Doomsday Newborn
Chapter 30
Guan Jin loves beauties and doesn't love Jiangshan. At this time, she doesn't care about the outside world at all, and stays with Gu He wholeheartedly. She wants to let Gu He understand the relationship between the two, and get Gu He's heart back.
Because of the previous fatigue, Gu He has been feeling physically tired since then, and no matter how much he sleeps, he can't make up for it.
There is nothing wrong with the child in his stomach. Gu He himself has learned to sense the child's fluctuations and understand his condition, so Guan Jin said that he would ask a doctor to examine him, but he refused all of them. He was afraid that anyone would treat him and His children are not good. He can tolerate others doing research on him, but he can't stand anyone using his children as experimental subjects.
When there was no Xiao Ce, he felt that he should protect the child well and give him all the love.
Dinner was served on the large balcony outside the bedroom. Gu He sat on the armrest, wearing thick clothes, trying to keep himself warm.
According to Guan Jin, the food he liked was what he used to eat, but Gu He doesn't have any special feeling for these things now.
Guan Jin also said, "At that time, we were all young and always liked to eat on the balcony. Do you have any impression of this?"
Gu He shook his head, "I don't remember."
Guan Jin's expression darkened, but then he cheered up again. He sat beside Gu He. The mountain wind messed up Gu He's hair. He smoothed it for him. Gu He wanted to turn his head to the side, but Guan Jin Please don't let me.
Gu He didn't know why, but he always felt awkward being with Guan Jin.
According to what Guan Jin said, he and I were lovers for more than ten years, even if I lost my memory, it shouldn't be so awkward, but, it just happened to be very awkward.
And he feels that he and Guan Jin are on good terms, and he is sorry for Xiao Ce, does he think that he has cheated like this?
He was restless and sad, and wondered what Xiao Ce was doing, after so many days, did he look for himself, or something happened to him too.
Thinking of what happened to Xiao Ce, Gu He became nervous. In fact, he has been anxious for a while, but thinking of Xiao Ce's matter is even worse.
After the meal, Guan Jin hoped that Gu He could watch the photos and videos of the two of them together before, but Gu He was not happy, "I want to go for a walk. Walking is good for children."
Guan Jin's face darkened, the child between Gu He and Xiao Ce was always his heartache, but he couldn't show this displeasure in front of Gu He, so he endured it and said, "Okay, I'll accompany you You take a walk."
Gu He said, "You can actually do your own thing, I'll just go for a walk by myself."
Guan Jin looked at him with a gloomy expression, "I put down everything just to be with you. If you are going for a walk, I will naturally accompany you."
Gu He was not used to Guan Jin's dominance. He thought, if it was Xiao Ce, he would not speak with a straight face or a mournful expression. He would only try his best to make him happy, even if it was walking or playing with him. , Yes, he will not let himself feel guilty about him, let himself feel that he has given up something to be able to stay with him.
Gu He finds himself always watching Guan Jin and comparing him with Xiao Ce.
In fact, he knows that such a comparison is wrong, but he just likes to do it like this, it seems to be just to refute in his heart, this man does not love himself as much as he said, and he does not have to feel very guilty about him.He still had to leave, and he had to leave quickly. He felt that Xiao Ce hadn't found him because of an accident, not because he didn't come to look for him or couldn't find him all the time.He has to go to Xiao Ce, and tell him about having a child, to make him happy.
While walking, it was already dark and it was very cold in the mountains. Guan Jin supported Gu He, but Gu He was not used to it, so he said he was tired and wanted to go back after walking for a few minutes, and Guan Jin helped him back.
When Gu He went to take a bath, Guan Jin also followed him in, which made Gu He completely angry, and said, "You can't do this. Please respect my privacy, okay?"
Guan Jin could hardly react, "I respect your privacy."
Gu He said, "Then why did you go into the bathroom with me?"
Guan Jin said, "You are not in good health now, what if something happens to you while taking a bath by yourself?"
Gu He said angrily, "I just saw you for the first time today. Is there any reason for such a stranger to take a shower with me? Besides, I'm already married and I have a lover. There is no reason for outsiders to see me." body of."
Guan Jin was blushed by what he said, not because of embarrassment, but because of anger, and said, "We have been together for more than ten years, I was supposed to marry you, and Xiao Ce came to snatch you away , He took you away from my place abruptly, and then tricked you into getting married! Now you are saying such things to hurt me again. We used to be together for more than ten years, and we were the closest relationship..."
