answer before this, and now it was enough to get such an answer, at least it meant that he was not the one struggling alone, at least his own love had sprouted and sprouted It has a delicate flower bud.

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"Why did the beads come after you?" Zheng Taiguo leaned on the back of the front seat and blinked at Lin Feng with curiosity on his face.

"Farewell." Lin Feng said, that figure was no longer visible from the back of the car, the patience was just for reunion, he told Jizhu Karma, and he also told himself, be patient, continue to be patient.

Zheng Taiguo said, "Have we walked for about an hour? By the way, I heard that during the first field survival assessment, it was the time when we were stunned. Zhu Zi's marching speed in the mountains and jungles seemed to have broken the record of special forces. , I always thought it was a fake, it’s amazing, I really caught up.”

Shen Chen smiled, "It can be regarded as the scout's ability to the extreme, Lin Feng, this brother is not bad, farewell, don't break the connection."

"I won't." Lin Feng laughed, and there was a distress in his heart, but it was mixed with a little bit of sweetness. This kind of behavior is afraid that only a straightforward person would do it, at least he himself can't do it, so, it's like this Only the beads will make it difficult for him to resist, and only then will he lose his mind every step of the way.

But...you won't be able to avoid being punished after you go back, right?There is always a price to be paid for impulsiveness, but when will Zhuzhu really learn to endure?

Lei Gang drove the car around the mountain road for about 2 hours and finally got out of the mountain area on the National Highway. Just as the turn signal was turned on, he was stopped by a military vehicle parked in the middle of the road. Lei Gang honked his horn twice, and there were figures in the opposite military vehicle Shaking, and then a middle-aged man came down, glanced at him, his military rank was really high, he was a colonel, the evacuated people looked at each other, and hurriedly got out of the car to salute.

The colonel had a smile on his face and was amiable, "Isn't Lei Gang?"

Lei Gang saluted, "Yes, sir."

The colonel nodded and returned the salute, "I'm here to pick you up, Lei Gang, Lin Feng, Shen Chen and Zheng Taiguo."

Several people looked at each other.

The colonel didn't explain, but just threw the car key into Lei Gang's hand, turned around and opened the door of the attached car, and ordered, "Someone will pick up your car, get in the car."

After hesitating for a few seconds, the eyes of the four people were filled with doubts.

"Why? Are you afraid of being cheated?" The colonel paused as he got into the car and laughed, "You four young lads are still afraid of me being an old man? Lei Gang, just drive to the base of the 'Falcon' brigade."

"I need to contact my superiors!"; Lei Gang frowned, the location of 'Falcon' is a secret base, and the location must not be revealed casually.

"Go, go." The colonel said cheerfully, and then looked at Zheng Taiguo, "You are very talented, let me ask you, how many items can be made into explosives in your field of vision, and what is the estimated lethality?" "

Zhengtai looked around and already had a mental calculation, and wanted to speak, but Shen Chen pulled his clothes and cut his voice decisively.

The colonel smiled knowingly, "Well, it seems that I can't ask anything until my identity is confirmed." After finishing speaking, the colonel took out a pack of 'Yuxi' from his bag, and took out one for himself. "I won't give you cigarettes anymore, you will definitely not smoke."

None of the three people standing in a row answered.

When the cigarette was half smoked, Lei Gang came back with a very uncomfortable face, and stood in front of the colonel to salute, "Hello, Instructor Tan, we will follow your orders next."

The colonel waved his hand while pinching his cigarette, "Let's go, get in the car and talk."

"Yes!"

"Yes!" A few people hurried back to get their luggage. In 3 minutes, Lei Gang was already driving in the direction of the "Falcon" base.

"Let me introduce myself." The colonel sitting in the car turned around and said, "My name is Tan Guohua, and I will be your instructor soon. I have known you in detail beforehand. You are all talents. You will be transferred to a Special department, 'Peregrine' special commando team, special forces among special forces, highly secret elite special operations team, a shadow force. The external designation is 07 Logistics Research Center, you are all logistics arms, researchers."

Zheng Taiguo opened his mouth in a daze, and stared round his eyes.

Lei Gang's hand holding the steering wheel was tight and tight, and a sharp straight line formed at the corner of his mouth.

Lin Feng and Shen Chen looked at each other, and then said, "I don't quite understand, we have already been eliminated."

