Plan carefully

In fact, even if he is in L City, it is impossible for us to see each other every day, but there is always a difference between being thousands of miles away and being within reach.I can cheekily ask him countless times if he misses me, but when the word miss really comes out of his mouth, I will be blinded.Just now I rushed over anxiously worried that something happened to his house, but now I am so worried because of his words and hugs, and I have forgotten my instructions. I usually talk nonsense, but when it comes to the critical moment, I am like a dumb person. .

It's not once or twice, these cheated, earned, stolen, and snatched hugs are very used to and obsessed with.I am obsessed with that kind of intimacy, and my body is close together, as if I have found my long-lost other half. Some gaps in my heart that are usually invisible and imperceptible have been filled, so I am satisfied, so I have nothing else to ask for.Shi Shiran's life is in a saturated state, this state is very comfortable, too comfortable, so comfortable that I don't bother to think about anything, too lazy to ask anything, and I just feel tired and beautiful in Han Muyu's arms in a daze.

The beginning of love is missing.

Either he has the same liking for me, or he doesn't know yet...

When he let go of me, I still refused to move.He pulled me up, and I made fun of him heartlessly, his fingers stopped an inch away from my eyes, twisted my nose instead, and said, "Don't be happy, let me be happy I want to... beat you!"

I have to send the right cheek up with a shudder.He smiled lightly and pushed my shoulders, his eyes sparkled, as beautiful as the sea reflected by the stars.

Maybe this is just a small parting. He will come back in a few days, but his actions made me nervous and worried for no reason. Those emotions weighed on my heart. After struggling for a long time, I decided to ask.

If he minds, I'll say I'm joking. If he doesn't mind... Hey, even if he doesn't mind, it doesn't mean anything. Thanks to my super strong and muddy ability, friendship and love have long been between us It's hard to tell each other apart.But I just want to ask.

"Hey, Mu Yu, don't you fall in love with me!"

He was not surprised when he heard it, and he pretended to think about it, and finally nodded, "I'm afraid it is!"

That guy's serious tone made me stunned in embarrassment. It's always like this, and I put myself in it just for fun.

However, there is no lower limit to character.I put away my daze and let out a lewd smile, and touched Mu Yu's face with my paws, "Beauty, since I'm in love with you, then you can follow me tonight..."

Faced with such teasing, Mu Yu was extremely calm, and replied unhurriedly: "Not tonight, let's do it another day!"

I couldn't hold it back, and burst out laughing.

"I'll be back when I'm done..." he continued.

"Come back 'from me'?" I was still laughing, an extremely untimely laugh on the eve of a long night's journey due to a fire at someone's house.

He raised his foot and kicked me on the thigh, gently making me roll.

Later, he didn't ask me to take him to the station, but he sent me a message when he got home.

I was anxious all night and all morning, and finally received a message of safety when I was on duty at noon the next day.

When I received the text message, I realized that the anxiety of that night and half a day was just a prelude, and the real anxiety had just begun.

He said that nothing happened at home, but his relatives told him about the girl and asked him to go back and have a look. He used to make excuses to go to work to prevaricate, but this time his mother fell in love with the little girl and made up a It's nonsense to trick him back.

Just such a thing, the last person said to let me rest assured.

Can I rest assured?To be honest, I didn't feel so worried when you were fighting with someone, but now you are looking for a partner?Let me rest assured, rely on, rest assured a ghost!

I called, and after Han Muyu answered, he said in a relaxed tone, "Didn't I tell you? It's okay. What are you doing long distance here? It's so expensive."

That's the big deal, isn't it?Suppressing the panic in my heart, I pretended to be calm and asked, "Have you seen that woman? How is it?"

"I haven't seen you yet. They said we will meet tonight."

Immediately watch the strong man, and watch the beautiful woman under the moon.Matchmakers really know how to choose the time!I heard my teeth gnashing.

I really want to say, Mu Yu, come back to me, you are not allowed to see that woman who appeared out of nowhere, didn't you say you love me?But, I can't, I can't say it, what position do I use to say this sentence, how can that sentence of love be taken seriously?

