spring will not wither

When Qu You told Ji Hong that he was going to take the postgraduate entrance examination across majors, Ji Hong was sitting in front of the computer in the study and looking at the financial statements.

Qu You put a glass of milk next to his computer, waiting to hear if he had any comments or suggestions.

Ji Hong slid the computer chair back, took a sip of milk, looked at Qu You again, with a smile on his face, and said, "Why did you think of the inter-professional postgraduate entrance examination?"

Qu You saw that Ji Hong was interested in listening to what he had to say, so he leaned against the table and started talking enthusiastically, "I'm studying computer now, although I don't object to joining a company to do programming or do other things in the future, but I really do Don't like this."

Ji Hong listened to him carefully. After drinking the milk, he put the cup aside, stretched out his hand to pull Qu You, pulled him to sit on his lap, wrapped his arms around his waist, and asked, "What do you want to do?" , I have no objection. As long as you are happy. Then, tell me, where do you want to take the inter-professional exam?"

Qu You sat firmly on Ji Hong's body, and put his arms around his shoulders, but his expression was no longer the childlike anticipation and joy just now, but a kind of stability, and said, "I want to learn Biological information. It is said that it is a cross-professional exam, but in fact there is not much. At that time, the exam will also take the computer test, but only a biology test will be enough. The preparation for the postgraduate entrance examination is not as tiring as other ones, and I also have grasp."

Ji Hong nodded. Although he said that as long as Qu You was happy, he would support everything, but in fact, he would check on Qu You's path in society and ensure that he could go smoothly before he really let go. he goes.

"Bioinformatics? The intersection of biology and computer?"

"Well, yes. You know?"

Ji Hong rubbed a kiss on Qu You's chin, and said, "You underestimate your husband too much. You actually suspect that I'm so ignorant."

Speaking of this, Ji Hong was quite depressed.

When he was a child, Qu You always looked up at him. Moreover, Ji Hong was four years older than Qu You. In terms of life experience, knowledge, analysis and opinions on various things, he always impressed Qu You. .Maybe men are very addicted to being admired by their lovers. Qu You's dependence and admiration on Ji Hong can give him more satisfaction than outsiders no matter how much he praises him.

However, as Qu You grew up gradually, the majors of the two were different, and they were separated like mountains. Sometimes Ji Hong didn't understand everything Qu You said, which might make Ji Hong feel that he couldn't hold Qu You firmly in his hand. I can't help but suddenly feel lost.

As for Qu You's question just now, it was absolutely not that he suspected that Ji Hong was ignorant, or looked down on him. Knowing, Qu You also took it for granted, he knew, but it surprised him.

Qu You was scratched by a layer of stubble from Ji Hongzhi at night, and she hid herself with a smile, and said, "I don't doubt you. I think it's normal if you don't know it. I think it's strange if you know it." Well. Why do you know everything?"

Speaking of which, Ji Hong doesn't know what biological information is, but he should have guessed it from the name.

So he said, "Tell me, what does this major do, why did you suddenly think of learning this?"

Qu You's expression calmed down, as if he was concentrating on thinking. Ji Hong hugged him, looked at him quietly, and didn't disturb him.

Qu You slowly explained, "As you said, it is an interdisciplinary subject between biology and computer. For example, the laboratory produces experimental results. There are so many laboratories in the world, and there are so many experimental results. Yes, proteins, cells, etc. Then, these large-scale results need to be managed by large computers, so there are gene banks, protein banks, etc. Then, if we get a new gene, can it be compared with this Curry makes a comparison to see what the similarities and differences are, and can infer what the new protein structure might look like based on the existing protein structure. This is part of the biological information.”

After hearing this, Ji Hong said, "I can understand what you said. But why do you want to learn this?"

Qu You fell silent, and said slowly after a while, "The law of biological evolution says that natural selection and survival of the fittest. This is the original law in nature. In the current world, human society occupies the most dominant position." position, human beings use tools, including powerful weapons, which can put human beings in an absolute strong position in front of other species in nature, so there is cruel, almost unilateral massacre, and many species are extinct in this way So, has the law of natural selection and the survival of the fittest been destroyed by human beings? Where will this kind of destruction eventually lead human beings? Thousands of years ago, sages asked why people live, What is the meaning of life? For thousands of years, so many philosophers have been thinking and searching, but there is no answer, and I don’t think there will be an answer. But, look at this world, not only people, but also All creatures, they all face this problem, so what is the purpose of this endless continuation?"

When Qu You said this, his brows frowned slightly. Ji Hong hugged him tightly. Of course, he didn't have an answer for Qu You. He even wanted to ask these questions. It exists meaninglessly, and he will live a good life, becoming the strong man selected by nature in human society to survive, and don't think about other reasons, as long as he wants to make this man in his arms For a person to live a good life without material worries and to be able to stand above other human beings, he must work hard and do things.

He smiled and said to Qu You, "Perhaps it is this kind of endless pursuit and exploration, which is more important than the desired result. The result is just a point, but this process of continuous exploration is an endless journey." Maybe this is a delicious illusory apple that will never be available, just a kind of temptation. Human beings may just move forward for this kind of temptation, and there is no need to worry about which step to go. "

Hearing what he said, Qu You was silent for a while, then nodded, and said, "Maybe. But human delusion always makes them have to taste the taste of that apple before giving up."

