heart to wild

"Miss, why do you study literature?"

On the rooftop, Tang Miaomiao tilted her head after hearing the question, and supported most of her face with her palm.

She thought for a while, and answered with a smile in the wind.

"Because I can get into B university in literature, but not T university in theory?"

"Who said that?" Yu Dian was not very happy.

Tang Miaomiao turned over and sat on the huge drainpipe. The profile of her side face was different from Xia Luoluo's, another kind of exquisiteness that could be seen with proud edges and corners.

"Everyone says so."

The girl's tone of voice fluttered in the air like the fluffy long straight hair, as if it would fall apart at any moment.

Yu Dian suddenly feels wronged for her.

But the eldest lady suddenly looked back at him with a smile, as if nothing happened just now.

"Dian Dian, I know, your parents are remarried, right? Me too. "

Tang Miaomiao bent her lips: "But my story will be more like Cinderella than yours."

The eldest lady's mother is the stepmother who really hates the step-eldest daughter, and the eldest lady's sister is also a really weak and deceitful step-sister.

Tang Miaomiao: "My sister...she is really soft. The only time she said harsh words to me was when I was ignorant when I was young, and I said 'your family' and 'our family' to her who lives in my grandmother's house. '."

But no matter how serious the words are, it is just a sentence of "then you go back to your home".

Tang Miaomiao lowered her eyelids and moved her eyelashes.

"But I really have always regarded her as my own sister in my heart."

My sister's mother and father's ex-wife are very fierce women. My sister has been separated from her father's family over the years. In addition to the stepmother's growing indifference after giving, she can't do without her biological mother's instigation.

Yes, it is instigation.

My sister's mother once pointed to her aunt's daughter and told her: "You are real sisters, the one in your father's family has nothing to do with you."

Ok.

While Tang Miaomiao said okay in her heart, on the day of her sister's wedding, she walked out of the closed box where a few relatives including parents and mothers were sitting, and stood on the side of the flower gate, hoping that her sister's wedding would be at least There is a family member on the father's side who can stand on the scene and send blessings to her.

But her feelings were too restrained, not to mention her sister, even her parents couldn't tell, they thought she was just going out to use the bathroom, passing by to see the excitement.

Tang Miaomiao is so cold and arrogant, everyone thinks she is a princess.

But she really isn't.

When she was young, the young lady liked to dance ballet and twirled on the stage in a swan skirt, but in the eyes of adults, it was just entertainment for eating "youth food".

Little Miss was deprived of her dreams, her wings were torn off, and she became Big Miss.

Yu Zisheng said before that no one is born a jerk.

Similarly, no one is born a lonely young lady.

"Did you know that a strawberry isn't actually a kind of pear?"

Tang Miaomiao is worthy of being a fine-minded Aquarius, and her thinking is very detached.

She told Yu Dian: "It's the Hong Kong translation of strawberry."

Obviously strawberries.

But in many stores, strawberry-flavored drinks and ice cream are still just pear water.

Tang Miaomiao smiled lightly, her amber eyes were full of self-deprecating regret.

"Sometimes I feel that I am that pear."

Being crowned with a name that does not belong to her at all, it is placed in a beautiful window for people to choose.

It's true that her father prefers her, and it's true that her mother loves her, but Tang Miaomiao seems to be bound by layers of shackles in their love.

She can't make mistakes, she can't make mistakes, even if she accidentally loses a point occasionally, it is a failure of her father's preference and mother's efforts.

They even made Tang Miaomiao feel sorry for her sister who took everything away from her.

But does she have a choice?

Tang Miaomiao seldom wears a full school uniform to school, not because she deliberately shows off her girlish demeanor.

It was because her mother pushed her too hard, instead of driving her daughter crazy, she drove herself out of her insanity first.

In the senior high school entrance examination more than two years ago, Tang Miaomiao completed the review in a hotel near the community under the vicious curse of her mother at home after she fell ill, and she was the number one in the city.

After that, my mother seemed to recover, and she didn't get sick again, and she felt very sorry for her daughter.But the deeper her love, the more suffocated Tang Miaomiao felt.

