Reborn Professional Soldier

It was a devastating disaster.

The violent emotions clashed in his heart and could not be suppressed, but the gray tone permeated his field of vision. His self-confidence was hit unprecedentedly, and it was almost scattered into pieces and difficult to gather.

For Lin Feng, such an ending even made him lose his goal of living, the goal he has been striving for since his rebirth.

what is the future?The moment has completely disappeared.

He hid in a place where Jizhu Karma couldn't find him. He knew that person would definitely find him, but he didn't have the courage to face it.

He admitted that what a ridiculous thing he did out of control. Perhaps, the intention was good, but he chose the most direct and violent means to let the other party understand.

This has turned into an injury, an injury to Jizhu Karma.

More extreme damage than cursing and beating.

But he has no choice, his head has stopped, and while his self-confidence is destroyed, all his resourcefulness is also defeated at the same time.

Hugging his knees, he huddled in the corner of the remote tent, hugging himself tightly, his forehead and knees were in conflict, feeling stiff.

He raised his hand and wiped it on his eyes, but it didn't feel wet, so he didn't cry?But my eyes hurt so much that I could hardly close them.

And why is it so uncomfortable in my heart, so dull that I can hardly breathe.

Some images flashed through my mind——

"You guys, wait until!" The man with bloodshot eyes roared angrily.

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"Actually, I really hate you, you are fake!" the drunk-eyed man muttered with his tongue out.

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"Hey, are you okay? I'm going to speed up." The man who was in high spirits and asked with a look of concern.

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"Lin Feng, you can't be with Sanhai, everyone is annoyed by this." With an upright face, he accused the man who spoke up without hesitation.

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"Are you going to the special forces? Let's go together, no one will be left behind." The man was inexplicably joyful, hooking himself and Sanhai's shoulders and smiling.

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"That, that, if you stick your hand into my mouth again, I'll stick my tongue into your mouth." The man was confused, frightened but forced to remain calm.

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"Lin Feng, when we go back, can I kiss you?" The voice behind him whispered softly in his ears.

What was his original answer, he thought?

After everything was over, after entering the Special Forces, what did he want to say to that man?

His thoughts were vague, some clues were revealed in the depths of the mist, he remembered, he wanted to tell this man, if you insist, we can try, try to see if the spark can really be ignited, try to see to the end able to go anywhere.

It's a pity that all of this has passed, and he can't see the happy look of the puppy, and he will never see it again.

He is full of nostalgia for this place, from the accumulation of remnants from his previous life to the present, the heavy feeling almost makes him unable to breathe.

Now... there is one more souvenir.

In this way, there is nothing wrong with it, because it allows him to see more colors in the army green world. There is someone who likes him, and there is also someone he likes. Now he had to admit that he regretted opening the door in his heart and letting that person walk in unscrupulously.

Because, at this moment, I know that when he needs to close it again, the pain will intensify, and with the double pain of another person, the revenge will be on his own body.

This is a kind of indiscretion, irresponsible for oneself and others.

And this recklessness was also imposed on the other party along with his own emotional loss of control.

In fact, he didn't dare to think about what Zhu Zi was thinking now, what kind of expression he had, after all, that would make him more shaken.

It is immature to shake myself, in fact, I have lived more than 30 years of my life to a dog, in fact, I am a self-righteous man who thinks that he is omnipotent when he was born again, but obviously he can't see everything around him!

A man who never fails...

Jizhu Karma almost went crazy.

He didn't understand what Lin Feng meant, didn't understand at all, and didn't want to understand.

All he knew was that the person kissed him and responded to him. What were those shit words behind?He can't hear!

He searched the entire camp, grabbed people like crazy and asked them, he even grabbed the collar of the assistant instructor and yelled at him, because the person said that Lin Feng was leaving in the afternoon.

Walk?Where are you going?Jizhu Karma, who was knocked to the ground by a punch, stared round, looked at the man in front of him stupidly, and asked, "What are you talking about? Say it again."

"Lin Feng is leaving this afternoon." Chen Haoran said lightly, with sympathy in his eyes.

Jizhu Karma asked confusedly, "Is he behaving badly?"

Chen Haoran didn't say anything, if he behaved well, he wouldn't leave.

"Did he behave badly!!??" Jizhu Karma jumped up and grabbed the opponent's collar fiercely.

Chen Haoran wisely shut up, and gave a wink to the team members who were watching the fun behind him. The two rushed up to fight, one hugged Jizhu Karma's waist, and the other went to push his hand away.

"Did he behave badly?? Let me ask you!? Where did he behave badly??" Jizhu Karma roared like a ferocious beast, stubbornly wanting an answer, and never let go.

Chen Haoran was very calm, and the sympathy in his eyes became more and more intense. Separation is always difficult for people to face, he understands.

"He is outstanding, he is smart, he is calm, he led us to complete the mission, even if he didn't hand over the supplies to you in the end, his ability is enough to be recognized by you? Why do you let him go? How can he behave badly? Okay? Say it! Say it!" The blood in the eyes was about to burst, the blood pupils were full of anger, and the fingers were bit by bit, even if they were to be broken, they would not let go, never, never let go of this Man, he needs an explanation, an explanation he can refute, and the other party's silence is driving him crazy.

The clothes held in the palm of his hand were forcibly separated and fell off a little bit by external force, a trace of panic swept him, it grew bigger and bigger like a tornado, the sky and the earth were completely dark, Lin Feng wanted to leave?leave here?leave yourself?In the future, there will be no such person by my side.

No, absolutely not, he does not accept this result, absolutely not!

Resolutely let go, and elbowed sideways, the sharp bones collided with the head of the man behind him restricting his movement, the man behind him was caught off guard and was knocked dizzy, Jizhu Karma took advantage of the restraint behind him to loosen In an instant, he rushed forward again.

Chen Haoran was staggered and fell to the ground. Jizhu Karma straddled him and pressed his neck fiercely, one drop, two drops... Dark flowers bloomed on the camouflage green fabric, continuously spreading...

Stopping the team members who were about to fight, Chen Haoran looked at the man on his body, with pain and despair in his tear-filled eyes, and looked at him almost pleadingly, "Are you joking? I won't even leave Lin Feng Let's go, isn't it?" He asked weakly, losing all strength in his body, like a lonely little beast, as fragile as a finger can be crushed.

"I'm sorry, I'm not joking." Chen Haoran replied with sincere eyes, with such deep feelings, although for a moment, he wanted to say something else.

Jizhu Karma raised his hand to grab the hair roots on the top of his head, and pulled it fiercely. The strength in his tense body was pulled away little by little, and the spine could no longer support the body, bending and shrinking into a ball.

Chen Haoran looked at him deeply, raised his hand to hook his neck, pressed the man who was crying with tears and snot to his chest, and patted him comfortingly. He looked at the blue sky, cloudless, Eye sockets are already wet, they are all good boys...he said, "Everyone has their own way to go, maybe leaving may not be a good thing for Lin Feng."

You don't understand, you don't understand, you don't understand! !

Repeatedly, screaming in my heart, you don't understand, you don't understand anything, you can't see my heart, you can't see his heart, you can't see anything, you deprive everyone of their feelings cruelly and coldly, Hope to get just a weapon, not a person.

do you know?What have we experienced to get to this point?You don't know anything! !

Lin Feng...is this the place you always wanted to come?A place without the most basic human emotions, a cruel and cold-blooded place to judge a person based on scores.

Is this... where you've always wanted to be?

I'm so disappointed……

Lin Feng, I am really disappointed...