Capgras delusional syndrome

Yang Shaojun hugged Su Qian tightly, kept kissing his hairline, and patted his back lightly and rhythmically, coaxing him to sleep like a child.He didn't dare to speak for fear of breaking the tranquility. This was a tacit understanding between them - he knew that Su Qian knew who the person was holding him now, but he was too tired and needed a hug to vent.This is the only way to put down your shelf.

Throughout the night, Su Qian kept turning over, sighing from time to time, and sometimes even sat up anxiously.Yang Shaojun very patiently calmed him down with gentle hugs again and again, patted his back to comfort him and continued to try to fall asleep.After tossing and tossing until more than six o'clock in the morning, Su Qian finally stopped turning over, and his breathing gradually became quieter.

Yang Shaojun was also very tired, stroked his hair lightly, and said in a hoarse voice: "I'm sorry, Su Qian, I'm really sorry..." He made too many mistakes, and now seeing Su Qian drowning and struggling in pain, unexpectedly There is a kind of sympathetic heartache.Is there still time to make up for it?Yang Shaojun thought sadly: This is not just sympathy, yes, it is not just sympathy!When he saw Su Qian swinging upstairs, panic enveloped him like never before!When he saw that person straddling the railing during the day, his mood was as if he was working. As Dai Yu said, his heart was numb. Even if the person died, he would not feel at all about it. Sad—he had seen someone close to him die covered in blood in his arms, so what did the jumper who despised his own life have anything to do with him?When he went up to save someone, he even thought in his heart that if he could save this person and make a contribution during the suspension period, it would be of great benefit to him returning to his original job as soon as possible.However, when that person was replaced by Su Qian, his brain became a mess and he completely crashed.He didn't think about why the person who jumped from the building during the day committed suicide, but he had been thinking about the past for the past few hours, thinking about Su Qian's sufferings, and felt that it was really not easy for him.

Not long after Su Qian fell asleep, Yang Shaojun was also sleepy.Because he was afraid that Su Qian would move again, he hugged Su Qian tightly and fell asleep. As soon as he closed his eyes, he immediately began to dream.

He dreamed that he was on a mission to suppress the bandits, and the bandits had a large amount of smuggled ammunition in their hands. Wearing a bulletproof vest and holding a bulletproof shield, he rushed up to find a hiding spot under the rain of bullets, and shot at them from time to time. "Bang!" A gangster emerged from behind him and shot him in the chest. Although he was wearing body armor, the huge impact still shattered his ribs.He rolled to the ground in pain and couldn't move. The other party walked up to him slowly, picked up an automatic rifle and aimed it at his head, sneered and pressed the trigger...

He dreamed that he quietly followed the drug dealer into a remote alley, and the other party stopped suddenly, and then several big men with sticks rushed into the alley to surround him and beat him, scolding him for being a nasty cop while beating.He resisted and knocked down a big man, but after all, two fists were no match for four hands. The mighty steel pipe fell on him, and all the bones in his body seemed to be shattered.He saw his body bleeding, he saw himself dying...

One scene...two scenes...uncountable how many times he died in the dream, they were all very real pictures and feelings, even the emotions of confusion, helplessness and fear were so real, because those were all the things he had really experienced. Scenes experienced or witnessed.

After an unknown amount of time, Yang Shaojun, who was sleeping very lightly, was awakened by the sound of footsteps. He opened his eyes vigilantly, only to see Su Yi and Su Wei walking in side by side.

The two of them were taken aback when they saw Yang Shaojun hugging Su Qian tightly, Su Yi looked surprised, Su Wei quickly recovered, stepped forward, and said softly to Yang Shaojun, "Come out with me for a while." .”

Yang Shaojun released Su Qian carefully. Seeing that he was not woken up, he was relieved and followed Su Wei out.

The two walked out of the villa and walked slowly one after the other in the green belt of the villa area.It was just dawn, and the morning air was fresh.Yang Shaojun used to live in a noisy downtown area with not much greenery. He rushed to work every morning, and he never calmed down to appreciate the beauty of the morning.But now, since he was suspended from his job, since Su Qian couldn't look at him, he began to pay attention to the scenery around him, only to realize that he had missed so many beautiful things.

Su Wei suddenly stopped, and pondered: "I didn't fall asleep last night, I thought about it all night..."

Yang Shaojun listened quietly.

Su Wei turned around and looked at him: "I don't care what your purpose and mood are, but I can't accept you being with my brother."

Yang Shaojun raised his eyebrows, and suddenly smiled self-deprecatingly: "It was your brother who told me to stay away from you before, but now you are the one who asks me to stay away from your brother - am I not compatible with your brothers?"

Su Wei was very calm: "I think my brother will suddenly get this disease—of course, the cause may be overdose—but I believe that psychological depression is also inseparable. Maybe I took it out of context, but I think your relationship It will hurt him a lot." After all, Su Wei is not Su Qian, his attitude is much gentler than that of Su Qian more than ten years ago, and he presents evidence to reason, trying to convince his opponent rationally.This is also his character that has always annoyed Yang Shaojun.

Yang Shaojun put his hands in his pockets: "I don't deny that."

Su Wei was slightly taken aback, and asked, "Do you agree?"

Yang Shaojun neither agreed nor denied: "This is between me and him, you have no right to manage it."

Su Wei was slightly surprised, but immediately felt displeased. Just as he was about to speak, Yang Shaojun stepped forward and said, "Su Wei, I will answer the question you asked me yesterday. I like your brother, although I like talking to you very much." He is against, although I hate many of his shortcomings, such as arrogance, but I like him from the beginning. I can't say how much I like him and how much I am determined to be with him. This is why I yesterday The reason for hesitation. After he recovers, I will reconsider this issue. How to deal with this relationship is a matter between me and him." He stared into Su Qian's eyes: "This is a matter between me and him." So, You have no right to interfere.

Su Wei frowned, and it took a while before he said: "My brother forced you to join the army before, and I used to resent him. Although I understand that he is for my own good, I always think that I am a self-conscious People, no one has the right to change the trajectory of my life because they think it is good for me. I have the right to decide for myself-even though I stopped resenting my brother for it a long time ago, I have always insisted on this point of view, just like I As psychoanalysts, our professional principle is that we cannot give any biased advice to visitors, and we must let him make his own choice." He paused, and said: "But now, I see my brother lying in a trance. There, I really want to say-fuck it, all the people who make it difficult for him get away from me!"

Yang Shaojun laughed dumbfounded - this seemed to be the first time he heard dirty words from Su Wei.

Su Wei looked at Yang Shaojun coldly: "Answer me one more question. You said you like him, does it have anything to do with me?"

Yang Shaojun immediately denied it: "No. To be honest, I did have a bad idea at the beginning, out of a kind - I don't know how to say it. But it was only related to his personality, until I pursued him for a while, I I just remembered that he is your brother."

Su Wei narrowed his eyes and stared at him.

Yang Shaojun smiled wryly.It is true that after being with Su Qian, he often had the illusion that the person standing in front of him was Su Wei, which gave him a forbidden pleasure.He couldn't deny his filth, but at the beginning, when he trapped Su Qian in a corner, he said to Su Qian with a smirk, "You hate homosexuals so much, do you mean homophobia? Do you want me to verify it for you?" When he was there, he knew very well that this guy in front of him was his old enemy for more than ten years.

After a while, Su Wei sighed, and started to walk forward again: "You are all adults, and I am indeed not qualified or able to interfere. But I hope you don't hurt him, I am very worried about you. From a certain point of view Said, he has been a naive and stubborn guy since he was a child."