heart to wild

When Yu Qiyun returned to the old house, Sister Manman was the only one cleaning the house in the living room.

"Sir is back."

Auntie's voice is softened by subtropical ironing, a bit like Cong Jia's, but Cong Jia's accent is slower, composed of golden branches and jade leaves in her bones.

Yu Qiyun said "hmm", "Where's your wife?"

Sister Manman smiled and said: "The wife is in the kitchen, the eldest wife is in the greenhouse, and the young master was in the kitchen just now, so he should go to the greenhouse now."

Originally, she only asked one question, but she talked a lot. She was chosen by Ding Yuan at the beginning, and her love for talking is also a credit.

Yu Qiyun cautiously did not continue talking, thought for a while, handed her the coat, and walked towards the kitchen by himself.

Ding Yuan was studying the desserts, and someone walked up to her without paying attention, and when she saw the statue from the side, she almost lost her breath.

"You scared me to death." She had cream stuck to her fingertips, so she lifted it up and pushed the man's chest with her wrist.

Yu Qiyun reluctantly took half a step back: "What are you doing?"

Ding Yuan: "Tiramisu, you don't like it."

Yu Qiyun frowned lightly, almost invisible: "I don't like food, I don't even know."

Ding Yuan looked up at him, neither salty nor bland: "Our first date, we ordered tiramisu, you only took one bite."

"..."

Yu Qiyun was silent for a while, and found a reason: "That's not the first date."

That was a blind date.

Ding Yuan ignored him, and turned to take a piece of finger cake to dip in the coffee.

"I'm on a date, you can do whatever you want."

In the whole world, she is only gentle with herself.

Yu Qiyun thought for a while, then suddenly took out a flower from behind and handed it to her.

"..." Ding Yuan blinked.

Yu Qiyun recited without emotion according to the information printed by his secretary: "Gardenia is the national flower of Andorra, and you are the most beautiful flower in my country."

"...Yu Qiyun." Ding Yuan's tone was somewhat helpless.

Yu Qiyun: "Yes."

Ding Yuan: "You are almost 50 years old."

Yu Qiyun corrected her: "46."

Ding Yuan: "You are 46, don't be so childish."

Who is childish.

"mom!"

The son's voice sounded from behind, and Yu Qiyun immediately threw the flowers in his hand into the trash can on the ground with precision.

Ding Yuan turned her face to the side, as if holding back a smile.

Yu Qiyun turned his head expressionlessly, startling Yu Dian who ran to the door.

"Dad, Daddy!"

Yu Qiyun gave an "um" and walked over to help the child up.But when Yu Dian stood up, he still grabbed his father's arm and did not let go, his eyes were bright: "You are back!"

The tone was too joyful, even Tie Shi's heart would be softened by sweetness, Yu Qiyun pinched his son's apple head: "It seems to have grown taller?"

Yu almost jumped up: "Two centimeters! I'll pass 1.7 meters soon!" Plus the little braid [-]!

Yu Qiyun's company has expanded overseas business in the past few years, and he is very busy.He was not an expressive personality at all, and over time even his youngest son began to suspect that "my dad doesn't love me at all", but now that the relationship has been repaired, he immediately blocked the door and got in the way.

While the two were asking and answering, Ding Yuan had already completed the last process, and stuffed the mold filled with tiramisu paste into the refrigerator.

She walked to the door and pushed Yu Qiyun's shoulder, and when she looked at Yu Dian, the corners of her mouth were already tenderly curved: "Did you come to the kitchen to find something to eat, baby?"

ah!Forgot all!

Yu Dian withdrew from his father's arms, and said embarrassedly, "I want to get lunch for Diandian."

Ding Yuan nodded, pulled him to pick out a bag of dog food that had just been opened from the cupboard, and asked him softly, "Grandma is about to take a nap, are you sleepy?"

Yu Dian originally wanted to say that he was not sleepy, but the atmosphere around him was so warm that he couldn't help yawning.

"..."

Ding Yuan smiled and pinched his nose: "Go to sleep, mommy will feed you some."

All right.Yu Dian turned her head and glanced at Yu Qiyun again, her eyes were wistful.

His father said very understandingly: "There will be no more business trips within a month."

Wow!

Yu Dian happily ran over to give him a hug, then quickly backed out, blushing and ran away.

Like a shy little girl.

Ding Yuan: "Is it very similar to you?"

Yu Qiyun: "?"

Ding Yuan stuffed the dog food into his arms: "Go to the greenhouse and feed some."

Yu Qiyun: "?"