Gu He hurriedly interrupted him, "I'm sorry, but I really don't remember the past. Don't act like this."
He went into the bathroom and quickly locked the door behind him.
Guan Jin stood there with sadness in his eyes and hatred for Xiao Ce.
He stole Gu He's heart, and he also stole his people.
Gu He was his before, it should be his now, and it should be his in the future.
It's all about the hateful Xiao Ce, who took away his Gu He and his happiness.
Gu He came out of the shower and found Guan Jin still standing there. He was a little uncomfortable, wiped his hair, took off the towel again, and said, "Don't be too sad, the fate between people is also very strange, I know I'm sorry for forgetting you, but this is also a kind of fate, isn't it, it means that we may not be suitable for each other, so we separated, don't think about it so much, can't you just relax. "
Guan Jin said sadly, "Xiaohe, don't say these words again. You always don't understand my heart. I told you before that I don't want anyone but you. This is my fate from the first time I saw you. "
Guan Jin's persistence only made Gu He sad. Although he felt guilty, he couldn't think of the past, and couldn't accept him because of this guilt.
Guan Jin wanted to remind Gu He of the past, so he showed Gu He a lot of photos of him and Gu He in the past, starting from when Gu He was 16 years old, and even some earlier photos, which were taken by him since he was a child. Gu He's mother is coming.
Looking at so many photos, Gu He was also very shocked. It recorded the whole process of a boy turning into a mature man. Looking at these, he even wondered if the person in the photos was himself?The people inside made him both strange and familiar, with a feeling of disbelief and reluctance, and he also understood this kind of daring and reluctance, just because he knew that what was recorded in the photos was true.
He suddenly didn't know how to face his past.
Guan Jin flipped through the photo album to show Gu He, his expression was more gentle, facing Gu He in the photo, he was full of tenderness, and said, "Look, this is when you won the trophy of the school knowledge competition, and you were still worried about yourself that day. Dressing too casually is not solemn enough, but I said it’s okay, don’t worry... This is your graduation ceremony, this bachelor’s uniform looks a bit big, but it’s still pretty... These are photos of you and me together, here It was my home when I was in T City..."
Gu He heard the familiar words, "T city?"
Guan Jin was asked by him, and then he suddenly realized, his face sank again, and he said coldly, "Yes, we lived there when T city was not occupied, but we were the first batch to transfer, and we were inside I brought out all my belongings, and never went back there.”
When Gu He thinks of T City, he thinks of Xiao Ce, and there is a hint of sadness in his expression. Guan Jin thinks that his sadness is for himself, and reaches out to hug his waist, but Gu He quickly moves aside, which makes Guan Jin feel sad. After a pause, he felt a little angry and helpless and sad that he had nothing to do with Gu He.
Guan Jin still has a lot of videos with Gu He. Gu He didn’t want to watch it after watching it for a while. He felt very sad. He would rather believe that the people in the photos and videos were not him. Here, before he was with Xiao Ce, he was indeed a couple with Guan Jin, the two had a relationship for more than ten years, he was with Xiao Ce, he was sorry for Guan Jin, but he wanted to be with Guan Jin , he felt very uncomfortable and awkward, he was already married to Xiao Ce, so naturally he couldn't change it, so he could only persuade Guan Jin to give up the past and start a new life.
Of course, he also understands how irresponsible he is like this, but he has no better way to solve the problem.
It's just good luck and tricks, that's all he can say to himself.
Looking at Guan Jin, Guan Jin really gave him a very familiar feeling, he was even willing to believe what Guan Jin said to him, and even willing to believe that Xiao Ce should have lied to him in some ways, for example, Xiao Ce never I would like to talk more about the past of the two of you, maybe this is because of his guilty conscience...
But even so, Gu He still understands his own thoughts, he loves Xiao Ce now, there is no doubt about it.
He thought about all this calmly and rationally, no matter if it was based on feelings or the child in his belly, he would never choose Guan Jin again. He is Xiao Ce's lover and has his child, so he can only be with him. He raises a family and gives everything that is his due to the child that will be born.Including father's love and mother's love, due education, good environment, people's respect and recognition, he should also have partners, friendship...
For him, maybe his love should come after his children.However, as a mother, he felt that these should be done.
Although Gu He didn't want to see the past with Guan Jin again, but he couldn't say it directly, so he could only say, "I'm tired and want to sleep, can I watch it tomorrow?"
Guan Jin looked at him, Gu He's absent-mindedness made him sad, but he could only say, "Well, okay. It's getting late, let's go to sleep."
