Plan carefully

I almost buried my whole face in the socket of his neck, and pressed my cold ear against his warm cheek.

I cling to him so obsessively and nostalgicly, indulging in his dusty aura, I don't care about covering up anything, pretending to be anything, I hug him, feeling very satisfied, even giving me a golden mountain.

What surprised me even more was that after Han Muyu froze for a moment, he actually dropped the things in his hand, and slowly raised a hand to put on my waist, the very light contact seemed to be some kind of temptation.I noticed this small movement through the thick clothes, and I felt a burst of sweet eagerness and anxiety in my heart.What are you hesitating about?How proactive are you guys?So I tightened my arms again, maybe the urging from my intention was a kind of acquiescence and encouragement in Han Muyu's eyes, he slowly closed his arms, and finally, he gently hugged me by the waist.

This is a real hug, the previous ones are at best my wishful thinking.

I heard a 'click' in my heart, it was the sound of a lock being tightened, I fell into a cage made of tenderness, and there was no escape from it.

I am firm and decisive, I am elated, and I don't even want to speculate on Han Muyu's intentions, no matter what kind of closeness he has to me, whether it's a buddy, a relative, or a better partner, I can accept it, at least for now, he He was leaning his head on my shoulder, his sigh echoed my heartbeat, he whispered in my ear, he said: "An Ran, I'm sorry, I left in a hurry, and I forgot to bring you the special rose fragrance from my house Grapes."

Well, special products or not, what good things can you have in the backcountry?I just thought about it, of course I dare not say it, the main thing is, this is not the point at all, I can eat anything, no matter what rose fragrance, isn’t it grapes?There are supermarkets. If you are willing to say that you miss me too, I can go without eating for a few days!

"Tch, I didn't come here for your specialty! Do I have such shallow eyelids?" I didn't mind it at all, but I didn't let go of my arms after speaking, but asked meaningfully: "You said you were in a hurry when you came back, why are you in a hurry? It's only fifteen, and it's still early for the first month!"

Why did you come back so early?I swear that I made up my mind very seriously at that time. If he said it was because he missed me, then I would tell him right away, tell him everything I want to say but dare not say, tell him how much I miss him, Tell him I want to love him.Such a good time, such a good atmosphere, maybe God will reward me with a miracle!

It's a pity that my persuasion was still defeated by his silent silence.

He let go and didn't answer my words, but I caught a twinkle in his eyes.

"An Ran, sit down, I'll turn on the electric fan."

"Oh!" I sat down obediently and watched him take out the electric fan covered with plastic paper from under the sixth brother's bed, go outside the door to tear off the dusty packaging, come back and plug in the power, facing my Orientation open.

I watched him work quietly, and found that this man looked haggard after a year, his hair was shorter, and his clothes were still the same as before.I leaned over to help him tidy up the things beside the bed, but he hurriedly stopped him, "Don't touch you, it's all dust, don't stain your clothes!"

"It's okay!" I said, "Hey, you've had a hard time, and you're willing to buy clothes for your sister during the Chinese New Year, and you didn't even buy a new one for yourself!"

He said no, I have a new one, and showed me the collar, "You gave me the sweater."

Well, well, I saw it, but I decided to take a closer look, "Really? Is it the one I gave you?" I grabbed his collar and pretended to lose my memory, "Really, is it suitable?" I asked ask.

"It's suitable, fat, thin, and short." He almost ignored my hands and feet, and answered seriously.

"Okay, I have one more, I'll give it to you later, anyway, I'm wearing big clothes!" After I finished speaking, Han Muyu paused, and he glanced at me. A warning glance from the corner of the eye.In this very winking gesture, I remembered that quarrel. Although Mu Yu took a step back later, I knew that he was not so willing, but he was concerned about our friendship, and he didn't want to because of such a trivial matter. The children were in trouble.I guess the subtext of this winking is probably, "An Ran, don't push yourself too hard, why aren't you done yet?"

I laughed twice, and pointed to the head of the bed, "Oh, Mu Yu, you see that you've left so much dust in less than a month, no, you have to wipe it off! Otherwise you won't be able to sleep." I got up and went to the corner to pick up a bag of dust. The green plastic basin went out, "I'll get some water."

When the water came back, Han Muyu was kneeling on one leg and pulling something under the bed.

I squatted next to the basin with a rag and made up my mind for a long time. It’s really not that I’m a spoiled and spoiled young master. The water is too cold, and there are ice balls in it. This is called ice-water mixture. The temperature is zero degrees Celsius. The knowledge of physics came to my mind quickly, but in the end, I still felt overwhelmed and pressed the rag into the water. Within two seconds, I experienced the feeling that not only the skin and flesh but also the joints of the bones were frozen.

"Damn, it's so cold!"

As soon as I got used to the temperature and kneaded it a few times, Han Muyu lifted my hand from the basin. I grinned and held my fingers together, but I heard him say, "There is hot water in the thermos, and it will be ready when I come back!"

"Then you didn't say it earlier..." I stared at him resentfully.

"...I didn't know you dare to touch such cold water!" He felt helpless.

By the way, after half a pot of boiling water, the basin is finally a little warm.Han Muyu pushed up his sleeves and took the rag from my hand, "Don't worry about it. I still have a tube of hand cream you gave me in my bag, go and apply some on it!"

I didn't move.