Ji Hong felt that this was correct, so he gnawed on Qu You's cheek, Qu You touched the saliva on his face, and continued, "Well, because of various reasons, I want to learn about biological information. , perhaps, starting from the most basic laws of nature, and jumping away from the big problems of the soul and spirit set by human beings, we can get some enlightenment."

Ji Hong looked at him with a smile, "Then you just go ahead and do it like this. When the time comes, you'll have a headache thinking about it, so come and tell me."

Qu You smiled and kissed him twice, then broke free from his lap, and said, "Thank you, Brother Ji Hong. I'm going to read a book first, you come to bed early, I'll wait for you."

With that said, he picked up the empty milk glass and ran out of the study.

Ji Hong looked at the computer screen, what Qu You said just now is still in his mind, maybe Qu You is another himself, but Qu You is stronger and more persistent than that one, he loves him, It's like loving yourself and protecting him, just like protecting your own fragility.

He gradually got to know Qu You little by little, and then he realized why he was attracted by him since he was a child. The reason was beyond words, but it deeply made Ji Hongming understand that Qu You seemed to be born for him, and He, too, was born to protect him.

Qu You went to wash the milk cup, washed up again, then went into the bedroom, and sat on the bed to read a book.

He actually told Peng Xue what he said to Ji Hong just now, but Peng Xue slapped him and said that sooner or later he would become crazy.

Qu You felt wronged, but there was nothing he could do.

Perhaps, around him, only Ji Hong can understand him, understand him, and protect him like this with indulgence.

And fortunately, this person still loves him so much.

In his life, he was able to meet him, and he had met him since he was a child. That was how much God favored him. Those sufferings in the past seemed to be nothing but the scenery on the road of life.

The author has something to say: Because my Jinjiang here has been smoking, the comment reply button has been unavailable.Therefore, I have been wanting to answer some questions before, but I can't get them, so I will reply here now.

1. About whether Qu You has mental problems.

I would say that he is definitely a normal kid.The difference between genius and madness is only one thought.As a member of nature, human beings think about various problems in nature and the meaning of human existence from birth. There may be a small number of such people, but they definitely exist, not too few. Some people are born And think about these, and live for thinking about these.Some of them became the spiritual heralds and leaders of mankind.Therefore, I reject the idea that Qu You has mental problems.

2. I would like to thank you for your comments on the cloud steps on the moon.Maybe you probably won't see my reply, but I still want to tell you.It's hard to meet a confidant in life, so every time I see someone say something to my heart, I will be so happy.Thank you for your understanding of Qu You.

As for what you said, there are gaps and problems between the second part of this article and the first part, let me make an explanation here.

When the second part of this article was written, it was indeed not written according to the original plan for some reasons, and it was even very different from the original idea.After writing like this, I also experienced loss and regret, and felt that many things I wanted to express were not expressed.However, after such a long time, when I looked at it again, I didn't feel that lost.When the article is in the author's mind, it is his property. After it is written, it is no longer his property. I always think so.

There are two opposing points in this article, spiritual life and real life, and the countryside representing nature and the city representing human society.

Qu You has been wandering between spirit and reality.If we admit that the inner spiritual world is also a real world, then there is the opposite conclusion that the outer material world is also an illusory world.

Qu You is a person whose spiritual world is much richer than the real world. His enjoyment of the spiritual world, I think, those of us who read novels should be able to understand him, but I didn’t expect to be able to understand his There are very few people.

The contrast between nature and human society in the text is even more obvious, which is the boundary between the first part and the second part.

You feel that the text in the second part of the story has become mediocre and mundane, yes, that's how it is.Qu You has half-integrated into the society here, and he lacks the thinking when he is alone. Perhaps, philosophers are all lonely seekers. In the bustling metropolis and the circle surrounded by friends, that kind of seeker will never be like a human being. So many times when I was still lonely.In this steel and concrete world, Qu You has gradually lost the aura bestowed on him by nature. Perhaps this is the reason why I feel lost in this article.However, I didn't regret it later.I also thought about rewriting the second part according to the original idea. After thinking about it, I also felt that it was unnecessary.Because this is Qu You, it's just what most of the children of those years have become now.

3. Regarding the question of Qu You and Dong Bo going to bed that everyone is arguing about, I haven't answered it before, that's because I don't know how to explain it to you.

What Qu You did was not even accidental, but a kind of necessity.

Spirit and body are the instinctive desires of people after they grow up and mature.Qu You has fallen into the flesh. At that time, he didn't think about the moral problems of his doing so. He even thought that he had obtained spiritual relief from this.Everyone didn't approve of what he did, and of course I didn't agree, but he was who he was and that's what he did.

Even if I were to explain it now, I still can't explain it.

4. Regarding Ji Hong, some people said that he was abnormal, or had high expectations for him, but he finally hit him again.

I personally don't think there is anything good or bad about him, but only he is worthy of Qu You, this is my point of view.

5. Regarding the love part, I think it is obvious that the two are in love.