spring will not wither

Mingyue's straightforward behavior hurt Qi Xian very much. He stood there clutching his stomach in a daze for a moment, and then followed Mingyue to the balcony. He pulled back Mingyue's arm who was gargling, and asked angrily, " Do you find it so unbearable?"

Mingyue shook off his hand, stared at him fiercely, spit water into the sink, her lips turned red from the cold, "It was you who made it disgusting, okay? We are friends, aren't we? How dare you do such a thing Come!"

Qi Xian also stared at him, his eyes were red, being able to be hurt by Mingyue's behavior, he is still a handsome guy, not to mention the people who chased him in high school, during college, because he was separated from his girlfriend, There are definitely many girls in his school who pursue him, but Mingyue still despises him like this. Not only is his relationship frustrated, but his self-esteem is also frustrated.

There was obvious anger and sadness in his eyes, "Mu Qingfeng can do it, but I can't, right?"

Mingyue was startled, and frowned, "You two are different."

Qi Xian asked, "What's the difference? Why can he do it, but I can't. We should know each other earlier, right?"

Mingyue shook her head, her mind was in a mess, but there was something very clear in the chaos, just like Mu Qingfeng didn't feel disgusted when he kissed him, but Qi Xian was terrified when he kissed him, Mu Qingfeng and Qi is different.

Maybe it was when Mu Qingfeng kissed him for the first time, he happened to be drunk at that time, his mind was not clear, his body and nerves were relaxed, so he didn't repel him, and he couldn't repel him afterwards, but Qi Xian did this, he I was sober, but thinking about it gave me a chill down my spine, and I felt quite sick.

Mingyue is still very confused as to whether this is the reason, but he believes that Mu Qingfeng and Qi Xian are different.

Qi Xian wanted to go up to hug Mingyue again, Mingyue quickly pushed him away and ran into the bedroom from beside him, Qi Xian followed him in, fear and timidity arose in his heart, he looked at Qi Xian and said, "Don't act recklessly , really, please. Let's be friends, be good friends. Don't think about it, you and Zhou Xiang really deserve it, so treat her well."

Mingyue's panic made Qi Xian's heart feel like a knife was stabbing him, he was about to cry, he gritted his teeth tightly, and looked at Mingyue sadly, he couldn't say more, Mingyue knew that he had hurt Qi Xian, However, it doesn't matter if it doesn't hurt, he can't agree to Qi Xian's ridiculous request, it's really ridiculous, Mingyue has never thought about this before, but now this has become the biggest problem he faces.

He thought that he might lose his good friend Qi Xian.

Mingyue said, "I just regard you as a friend, really. Besides, you are not gay, why do you like me? Isn't it good that you like girls? If you are with me, how can you go home to your parents? say."

Speaking of this, Ming Yue thinks about Qi Xian liking her and makes his scalp tingle even more. If he really has something to do with Qi Xian, he knows Qi Xian's parents. Qi Xian's father is the chief of the district police station, but It gave Mingyue the feeling that he was not a soldier or a bandit. He didn't like Qi Xian's father very much. Qi Xian's mother was also very snobbish, and Mingyue didn't like it too much. However, because they were Qi Xian's parents, he still Respect them, don't show your dislike in front of them, but, thinking of them knowing that she and their son are gay, Mingyue starts to imagine the scene where her father shoots herself with a gun, and his mother also I will definitely go to my own house to make a scene so that the neighbors will know...

Mingyue couldn't think about it anymore, he was so frightened that he took another step back.

And Mingyue's reminder also brought Qi Xian back to his senses. His feelings for Mingyue have always been buried in his heart, and it is the most precious and lingering thing in his heart. He and Mingyue are separated by two places, and he misses him unconsciously. Feeling lingering in his heart, a kind of gentle and lingering affection lingers in his chest, which cannot be dissipated. This precious feeling has nothing to do with the lust of his body. He loves him like a book, like a book. This poem is like loving a white cloud, but it is more real, closer, deeper, and more inseparable than these, and it also seems to be equally distant. It can be touched, but it cannot be truly owned. Can't get into that story, can read a poem but can't grasp it, can see a white cloud but can't hold it in his arms...

There are all such obvious and real things, but they are so illusory that there is no way to possess them.

Yes, he has no way to have it at all.

He looked at Mingyue, who had apology and rejection in her eyes.

Qi Xian sighed, he didn't speak again, turned around and began to pack his things.

Seeing him packing up, Mingyue understood that he meant to leave, so she had to ask, "Are we still friends? Do you want to leave?"

Qi Xian gave a low "hmm", "I'm sorry just now. I couldn't control myself, so don't think too much about it."

Mingyue said stupidly, "I won't think about it. But you don't want to think about it. You and Zhou Xiang go and make up. I heard that you took Zhou Xiang home this summer vacation. She said your father Doesn't mom like her very much?"

"En." Qi Xian responded indifferently, and had already packed his bag.

In fact, he didn't want Zhou Xiang to go to his house during the summer vacation. His parents knew from somewhere that he was in a relationship, and they must let him bring his girlfriend back. He called Zhou Xiang to his house. Zhou Xiang's family is in business, and it's not a small business. Although his parents are not very satisfied with her family background and her school, Zhou Xiang is very pleasing, and his parents have no objection, but behind the scenes, His mother talked to him a few words, and still mentioned that Zhou Xiang's family is rich, but it's nothing, the main reason is that her school is not good...