It turns out that all the ambiguity is my self-deceiving fantasy, the kindness you treat me, the tenderness and pampering you give me, all, completely, and nothing is wrong is the loyalty of a buddy, you still have to find a woman to do it young married woman.

Angry, aggrieved, disappointed, unwilling, the apex of the heart throbs and hurts.

An old woman's voice came from the other side of the phone, "Xiao Yu, your third cousin is here..." Han Muyu responded, "Got it..." The person who spoke should be his mother, that is, the one who tossed Mu Yu back An old man who wants a daughter-in-law.

Parents are the same all over the world, they will do anything for the happiness of their children.I understand that my family also has such parents who love me to the extreme.

Therefore, other people are normal and normal, but I am a fucking pervert.

Seeing that I was silent, Han Muyu asked, "An Ran, what's the matter?"

"It's nothing! Go ahead and report to me in time if you have any progress!" I tried my best to pretend to be an enthusiastic and gossiping buddy, no matter how cold-hearted it was at the moment.

Anyway, there is no conclusion now, even if they meet each other, it may not be a success, and it is useless for me to be anxious, so I comfort myself, I force myself to concentrate on doing business, I can't lose my wife and lose money, Then I have to die.

I waited for news from him without eating dinner, but he didn't contact me until after nine o'clock in the evening.

I couldn't bear it any longer, so I sent a message, "Are you done seeing?"

After a while, the text message came back.

"It's over."

"How do you feel?" I asked.

"It's okay." When I saw the two words back, I shook my hands, and prayed unscrupulously in my heart that he would meet someone who thought their family was poor or that he didn't like to talk, because I subconsciously thought that the appearance was the only thing that mattered. Not blind, no woman would look down on Mu Yu.

"What does the other party mean?" I expected his answer to be no.

As a result, "The matchmaker just called and said that he promised Xixi, and it is estimated that I will not be able to go back until later..."

At this second, I want to die.

I like what you like so hard, I almost gave you my heart, even so, I dare not solemnly say I like the word to you, but in the end, a woman who came out of thin air just said a few words to you Abducted away, it's that simple, why?

In the later days, are you still waiting to get married and have children?What did you say when you left?Didn't you say you miss me?Damn, do you have a fucking truth?

No, I am not reconciled.

The next day, Sister Cao and I took six days of travel leave plus two weekends. The tourist destination is Changli.

"Looking at the sea, Bali and Hokkaido are interesting, okay, even if you are afraid of tsunamis and nuclear radiation, you have to choose Hainan or Sanya, okay, you have been there, the worst is Qingdao, Dalian, Changli? Anran, I I really admire your taste!" Xiao Li has always been bitter about my contempt for her going to Korea, and finally found a chance to taunt me.

But now I don't have the mood to fight back at all, do you think I really want to go to Changli for vacation?If it weren't for that small place that is only famous for the Gold Coast, I wouldn't say go to the sea.

In summer, I went to Changli to go to see the sea. I brought money, card, mobile phone charger, two sets of clothes, and my unwillingness and resentment. I set off that night.

The place I went to was actually not as bad as Xiao Li said, she said that on purpose just to hurt me.It is a beach in Changli County, Qinhuangdao City, and it is also a well-known tourist attraction in China.

I didn’t do any preparations in advance, so I just came here. I don’t know anything about local accommodation, restaurants, and scenic spots. However, I was not in the mood to play, so I found a nice hotel near the seaside and stayed. .

Han Muyu's home is in the lower village. He once told me that it takes four hours to drive from his home to the beach.I originally wanted to go to Han Muyu, but after thinking all the way, I found that even if I went to him, it would not help. What can I tell him, tell him that you should stop looking for a wife , Come with me, it's unrealistic.When I went there, I just watched him cultivate a relationship with a certain woman. Didn’t I masochist? In the vast sea, in Mu Yu's hometown, not far or near him, slowly accepting that a dream was shattered into slag.

This hotel costs 400 yuan a night. I paid 2000 yuan as a deposit without even blinking. I was broken in love and injured. Can't I burn some money to have a good time?

