Doomsday Newborn

Chapter 45 Children and Memory

I learned from Xiao Ce that Guan Jin was dismissed from Guan's Biopharmaceutical Company because of the illegal use of post-zombies for research, and he will bear legal responsibility. Guan's Biopharmaceutical will also be investigated by the government department. It was uncomfortable, vaguely remembering how much Guan Jin had put in his career, but today he had to face this situation.

Seeing that Gu He was silent, with a slightly confused and sad face, Xiao Ce took his hand and kissed him tenderly, and said, "The trial will be more than a month away, so it's not realistic for you to go see him then, but, If you have anything to say to him, I can send someone to bring it to him."

"En." Gu He's voice was very low, with some hesitation and confusion. He forgot the ten years with Guan Jin, his relationship with him, and his feelings for himself in those years, although He didn't have any intention to have anything to do with Guan Jin, but he felt that he couldn't do him any favors.

Xiao Ce said, "Write a letter, and I'll send someone to bring it to him."

Gu He kissed Xiao Ce's forehead and said softly, "My dear, thank you."

Xiao Ce smiled, got up and hugged him in his arms, and said, "Don't say thank you to me."

Xiao Ce brought up a lot of news topics about Guan's Biopharmaceutical Company, and Gu He looked at them all. In fact, Xiao Ce didn't stop him from learning about these before, but Gu He was afraid that the radiation would harm his children, so he hardly surfed the Internet. He doesn't watch TV very much, he always reads books, and talks with Dr. Du about the child's flaws about post-zombies. Moreover, Mama Gu and others also intentionally refrain from talking about external and cautious matters in front of him, so, He didn't know this until now.

Gu He went to bed very early at night, Xiao Ce used to go to bed with him after finishing his affairs, but this day, he might feel that Gu He was not in a good mood, so when Gu He went to bed, he also went to bed with him.

Gu Heping was lying down and fell asleep, Xiao Ce turned sideways, looked at him tenderly, his hand gently stroked his stomach, and the gentle wave of spirit comforted the child in his stomach.

Neither of them spoke, nor did they need to.

The weather is gradually getting hotter, but the night is still cool. The camphor trees outside the window rustle in the wind, and there are subtle insect calls from a distance. The night is quiet and serene.

Gu He suddenly said softly, "Actually, I still have two children, Guan Jin made me and his test-tube babies. My mother said they were a boy and a girl, named Duoduo and Shengsheng."

Xiao Ce leaned over and kissed Gu He's cheek, the soft touch gave Gu He the courage to continue, "I didn't want to think about them before, and I felt very uncomfortable when I thought about them, but, I think, They should also be my responsibility, something happened to Guan Jin, I don't know what happened to them, and I am a little worried. Xiao Ce, can you understand me?"

Xiao Ce's hand gently stroked his waist and stomach, and his voice was also very gentle, "Well, I can understand. But, I think, even if we want to bring the child with us to raise it, Guan Jin probably won't agree. So far he has arranged for someone to look for you, as well as Duan Rui. I can't even let you leave here, so as not to be discovered by them, which is not good for you. I need a surefire way to keep you safe, so that our children can have a happy life. A safe and healthy environment to grow up in the same safe and healthy environment as other people's children. Can you give me a little more time? If you really miss those two children, I will also find a way."

Gu He stretched out his hand to hold Xiao Ce's hand, his eyes were full of soft light in the night, Xiao Ce raised his hand and put it on his lips, nibbled it twice, and said, "Just tell me what you want, Do we still need to hide from each other?"

Gu He said, "No, I'm just very touched. I have nothing to hide from you."

Xiao Ce smiled and said, "Okay, I said something wrong again."

Gu He leaned his face against Xiao Ce's cheek, Xiao Ce put his arms around him, and said, "Go to sleep, I will send someone to investigate the matter of those two children tomorrow, and I will tell you when the time comes. Don't think about it, Um?"

Gu He nodded, "I know."

Of course, Xiao Ce is not ignorant of Guan Jin and Gu He's two children, on the contrary, he probably knows more than Gu He.

Moreover, not long ago, the same-sex birth technology was sent for approval. If Guan Jin didn't have the problem, this technology would probably be put into use soon.

However, the two children, Guan Jin, watched very closely. Xiao Ce sent someone to investigate, but it was not easy to be detected, just like the confidential results of post-zombie research in Guan Jin's secret research institute.

So far, Xiao Ce doesn't even have any photos of the two children, but according to his mother, the two children should be more like Gu He.

As Dr. Du said, Gu He's memory has not been lost, but he has sealed it deep in his mind. As long as he wants to explore, he will always be able to see it again.

But Gu He didn't understand his subconscious thoughts. He may have been repelling the memory of the ten years with Guan Jin in his subconscious, so he could think of everything else, except that he couldn't think of the relationship with Guan Jin. Those who care about the past.

This subconscious rejection may be because he feels that the past will make him sad, and then he is unwilling to think about it; maybe he is afraid that he will be shaken by his love for Xiao Ce in the past, so he refuses to think about it; maybe he feels that It has passed, and it has no good meaning for his future life, so I don't want to think about it...

No matter what the reason was, Gu He felt that he was weak in this matter after all.