Qi Xian didn't talk to his mother too much, he just asked them to leave it alone.

He didn't expect Zhou Xiang to tell Mingyue these words, and he couldn't help feeling a little bored.

Mingyue looked at Qi Xian, and said tentatively, "I bought the ticket for tomorrow, otherwise, we can leave tomorrow. If we go to the station now, we won't be able to buy today's ticket."

Qi Xian said, "It's okay, I'll ask my dad to call and talk to the driver here, he can let me get in the car. Or take a taxi back."

Mingyue wanted to say that the overload inspection is very strict now, it may not be possible, and it would be too expensive to take a taxi back, but Qi Xian had already put his bag on his back and was about to go out, so he hurriedly asked, "Are we still friends?"

He was really reluctant to part with Qi Xian as his friend, after all, he used to be so good.

He is indecisive by nature, especially when it comes to feelings.

Qi Xian glanced back at him, "Do it if you want to, and forget it if you don't want to."

"Oh" Mingyue replied, "I am willing. You stay, we are still friends, why don't you go first."

Qi Xian said indifferently, "Stay here to watch you make out with Mu Qingfeng?"

Mingyue was taken aback, "We didn't make out, and besides, Qingfeng may not come back today."

Qi Xian said angrily, "Enough is enough. Aren't those hugging in front of me affectionate?"

Mingyue was stunned, and after finishing speaking, she went out, and then slammed the door forcefully. Mingyue trembled from the loud noise of the door closing, and then saw the Qi Xian brought those special snacks that should be given to Zhou Xiang, so he hurriedly picked up the bag and chased them out, "Qi Xian, you still have something to forget, this should be for Zhou Xiang..."

Qi Xian had already run downstairs, and when he chased him downstairs, Qi Xian had already run very far in the light snow.

Mingyue stared blankly at the snowflakes falling from the sky. The snowflakes were very small and fell gently. They melted instantly when they hit the ground. Mingyue carefully stretched out a hand to catch the snowflakes. In an instant, it also turned into water, slightly cold.

He sighed silently, when he was in love with Lin Yu and Lin Yang, he was sad more than when he was happy, and now he is still sad about the friendship between him and Qi Xian.

After Qi Xian left, his heart felt empty and uncomfortable.

Qi Xian is his very important friend and occupies a very important position in his heart. He really doesn't want to have any grievances with him, but, now that it's like this, will they really be friends in the future?

Mingyue stood silently for a long time, feeling really uncomfortable in her heart. At this time, she couldn't help but miss Mu Qingfeng very much. He still didn't consciously think of Mu Qingfeng as a lover, but, at this time, he missed him very much.

He walked into the building slowly, returned to his dormitory, picked up his cell phone and started calling Mu Qingfeng.

Mu Qingfeng was probably busy, so he hung up without answering his call. Mingyue froze for a moment, feeling even more uncomfortable. However, she soon received a text message from Mu Qingfeng, "What's the matter?"

Mingyue held the phone in a daze, her fingers became very cold in the cold air, and it took him a long time to reply, "It's okay."

He turned on his laptop and was about to play a game when his phone rang. It was actually Mu Qingfeng who called back. He felt sore, and he didn't know if it was resentment, discomfort, or irritability...

"What's the matter? I'm busy here, so I don't have time to talk." Mu Qingfeng's voice was very low.

Mingyue said coyly, "It's nothing."

Mu Qingfeng insisted, "What's the matter? Why is the voice a little hoarse?"

Mingyue sniffed, "It's really nothing, even Qi Xian went home, he just left not long ago."

Mu Qingfeng paused before saying, "If he goes back, he will go back. Are you still reluctant?"

Mingyue retorted, "No. It's...it's because he and I may not be good friends in the future."

"?" Mu Qingfeng was silent for a moment, and then said, "Why? Because you're sad?"

Mingyue said, "It's nothing. You...you go about your business, I'm nothing."

Mu Qingfeng didn't hang up the phone, "Hurry up and make it clear, I'm busy with things."

Mingyue said unhappily, "I don't want to talk about it. Besides, it's a matter between me and Qi Xian." After speaking, Mu Qingfeng hung up after hearing a beeping sound from the phone.

Mingyue held her phone blankly, and then felt even more annoyed. She couldn't play the game anymore, so she lay on the table to suffer from the cold, and didn't want to eat lunch afterwards.

By the time I remembered that I was going to have lunch, it was almost two o'clock in the afternoon, and there was nothing to eat in the cafeteria, so I had to rummage around, find a bag of instant noodles, and then press the keyboard with my frozen fingers to play games, absent-minded.

While eating instant noodles, there was a knock on the bedroom door, he was stunned for a moment and asked, "Who is it?"

"I. Open the door!"

It was Mu Qingfeng's voice, and Mingyue took a breath before running over to open the door, thinking that he was not busy with XX College, why did he come back at this time.

As soon as Mu Qingfeng entered the door, he grabbed Mingyue who was about to go back to the table to continue processing the instant noodles, hugged him, and said, "What's the matter, please tell me clearly."

Mingyue: "..." He ran back to ask this?