Instructor Tan said, "You will undergo closed intensive training for half a year. You will live in shadows for two and a half years. You will disappear from the world and carry out highly confidential tasks. It has been recorded that you were eliminated by the special forces. You will not be released for the time being." Belongs to special personnel."

Everyone frowned, and Lin Feng said again, "If we are not special personnel, then what did you say before?"

Instructor Tan explained, "Your identity information will be entered into the AAA-level secret file after the enlistment ceremony. The researcher is another layer of your identity. When facing your enemy, you may get the asylum of this fake identity. .”

"That is to say, may we have three identities?" Lin Feng summed it up, "Ordinary soldiers eliminated by the special forces, fake logistics personnel who can protect us, and our real identities special commandos?"

"This is 007?" Zheng Taiguo blinked, his round and stern eyes were visibly shining with kindness.

"Yes!" Instructor Tan nodded, "Lin Feng, you are very smart, and you are very good at summarizing and analyzing. No wonder your intelligence is extremely praised in the materials handed over by your instructor. However, this is only when you decide to enter the special assault You can make a choice before you arrive at the 'Falcon' secret base, one is to join the 'Peregrine' special commando team, the other is to forget what I just said and go back to the original unit, one year later we will You will be specially invited to join the 'Falcon' special forces."

Everyone was silent.

Special operations forces that need to forge two identities, just such caution allows them to understand the danger, this is really going to be a life-threatening fight.

Zheng Taiguo clenched his fists on his knees, clenched them tightly, his body began to tremble slightly, and Min Aluminum gradually increased in size, until Shen Chen who was sitting beside him could feel it, the boy suddenly raised his voice , almost a sharp opening, "report, I'm going to the special commando, I don't need to think about it, being able to enter the special force is my ideal, being a member of the special commando is my dream, I have no reason would give up."

To be outranked by Zheng Taiguo, who usually looks the most timid?Including Lei Gang, all eyes were on this kid's face.

As if all the courage just now had been used up, Thailand hung his head with a red face, looked at his toes, "I, I'm done."

"Haha." Instructor Tan smiled, "Okay, I understand, the rest of you don't need to worry, continue to think about it."

Lei Gang couldn't help but said, "Excuse me, why was I transferred?"

Instructor Tan had some fun and replied, "If you say who I have the deepest impression on among the four people, it is you. When I was studying in the military academy, I was specially recruited into the 'Falcon' special forces, and I went abroad several times a year. The task, the psychological quality is extremely strong, and the performance is outstanding, but I have been prying the corner of the wall for a long time to get it."

Being praised like this, even Lei Gang, a man with a paralyzed face, couldn't hide the pride in his eyes. The corners of his mouth slowly curled into a small arc, and he stopped talking.

Lin Feng said, "Instructor Tan, I would like to ask about the relationship between 'Falcon', 'Falcon' and 'Peregrine'."

"'Falcon' is a brigade-level organization, with three battalion-level subordinates. 'Falcon' belongs to one of them. It can be regarded as the special forces with the most complicated tasks and the most rigorous assessment. You should also feel this selection and training. The boy always wants to die, but the soldiers who can persist until the end are talents, and the 'Peregrine Falcon' is a separate sequence, which is directly arranged by the command of the 'Falcon' headquarters. If he handed over 8 outstanding special talents, he would not give you up to me."

Lin Feng's eyes flickered, "8 people? Are the new players and the old players together? Has the team been selected?"

Instructor Tan smiled and said, "You'll know when you go in. I can't answer detailed questions until you confirm your choice."

Shen Chen, who had been silent for a long time, finally said, "Let us enter the secret army, you can tell us directly, we can choose to cooperate, why should we let us leave in the form of elimination, I think you should know, this will make us more confident A hit."

"The selection of members of the 'Falcon' special commando team has reached a strict standard. We will try to dig out the potential character of each member. In this way... To be honest, both we and your instructors hope that you can do it for us. It is the bounden duty of soldiers to obey orders, but what if the instructor’s orders are wrong? Of course, such cases are rare, and we will try our best to prevent such mistakes from happening, but we cannot deny the possibility Sex, when a wrong name is placed in front of you, you must learn to think for yourself and make the right choice."

Shen Chen pinched the bridge of his nose and smiled wryly, "So...we haven't passed the test yet?"

"It's a good thing that we can understand your weaknesses first, and targeted training will make up for your weaknesses."

"However, people who don't have this weakness seldom pull it out?" Lin Feng said with some dissatisfaction, "Before this, you taught obedience, and you must obey no matter people or unreasonable orders. Isn't this subtle influence of yours? means?"