Ding Yuan smiled and pushed him: "Go quickly."

Yu Qiyun had nothing to do with her, so he had to go.

I thought there were only flowers and dogs, but by the French windows, there was Cong Jia, who was resting on a recliner.

His expression became lighter, he found the food bowl, bent down a little, turned around and wanted to leave.

"Jun He." In a warm and slow tone.

Yu Qiyun stood with his back to the woman for a while, turned around, and met her still clear and innocent pupils.

Cong Jia laughed: "It's really you, Jun He."

Yu Junhe, his father, Cong Jia's husband.

She looked tired, blinked her eyes, and wanted to close them again.

But every second before falling asleep again, the woman would suddenly open her eyes wide, as if she was very reluctant to part with the man who suddenly appeared in front of her eyes.

——How long are you going to blame her?

Ding Yuan seemed to sigh beside him again.

——If you don’t blame me, just blame her.

Yu Qiyun didn't speak, just put down the bag of dog food on the table, walked over, silently picked up Cong Jia, turned around and walked towards her room.

When she walked out of the flower room and met Sister Manman, the woman was startled, but she reacted quickly. She immediately turned around and opened the other door on the side. She waited with downcast eyes for Yu Qiyun to put Cong Jia back on the bed, and then went to help her elder sister. The wife made the quilt.

"Jun He." Cong Jia read again.

But this time Yu Qiyun didn't look back.

Ding Yuan was waiting outside the door, looking at him, her eyes were like lake water, as if everything could be reflected.

Yu Qiyun turned his head to avoid her sight.

Ding Yuan really sighed, but still came over and took the man's hand: "Are you sleepy, sir?"

Mr. nodded.

Ding Yuan smiled and squeezed his palm: "Madam, will you sleep with you for a while?"

Yu Qiyun lowered his eyelids, raised the corners of his mouth, and gave a soft "hmm".

Yu Dian slept very soundly during this afternoon nap, during which he missed a text message from Jiang Zhai, two QQ messages from Yu Zisheng, three missed calls from He Dan, and more than a dozen private messages on Weibo.

After half opening his eyes, he looked at the phone for a long time before rubbing his eyes, and first called He Dan who seemed more urgent.

"Hey, Eggy..."

"Come on! You're missing!"

Yu Dian tilted his head up, his eyes still closed, still sleepy: "No...what's the matter?"

He Dan bluffed: "Miss is going to celebrate her birthday, and the class is discussing a surprise for her. I was thinking that you probably don't exist in the WeChat group, so I came here to inform you that this Saturday at [-] o'clock in the afternoon See you at Luis+ Cafe on Zhongyu Road, let's go upstairs and sing K."

The dozens of private messages just now were also his plans to broadcast to the students in the group in real time, just in time for the final discussion results.

He let out an "oh" in a daze.

Probably sounded too sleepy, He Dan smiled and said, "Your voice is so magnetic, it sounds like it."

Yu Dian's eyes widened: "Really!"

He Dan: "Really... oh, don't talk nonsense, the one just now was fine."

Yu Dian lowered his voice: "Okay, okay, then hang up first, see you tomorrow."

The drowsiness had dissipated, so he clicked on to open QQ, and long-pressed the screen to send a voice message to Yu Zisheng. After playing it himself, he didn't notice anything special, but the other party had already sent him a voice message in seconds.

Yu Dian swallowed his Adam's apple, hesitated for a while whether to turn the text, and finally lay down on the bed, and carefully clicked the play.

"Aren't you awake yet, kid?"

It was the magnetized, husky voice of the boy just woken up closer than he was.

"..."

Yu Dian silently lifted the quilt to the top of his head, and suddenly "ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh" in the quiet room.

Why does he even have such a handsome voice! !

Yu Dian was wrapped in a quilt and knelt on the bed, his hair was still messy and curled up. He raised his phone and looked at the chat dialog box for a while, before biting his lip, he sent a "yes" carefully.

I was so shy that I didn't even have the courage to listen to the voice again.

Yu Dian rolled on the bed with his mobile phone in his hands, when he suddenly heard two light knocks on the door.

"Baby?" It was Ding Yuan.

Yu Dian quickly hid the phone under the pillow, rubbed her hair and sat up again, pretending to be calm: "Please come in, Mom!"

The door lock turned, and Ding Yuan leaned outside the door and blinked: "I heard you in the room just now... Did you see the cockroach?"

Yu Dian laughed: "I'm not afraid of cockroaches, Mom."

