heart to wild

Wuyi Square, McDonald's.

Ding Yuan was sitting by the window, watching the tall and slender young man walking towards him from the food pick-up area with a plate in his hand, bypassing the crowd.

"Say a little bit that you like this." Yu Zisheng handed the hot chocolate in front of her.

Ding Yuan took the hot drink and held it in the palm of her hand, watching the boy sit down in front of her gently: "I'm sorry to trouble you, Auntie originally invited you."

Yu Zisheng paused, and tried his best to remove the wrapping paper of the hamburger in front of his elders, and his tone couldn't help but soften a little: "I usually eat a lot of things."

As if imagining how her youngest son would distribute the food to the young man, Ding Yuan couldn't help smiling, lowered her eyelids, and said in a warm voice: "He's actually not generous. When we were young, there were little guests at home. Our little one On the surface, I would give all the snacks and toys to others, and I would not feel bad if they were taken away, but in fact, when I turned my head, I would cry aggrievedly."

Only with people whom Dian Dian particularly likes—such as Jiang Zhai or Yu Chen—whether the other party wants to eat his dessert or not, Yu Dian will always take the initiative to force his favorite treasure into the other party’s hands, even if he doesn’t want to.

When he grew up, Yu Dian was like this when he fell in love with people. The last chicken leg in the cafeteria, the taste of chocolate in the three-color cup... Even if Yu Zisheng ate more than half of it in one bite, he would just squat on the side obediently, Blinking his big eyes, he asked: Do you want me to buy a new one?

It was the weekend, and the end of the year was approaching. Cheerful Christmas songs were playing in McDonald's, and there were couples and beaming families of three everywhere.

Ding Yuan took a sip of hot chocolate, looked at the light-colored lipstick mark on the rim of the cup, suddenly raised her head, and looked seriously at the young man with the same peaceful eyes: "The matter of the photo has been settled, it's a prank, don't take it to heart .”

She spoke lightly, but actually ignored many details.

For example, as if by a coincidence, a certain teenager was brought to the dean's office by Yu Zisheng's coach.

That evening, the boy who no longer belonged to the letter bowed deeply in front of the adults, and he got up tired after a long, long time. With a trembling voice, he mentioned the causes and consequences of the "doping" incident not long ago.

Before that, Tong Qiyan had never even heard of her son being framed like this.

Why on earth.

The woman covered her face and was dragged into Yu Zisheng's arms helplessly, crying uncontrollably.

"I'm sorry," he said.

From the beginning to the end, Yu Zisheng never felt that he had done anything wrong—but he made his mother sad.

"Not anymore." He promised earnestly.

I will take good care of myself in the future, for my mother, for Diandian, and even for himself.

How are you, Xiao Tong?Just forgive me.

Ding Yuan: "I have discussed your relationship with your mother carefully."

While the two children were chattering downstairs in Yu's house, their parents had a serious chat about "puppy love" on the phone.

In McDonald's, Ding Yuan smiled under Yu Zisheng's visibly nervous eyes, and told him: "We all decided to let nature take its course."

Suddenly learning that their child likes the same sex, the two families are stunned, but unexpectedly, they don't seem to be too surprised.

That night after Yu Zisheng sent Yu Dian home, when the child was sitting on the bedside in a daze after taking a bath, Yu Qiyun knocked on the door again and brought his son a glass of milk.

Every time Ding Yuan sent him to have a heart-to-heart talk with his youngest son, he would always use this excuse.

"Dad, I like boys, are you sad?" Yu Dian held the glass and lowered his head in embarrassment.

Yu Qiyun sat beside him and thought about it, then thoughtfully said: "It's not sad, I had a premonition before."

During the period after the neighbor Xiao Jiang moved away, Yu Dian's sadness and pain seemed to far exceed the level of friendship between boys of this age.

From then on, my father silently paid attention to Yu Dian's smiles and Yu Dian's cries.

"Are you ready?" Yu Qiyun asked him.

To be a boy who likes boys is bound to face more obstacles than others, but the biggest one is the confusion from his parents, which has not existed since a long time ago, so he does not need to be too afraid of the future.

Yu Dian raised his head with red eyes, and replied seriously: "It was prepared from the beginning."

Now that he has fallen in love with a very good person, he has to become very brave to match him.

It's really worth it to keep it.

Being a son again can make people feel the heartache of marrying a daughter.

Yu Qiyun suppressed all kinds of feelings in his heart, propped his cheek and rubbed the child's head: "Then your brother, you can talk about it yourself."

"..." Yu Dian stammered: "Do you want to help me again..."

Yu Qiyun got up and straightened his clothes: "Don't you like my brother more than me, don't let Yu Chen down."

Four-year-old Yu Dian's favorite relatives list at home: Ding Yuan, Cong Jia, Diandian, Yu Chen, Yu Qiyun.

The last one had held grudges for a long time, and today he finally had a chance to take revenge.

Yu point deflated mouth.

Yu points to inhale.

After drinking the milk, I went to brush my teeth again.

Yu Dian still hasn't told Yu Chen that he likes boys.

But Yu Zisheng is different, the night before yesterday after delivery at midnight, he sent a message to Yu Ziyu on the way home, asking her about the possibility of coming out in front of the whole family during Chinese New Year, the elder sister was so angry that he ran out of the dormitory Go out and yell at him: "Little bastard!"