On this night, he had a dream. In the dream, he was holding a child in his arms. The child pressed his face intimately on his cheek. The child's soft body and warm cheeks smelled like milk. He could feel the breath so clearly, and his heart was extremely soft. He knew that this was his son, and he loved him to the top of his heart. He kissed the child gently on the cheek, even afraid that the kiss would be too hard. He was injured, the child had a smile on his face, and called him softly, "Mom..."

Gu He was a little awkward about this address, but he couldn't respond to the child's calling, so he agreed.

Just when he felt extremely satisfied because of this child, a door appeared in front of him with a gap. He pushed the door open not because of curiosity, but because of instinct.

The scene inside the door was displayed in front of him. It was a courtyard. It looked like a backyard. The high wall blocked the view from looking further away. The two cherry trees were lush green, but only a few ripe cherries were decorated. There was still some fall on the ground, and the tender red color was very eye-catching on the green grass. Two children, one was a boy and the other was a girl, who were only three or four years old, suddenly ran into his room from one side. Looking at the sight, the boy looked at the wall with longing in his eyes, "When will Dad come to see us?"

The little girl ran to the cherry tree to pick up the cherries that fell on the ground, "He kept saying that he would not come, and he lied again, saying that he would bring his mother, but he didn't bring it for so long. He always lied. I hate him."

The little boy went over and slapped the cherries picked up by the little girl on the ground, and said, "Don't pick things on the ground," he said, and looked up at the tall cherry tree, "Daddy said he would pick them for us from the tree, and I will give them to you." Said that mother likes to eat cherries, and leave them to him."

The little girl started to cry when the cherry was taken off, "Always say this, but never come, I hate them, I don't want them..."

Gu He stood there, opening his mouth to say something, but his throat was severely choked, and he couldn't make any sound.

He felt sad and wanted to cry, and wanted to say that he was not lying, that he would come, and both parents would come.But he couldn't make a sound. He ran towards the child, but the yard suddenly disappeared, and the child was gone. He came to a swimming pool. He stood there in amazement. The sunlight in the sky made the water in the pool sparkle. , and then heard a voice calling him, "Gu He."

Holding the child in his arms, he turned around in surprise. It turned out that it was a man next to him who was calling him. His appearance was very familiar. It was not Guan Jin, but it was not the Guan Jin he had seen before. He was much younger. Besides, he was only wearing swimming trunks, and he was wearing the top that a boy handed him. When Gu He looked at the boy again, it happened to be himself.

Gu He was extremely surprised, wondering what the situation was, he felt that he should rationally analyze the current situation, but his mind couldn't turn his head.

The young Guan Jin stretched out his hand to hold his hand, his eyes were soft but fierce, those are the eyes of those who are in love, but he looked a little cold, his eyes looked into the distance, there was a tree there, he asked , "What kind of tree is that?"

Guan Jin replied, "It's a cherry tree."

He said, "The cherries are delicious."

Gu He was somewhat repelled to watch these scenes, even in his dream, he already understood that this was probably his memory of being with Guan Jin before.

He felt his head hurting, and wanted to turn around and leave, but he thought of the two children who were waiting for their parents before, and couldn't help feeling guilty. Not only was he unwilling to accept them before, he even kept repelling the memories about the relationship between their parents. of those things.It's so sad that babies are just being created via IVF for no reason.

He couldn't turn around and leave, he relaxed himself, the past with Guan Jin appeared in front of him, even he didn't know it, he actually remembered these things so clearly.

He seemed to be able to feel those thoughts and emotions at that time. He didn't know if he had fallen in love with Guan Jin at some point in the past ten years, but after more than ten years of getting along, living together The unaccustomedness and pain caused by friction between personality and living habits are still so deeply in his memory.

When he put all the things with Guan Jin in front of him, he stood there watching, his mind full of thoughts, but he also understood more clearly that he treats Guan Jin like a relative, a brother, He once made himself try hard to fall in love with him, because he understood that being with Guan Jin might be this life. I feel sad, and I feel that Guan Jin is also very sad.

At that time, the feeling was so deep, as if it was carved into his brain with a knife. At that time, he didn't know that he would meet Xiao Ce later, he didn't know that he would be infected with the zombie virus, and he didn't know that he loved Xiao Ce. The younger sister will die at the hands of Guan Jin. He didn't know that he would come to this point and have a child with Guan Jin, but he didn't know where they were. Now I will avoid customs like a snake and a scorpion...

It seems that everything in the past is heralding this kind of future, this kind of result, but these are like accidents, so accidental that it is inevitable to come to the present, because he is already standing here, there is no way to choose, no way to change.

Gu He started to cry in his dream. The days when he was with Guan Jin after rebirth, Guan Jin's already crazy eyes made him just want to escape, but when he thought of the ten years together, he couldn't help feeling sorry for him again. Like loving my parents and my sister, I can only blame fate for being so tricky.

His crying made the child in his arms cry too, and kept struggling in his arms. Gu He didn't hold him steady for some reason, and the child fell down suddenly, and Gu He screamed in fright.

When Gu He was crying, Xiao Ce had already woken up. He stroked Gu He's forehead and called him loudly, "Gu He, wake up, what's wrong..."

Gu He woke up from the fright, and then suddenly had a severe stomach pain. He was sweating profusely on his forehead. He had no time to think about anything with Guan Jin, and said anxiously to Xiao Ce, "Xiao Ce, the baby is about to be born."

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