Gu He didn't think that Guan Jin's "we sleep" meant sleeping together, but Guan Jin stayed in his bedroom and didn't go out, so he realized this problem. After sitting on the bed, he asked Guan Jin , "Mr. Guan, I'm going to bed, won't you leave?"
Guan Jin looked at him quietly, "Call me by my name, don't call me so unfamiliar. Before you were taken away by Xiao Ce, we all slept together, and there is only one bedroom for you and me. I need leave?"
Gu He looked at him, "But now I've forgotten you, shouldn't you respect me. I can't accept sharing the same bed with you, or if you sleep on the bed and I sleep on the sofa, it's the same."
Guan Jin said angrily, "No, after watching so much just now, don't you believe that we have always been lovers or fiancée?"
Gu He said, "Calm down. Even if I believe it, I still can't accept sharing the bed with you. Xiao Ce and I are already husband and wife. Do you want me to betray him?"
Guan Jin became even angrier when he heard Xiao Ce said that he took a few steps forward and grabbed Gu He's wrist, pressed him onto the bed, and said, "Xiao Ce is the sinner who took you away and separated you and me. and my enemy..."
As he spoke, his eyes seemed to turn red. He wanted to kiss Gu He, but Gu He looked at him calmly and said, "You'd better not do this, or I will be rude to you."
Guan Jin was in pain, his voice was hoarse and choked with sobs, "You can't be so cruel to me, how could you treat me like this." He was full of anger and pain, Gu He had to be infected by him, but he was really hurt. Guan Jin couldn't stop being intimate with him, Guan Jinxu pressed on his body and stared at him from above, seeing that Gu He's expression was a little loose, she lowered her head and kissed him on the cheek. After experiencing severe pain, he couldn't help crying out in pain. He quickly let go of Gu He and stepped back a few steps away from him. His hand seemed to still be numb and painful from the electric shock. He said in shock, "You...you treat me like this."
Gu He sat up from the bed, with some sadness in his eyes, "I'm sorry, I really can't accept you doing this to me. I know we used to be lovers and almost got married, but now I really forgot It's the past, I can't go back to the past, and you can't go back, let's respect each other for ourselves and each other now, okay?"
"No, that's impossible." Guan Jin said firmly, his face was flushed, and his eyes were fierce, as if he wanted to choose someone to eat.
Because of the previous fatigue, Gu He has been feeling physically tired since then, and no matter how much he sleeps, he can't make up for it.
There is nothing wrong with the child in his stomach. Gu He himself has learned to sense the child's fluctuations and understand his condition, so Guan Jin said that he would ask a doctor to examine him, but he refused all of them. He was afraid that anyone would treat him and His children are not good. He can tolerate others doing research on him, but he can't stand anyone using his children as experimental subjects.
When there was no Xiao Ce, he felt that he should protect the child well and give him all the love.
Dinner was served on the large balcony outside the bedroom. Gu He sat on the armrest, wearing thick clothes, trying to keep himself warm.
According to Guan Jin, the food he liked was what he used to eat, but Gu He doesn't have any special feeling for these things now.
Guan Jin also said, "At that time, we were all young and always liked to eat on the balcony. Do you have any impression of this?"
Gu He shook his head, "I don't remember."
Guan Jin's expression darkened, but then he cheered up again. He sat beside Gu He. The mountain wind messed up Gu He's hair. He smoothed it for him. Gu He wanted to turn his head to the side, but Guan Jin Please don't let me.
Gu He didn't know why, but he always felt awkward being with Guan Jin.
According to what Guan Jin said, he and I were lovers for more than ten years, even if I lost my memory, it shouldn't be so awkward, but, it just happened to be very awkward.
And he feels that he and Guan Jin are on good terms, and he is sorry for Xiao Ce, does he think that he has cheated like this?
He was restless and sad, and wondered what Xiao Ce was doing, after so many days, did he look for himself, or something happened to him too.
Thinking of what happened to Xiao Ce, Gu He became nervous. In fact, he has been anxious for a while, but thinking of Xiao Ce's matter is even worse.
After the meal, Guan Jin hoped that Gu He could watch the photos and videos of the two of them together before, but Gu He was not happy, "I want to go for a walk. Walking is good for children."
Guan Jin's face darkened, the child between Gu He and Xiao Ce was always his heartache, but he couldn't show this displeasure in front of Gu He, so he endured it and said, "Okay, I'll accompany you You take a walk."