Ding Yuan also bent her eyes, walked in and sat by his bed: "Father and grandma are still sleeping, do you want to sleep a little longer?"

Yu Dian shook his head and asked curiously, "Why is Dad here today?"

If it is not necessary, Yu Qiyun will basically not set foot in this old house where he grew up. It was fine when his grandfather was there, and he has basically not seen him back in the past few years.

Ding Yuan let out an "oh" and said disapprovingly, "I told him that we will stay here until the end of the Chinese New Year before going back, and he can go wherever he wants."

"..." Yu Dian looked at the woman curiously for a while, and couldn't help laughing again, "Mom, I'm so stupid."

Ding Yuan tilted her head to look at him: "Huh?"

Yu Dian lifted the quilt and sat side by side with her mother: "I used to... always felt that my father didn't like us."

But in fact, if Yu Qiyun likes Ding Yuan, he will like Ding Yuan to death.

Ding Yuan pinched his face: "It's pretty stupid, unless he's really blind."

Yu Dian giggled.

But after laughing for a while, he pursed his lips again and blinked nervously.

What was going on in the youngest son's mind, the mother could tell at a glance. Ding Yuan's long legs, as smooth as powder, fell forward on the carpet, and her feet, painted with red nail polish, were covered with fluffy slippers. Shaking.

"what you want to say?"

Yu Dian wrinkled his nose, and said embarrassedly: "I misunderstood that Dad doesn't like us, so... what about grandma?"

Yu Qiyun seemed to really dislike Cong Jia, and he didn't even want to look at her more.

But in fact, a long time ago, when Yu was a child, he remembered that Yu Qiyun could still talk to his stepmother calmly under the help of Ding Yuan.

Ding Yuan stared at the patterns on the carpet in a daze, as if recalling something from the past, she blinked after a while, and her tone became more serious.

"baby."

Yu Dian: "Huh?"

Ding Yuan raised her head, the smile in her eyes was calm: "You would have a younger sister."

"..."

At that point, I felt my ears ringing.

Ding Yuan smiled and pinched his earlobe: "When you were in the first year of junior high school, the school organized a study tour to Europe, do you still remember?"

Yu Dian nodded hesitantly.

He was very impressed.

I don’t remember exactly what we played, but something happened to Jiang’s family halfway through, and Jiang Zhai, who lived with him, took an international long-distance call and asked for leave with his teacher to buy a plane ticket to go home.

Yu Dian wandered absentmindedly in Europe for a month. When he came back, the small villa next door was vacated, and his mother’s face was also very bad. Before he could see his father, Yu Dian was sent to his grandma’s house by his uncle driver. , but grandma is also very silent every day.

From then on, Yu Qiyun seemed to be busier and busier.

Ding Yuan hooked the curve of her mouth shallowly, looked at him like an adult, and at the same time felt pity: "Not long after you left, the doctor said that Mom is pregnant, it's a girl, and Dad and I were very surprised. I wanted to tell you as a birthday present when you came back, but..."

But not long after, Ding Yuan had an accident when she came back to visit Cong Jia——the stairs in the old house are gorgeous in Western style. The scar could be felt, and that day when Cong Jia stepped on the ground and fell, Ding Yuan reflexively followed her and pulled her back.

Finally... In short, the child is gone, and the world in front of grandma has gradually become unclear since then.

Yu Dian opened his mouth, unable to speak.

I didn't tell him before, firstly because I didn't want to bring up sad things again, and secondly because I felt that he was too young to bear it, and also because I was afraid that there would be a estrangement between him and grandma.But now, has Diandian grown up?

"……Mother."

"Ok?"

Yu Dian looked at his mother, his round eyes rolled with something shiny: "Is it because of this that Dad doesn't like grandma?"

Still such a childish question.

Ding Yuan smiled: "A little bit, your father is very naive."

Yu Dian curled his lips, raised his hand to wipe away the teardrops from the corners of his eyes: "Then, then you..."

Aren't you sad then?

The younger sister was originally in the mother's stomach.

"Hmm... so sad," Ding Yuan gently touched the old scar on the back of his head, "I like girls very much, originally, I was also full of expectations for your sister's birth, but, Our family may have a relatively shallow fate in this life."

A little lonely, a little sad, even the youngest son who came home didn't dare to take a second look.

Ding Yuan is the eldest daughter at home, and she is used to keeping her emotions in her heart, but only that time, she showed her pain unabashedly.

It may be that the exposure was too much, which caused such a deep knot in Yu Qiyun's heart, and he is still unwilling to forgive another innocent person who has also been hurt.

