Reborn Professional Soldier

Longing for mystery, distant, dreams dreamy, ethereal.

Longing is a kind of longing. Although the goal is far away and difficult to achieve, it still exists in reality. When opportunities and reality are combined, there is still hope.

But dream is a kind of delusion, perhaps also a kind of expectation and ideal, but it is far away from reality, making people unable to get what they want, and it is difficult to get rid of it.

Lin Feng longed for such a day to become such a person.

But Jizhu Karma dreamed that one day he would have such a person.

Jizhu Karma had a dream that night. He dreamed that he was riding a horse, holding someone in his arms. In the dream, the sky was blue and high, and in his vision was the endless grassland. The golden sun rises slowly, illuminating the earth.

The person in his arms turned his head to look at him, his eyebrows were warm, and a gust of wind blew by, bringing ripples in his heart, which lasted for a long time.

He saw his own figure in those enamel-like eyes, with a terrified face.

And on the face in front of me, the smile gradually faded away, the alienated eyes were filled with disgust, and a cold and contemptuous voice came out from those lips, I said, why have you been clinging to me lately?So you like men.

like men...like...men...

Waking up in the middle of the night, Jizhu Karma sat up, his heart was beating like thunder, and he was sweating like rain.

The next morning, during the exercise, Jizhu Karma fainted for the first time during training. It was only when she was sent to the infirmary for examination that she found out that she had a high fever of 40°C.

After the training was over, Lin Feng rushed over to take a look. The doctor in the infirmary was putting on a board for a student who had dropped his arm. Hearing this, he turned his head and glanced at him, "Oh, I left after the IV, and I pulled out the needle by myself. It’s just in time for you to come, but you haven’t taken any medicine, so you can take it there.”

"Has the fever gone?" Lin Feng asked while waiting for the doctor to finish the treatment in hand.

"I said, Xiaolin, are you questioning my ability to work?" The doctor's surname is Fang, a 50-year-old aunt who was transferred from the Kunlu Hospital opposite Kunlu. Let's talk a few words.

"Of course not." Lin Feng waved his hands hastily, "I'm just asking casually, a fever is just a minor illness, what can you prove?"

Doctor Fang pursed his lips and smiled, "It's a good thing to worry about your comrades in arms. Don't be embarrassed, but I think the child must have a fever. There is still half a bottle left in the bottle, so he pulled it out. I don't know why the bed was knocked crooked." , the quilt also fell to the ground, and when Xiaomei chased her out to arrest her, she couldn't even see her, and it only took half a minute before and after."

"Isn't the fever still going away?" Lin Feng stood up abruptly, "I'll go and catch him, kid." He gritted his teeth.

"Don't worry, don't worry!" Doctor Fang hurriedly beckoned, "The fever has subsided, at most it will be repeated low-grade fever in the middle of the night, you let him take the medicine and sleep well, and then come back for another injection tomorrow."

"Are you all right?" Lin Feng confirmed worriedly.

"Really!" Doctor Fang finished wrapping the last round of gauze, gave a few instructions, and then looked at Lin Feng, "You two have a good relationship, that kid seemed to call you by your name when he was in a coma, Lin Feng, right?" Seeing Lin Feng nodded, he continued, "Don't worry too much, let him drink more water and sleep more, tell your captain these few days, the training will be suspended for two days, don't torment him too much, You only have one life, and if you lose it, you lose everything.”

"It's not that serious, is it?" Lin Feng smiled wryly.

"What about 40°? Ordinary people can't even get out of bed. It's cold and hot for a while, and people go out for training, and the result is that they faint on the ground. You should pay attention to your actions. Don't think that something happened to the infirmary. , Did you see that kid who went out just now? The first time the fracture didn’t heal, he was called off the training again. It didn’t take long. This is the third time. If someone is recuperating, you can just take a sledgehammer and knock it down, and it will be settled once and for all.”

Lin Feng couldn't laugh or cry, he repeatedly promised that he would definitely get enough sleep, rest well, and start training only after confirming that there is no possibility of relapse.