"Your mouth." Instructor Tan laughed, and pointed at Lin Feng, "It's impossible for the assessment to have loopholes. After all, it was artificially arranged, but it's not like no one has passed this level."

"Who is it?" Zheng Taiguo asked.

"Here." The finger pointing at Lin Feng pointed to Lei Gang. Instructor Tan said, "Comrade Lei Gang completed this assessment very late, do you need me to tell you?" Lei Gang was a little embarrassed and didn't speak.

Instructor Tan laughed haha, "Forget it, you can ask him the specific situation, anyway, basically someone of you has completed it before this."

The next three people looked at Lei Gang and nodded.

After a while, Lin Feng asked again, "What about three years later?"

This time, before Instructor Tan had time to answer, Shen Chen said, "Stay, change jobs, or transfer departments, you don't have to think so far, just make the decision right now."

"Aren't you understanding? It's a matter of life and death, so be careful." Lin Feng said in a low voice, and gave him a blank look.

Even if the voice was suppressed, it could still be heard vaguely in this compartment. This time, instructor Tan automatically chose to close his ears, rolled up the window and lit a cigarette for himself.

Shen Chen nodded, and spoke again after a while, "Lin Feng, this is an opportunity, I should go."

Lin Feng hummed and stopped talking.

Lin Feng is hesitating, don't let the commando sound majestic, but it is indeed dangerous. Of course, he is not afraid of death, and he is also very happy to be able to enter this special department, but the instructor Tan very grandly drew a cake for him. The last special move is to return to the special forces again. After all, it takes three years to become a shadow. In these three years, you can’t say anything about Jizhu Karma’s communication industry. No one knows what will happen after three years, or you I was sacrificed, or Jizhu Karma was transferred away, or the intentional party changed his mind. There were too many unstable factors. It was not until this moment that I realized that patience is really painful.

It's just that the moment I got into this car, it seemed that there was no way out. Did I choose to break free when I was entangled in love, or was I willing to be entangled by love?

This is a difficult problem, a conflict between love and career, but it is obvious that his reason guides him what choice he should make, and he is just a little unwilling.

The emperor who loves the country more than the beauty is a love infatuation, which has been sung throughout the ages. Unfortunately, he is not a love infatuation, and his relationship with Jizhu Karma will not become a good story.

Some choices may be cruel, may be regrettable, and may tear the two people involved, but he can only choose to believe that he and Jizhu Karma can persist until a result is obtained.

So when Shen Chen said, "I choose to stay." After that, Lin Feng also said, "I also stay and join the 'Peregrine' special commando team."

Instructor Tan is not surprised by their choice. Those who can be selected into the "Peregrine" special commando team are all hard-headed, people with ideals, and they all understand what is best for them.

Of course he will not say some things clearly, but it is undeniable that high-risk countries will take special care of them. Maybe they will not have the chance to make meritorious deeds, and any tasks they complete will not be recorded, but a ticket is two A resume is enough for them to get enough rewards in the military system in the future.

This is an open secret, not to be talked about, not to be sold privately, but it is kept in mind by the top management.

The 'Falcon' Special Brigade is a pilot unit established in the past two years. Although it belongs to the 'Falcon' Special Forces, the base is not in it. The officers and soldiers were temporarily transferred to the garrison of the Kunming Army Academy, and they did not move back until they were fully renovated again. The base of the "Peregrine" special commando team was specially located in it, and a small area was isolated. The house number was the War Application Research Center. But it is a secret unit, with a separate entrance and exit, a separate canteen, a separate training ground, a separate helicopter lift, a separate armament storehouse, and instructors.

After entering, everyone was isolated. Lin Feng looked at the simple dormitory in front of him. There were two beds. The upper bunk was for sleeping, and the lower bunk was for tables and chairs. Both beds were empty. A note with my name written on it, a lunch box with food on the table, and the dormitory has its own bathroom.

While making the bed, Lin Feng wondered if there was a one in ten thousand possibility that Jizhu Karma was also in this secret army.

On the second day, Lin Feng was taken to the second floor of the research center for a pain tolerance test, a more in-depth assessment of him.

The instructor who led him distributed an order for him, the content was not much, what Lin Feng got was - 'I am a member of the 'Peregrine' special commando team. 'This sentence must not be said.

After entering the room, the instructor said, "If you really can't bear it, you can choose to say the secret order, and the assessment will end."