——She was also the one who brought me to you.

Ding Yuan, who had gradually adjusted her emotions, leaned on the bed and rubbed Yu Qi Yun's frowning brows.

—Forgive us.

Mom and dad lost their unborn younger sister, and grandma never gave birth to a child, but she also experienced the pain of being torn apart.

It hurt so much that she even hid her real self.

Ding Yuan said seriously, "Baby."

Yu Dian looked at her with red eyes.

Ding Yuan: "It would be a lie to say that I never resented grandma. But grandma is just a poor person, and she didn't really do anything wrong. Don't hate grandma because of what I said today. Have other ideas."

Yu Dian shook his head, choked up and said, "No."

He likes his sister, but he also likes grandma.

If there is a chance, I hope that my sister can come to my mother's womb next time, be born and grow up well, and do various things with my brother.

But grandma is by Dian's side now, and Diand will accompany grandma well with the dog.

"Good boy." Ding Yuan nodded with a smile on the tip of his nose.

"But let's let my sister continue to be a little angel for the time being. If she is really here, the little princess in our family will definitely not be a little bit."

what.Yu laughed out of tears, wrinkled his nose at his mother, but suddenly remembered something, he shrunk his mouth again.

"Mom... I did something wrong before."

Ding Yuan gave a "hmm" and looked at him very gently.

Yu Dian lowered his head: "My elder brother came to my school gate to ask about my father, but my attitude and performance at that time were very bad."

When I recall it, I want to scratch my head and scream like a fool.

Yu Qiyun and Yu Chen's mother, Wang Yanhui, grew up together. Although they didn't have as deep a relationship as their childhood sweethearts, they were more familiar than others, and getting married was a matter of course.

The later divorce was initiated by the woman—understandable.After all, Yu Qiyun's temperament is too cold, marrying him is better than marrying a refrigerator full of passbooks after opening.

At least the refrigerator still stays at home all year round.

Wang Yanhui is a person who pursues romance. After divorcing Yu Qiyun, she married a painter. She was very happy. They traveled around the world for their honeymoon.

But then misfortunes never come singly. The painter died in a car accident. She was also seriously injured while sitting in the co-pilot. She was lying in the hospital for a whole year before she could barely stand up. She walked on crutches and a wheelchair and had to go back to the hospital for a period of rehabilitation every six months. .

After all, there is a bond of growing up together, Yu Qiyun paid all the medical expenses for her, and occasionally went to see her.

Because of this incident, there were more gossips around, and Yu Qiyun was too busy to go home during that time, even Yu Dian himself began to wonder if his father regretted marrying his mother, which made "first love" It's so miserable now.

But Ding Yuan himself seemed to have never heard of these gossips, and sometimes even went to visit Wang Yanhui for Yu Qiyun.

...His mother is really shining with Buddha's light.

"I know that." Ding Yuan said.

Yu Dian looked at her in confusion: "What?"

"Your elder brother came to the house the next day, and I gave him some money, and your father knew about it."

Yu Dian wrinkled his cheeks, his facial features were tangled together: "Then...then why does he want money?"

Yu Chen rejected their mother and son since he was a child, but this time, even Qi Yun came to ask Ding Yuan for money, so he was short of money.

Ding Yuan shook her head: "I don't know, but since he was young, he has made up his mind and has your father's people around him, so nothing serious will happen."

She pinched Yu Dian's nose: "I didn't know it before, our family is such a thoughtful child. Next time, don't worry about anything, and tell your mother, maybe the truth is not what you think Serious?"

Yu Dian blinked: "Can I tell my mother anything?"

Ding Yuan said "Yes", "It's all fine."

Yu Dian scratched his hair, sniffed again, opened his mouth, and finally closed it again.

Ding Yuan saw it funny, and teased: "Baby, have you fallen in love early?"

Yu Dian's eyes widened: "Don't wrong people! I'm going to Tsinghua University!"

Ding Yuan was taken aback: "What? Then you'd better go to puppy love!"

She doesn't want her son to be a bachelor for the rest of his life!

"..."

Yu Dian was speechless for a while, and finally laughed.

Ding Yuan sighed softly, and still had a smile in her eyes when she looked at him: "It's okay, it's okay if you don't want to tell mom about some things for the time being, but don't keep it in your heart for too long, you can talk to your friends too. Baby, isn't it Did you make a lot of good friends at school?"

There were many, and one of them was hidden under his pillow just now.

Yu Dian nodded with a smile: "Got it, Mom!"

I hope he will have the courage to say it one day.