The Passion of an Academic Rising Star

On the second day, at the meeting, everyone discussed Plan A.

Han Shixiu mustered up his courage and insisted on stating his position: "About the method of the first part... This is actually a misunderstanding...Because the professor decided on plan B at the beginning, which is more feasible and can make our research progress faster..."

"puff."

"Haha."

After saying this sentence, everyone laughed.

Han Shixiu was at a loss.

But he looked firmly at the professors in his group, thinking that the professors would recall their previous thoughts because of what he said just now, and tell everyone, I'm sorry, what Han Shixiu said is right, plan A has a big problem, it should indeed be Plan B.

He has always believed so.

however……

The professor crossed his fingers, and only said lightly: "Teacher Xiu, you made a mistake."

Everyone present was secretly happy again.

Han Shixiu knew that this was because, in the eyes of those doctors, he was a fool, a fool who kept talking about plan B and plan B even though the two bosses agreed with plan A at the same time.

They believed that this person named Han Shixiu must have misremembered himself, and somehow had the illusion that it should be plan B, and they also stubbornly believed that the actual situation was like this. They were the most correct, and the professor must have made a mistake.

And since this meeting, Han Shixiu has clearly felt that he has been marginalized.

No one wants to discuss the project with Han Shixiu because everyone else thinks Han Shixiu is stupid.

In fact, they probably didn't do this on purpose, but they would deliberately avoid cooperating with Master Han.The professor originally led three students to do it together, but now, the other two are all doing it, and the professor himself seems to ignore Han Shixiu, and even specifically asked Han Shixiu if he is no longer interested in this project. Interested, if so, you can opt out.

A subject that I liked very much, within a few days, I can only help with scraps, not like a researcher, but more like a handyman.

Han Shixiu felt very angry.

Why... don't let yourself touch anything.

……

"Zou Sijiu," one day, when Han Shixiu saw Zou Sijiu on the Internet, he couldn't help describing the whole thing to Zou Sijiu, and asked a little puzzled: "Professor...why did you suddenly forget the original decision?"

"It's not like he forgot." Zou Sijiu said, "He did it on purpose."

"...Ah?" Han Shixiu was stunned this time: "Why?"

"The boss of the partner should be more famous, right?"

"Um……"

"Your professor sees that the other party seems to be more interested in plan A, and doesn't want to conflict with it, so he said it along."

"..."

"The boss of the partner is definitely not as familiar with the first part as you, so he thinks that plan A is reliable. And your professor is unwilling to show evidence to refute his face, so he has to let you be the victim."

"..."

Han Shixiu was a little frustrated: "Then...then what should I do..."

"What else can I do?" Zou Sijiu said: "At the time of the meeting, try to grab something to do. I usually think about it, what can I add, and then bring it up. If it is considered a good idea, say you can Take charge of this."

"..."

"Han Shixiu," Zou Sijiu said again after a while, "I know you are suffering from such inexplicable neglect."

"..."

"Take it as a lesson." Zou Sijiu said: "You... have been through various exams before. But this stage will come sooner or later. If you grit your teeth and pass it, you will gain a lot. It can be said that every time you grow up It was a cramp."

Every growth is a cramp...

"Then..." Han Shixiu asked: "Zou Sijiu, have you ever... been isolated?"

"Have."

"Huh?" Han Shixiu was a little surprised: "For example?"

"Let's talk about something closer." Zou Sijiu said, "It happened two years ago."

"Ok?"

"When I first started my business, there was no one who could help me. I couldn't afford the wages of regular employees, so I recruited a few interns."

"Um……"

"There's no office either, so let them work from home."

"Um……"

"Then one day, all the interns left together."

"……why?"

"When they left, they said to me, Zou Sijiu, you are a perfectionist yourself, but you can't ask others to be like you."

"..."

"I asked everyone to start a conference call at 8 o'clock every morning to discuss issues and assign tasks. They all felt unacceptable and said that no company would start work so early."

"..."

"There is another sentence, I also remember it. Yes, Zou Sijiu, you start your own company and do things for yourself. But we are just interns, with a dead salary of [-] a month, only for a short term, and it will end in three months , can’t get anything, what are we trying so hard for?”

"..."

"So it's just me."

"..."

"So what you are feeling now, I think I still understand a little bit. They are actually irrelevant people. Don't care too much about other people's opinions. The important thing is this project. Try to complete it as much as possible. When the day is completed , Looking back, it’s really not a big deal. To the team members, no matter whether the cooperation is happy or not, there is only one goodbye in the end. But you will get some growth.”

"..." Han Shixiu said, "Thank you, Zou Sijiu. I'm much better now."

"You're welcome." Zou Sijiu knocked over and said, "Aren't we the only supporters?"

The only supporter... Han Shixiu suddenly remembered a sentence that Hong Li said to himself a long time ago.

At that time, Han Shixiu once again expressed the meaning that "the dream is to write papers for a lifetime".

Hong Li asked jokingly, "Is there a mistake?"

Then he said: "The sea of ​​bitterness has no limit, turn around and be on the shore!"

Han Shixiu stiffened his neck and said, "I don't want to turn back!"

Even if it is a sea of ​​bitterness, Han Shixiu also likes it.

At that time, Hong Li sighed and said, "Then I hope you can find someone in this sea of ​​suffering who is in the same boat through thick and thin."

……

At that time, Han Shixiu didn't feel the need for such "people who stand together through thick and thin".

He believes that as long as his articles are well written, there will be a large number of admirers. For Han Shixiu, having a large number of admirers is enough...

Unfortunately, there has never been.

——It was really hard work.

Later, Zou Sijiu and Han Shixiu became the only supporters of each other.

Han Shixiu was very happy.

Finally, there is a person who firmly supports himself.

But I never thought about anything deeper.

Although he doesn't understand the world, but Han Shixiu also knows that everyone, on the road he chooses, there is no one else who can accompany him on the way.You don't feel this much when you're happy, but it's especially noticeable when you're frustrated.When you tell your colleagues and friends about the various injustices you have encountered, they can't actually feel your sadness, so it's hard to say words that really make people feel better.So in the end, a person's emotions can only be borne by himself.

Most people will say "I can't comfort people".However, if you can find someone who can really make you feel better, it will be a rare blessing, which shows that he really understands you and cares about you.