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Ling Shuo drove as fast as he could to the entrance of the alley near Gu Yu's house, locked the car and strode deep into the alley.

He felt that the usual deep alley seemed deeper, quieter and colder.

Walking to the gate of Gu Yu's small courtyard, Ling Shuo was stunned for a moment. He was a little surprised why he rushed over so eagerly, leaving behind the woman who was almost his fiancée, just because of the sudden disconnection of the phone.

Because he had a feeling that if he didn't come, he would regret it.

He who has never felt any regrets is actually worried that he will regret it in the future, and made such a strange move for him, just for the idiot inside this dilapidated courtyard gate!

Just as Ling Shuo was about to push the door, his cell phone, which had been neglected all this time, rang again. His sudden disappearance must have embarrassed his grandpa and the others.

Ling Shuo thought for a while, retracted the hand that pushed the door, turned aside and connected the phone.

"Xiao Shuo, where have you been? Do you know that after you disappeared, the Yan family all left, including Yan Zuer who will soon become your fiancée?" Ling Xiuyang roared.

"Fourth uncle, didn't you persuade me to think carefully? Why do you look anxious for me again?"

"Hey, it's okay for you to say, didn't I just say a few words to you? Now, everyone'blame' me, as if I told you to go away. Okay, tell me, where are you now? What on earth made you leave such an important thing here and run over there?"

"I don't know if it's important, but I did it anyway. I will go to Yan's house to apologize in person." Ling Shuo said.

However, it took several days for Ling Shuo to go to Yan's house from [Tingfeng Community] to apologize and divorce. He didn't see Yan Zuer's parents, let alone Yan Zuer, and was served with a glass of water by the servant.Ling Shuo didn't sit down too much at that time, because he was worried about Gu Yu.Anyway, this marriage is so dirty.

"The Yan family is very angry! Don't change the subject for me. You were supposed to apologize for that kind of thing. Fortunately, no outsiders were invited. Just like this, it hurts a girl's heart. Where are you?"

"I..." Ling Shuo had just said a word when he heard the low sobs in the yard with his empty ears, and he didn't care about replying. He walked up two steps and pushed open the dilapidated courtyard door.

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"Hey, Xiao Shuo, Xiao Shuo, Xiao Shuo, what's the matter with you? Talk! Hey..." Ling Xiuyang looked at the phone, hey, it's not disconnected, why is there no sound.

Ren, Dickens, and Zu De who hadn't left in the hall all looked at Ling Xiuyang, and Ren asked, "Fourth Uncle, did Ling You say where he went?"

Ling Xiuyang shook his head, and said, "The phone is clearly still on, but Xiao Shuo just didn't speak. If you don't believe me, come and listen."

A few people leaned over and listened, but there was indeed no sound, and there seemed to be some other whimpering sound, which was too small for them to hear clearly.

"Xiuyang, is it Xiaoshuo's call? What the hell did he do?" Ling Xizhao asked sternly standing on the top of the spiral staircase.

Ling Xiuyang slipped his hand, and the microphone fell off, hanging dangling under the table.

Then, when I picked up the microphone again, the other side hung up.

Ling Xiuyang wanted to cry, looked up at Ling Xizhao at the top of the stairs, and said, "Father, we don't know where Xiao Shuo is, he didn't say anything."

"If he comes back, tell him to come to my study." After finishing speaking sharply, he turned and walked back to the room.

Zu De said, "Fourth uncle, guess where Ling might go?"

"How could I know?" Ling Xiuyang wanted to sigh.

"Will Ling go back to his house?" Dickens said.

"What house does he go to at this moment today? Is there anyone there?"

"Could it be that phone is...cute?" Zude said.

As soon as the words came out, the eyes of several big men lit up, but their expressions also changed.

If this is the case, then things are complicated.

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Ling Shuo looked at Gu Yu who was kneeling in the courtyard burning paper money. The sun above his head was so warm, but he felt that Gu Yu was kneeling in the ice and snow, so lonely, so sad, so fragile...

Gu Yu was immersed in his own sorrow, and did not hear the small courtyard door behind him being pushed open.

The mother's suppressed cough and the sound of the TV could no longer be heard in the room; the mother's softly calling him Yu'er could no longer be heard; the mother's gentle smile could no longer be seen...

Mother left, gone forever, turned into a handful of ashes.

Three days ago, my mother was lying in the warm sun under the eaves, she gently closed her eyes, and there was still a smile on the corner of her mouth, but the slight frown between her brows was the most reluctant nostalgia for the world.

Ling Shuo looked at Gu Yu's thin and slender back, walked over quietly, and squatted down.

Ling Shuo saw clearly that there was a small urn in front of Gu Yu, and beside the basin where paper money was burned, a layer of paper ash had already been stained on the phone.