Gu He said, "You can actually do your own thing, I'll just go for a walk by myself."
Guan Jin looked at him with a gloomy expression, "I put down everything just to be with you. If you are going for a walk, I will naturally accompany you."
Gu He was not used to Guan Jin's dominance. He thought, if it was Xiao Ce, he would not speak with a straight face or a mournful expression. He would only try his best to make him happy, even if it was walking or playing with him. , Yes, he will not let himself feel guilty about him, let himself feel that he has given up something to be able to stay with him.
Gu He finds himself always watching Guan Jin and comparing him with Xiao Ce.
In fact, he knows that such a comparison is wrong, but he just likes to do it like this, it seems to be just to refute in his heart, this man does not love himself as much as he said, and he does not have to feel very guilty about him.He still had to leave, and he had to leave quickly. He felt that Xiao Ce hadn't found him because of an accident, not because he didn't come to look for him or couldn't find him all the time.He has to go to Xiao Ce, and tell him about having a child, to make him happy.
While walking, it was already dark and it was very cold in the mountains. Guan Jin supported Gu He, but Gu He was not used to it, so he said he was tired and wanted to go back after walking for a few minutes, and Guan Jin helped him back.
When Gu He went to take a bath, Guan Jin also followed him in, which made Gu He completely angry, and said, "You can't do this. Please respect my privacy, okay?"
Guan Jin could hardly react, "I respect your privacy."
Gu He said, "Then why did you go into the bathroom with me?"
Guan Jin said, "You are not in good health now, what if something happens to you while taking a bath by yourself?"
Gu He said angrily, "I just saw you for the first time today. Is there any reason for such a stranger to take a shower with me? Besides, I'm already married and I have a lover. There is no reason for outsiders to see me." body of."
Guan Jin was blushed by what he said, not because of embarrassment, but because of anger, and said, "We have been together for more than ten years, I was supposed to marry you, and Xiao Ce came to snatch you away , He took you away from my place abruptly, and then tricked you into getting married! Now you are saying such things to hurt me again. We used to be together for more than ten years, and we were the closest relationship..."
Gu He hurriedly interrupted him, "I'm sorry, but I really don't remember the past. Don't act like this."
He went into the bathroom and quickly locked the door behind him.
Guan Jin stood there with sadness in his eyes and hatred for Xiao Ce.
He stole Gu He's heart, and he also stole his people.
Gu He was his before, it should be his now, and it should be his in the future.
It's all about the hateful Xiao Ce, who took away his Gu He and his happiness.
Gu He came out of the shower and found Guan Jin still standing there. He was a little uncomfortable, wiped his hair, took off the towel again, and said, "Don't be too sad, the fate between people is also very strange, I know I'm sorry for forgetting you, but this is also a kind of fate, isn't it, it means that we may not be suitable for each other, so we separated, don't think about it so much, can't you just relax. "
Guan Jin said sadly, "Xiaohe, don't say these words again. You always don't understand my heart. I told you before that I don't want anyone but you. This is my fate from the first time I saw you. "
Guan Jin's persistence only made Gu He sad. Although he felt guilty, he couldn't think of the past, and couldn't accept him because of this guilt.
Guan Jin wanted to remind Gu He of the past, so he showed Gu He a lot of photos of him and Gu He in the past, starting from when Gu He was 16 years old, and even some earlier photos, which were taken by him since he was a child. Gu He's mother is coming.
Looking at so many photos, Gu He was also very shocked. It recorded the whole process of a boy turning into a mature man. Looking at these, he even wondered if the person in the photos was himself?The people inside made him both strange and familiar, with a feeling of disbelief and reluctance, and he also understood this kind of daring and reluctance, just because he knew that what was recorded in the photos was true.
He suddenly didn't know how to face his past.
Guan Jin flipped through the photo album to show Gu He, his expression was more gentle, facing Gu He in the photo, he was full of tenderness, and said, "Look, this is when you won the trophy of the school knowledge competition, and you were still worried about yourself that day. Dressing too casually is not solemn enough, but I said it’s okay, don’t worry... This is your graduation ceremony, this bachelor’s uniform looks a bit big, but it’s still pretty... These are photos of you and me together, here It was my home when I was in T City..."
Gu He heard the familiar words, "T city?"
Guan Jin was asked by him, and then he suddenly realized, his face sank again, and he said coldly, "Yes, we lived there when T city was not occupied, but we were the first batch to transfer, and we were inside I brought out all my belongings, and never went back there.”