I have to say that the environment of the hotel is very good, the room is big, bright and tidy, the endless sea can be seen from the window, and the wind blowing into the room has a slight salty smell.I threw my things on the ground, and then lay sprawled on the huge bed in the middle of the room. The exhaustion of the journey and the tossing and turning thoughts in my heart made me exhausted.

I slept until noon.The hotel provides breakfast and lunch for free. The room attendant called and asked me if I wanted to eat. I said no. I continued to sleep and slept for another three hours. I finally slept to the point where I had a headache when I closed my eyes. I got up, took a shower, changed clothes, go out.

There were a lot of people on the hotel's exclusive beach, and I walked over it unsteadily.

The sea, the sky, the crowd... There is no scenery to speak of in my eyes.

I randomly found a quiet place to sit down and sank my feet into a patch of soft fine sand.

He took out his mobile phone, and there was a text message from someone from Han, and the time was past one o'clock in the afternoon.

"Where's on duty?" He asked, how could he not guess that I was watching the sea in his hometown?

"I'm on vacation and traveling." I sent it.

"Where are you?" He came back after a while.

I thought about it, and said truthfully, "I'm on your Gold Coast."

As a result, just a few seconds after the text message was sent, his phone call followed, "An Ran, where are you in Changli? Are you joking?" A gentle and cool voice came from the phone, as if it had been a lifetime ago.

I suppressed all my sadness, and pretended to be relaxed and replied: "I'm not kidding, really, I'm at the beach right now, do you hear the sound of the waves? Wow—wow—do you hear that?"

"—No, it's all your fault."

"Forget it, if you don't believe me, I'll stay here in a hotel called Haikuo, otherwise, you can come too," I added after finishing speaking, "Bring your partner."

"An Ran, are you serious?" Han Muyu's tone was obviously surprised.

"Of course, do you think I'm talking nonsense like you?" I smiled a bit, the bitterness made me want to cry.

"Why am I lying?" He didn't know why.

I couldn't hold back, so I blurted out: "What? You said you loved me that day, and you found me a younger brother and sister when you got home; you said you missed me that day, but you won't go back when you get home. Do you think you are cheating on my feelings?" Ah bastard?"

The grievance in my heart rushed to my eyes with my half-truth and half-fake reprimand, sour and bitter, filled my eye sockets, and they were crumbling.

Han Muyu must have been stunned by my scolding, and it took a long time to say, "An Ran... are you angry?"

If I had that qualification, I would be angry, but I don't, so I can only be more angry.

"Oh," I laughed dryly, "No, Mu Yu, why am I so angry? It's too late for me to be happy for you because you have a date. I was joking just now, can't you tell?"

In fact, this sentence is a joke, can you hear it?

"Mu Yu, who are you calling?" A slender woman's voice came from the other end of the phone. It wasn't his mother or his sister. I recognized both voices, so who else could it be?Feeling a sharp pain in my heart, I tried my best to put on some kind of indecent tone and said: "Yo, it's your partner, okay, you can go with her, we'll contact her again if there's anything to do, goodbye!"

I hung up the phone in a panic, for fear that if I said one more sentence, I would get angry uncontrollably.

Something has to be done, or I'll be entangled to death.

Digging a hole, I decided to dig a hole, big enough to fit myself in, and then I jumped into it and buried myself in a handful of sand.I want to become a seed and go back underground.I look forward to a new sprout, to abandon the previous life, and to start all over again.In the new life, Mu Yu is still just my brother.

Later, the sun went down; later, the sea breeze became cooler; later, all the people on the beach left...

Later, I failed to become a seed, because it was just a fantasy.I have to live with my love for Mu Yu, and wait for time to wear down this sadness.

I wrapped myself in sand and went back to my room.

Take a bath, sleep.

At ten o'clock in the evening, I was woken up by a knock on the door.

Opening the door, the waiter nodded to me politely, "A gentleman is looking for you!"

The impatience on my face turned into a dull one when I saw Han Muyu.