heart to wild

On the weekend morning, in the Luis+ coffee shop on Zhongyu Road, three boys sat together very harmoniously, facing a piece of delicate cake, but no one moved their forks.

Yu Dian looked longingly at the bright red cherries on the cake, while Jiang Zhai took a sip of lemonade, accidentally pulled the wound on the corner of his mouth, and knocked the glass back on the glass table with a "hiss".

Xiao Linzi looked at the young man with a swollen mouth, and said with inexplicable fear, "...Jiang Di, are you angry?"

The person who got angry glanced at Yu who was sluggish and pretending to be an ostrich, and smiled indifferently, kindly and cruelly: "It's nothing, I was educated by my brother love."

Xiao Linzi was almost scared to death by him, and he went dumb after two dry "haha".

Yu Dian couldn't pretend any longer, and looked up at him pitifully with his mouth puckered: "How do I know..."

Yu Gou would be idle and had nothing to do, so he even ran to your house after school to beat you and have a meal by the way.

As soon as Jiang Zhai was mentioned, he wanted to roll up his sleeves.

He poked the child's head in disgust, "It's not unreasonable for you to want him to be jealous, talk more about Lu Jian, why mention me!"

On Friday evening, Jiang Zhai was followed all the way home.

He seemed to have run into those bastards in the school in junior high school again, and he didn't bother to talk to them, but he didn't get rid of them.

In the end, he was also irritated, and he randomly found an open space downstairs where he could use his skills, and waited to clean up the other party once and for all.

Unexpectedly, it was his cousin Yu Zisheng who came out from behind the tree.

Jiang Zhai's expression softened a bit: "Yo, you..."

Yu Zisheng punched him, and Jiang Di's mouth broke.

"You fucking?—"

Without even thinking about it, Jiang Di stood up from the ground and kicked Yu Zisheng.

Two boys of similar stature fought equally, their movements were beautiful and neat, if the cursing and swearing in their mouths were ignored, this would be a scene written into the textbook.

Jiang Zhai shouted: "Are you sick??"

Yu Zisheng said indifferently: "You like raindrops."

"Why do I care about you..."

Jiang Zhai lost his mind for a moment, almost avoiding the fist that hit his face.

"Isn't this fucking normal! I must have someone to enlighten my sexual consciousness!"

Indeed, after all, he was precocious and was picked up by the neighbor's children for eighteen hours a day. Except for the rain, which little boy could Jiang Zhai fight against.

Yu Zisheng thought clearly, but this did not prevent him from wanting to beat his cousin up.

Oh shit.

Jiang Zhai tore off the schoolbag that got in the way and threw it on the ground.

Coincidentally, he has been displeased with his stupid cousin for a long time.

At the end of the fight, I didn't know why I was fighting, as if each of them was holding trumped-up crimes to express their anger for themselves.

That night, the two injured boys were huddled in the kitchen cooking instant noodles, and Jiang Zhai was still viciously insulting his stupid cousin: "How long ago did you come to settle accounts with me! I don't even blame you for stealing my first love!" Woolen cloth!"

"Don't be silly," Yu Zisheng looked at him pityingly, "Yu never knew you liked him."

Jiang Zhai chopped a kitchen knife on the chopping board, and split his voice: "What!"

If you get more excited, there will be a murder in Jiasuoyuan Apartment today.

The two quickly cut up the vegetables and threw them into the pot together, and walked out of the kitchen. Jiang Zhai gritted his teeth and learned from Yu Zisheng's expressionless retelling that the portrait of his "sweetheart" that he thought he had hidden well was discovered by his sweetheart. The story of pretending not to find out.

That painting might be the best work of this art idiot's life.

The embarrassment of being late for many years turned into a bad breath, and Jiang Zhai wanted to fight with Yu Zisheng again, but the other party had already adjusted his emotions and lost interest in him.

Jiang Di picked up his coat speechlessly, strode out the door, and slammed the door behind him.

He didn't think of it at all.

It turned out that when I was so young, my first ignorant heartbeat was not a unilateral one that ended without a problem.

The little boy Jiang Zhai once liked had discovered his heart early on.