Doctor Fang nodded in satisfaction, and took Lin Feng to get the medicine.

After Lin Feng took the medicine, he went straight to Jizhu Karma's bedroom. When he entered the room, everyone was taking a nap quietly, but there was no one on Jizhu Karma's bed.

Slan Zeren opened his eyes vigilantly, and Lin Feng asked in a low voice, "Where's the person?"

Silang Zeren knew what Jizhu Karma he was talking about, and replied, "It is said that I slept too much in the morning and couldn't sleep, so I went out for a stroll."

Since it can move, it means nothing serious, Lin Feng put the medicine on the table, "Remember to let him take it later."

Slanzeren hummed, closed his eyes and wanted to sleep, Lin Feng thought for a while and asked, "What did you guys do last night? Did you make people sick?"

"Didn't I go out with you? I didn't come back until midnight." Slanzeren asked back.

"..." Lin Feng was silent for a while, waved his hands, and walked out of the dormitory.

After class in the afternoon, Jizhu Karma was decisively absent, and everyone was lying on the ground practicing prone shooting postures. Although they didn’t move much, after lying down for an hour, their backs were scorched by the sun, and the body of the gun seemed to be roasted and melted. The same scorching hands, the sweat dries up and comes out again, and it feels even more uncomfortable after picking up a layer of salt particles on the clothes. They all said that it would be better to run 10 kilometers.

After class, everyone was drenched with sweat, and everyone walked back as if they were exhausted.

When Lin Feng entered the room, he saw Jizhu Karma sitting in his dormitory, the computer was not turned on, and he just sat there with his eyes blank, looking sluggish, and when he saw someone, he immediately regained his energy.

"All right?"

"I am cured?"

"How about it?"

Several people in the dormitory asked one after another, Jizhu Karma didn't nod, just looked at Lin Feng's face and frowned slightly.

Lin Feng took off his clothes, halfway through, he felt uncomfortable being watched, turned his head and asked him, "What are you looking at?"

Jizhu Karma walked up to Lin Feng's side strangely, raised his hand and stuck it on Lin Feng's waist, then let go of his own, and then raised his arm to compare with Lin Feng.

"Why?" Lin Feng was puzzled.

"Compared to waist, skin color." Sanhai looked at Lin Feng contemptuously, with an expression of understanding, "I can't even tell? Hey, there is no need to compare beads. Is there anyone in this dormitory whose waist is thinner than yours? Whiter than you All of it."

Lin Feng was stunned, "What are you doing with this thing?"

Jizhu Karma smiled, but there was a bit of unnaturalness in his eyes, "No, I'm leaving."

This nagging came and went like the wind, the four people in the dormitory twitched their mouths at the same time, speechless.

Jizhu Karma walked to the door, just in time to see Gong Jun walking this way, he quickly scanned around, from head to toe, and then passed by calmly.

If you say thin and slender, cute and cute, after a round, only Gong Jun still has a little edge, and if you say fair skin, most people here are whiter than him, Lin Feng has a gentle appearance, how can he recruit himself have to?

Jizhu Karma walked back all the way, thinking and comparing all the way, although the data were all there, but why did Lin Feng be so attractive in his own eyes?

Is there a reason for the comparison?In my impression, I always bring Lin Feng to San Hai's side, so why does Lin Feng look so slender?

And Lin Feng's face, at first glance, looked like a man's face, why was it so pale in his dream?Still shining?Is there something wrong?

But... why do you want to look at him?But I haven't seen each other for a day, why do you want to see this person so much?

Jizhu Karma raised his hand and slapped himself, there was a crisp sound, two people just walked up the corridor, looking at him with inexplicable faces, Jizhu Karma glared at them, turned around and stuck to the wall In the morning, it was a hot and dry day, even the walls were warm, but when the body was pressed against it, it was cool and tight.

His forehead was pressed against the wall, and there was a slight impact, making a slight sound, "Boom, boom, boom..." The rhythmic impact brought a long-term thought, and Lin Feng's usual appearance flashed through his head. The serious face shouting the report, the thoughtful face with confusion, the warm face with a slight smile, the bright eyes and bright teeth... the face that turned its head and smiled, The face with deep affection in the eyes and the spring in the corner of the mouth... I really want to see it, I have to see it all the time, forever.