Because I saw a blue-purple mark on the outside of his forearm the moment he picked up the rag, the ones left by the previous beatings have long since healed, and this one is obviously still fresh.

"What's going on here?" I grabbed his wrist and asked, pointing at the bruise.

He took a look, slowly broke away from my hand, rubbed the rag in the water, and replied lightly, "Slap!" Such a calm and meaningless voice, if I didn't know that he has such a temper, I would They all feel that this matter and this injury have nothing to do with him.

"Who? Why?"

"The son of the village chief, they felt quite humiliated about the road construction last time. This time when I go back, he always brings people to my house to find fault."

Han Muyu got up and returned to the bed with a rag, and wiped the dust on the railing at the head of the bed. I followed behind him and listened to his emotionless narration.

"I know he deliberately didn't want me to have a good year. When you called me on the morning of the first day of the new year, he brought the two of us over to make trouble, saying that my father borrowed money from his family when he was sick and asked us to pay it back. I asked my mother if there was such a thing, and my mother said no, and then..."

He turned over and folded the rag in his hand, and then wiped the small table next to the bed, "Then, there was a fight. There were more of them, but they didn't take advantage of it. It's just that they broke the glass of my house three times." There is no place to buy glass in the first year of junior high school, so I can only find some plastic paper to nail it on..."

I followed him step by step, listening to him talk, watching his methodical movements, my heart seemed to be blocked by a stone.

The rag was soaked back into the water, and the whole basin of water turned gray-black.Han Muyu washed it casually twice, and continued: "When I went to visit my relatives in the village, they didn't dare to leave me to sit for a while. The son of the village chief's family has to fight with someone..."

He pointed to his arm, "A few days ago I went to the market with Chenxi to buy glass and met him. He smashed the newly bought glass with the car lock, and his car lock flew out at the last blow. I blocked it with my arm, otherwise I might hit Chen Xi in the face."

"After I went back, I asked my sister how they were doing in the past few months. My sister said that when I didn't go back, I didn't see those people coming to trouble them. Maybe they weren't interested in bullying the old, the weak, women and children... Later , Repair what should be repaired at home, relatives are almost gone, I think I'd better come back, I really can't wait to see my mother can't sleep all night, get up and call me when there is any movement name, I feel that I have returned to L City, at least they can live a peaceful life."

He wrung out the rag and hung it on the iron wire to dry clothes. He suddenly looked back at me, frowned and asked, "An Ran, where did you get the rag?"

I was still immersed in the topic he just said, and I was so angry and distressed that I couldn't say a word.He suddenly changed the subject and I couldn't react at all, I just stared at him blankly.

He said, "This is Yang Xiaofei's towel."

"I picked it up there." I pointed to the corner of the wall.

"It's okay, I'll pay him another one later."

"What's the compensation? Let him continue to use it after washing it..."

Han Muyu made an expression of thinking seriously, and after thinking, he shook his head lightly, "An Ran, you are too unkind...then...let's do it like this!"

I wanted to laugh, but I couldn't bear the throbbing pain in my heart.

I really didn't have a second thought about whether it was because of me that he came back early. Seeing him look like nothing to do with me, my eyes were sore and hot, and there was a kind of anger on my forehead, which made me think Shouting and wanting to go crazy, but fortunately he came up to me at this moment and raised his hand to rub my hair, he said: An Ran, you are so happy!

I angrily blocked his hand, "Just keep pretending, pretend it's not uncomfortable, pretend it's okay!"

Han Muyu lowered his eyes, "I'm not pretending, I'm fine!"

"Yes," I was about to die of anger, "whoever is suffering will know, anyway, I am not suffering, whoever loves suffering will suffer... I don't feel bad, whoever loves hurts...Damn..." I was angry as I said He raised his waist bulgingly.

Han Muyu raised her hand again, but I blocked it again, "Go away, I don't know you well..." After seeing someone's cold face, I turned my head away, feeling aggrieved in my heart.

I don't know what kind of temper he committed. It seems that if he doesn't touch my hair today, he won't be reconciled, so he reaches out again and again, and I open it again and again. Just when I'm about to explode, he Grabbing my wildly waving paw, I slammed into his chest vigorously. I staggered and bumped into his chest, and then my body was firmly locked by two arms. He approached my ear and used a hand to seduce The voice whispered: An Ran, don't be angry...

I can't move, I don't want to move, I don't even bother to struggle, I close my eyes, I have to make it clear before I sink, I have to let him hear every word, I said: "Han Muyu, you can't Do you know that? If you feel uncomfortable, you have to tell me, don’t act like nothing happened, don’t keep all the suffering in your heart, don’t be so indifferent to yourself, even if I can’t help you, at least Let me know, let's scold and complain together and drink and go crazy together... You can't do this, you can't always be alone..."

Don't be so independent, don't be so lonely, don't always make me feel bad.

He quietly listened to me, and after a long silence, he rubbed his cheek against my hair, and his breath fell softly behind my ear: "An Ran, we are people from two worlds, I don't know why you ran away Coming into my world, it's weird that we two completely different people can be friends, isn't it?"

"I took the wrong medicine!" I muttered.

"No, I think you are very good, lively and warm, like a child when you are lively, and like..."

"like what?"

"...I can't tell..."

"You also took the wrong medicine!"

I tapped my chin lightly on his shoulder, but I couldn't help thinking, if we both took the wrong medicine, would we suffer from the same disease?