When Gu He thinks of T City, he thinks of Xiao Ce, and there is a hint of sadness in his expression. Guan Jin thinks that his sadness is for himself, and reaches out to hug his waist, but Gu He quickly moves aside, which makes Guan Jin feel sad. After a pause, he felt a little angry and helpless and sad that he had nothing to do with Gu He.
Guan Jin still has a lot of videos with Gu He. Gu He didn’t want to watch it after watching it for a while. He felt very sad. He would rather believe that the people in the photos and videos were not him. Here, before he was with Xiao Ce, he was indeed a couple with Guan Jin, the two had a relationship for more than ten years, he was with Xiao Ce, he was sorry for Guan Jin, but he wanted to be with Guan Jin , he felt very uncomfortable and awkward, he was already married to Xiao Ce, so naturally he couldn't change it, so he could only persuade Guan Jin to give up the past and start a new life.
Of course, he also understands how irresponsible he is like this, but he has no better way to solve the problem.
It's just good luck and tricks, that's all he can say to himself.
Looking at Guan Jin, Guan Jin really gave him a very familiar feeling, he was even willing to believe what Guan Jin said to him, and even willing to believe that Xiao Ce should have lied to him in some ways, for example, Xiao Ce never I would like to talk more about the past of the two of you, maybe this is because of his guilty conscience...
But even so, Gu He still understands his own thoughts, he loves Xiao Ce now, there is no doubt about it.
He thought about all this calmly and rationally, no matter if it was based on feelings or the child in his belly, he would never choose Guan Jin again. He is Xiao Ce's lover and has his child, so he can only be with him. He raises a family and gives everything that is his due to the child that will be born.Including father's love and mother's love, due education, good environment, people's respect and recognition, he should also have partners, friendship...
For him, maybe his love should come after his children.However, as a mother, he felt that these should be done.
Although Gu He didn't want to see the past with Guan Jin again, but he couldn't say it directly, so he could only say, "I'm tired and want to sleep, can I watch it tomorrow?"
Guan Jin looked at him, Gu He's absent-mindedness made him sad, but he could only say, "Well, okay. It's getting late, let's go to sleep."
Gu He didn't think that Guan Jin's "we sleep" meant sleeping together, but Guan Jin stayed in his bedroom and didn't go out, so he realized this problem. After sitting on the bed, he asked Guan Jin , "Mr. Guan, I'm going to bed, won't you leave?"
Guan Jin looked at him quietly, "Call me by my name, don't call me so unfamiliar. Before you were taken away by Xiao Ce, we all slept together, and there is only one bedroom for you and me. I need leave?"
Gu He looked at him, "But now I've forgotten you, shouldn't you respect me. I can't accept sharing the same bed with you, or if you sleep on the bed and I sleep on the sofa, it's the same."
Guan Jin said angrily, "No, after watching so much just now, don't you believe that we have always been lovers or fiancée?"
Gu He said, "Calm down. Even if I believe it, I still can't accept sharing the bed with you. Xiao Ce and I are already husband and wife. Do you want me to betray him?"
Guan Jin became even angrier when he heard Xiao Ce said that he took a few steps forward and grabbed Gu He's wrist, pressed him onto the bed, and said, "Xiao Ce is the sinner who took you away and separated you and me. and my enemy..."
As he spoke, his eyes seemed to turn red. He wanted to kiss Gu He, but Gu He looked at him calmly and said, "You'd better not do this, or I will be rude to you."
Guan Jin was in pain, his voice was hoarse and choked with sobs, "You can't be so cruel to me, how could you treat me like this." He was full of anger and pain, Gu He had to be infected by him, but he was really hurt. Guan Jin couldn't stop being intimate with him, Guan Jinxu pressed on his body and stared at him from above, seeing that Gu He's expression was a little loose, she lowered her head and kissed him on the cheek. After experiencing severe pain, he couldn't help crying out in pain. He quickly let go of Gu He and stepped back a few steps away from him. His hand seemed to still be numb and painful from the electric shock. He said in shock, "You...you treat me like this."
Gu He sat up from the bed, with some sadness in his eyes, "I'm sorry, I really can't accept you doing this to me. I know we used to be lovers and almost got married, but now I really forgot It's the past, I can't go back to the past, and you can't go back, let's respect each other for ourselves and each other now, okay?"
"No, that's impossible." Guan Jin said firmly, his face was flushed, and his eyes were fierce, as if he wanted to choose someone to eat.
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