Did you like it?

probably……

It's not a 12 or 3-year-old child anymore, and no one knows whether he likes it or not.

But why are you so unwilling?so scared?Do you really want to hide and never come out?

If only you were a woman, or if I were a woman...

I can pursue you openly, and once I get within your line of sight, I can look at you blatantly, and I can calmly accept the booing from my comrades in arms, even if you don't want to, I can still tease you and chase you calmly.

Why same sex?

Gay?

Forget about jumping off the building.

What the hell is this, fucking world!

Jizhu Karma clenched her teeth, hit her forehead hard against the wall, turned around and walked back.

Back in Lin Feng's dormitory, several people and Gong Jun were chatting and laughing, looking calm and clear.

These people's bodies are full of light, the light from the inside to the outside, transparent, not afraid of people knowing it calmly, the original self is also like this, how come it all changed overnight?

Seeing him coming in, Lin Feng sat up straight, "Are you here? Have you taken the medicine? By the way, I forgot to tell you just now. Doctor Fang said to drink more water and sleep more. You have to get an injection tomorrow."

"En." Jizhu Karma stood at the door and answered, but couldn't take a step.

Seeing Jizhu Karma's dazed look, Lin Feng got up and walked over, "Is it still burning?" He raised his hand to cover his forehead, Jizhu Karma blinked, looked at the man in front of him, quietly Clenching his fists, Lin Feng felt for two seconds, "Just finished training, my hands are hot." After speaking, he put his forehead on it.

Jizhu Karma only felt that the back of his head was hit by a sledgehammer, and he was so shocked that he even held his breath. Looking at the eyes in front of him, the dark and thick eyelashes fluttered up and down, a feeling of wanting to kiss her. The impulse came up suddenly, but he raised his hand and pushed Lin Feng out.

Here it is again, this kind of caring, caring as if everything about the other party is in my heart, asking for warmth.

He wanted to ask him, why do you treat people so well? It's obviously just a trivial matter, why do you keep it in mind?are you a manYeah?Why do all the sweet things? ?You are a man, you should be as careless as Sanhai and the others, and you should be like Slang Zeren and the others. Even if you care about others, I think it is just the care between brothers.

You and I didn’t come from the same place, we used to hate each other, our family backgrounds are different, you should get together with your Han friends, and you shouldn’t cross the line to please me.

"Lin Feng, if you have any plans or reports in the future, don't come to me, I don't want to hear it." Just draw a line like this, so that this kind of intimacy doesn't confuse my boundaries, making me feel that you are good at everything, strong in everything, let me I want to catch up with you, become you, let me pay too much attention to you.

only……

Turning around to leave, looking at the emptiness in the corridor, which is completely different from the excitement in the dormitory, but the feet become soft, and the mind is so chaotic that I can't suppress the eager anticipation in my heart.

I hope that person will chase after me and question myself why I said that, why I draw a clear line, and it is best to cause a fight, so that maybe I can take the opportunity to ask what is in my heart.

Since you care about me so much, am I important to you?What's important about being different from everyone else?

Heh... is it possible?

Even if that person is chased out, can I say it?

This kind of thing can only be swallowed with blood.

"What's wrong with him?" Gong Jun asked with an out of state expression, in exchange for more inexplicable shrugs.

"There are always a few times a month, you just need to get used to it." San Hai sighed, feeling helpless.

Gong Jun looked at Lin Feng.

Lin Feng shrugged his shoulders indifferently, "Don't worry, it's nothing serious." Although he wanted to ask Jizhu Karma what's wrong with him?But since this is what he said in person after going back and forth, he must have thought it through.

Lin Feng felt that he should respect him. After all, everyone with ideals and goals wants to have their own stage, not given by others.

Thinking of this, Lin Feng suddenly stood up, said hello and walked out.

Yes, everyone wants to have their own stage, so what about your own stage?Where?At least not here.