Although it was equally hazy, Xiao Yudian back then looked at the charcoal sketch that was carefully hidden and did not want anyone to find out, and seemed to understand something, and carefully put the little brother's secret love back in place, keeping it in his heart .

Jiang Zhai's first love is the only cutest little boy around him, so it doesn't make sense to change it to someone other than Jiang Zhai.

Lu Jian?That's a hammer to take advantage of.

If there were no accidents in his family back then, Jiang Zhai would still be the perfect little brother of the neighbor next door. To be honest, with Yu Dian's dependence on him, there might really be nothing wrong with Yu Zisheng now.

But from the moment his father was imprisoned, his mother went abroad, and Jiang Zhai rolled out of his beautiful home with his sister, he completely cut off the possibility of himself and Yu Dian in his heart.

They are not from the same world anymore, even if Xiaoyu doesn't care, Jiang Zhai has his own pride and a sister that he must protect.

On the night when he thoroughly wanted to let go, Jiang Zhai called Yu Dian.

In fact, he didn't say anything, but the kid on the other side of the phone was so smart that he immediately understood what Little Brother Fa meant.

He wasn't about to cross the friend line again.

They will be best friends in the future, and no one else can replace them, but the position next to them will eventually belong to another person who can never be the other person.

Jiang Zhai is broken in love.

He originally thought that he had only lost love unilaterally, but he didn't know until today that he also lost love at that night.

That's why Yu Zisheng's emotions got so out of control, he wanted to punch someone whenever he saw him.

Not only because besides Lu Jian, Yu Dian felt the anger of being deceived by his fucking cousin who had been silently assisting Yu Dian's first love, Yu Zisheng really felt sorry for Yu Dian, and by the way despised Jiang Zhai.

A red star of cigarette butts lit up in the fire escape stairwell, Jiang Zhai raised his head and exhaled a smoke ring, and raised his arms tiredly to cover his face.

He was always envious of Yu Zisheng.

I envy him for having a beautiful and complete family and life, envy that he can have no scruples, and even more envy him that even without all these, he will still live bravely and fearlessly as he does now.

The world, others, suffering, Yu Zisheng is not afraid of anything at all.

No one can beat him.

How could there be such a person.

Jiang Zhai was so fucking envious of this stupid cousin.

But he really let go of Yu Dian——Jiang Zhai knew that Yu Dian also let him go.

The children in their family are actually smart and transparent, Jiang Zhai already knew that.

He bowed his head and exhaled the unfamiliar smoke that hadn't entered his throat for a long time, and he regained his consciousness, finally slowly realizing that he was not the only one in the closed space at the moment.

Except for him who was smoking on the stairs half a floor below, there was an unfamiliar smell of smoke belonging to another person at the door of the fire door on the 12th floor.

"I don't need a blind date."

Chen Yiran's tone was cold and gloomy, and he didn't even notice the existence of the second person.

Or even if he realizes it, the emotional teacher Chen also tore off the mask and doesn't care anymore.

Who in this world is not struggling.

That night, Jiang Zhai sat on the steps and smoked a whole cigarette, and sat for a long time.

It wasn't until Chen Yiran left, and the unpopular stairwell was as cold as an ice cellar, that he slowly got up, swayed his body, and moved his frozen limbs back to the warm home.

Jiang Bian had already finished dinner and went to bed. Yu Zisheng told two stories on behalf of her brother, and the little girl didn't like to listen to it. At the beginning of the third story, the little girl was annoyed. gone.

I was forced to learn new interjections.

Yu Zisheng wanted to laugh, but was pleasantly surprised. He came out to re-cook noodles for his cousin who had gone crazy. The door was locked and Jiang Di came back.

"I really put down the raindrops a long time ago."

The boy stood in the dark with clear eyes and a very solemn tone.

The hanging lights in the kitchen are in warm colors, just enough to cover a small square inch of land.

Yu Zisheng nodded and asked him, "Eggs with instant noodles?"

"..."

Jiang Di wiped the bleeding corner of his mouth with his thumb, and walked out of the shadow of the living room with a smile.

