post-zombie era

There was a faint woody smell in the car, Gu He didn't know if it was the smell in the car, or the smell of the perfume used by Xiao Ce's clothes, it was deep but warm, it inadvertently touched his nerves.

Gu He is no longer a teenager, he is no longer ignorant, he understands what kind of feelings and fantasies he has for Xiao Ce.

He originally thought that when he saw Xiao Ce, he would definitely lose control, but unexpectedly, he was not as flustered and agitated as he thought. It was all pressed down, compacted, the still water ran deep, and the surface was calm.

He smiled at Xiao Ce, looked at him carefully, and found that he was not the same as he was in the research institute before, but he knew that he was still the same Xiao Ce, and he was different from the newspapers and magazines. Real, more concrete, he is real, you can even reach out and touch him.

His eyes were deep black, completely different from the soft red in his memory, but when Gu He looked at him, he knew that he hadn't changed, he was still the same person.

Xiao Ce let Gu He scrutinize him, and then asked softly with a smile, "How is it, I haven't seen you for more than three months, am I trying to make you unrecognizable?"

Gu He looked at his brows and eyes firmly, and said, "How could I not recognize you? If I didn't recognize you, I wouldn't just follow anyone, wouldn't I?"

Xiao Ce nodded with a smile, "Yes." His eyes were deep but soft, like a ball of warm light enveloping people, making people not want to leave. He just stared at Gu He intently, "You This look is much more lively than when I was in the research institute...umm..."

"Lively?" Gu He was puzzled.

Xiao Ce clasped his hands, sat in an elegant posture, and kept looking at Gu He with a charming smile. He was completely different from the "patient" in the research institute. Gu He stared at him carefully, very surprised I was so sure that I could recognize him at a glance.

At this time, Xiao Ce stretched out his hand to him, in a gesture of shaking hands. Gu He was stunned for a moment, then laughed, and stretched out his hand to hold him together. He thought that Xiao Ce would let him go if he held it, but he didn't expect Xiao Ce to let him go. Ce did not let go, but said, "Yeah. You are much more lively this way. I remember when you were in the research institute, you always had a stern face. Remember when you sent me away? I even I’m afraid to shake hands with you, and I’m worried that I’ll infect you too, what should I do?”

Gu He looked at him, thinking of what happened at that time, he seemed to feel the same for Xiao Ce, and he felt a sore feeling in his heart, as if it was the kind of helplessness and sentimentality that he wanted but could not ask for.

Gu He shook his head, Xiao Ce's palm was wide and warm, holding his hand like that, but it didn't make him feel offended.

Gu He said with concern, "The blood you left when you left is still infectious. Although the infection is very small, it is still there. However, the blood you give me later will not be infectious. Your infectious When did it disappear, have you checked yourself afterwards?"

Xiao Ce said, "I don't know exactly when, but after I had a test a week later, I was no longer infectious. I went for the test because the mark on my face disappeared, and I also had a A kind of hazy cognition, knowing that there is a certain change between myself and before.”

Gu He nodded, feeling that it was a responsible approach for Xiao Ce to return to his original identity after confirming that he was not contagious.

"Then your eyes?" Gu He asked, raising his hand unconsciously, intending to touch Xiao Ce's eyes, but he realized that his actions were too rude or It's ambiguous, you have to put your hands down.

But at this time, Xiao Ce quickly grabbed the hand he was about to put down, let him touch his eyes, and said very casually, "Do you want to see? My eyes?"

When Gu He touched his face, his heart jumped uncontrollably, but he still tried to be calm and calm, and asked, "What do you think?"

Xiao Ce moved closer to him at this time, staring at him closely with his deep eyes, his voice was soft and low, "Just pay attention, you can actually tell."

Gu He felt as if he was being tempted, and looked into his eyes uncontrollably. Xiao Ce's pupils were very dark, but there seemed to be a layer of red light like a flame in the depths of his eyes. , it seemed that nothing could be reflected in it at all, he was almost obsessed with it, it was Xiao Ce's warm breath on his face that woke him up, and he quickly stepped back.

Xiao Ce also sat up straight at this time, and smiled at him, "You see it?"