They are very lucky to be born in two very warm families.

"Auntie," Yu Zisheng's tone was very calm. In the warm and cheerful background, the boy was seriously saying his lifelong promise, "I will take good care of him."

"..."

The soreness in the nostrils rose, Ding Yuan turned her face to the side, blinked her eyes and tried to cover up the fuzzy tears, but she still couldn't calm down for a long time.

Sitting at the table behind them were a few junior high school students who were doing their homework together. They were very excited to see such an eye-catching pair of "mother and son" just now, but they stayed in their seats when all the noisy friends went to the counter to order. The little girl who was looking at things suddenly heard that "mother" said softly with a nasal voice as if she had caught a cold: "You two live in the same dormitory, and you usually take care of each other, be careful, don't... delay your studies and training .”

"Son" nodded: "Don't worry, Auntie."

The girl raised her head hesitantly, and accidentally looked at the boy leaning back on the chair with stretched eyebrows, and immediately lowered her head with a blushing face.

She seems to know something.

I have almost said all I have to say, and I will cry again if I say more.After Ding Yuan finished drinking the hot chocolate that the young man specially bought, the two got up together, when they suddenly heard someone call "Madam Yu" behind them.

Ding Yuan turned her head and accidentally saw a partner of Yu Qiyun.

The man who had never seen the eldest son of the Yu family looked at Yu Zisheng who was standing on the side and automatically lowered his sense of presence with a smile, and asked curiously: "Is this the eldest son of your family?"

Yu Zisheng's Adam's apple rolled, but Ding Yuan pressed the back of his hand first, and replied softly: "The eldest son is bigger, this is the second son."

"..." Yu Zisheng blinked, and looked at Ding Yuan's soft and delicate side face strangely, but he quickly reacted, turned his head, and greeted his uncle politely.

With a conscience in heaven and earth, he is not so polite to his relatives.

The other party seemed a little surprised, and after thinking for a long time, he scratched his head in confusion: "Ah, I remember you have a little..."

Three babies?You rich people can really play.

Ding Yuan smiled: "Well, the little one is staying at home."

"I know Yu Zisheng."

Lu Jian replied to Yu Dian on the phone: "He looked for me."

In the flower room of the hostess, the young master hugged his knees and nestled in the carved chair surrounded by asparagus foxtail. He opened his eyes in confusion and earnestly. He was a little surprised that this person's voice could make him feel peaceful again one day. .

It was something that Lu Jian would know Yu Zisheng, which he himself did not expect.

Do you guys still remember that in the second year of high school, Lu Jian's former dog-legged No. [-] player once wrote a letter to be disliked but was beaten up by Yu Zisheng?

After that, Yu Zisheng could not bear to ask for Lu Jian's contact information from Jiang Di. He thought that the meeting would be a fight, but when they really sat opposite each other, Yu Gou's first sentence completely broke Lu Jian's imagination.

"Based on this moment, I don't care about the past. After today, are you going to protect him or continue to hurt him?"

Choose one of the two.

At that time, Lu Jian, who looked more like Snow White than Gu Zi, looked at Yu Zisheng for a long time, and finally turned his gaze out of the window out of boredom, and replied lightly, "Then protect me."

Originally, the initial reunion in the backstage of the theater was not a big conspiracy.

It's just that Lu Jian was walking on the street that day, passing the huge performance poster at the door, and when he stopped silently, he suddenly wanted to see the youngest son of the heroine.

In the silent flower room, the boy lowered his eyelashes and asked softly, "Then you now..."

I haven't seen Lu Jian in the basketball game, and I didn't see him wearing a school uniform in the cafe last time. He...

"I've already graduated, skipping a grade." Lu Jian seemed to understand what he was saying, "I'm about to go to university, Department of Astronomy, in a foreign country, far away from Yancheng, I may not see you again in the future gone."

A long time ago, the boy who sat on the rooftop and looked up at the clouds with Yu Dian said with a smile that he wanted to be an astronomer in the future.

As if uttering one word to bite back two, Yu Dian said vaguely: "Then..." Very good.

"Dian Dian." Lu Jian said the name for the last time gently, as if very precious.

"I used to hope you wouldn't forget me, or at least remember me. But now, let it be."

Although these two sentences are just a whim of relief from Lu Jian, who is not a good person, maybe he will regret it after hanging up the phone, but with that Yu Zisheng around, he probably won't have the chance to do anything more harmful in the future up.

Similarly, that jumping beam clown surnamed Gao will not have any chance to jump around again.

It cannot be said that the future lives of these two people will all be smooth, but at least Yu Dian and Yu Zisheng are already walking out of the shadow of the past.

To exaggerate a bit, they are even lighting up that shadow.

Who can say that they are great.

Downstairs of the old residential building, Lu Jian was standing in the closed alley with his luggage, and looked back at the small house where he had lived temporarily for nearly three years.

Behind a certain window on the twelfth floor, a couple who hadn't had time to remarry were arguing, and the floor was full of mess.

At the desk separated by a wall, their son was still working on the questions without changing his face. It seemed that he really wanted to follow in the footsteps of his cousin and break up with the whole family.

From now on, I am really alone.

Lu Jian smiled, looked up at the eternal blue sky, and at the end of the call, he gave Yu Dian the three words that he owed him for a long time.

Grow up well, little by little.

Goodbye.

And, most importantly——

"sorry."