"Eat, hit two."

Perhaps he also needs to thank Yu Zisheng for allowing him to finally reconcile with his past self.

But this does not prevent Jiang Di from scolding "Yu Zisheng stinky idiot" a hundred times in his heart when the corner of his mouth hurts.

Yu Dian protected her messed-up hairstyle on the seat, unwillingly said: "Why should I mention Lu Jian, he's just a PUA boy!"

No matter how good he was before, he might even really like him, but Lu Jian is just brainwashing and torturing people, not much more noble than those PUAs who use different women to measure their attractiveness KPI, and he has no reference value for being good at points .

The child thinks quite clearly.

Jiang Zhai couldn't help laughing, and pressed the back of his head and gently pinched the back of the child's neck.

In fact, it shouldn't be called a child anymore. Dian Dian grew up a long time ago and is a young boy who can take care of himself and others.

It only took 5 minutes for the atmosphere between the two of them to go from tense to intense and then to tenderness in the eyes of others. Xiao Linzi watched the whole process without landing for a second, and was amazed for a while, and finally asked the torture from the soul: "Is today not Is it a spare tire party, how come it seems that no one is a spare tire?"

Jiang Zhai, who had never heard of this at all, twitched his eyebrows: "What party?"

Why is he more terrifying than his brother?

Xiao Linzi didn't dare to speak.

Yu Dian took the initiative to explain: "It can't be said that it is a spare tire party! Isn't it just that the three of us are still barks, and come out for afternoon tea together!"

Last time I came to the store, the handsome big boss even gave them a black gold membership card, but I have never had a chance to come and spend.

Jiang Zhai raised his eyebrows: "You are single, so isn't your tablemate also?"

Yu Dian couldn't hold back his smirk: "If you want to meet him now, you can avoid fighting. I have no problem calling him over."

That's it.

Jiang Zhai raised his hand to call the waiter, ready to order a cup of sweet to nourish his body.

Yu Dian looked at Xiao Linzi again: "Da Lin, I called Jiang Jiang over today just to show you the type that Monica liked before."

Jiang Di: "? What did you say?"

Xiao Linzi looked at the cool brother who was as tall and tall as the two of us, and fell into complete silence.

Yu Dian hurriedly made amends: "Oh no, Monica doesn't care about appearance, she just likes the iceberg style."

Jiang Di: "What the hell are you talking about?"

Yu Dian: "You shut up."

Jiang Zhai: "."

Xiao Linzi was about to cry: "But I'm obviously from Sahara."

Jiang Zhai, who finally understood, closed the menu, turned around and ordered a winter limited cup with the young waiter, and looked back at the little boy sitting opposite: "Do you like Monica?"

Kobayashi nodded dejectedly.

Jiang Zhai nodded slightly: "Then you are safe."

The two little boys looked at him blankly.

Jiang Di raised the corners of his lips and smiled.

"Monica liked Raindrops before, and I heard that she also liked me just now. Today is the spare tire party, and you are here, so you are sure of it."

You brothers are really good at shit.

"Monica never liked me!"

Yu Dian stared at him speechlessly, annoyed for a moment that he didn't know how to comfort his good friend, his eyes turned with guilt, and suddenly he caught a familiar figure from across the street.

He is wearing contact lenses today.

"Ginger ginger."

"Ah."

"Do you think that is Mr. Chen?"

Jiang Zhai suddenly raised his eyelids, turned his head and looked in the direction he pointed, and as expected, he saw Chen Yiran behind the window of another western restaurant opposite.

with another unknown man.

Suddenly, he remembered the phone call Chen Yiran answered on the evening of going to the stage play.

Javen.

He called the caller in a very friendly and gentle tone.

But if it was that person, Chen Yiran wouldn't be smiling so politely and distantly at this moment, just like when he first met him, it was so perfect.

Therefore, based on the above, the cold-faced Jiang Zhai came to a conclusion.

Chen Yiran is on a blind date.

Sighing and sighing, Yu Dian and Xiao Linzi clinked glasses with the lemonade presented by the store.

"Welcome to the spare tire tea party."