Since she couldn't do other things, her mother kept doing housework and washing clothes. Tang Miaomiao tried to comfort her gently, but what she got in return was the woman's crying and hysterical nonsense.

After the mess, mother cried and apologized to her, while Tang Miaomiao looked at the school uniform jacket hanging on the balcony, and said nothing more.

"When I was young, I helped Cinderella curse her sisters, but when I grew up, I realized that I actually had more empathy with the stepmother's daughters."

Cinderella, who has the love of the world, has a fairy godmother and little animals to help her realize her wish and meet a prince, but what about her sisters?

His stepfather only remembered his weak and beautiful ex-wife and daughter until his death, while his biological mother only wanted to sell herself for a good price.

She curled her hair with hot iron tongs, and stepped on the long steps of the palace with the suffocating pannier. The lover in her heart still only saw the future of the kingdom and the most beautiful princess.

If she, a buffoon, can have a chance to become the protagonist, then what is it to cut off her thumb and heel.

Tang Miaomiao was even willing to sacrifice her own legs like Ariel.

The eldest lady didn't want to escape cowardly, but they never gave her a chance to win cleanly.

The partners along the way are just passing guests, no one will save Tang Miaomiao.

Before today, she always thought that she really ran into a life-saving dog.

——Before Wang Haolin said "no".

"I don't know if I'm a human, but he's really a dog." Yu Dian pouted.

Tang Miaomiao squeezed his mouth without a smile.

I didn't know it before, but it turns out that this kid can be so fierce when he is fierce.

The teaching director announced and criticized "Classmate Tang, Class [-], Grade [-]" on the school radio, but did not mention "Classmate Wang, Class [-], Grade [-]". Anyone with a discerning eye can guess what happened after a little thought.

Tang Miaomiao walked back to class from the teacher's office, looking all the way back to class, followed by Wang Haolin with a blue face.

Before the girl returned to work, he seemed to have finally mustered up the courage to stop Tang Miaomiao recklessly, and dragged her to the surveillance blind spot in the stairwell.

The first sentence is "Sorry".

The second sentence is "My mother will go crazy if I admit it".

The third sentence may be "I will go to the teacher to admit it now", but Tang Miaomiao pulled his arm out of his trembling palm and replied lightly: "No need."

She doesn't need it anymore.

They are very clear that from today onwards, no matter how much sweetness and bitterness they have experienced in the past, there is absolutely no possibility between the two of them.

Wang Haolin stood there with a pale face, his eye sockets were bloodshot and red, and his usual laughing tone almost contained tears: "Tang Miaomiao, you don't understand me at all!"

Tang Miaomiao smiled.

But you don't understand me, each other.

—— "You are the daughter of the family, held by thousands of people. What about me? I am watched all the time. One wrong step is an irreversible dead end!"

—— "Tang Miaomiao, can you lower your figure and look at others a little?"

——"In this world, there are too many fucking people struggling to crawl on the ground!"

When the boy was in hysteria, the door of the fire escape was suddenly pushed open, and Yu Dian, who appeared out of nowhere, pulled the young lady who was blindfolded and couldn't see the expression clearly behind him, stared at Wang Haolin himself, and looked at Wang Haolin seriously. He said with a pause: "You are really a grandson."

The school bully and his boyfriend are also very bully.

We Xiaoyudian, after being bestowed with kindness, will return it to the other party to rely on, very good children.

"My favorite female writer has a famous saying." Tang Miaomiao said.

"In order to embrace some new fantasies, we lose some old fantasies. This is growth."

Yu clicked "Wow": "It makes sense."

Just blindly cheer.

"That writer has a masterpiece, and the protagonist in it has always wanted to go to the lighthouse."

"So have they gone?"

"Well, go."

It is Woolf's most perfect work, and the ending of "Getting what you want" is just a symbol of the harmonious core of the sexes.

But putting aside those thought-provoking tongue-in-cheek interpretations, back to the beginning, what if they didn't end up going to the lighthouse and gaining peace of mind?

does not matter.

Tang Miaomiao jumped down from the pipe, and her untied long hair bulged into a wild, free sail in the air.

If you can't go to the lighthouse, then become the lighthouse in place.

The eldest lady has never been afraid.