And then is it a failure?

Lin Feng thought, and sat on the chair nervously in his heart, and kept ordering himself, absolutely not to say, not only this order, but also the secret of his own rebirth, and his feelings for Jizhu Karma, absolutely not to say, even if it is death Can't speak either.

Lin Feng didn't know how he endured it that day. Looking back afterwards, he didn't remember the pain anymore. He only knew that he seemed to have died once that day.The hazy white coat, the instructor's grinning face.

"What's your name?"

"What about age?"

"What does your family do?"

"Do you love your father?"

"You graduated from Kunming Army Academy?"

"Not yet graduated? Why do you want to participate in special forces training?"

"Did you hate your instructor, Yiran, for this selection training?"

"Why do you want to be a special soldier?"

"Which department of special forces are you from?"

"What's the serial number?"

"Tell me, I know which department you are from. Didn't I say it, can I say it if I can't bear it? This way it won't hurt."

"Can you still bear it? Can't help but say, no one will laugh at you, no one can endure such pain, right?"

What did he answer?He couldn't keep up. Under the overwhelming pain, he only knew that the skin of his whole body seemed to be torn off, the bones and muscles were separated, and the nerves were still attached to the bones, but they were a little bit worn by the huge file. The body became smaller, and then the boneless self was torn apart, and the internal organs were torn off.

Knowing that he woke up again from the coma, he was already lying on the bed.

After a day's rest, the inspection confirmed that there was no problem, and he was taken out of the dormitory to meet his teammates.Looking at the huge indoor space, I didn't see Jizhu Karma's face, which is not disappointing, after all, I didn't have much hope at first.

There are only 8 people in the team. According to the original amount, none of them is missing, and everyone has passed the assessment.

After lining up, Instructor Tan stood next to an expert officer and said, "Everyone knows me, Tan Guohua, your instructor, who is in charge of escorting you, you have seen this instructor next to you during pain-resistant training. You don’t need to know the names of your various trainings, you just need to call him the instructor, after half a year of intensive training, I will choose a captain and vice-captain among you, understand?”

"understand!"

"Report!" A veteran veteran who Lin Feng had never seen before said, "Are there only 8 of us in the special commando?"

The silent instructor spoke for the first time, "The purpose of the 'Peregrine Falcon' is to be quick, accurate, and sure to hit with one hit. The most important thing in a soldier is the quality, so don't you have the confidence to complete the task if no one is still standing behind you?"

"Report, no, I have the confidence to complete any task." The veteran said.

"Report!" Another veteran said.

"Say!"

"I need to know my teammates."

"Okay!" The instructor walked up to the first person in the queue with his hands behind his back, "Lei Gang. Hou Xiaolong. Zheng Taiguo. Yang Baibai. Lin Feng. Shen Chen. Jian Liang. Tong Youhua."

"I need more detailed information." Veteran Yang Baibai who asked before asked.

"Get to know your teammates yourself. In half a year, I ask you to show everything you have, so that your teammates can understand you, and you can also understand your teammates."

"Yes." Yang Baibai returned to the team.

"Anyone else have a question?"

This time no one stood up again.

The instructor waited for a few seconds, and said, "All the training items here are highly confidential. I fully trust your basic military quality, so you will conduct more targeted training, so you will not have hellish opportunities , because you are already in hell, and you will regret coming here."

"Is anyone scared?"

"is there anybody?"

"I'm giving you one last chance."

No one spoke, and at this point, no one would choose to give up.

Instructor Tan laughed, "Let's take the team members in, they are all ready."

The sound of treading footsteps sounded in the empty indoor space, and he could follow his teammates and walk into the most mysterious world of the army with the instructor.

**

Jizhu Karma had to go back to the training camp. As Lin Feng said, this is the place where his dream set sail. Maybe he doubted it, maybe he was disappointed, but he still didn’t change that he had to go out from here to really catch up. Lin Feng.

He knows his background, he has no power or power, if he wants to be a real hoe, he can only go from the special forces, and the starting point means that the future will be one step faster, will go further, and stand higher, only if he is fully grasped Only by owning your own life can you truly fight against life.Every man has a world in his heart, and love is only a part of this world. He once wanted to give up this world to pursue love, but irrational behavior can only bring about the collapse of the inner world, and love is buried together .

And he was compelled by Lin Feng, and he didn't understand all this until he was reluctant to stay in the special forces.