But, why did those dark, deep and flustered eyes stay in my heart for a long time?

Lin Feng touched Lei Gang's bedroom all the way.

After last night's analysis, Lin Feng determined that the unit was definitely not an ordinary army. This kind of troop that tosses people and doesn't treat people as human beings is either scouts or special forces. Only this kind of inhuman training and sense of honor can cultivate a real Bing Wang.

If it was really the special forces who were doing these shitty things, to be honest, he was quite disappointed.

After going to Lei Gang's dormitory but seeing no one there, Lin Feng finally found out that his luck was a little bit bad recently, so he couldn't find anyone who wasn't there.

So, when he saw Lei Gang on the training ground, he was a little excited.

Lei Gang was playing sandbags on the training ground, and he was the only one in a large open space. The military training uniform was thrown aside, and the vest he was wearing was wet with sweat and turned dark green, and his exposed skin was all shiny. Color, broad shoulders, solid and powerful back shoulders, every time you swing a fist, you can see the power surging under the bronze-colored skin, full of the feeling of explosion, especially when the fist and the sandbag collide, the dull The sound echoed in the ears, and the splashed beads of sweat jumped in the field of vision, with an inexplicable shock that made people unable to breathe.

Lin Feng trotted all the way, and at the end of the slow walk, the person in front of him seemed to be immersed in his own world, which made him hesitate whether to step forward to disturb him.

Sensing someone, Lei Gang turned around and took a look. Lin Feng saw the evil spirit that had not dissipated from those eyes.

Think sandbags are the enemy?

Treat sandbags as enemies!It's what every squad leader, company commander, platoon leader, and instructor would say, beat that sandbag with all your strength, and beat it like an enemy, but most people can only treat it as a sandbag, a training tool, not an enemy.

After all, it hurts to be punched with a fist, and it hurts to be kicked with a leg. Pain always makes people cringe and can't help but cope with it.

Lin Feng looked at him for a while, the sound of collision made him a little excited, like a kind of temptation, so he couldn't help but also walked up, punched, elbowed, knee kicked, kicked after turning around, and the sandbag was on the ground. Fly high in the last crash.

After all, the fist still hurt a little~ But he was even more excited. He swung several straight punches in a row again, making the sandbags thump and bang. This is a real feeling produced by the impact of force.

In fact, pain and strength complement each other. Watching the target being blown away by the strength of his own body will make a man feel more like a man, and he will feel a sense of self-extension. This is a kind of complacency. In the military, tough guys gather Where they need this kind of proof.

Lin Feng took a step back, jumped twice on the spot, shook his hands, opened his fists and then clenched them. Just when he was about to punch again, Lei Gang suddenly stopped his movements.

"Let me help you first." Lei Gang said as he walked behind the sandbag, supported him with both hands, and looked at him, "Come on."

"Do you mean I will help you later?" Lin Feng smiled, nodded, and shouted, "Come on!"

The shaking of the sandbag became smaller and the pain intensified, but the sense of impact was more real, especially when the exhilarating combination was coming to an end, and when I kicked out the kick that had been prepared for a long time, I even had an urge to want to The person supported behind the sandbag should be kicked out together.

It's a pity that Lei Gang's horse gait was solid and his support was stable, especially when he kicked the last kick, his arm was properly loosened to reduce the impact force, and he didn't suffer any damage.

Panting, Lin Feng gave a thumbs up, "Let me help you."

Lei Gang didn't move, but asked, "What can you do with me?"

"Eh? Oh! What happened last night." Lin Feng said, "How do you feel about those soldiers?"

"General." Lei Gang replied.

"You belong to the XX reconnaissance brigade, right?" Lin Feng still remembers this person's information. He was a scout and later joined the special brigade. As for the brigade, it was a secret, and he had no way to find out. The commander of the military region may not necessarily know all the special forces in China, let alone a middle-level colonel.

Lei Gang frowned slightly, he didn't quite understand where Lin Feng got the news, after all the students' information was kept confidential, even if he was a vice-captain, his authority was limited.