Gu He clasped his hands together to calm himself down, nodded slightly, and said, "Have you worn contact lenses to cover it up?"

Xiao Ce said, "Well, but ordinary contact lenses are useless at all, they are specially made."

Gu He was looking forward to talking with him, but felt that staying with him for too long would be a kind of sweet torment. After he arrived, he looked a little out of control. Xiao Ce had already seen it, but he never wanted to end the relationship with him. Because the conversation was over, Gu He was about to leave, but in the end, he had to speak out, and asked, "Have you checked your watch a few times, is there anything urgent to do?"

Gu He was taken aback, "No..." He changed his words as soon as he said it, "When I met you, I met someone else after an hour."

Xiao Ce also looked at his watch, and said regretfully, "I didn't expect so much time to pass all at once. It seems that time passed without saying anything at all."

Gu He also felt disappointed, "Yes."

Xiao Ce said, "Where is the appointment to meet, let's take you there."

Gu He hurriedly said, "No, I'll just go there by myself."

Xiao Ce looked out of the car window, and said, "The car has already driven a long way from the school, and it's about to reach the beach at this time. It's too inconvenient for you to go there by yourself, so let me see you off."

Gu He also looked out the car window. There was a street view outside, but he didn't know where it was, so he had no choice but to thank Xiao Ce for his kindness and let his car take him back to school.

Xiao Ce pressed the separation window between the driver's seat and the rear compartment, and ordered the driver to drive the car back to school. After raising the window again, he asked Gu He, "Can I still ask you to meet in the future? You know , I can’t tell others about the things I’ve been treated for, the only person I can talk to is you.”

Gu He didn't expect Xiao Ce to position himself in such a special position, and couldn't help being moved and saddened by Xiao Ce's past experience, and said without thinking, "Of course. As long as I have time, I will Everyone is willing to come and meet with you, and I think it's good to be able to chat with you." Speaking of this, he added another sentence for some reason, "After all, you are also my patient, and it is appropriate to follow up on your condition. "It seems to be specifically explaining to himself the reason for meeting Xiao Ce.

Hearing what he said, Xiao Ce showed a helpless expression, "You are really ruthless, can't you treat me as your friend to meet and chat, you can only treat me as your patient, and you are willing to meet me , chat with me?"

Gu He hurriedly explained, "Of course not. I...I..." I really didn't know how to explain it, his heart was already in a mess, and finally he had to say, "You know that apart from doing research, I don't do anything else at all. I'm not good at it, so I didn't mean to say that sentence, so don't take it to heart."

Seeing Gu He flustered and bewildered, Xiao Ce felt that maybe he shouldn't tease him like that. Gu He is always serious, so he might be very concerned.

Gu He has soft magnetic field fluctuations that make him calm, but these fluctuations are accompanied by a trace of sadness, which makes Xiao Ce's heart sad. He really wants to be able to hold him in his arms, to be able to Kiss him, but he doesn't have this identity. He and Gu He don't have this kind of relationship. His doing so will only make Gu He wary and flustered.

"I don't mean to blame you. Even if you really just treat me as a patient, I will be happy. After all, don't we still have this connection? If you treat me as a friend, I will be even happier. "

Gu He stared at him blankly, the sadness in his eyes seemed to be heavier, "Of course, I regard you as a friend."

The car was about to drive back to school, Xiao Ce asked Gu He why he would appear in RS University on this day, Gu He just replied lightly that he might go there to teach, Xiao Ce showed a surprised look, " What about your work in the institute?"

Gu He wanted to show a smile, but he couldn't. He lowered his head slightly and said, "I'll probably resign."

Xiao Ce didn't ask any more questions, but said, "Actually, it's good to be a professor at a university. Teaching and educating people is also a very challenging job, and it's not impossible to continue your research here, is it?"

Gu He got a little angry because of his words of encouragement, nodded, and made a little joke again, saying, "Yes, even if you can't do other research, aren't you here? If you continue to study you thoroughly It took a long time."

Xiao Ce was not angry, but continued his joke, "Yes. I'm afraid it will take your whole life to study me, and you are not allowed to give up halfway."

His voice was deep and magnetic, and his eyes were gentle. Gu He looked at him, and even felt that Xiao Ce loved him at that moment.