Ling Shuo saw that, on the burning paper money, occasionally a drop of transparent tears would be splashed on it, and with a "chi" sound, it would be swallowed up by the red flame again.

The raised hand hangs on Gu Yu's back with some fear, Ling Shuo is afraid, afraid that this person who is about to be overwhelmed by grief will really be so broken if the photo continues.

"Gu Yu?" Ling Shuo called softly, but his hand still lightly landed on Gu Yu's back. His hand felt that the moment his hand covered his back, his stiff back trembled.

Gu Yu turned his head slowly, staring blankly at Ling Shuo with blank eyes, as if he didn't know Ling Shuo.

"Gu Yu." Ling Shuo called again.

Gu Yu blinked his eyes covered with tears, then raised the back of his hand and wiped the corners of his eyes vigorously, leaving black gray marks.

When he saw clearly who was squatting next to him, Gu Yu forgot his fear, inferiority, and cowardice, and threw himself into Ling Shuo's arms fiercely, crying loudly.

This is like a child who fell while walking alone. If his parents were not around, he would stubbornly hold back his tears; but if his parents were around, he would cry more wronged than anyone else.

Ling Shuo was thrown to the ground by Gu Yu's strong force, but he didn't care about the clothes on his body, he just hugged Gu Yu who was crying in his arms tightly.

"Cry, you'll be fine if you cry." Ling Shuo said in a gentle voice that he didn't know, and his slender and perfect hands gently stroked Gu Yu's slender back.

Gu Yu grabbed Ling Shuo's suit with both hands, crying and complaining: "Ling... Ling Shuo, mom, mom is gone, she doesn't want me anymore, she sleeps alone, I've been waiting for her for a long time, hiccup, She didn't even wake up, I... hiccup... I saw that she was so cold and freezing, I gave her all the quilts, and my mother was not warm, hiccup, I was so scared, I was alone, hiccup, it was cold everywhere, It's black everywhere, hiccup, and I send mom to the crematorium, and I give them all the money, hiccup, and then, mom's gone, turned to ashes."

"Ling Shuo Ling Shuo Ling Shuo Ling Shuo... I don't know what to do in the future, Mom left me and left, I'm going to find Dad, hiccup, but I have no money, no more. Ling Shuo Ling Shuo, you tell me , what should I do in the future? If, hiccup, Dad doesn't recognize me, where am I going? I don't know, Ling Shuo, tell me, okay? Tell me, tell me... Ling Shuo, you will lose Leave me? Don't leave me, okay?"

"Okay, I will always be by your side, I will never leave you, and I will never leave you." Ling Shuo said comfortingly, but he didn't know that this was an oath he made unintentionally.

"Woo~ Don't leave me behind." After speaking, Gu Yu fainted from exhaustion.

Ling Shuo just sat on the ground like that, holding Gu Yu who was limp in his arms with one hand, gently brushing away the broken hair on Gu Yu's forehead with the other hand, lowered his head, and when the loving and pityful kiss fell on Gu Yu's forehead heart Turned in one direction, and finally landed on Gu Yu's pale and bleeding lips, sucked it tenderly, and said in an absolutely domineering tone: "Gu Yu, since you threw yourself into my arms, no matter what, I won't even abandon you, and you, don't even try to leave me!"

Then, Ling Shuo raised his head, looked at the small urn, and said, "That day, you wanted to entrust Gu Yu to me. I will remember your words, and I will take care of Gu Yu. He will be my urn. people, no longer a nanny or something, but a partner.”

As the voice fell, a gust of wind blew the ashes in the basin that had not been filled with paper money flying all over the sky, like dead butterflies, carrying their lingering souls that refused to leave.

-

Ling Shuo has no regrets at all about running away from his engagement banquet, leaving behind the beautiful Yan Zuer, but made a vow to a weak and inferior Gu Yu, even though the person he swore to fainted, even though there was only An urn, however, he meant it.

Compared with his liking for Yan Zuer, he has more emotions for Gu Yu, looking at Gu Yu, and even thinking of Gu Yu sometimes, it is a kind of stuffy heartache, very uncomfortable.He also wanted to control this emotion, but he couldn't control it, so he let it go...

In the end, it became like this, the love for Gu Yu surpassed the liking for Yan Zuer, that deep feeling, he suspected, was deeper than liking...

Therefore, no matter how difficult the family faces in the future, no matter whether he is not gay, he will keep Gu Yu under his wings and protect him.

Then, he took out a red velvet box from his suit pocket, opened it, and put one of the smaller rings on Gu Yu's left ring finger, which turned out to be just right; then he put the larger ring on his own. on the finger.

Really poor Gu Yu, he never fainted sooner or later, this fainting, with a set of rings, completely fell into the palm of Ling Mowang for the rest of his life.