Lin Feng smiled, didn't want to explain, and couldn't explain, "Tell me, are they from the special forces?"

"do not know."

Lin Feng saw that Lei Gang's eyebrows were stained with impatience, and he knew that he had committed the old habit of talking in circles again, "Do you want to join the special forces? Like Falcon?"

"I want to, but Falcon is not interested." Lei Gang answered very concisely, cherishing words like gold.

"Why? Falcon is bad?"

"Too public."

"This can only show that they have done a good job and it is hard to ignore, but the players inside have never been exposed to the outside world. The publicity of the Falcons is because the common people need a myth, and our soldiers need a goal."

Lei Gang frowned tightly. He really didn't like to talk to this kid. He said a word and waited for ten sentences. His head was too tired.

"Brother Gang, don't worry, I'm just saying, I just want to ask if your group of people are special forces. If you can defeat them, I have a goal, at least I have to train as strong as you right?"

"You want to go to the Special Forces?"

"Absolutely!" Lin Feng laughed, calmly.

"Then you still have to practice. Your fists are weak and your legs are far behind. Give me your hands."

Lin Feng held out his hand, "It's still early, there are still four years to graduate."

Lei Gang took a look at his hand, then raised his head, "The amount of training in the military academy can't even compare with that of ordinary field troops, and the depth of cultural courses can't reach the threshold, either high or low, just like this, you are not qualified! I can't even see calluses on your hands."

"No way?" Lin Feng widened his eyes, retracted his hand and looked back and forth, obviously there were joints on the back of the hand and the palm of the hand, "I practice very hard."

Lei Gang stretched out his hand, his fingers stretched straight, the back of his hand and the center of his palm were covered with thick calluses, his fist was slowly clenched in Lin Feng's vision, just by holding it like this, Lin Feng felt a heavy strength, as if even The air gets out of the way.

"You are far behind." Lei Gang said indifferently, without pride or contempt, just a very flat tone, "Do you want to try?"

Lin Feng nodded, and took off his coat eagerly. He wanted to fight this person a long time ago, even if his head was broken and his bones were scattered, it was worth it. This is the day he has been waiting for!

It's been too long since he left the combat unit, so long that he even forgot the level of intensity inside. It's not arrogance. Except for a few instructors in the military academy, he basically doesn't look at all the students. They are all too small, so small that they don't know how high the sky is and how thick the ground is, and they are so young that they know how to sneak, rape and play tricks to escape hardship.

It also includes myself. After a long time, it seems that even myself has become lazy.

He needs an opponent who is more practical and more painful for him, and needs a proof that he can't slack off and continue to persevere.

Facts have proved that the decisive reason to go to Lei Gang for a fight is to go for a fight, and what the hell do we call it let go of the fight?The scout also let go of the fight?Hold!

Lin Feng supported the wall all the way, and walked back holding his stomach all the way. His whole body hurts everywhere except his fucking butt, especially Lei Gang's shriveled bastard. The fucking teeth are going to be knocked out!

This ruthlessness is really brought out from the mother's womb, right?right?right!

Thinking of this, Lin Feng suddenly felt a stomach ache, even from his previous life.

When he arrived at the door, Lin Feng braced his waist and straightened his body. A piercing pain penetrated into his brain, and he clenched his teeth and sucked in a breath of cool air.

What a fucking hacker, looking back on Sanhai and the others before, it's like a real mother!

So when he returned to the dormitory, facing the concerns of a group of boys, Lin Feng glanced coldly around, and decided that the pain alone was worse than the pain of others.

Especially Sanhai, you wait, even if you are in the special forces, I will hold you, so as not to feel unbalanced when you think of your high bed, warm quilt, and happy life.

By the way, when going to bed and going to sleep, Lin Feng thought of Jizhu Karma, and he couldn't pull any of them away!

When San Hai turned around, his eyes met Lin Feng's green eyes, and he bared his teeth to fight back, not knowing the imminent disaster.

As for Jizhu Karma, for the time being, he has no intention of caring for others, tossing and turning, and agonizing over what to do when he meets someone with ulterior motives in class tomorrow...