Plan carefully

In the next few days, the days were filled with an indescribable gloom.

That kind of gloom is like lard smeared on the heart, breathless, more and more greasy, boredom anytime and anywhere.I'm not a person who can't show emotions, so when I go to work, I can't help being in a bad mood. Every look and every movement reveals such impatience. If I can solve the problem with one word, I will never say two words.Accountants in general units are smart people. Seeing my virtue, they don’t talk to me in a sensible manner. However, this kind of person is usually too busy. Our director, Sister Cao, I have encountered something unpleasant, don't think I will take it as a good intention, isn't it just a disguised complaint saying that my attitude is not good?

Sister Cao came over to Xingshi to inquire, "An Ran, what's the matter with you, Xiao Wang from Kangda Travel Agency just said that when you gave her money, you threw it away..."

"I didn't throw it away, I don't believe in checking the monitoring!" Damn, it's so fucking hypocritical, isn't it because I was a little stronger when I gave the money!

"Then why don't you fill out the checks for Yuantong's accountant today? You don't usually fill out all the checks. He made two of the three checks wrong. He complained to me just now, saying that he has to pay for the checks." Running to Beijing..."

"Sister, is it my problem that he filled out his own check wrongly? I have to write a check for him what he owes him? Does he pay me wages? Give me the money from his check? Don't talk about him. If he went to Beijing, he deserved it even if he went to Nanjing, what kind of accountant is he if he can’t write Chinese characters?” I had nowhere to vent my anger, so I burst into flames whenever I got an opportunity.

Sister Cao frowned: "Anran, what's wrong with you? We are in the service industry. If you feel aggrieved, you can quit, but you have to do these things while sitting in this position. There is nothing wrong with it. , it is your responsibility to satisfy the customer, saying anything is nonsense.”

I listened to her lecturing on the side, with a look of indifference.

I know it all, I know it all, I just suddenly lost the mood to do everything, I used to live my life with a bit of energy, but now I don't even bother to deal with it.

Finally, she sighed, "Anran, Yuantong is an account related to the president, you don't make trouble for yourself, you know? If there is something bothering you, just say it, I don't think you've been right for the past two days!"

No matter how awkward I am, I can tell the good from the bad.Sister Cao is such a person, she will scold you severely, but she always has good intentions.

"It's okay, it's okay, there are always a few days every month!" I deliberately smiled at her unkindly.This woman, whose children are all in second grade, unceremoniously raised her high heels and gave me a leg kick.

It's not like Han Muyu hasn't been here these days.To be exact, he came over the next day after the quarrel.

I know it's embarrassing for me to run away in such a haste, but compared to the aggrieved me being turned into an 'ordinary friend', embarrassment is obviously nothing.It was terribly uncomfortable to hold that breath in my heart, but I couldn't talk about it, so when I saw his shadow, I immediately lowered my head.I told myself to pull it out, give up, don't worry about it, but I felt that through the bulletproof glass, I still detected his approach with extraordinary sensitivity, and my heart beat into a ball very spinelessly.

He hesitated and walked to my window and said he wanted some change.I tried not to look at him, changed the money and stuffed it out without saying a word to him.I heard him call my name in a low voice after getting the money, but I ignored it.

He doesn't understand, I can see that.But I didn't dare to explain it to him. Now at most he thinks that I have a weird temper. If I tell him that I like him, or the kind of liking that I want to hug him and kiss him, he may beat me violently. After a meal, it was really old and dead.

Yes, I don't want to be ordinary friends, but I don't even want to be ordinary friends.

Contradictions and confusion...

His voice was still so sweet, and the word 'An Ran' floated into his ears, like a snowflake falling on the tip of his heart, turning into water, cold and bitter.

I have never been firm in my will, as long as he said a few words of apology, or even just called my name and looked at me, I would still fall into it, so I didn't give him a chance at all, and pressed the call button extremely quickly.

The people below came up to save money, but Han Muyu stepped aside.I felt his gaze fall on my face deeply and shallowly, and I pretended not to see it, but put the depositor’s 1 yuan in the money counter and mechanically counted it five or six times until I stared at him and turned away .

When he walked to the door, he seemed to turn his head inadvertently, and his eyes collided with mine. I pretended to look away casually, but my fingers frantically typed a row of garbled characters.

When I checked out that day, my cash was 1 yuan short, and I thought about it for a long time without any clue.In the end, it was Xiao Li and Sister Cao who helped to check the surveillance video and found it.

I watched that video. At that time, I stretched my neck and looked outside, and threw the bundled 1 yuan into the trash can.

"An Ran, what were you watching so fascinated?" Xiao Li asked.

"Beauty!" I said.

Occasionally, I would meet Han Muyu after get off work at noon, but I deliberately didn't go to see him, and he didn't take the initiative to come over to say hello to me again.I can't say that I know him very well, but I know in my heart that if I continue like this, I'm afraid I will really become a stranger. To be honest, I can't accept this consequence, but I feel aggrieved if I want to go back and continue to be ordinary friends.

What is this called now, the Cold War?Once again, I lamented that the more I lived, the more I fell back. First I played secret love, and then I played cold war like a little girl, An Ran, can you be more ridiculous?

My entanglement in the past few days reached its peak when I saw Han Muyu again.

I saw Han Muyu walking in, holding a big paper bag in his hand.He didn't come over to my side, but walked straight towards Xiao Li.I didn't want to be too obvious, but my ears grew out of my strong curiosity, and I only heard him say something from across the table, let Xiao Li go out for a while.Xiao Li seemed to have gotten something cheap, he tidied up the things on the table a few times and ran out.

They were standing in the customer waiting area far away from me, Han Muyu was talking to Xiao Li, Xiao Li laughed so disgustingly, he kept nodding and waving his hands, and then I saw a very strange smile on Han Muyu's face, If I use one word to describe it, although I don't want to admit it, it is indeed a bit "tender like water". This smile hurts my eyes, but I can't look back.

What was even more exaggerated was that after a few words, the woman Xiao Li actually started to take off her clothes, and Han Muyu took out a light purple long down jacket from the big paper bag and opened it, and he held the suit jacket that Xiao Li took off in his hand , and handed her the down jacket.Xiao Li put on the down jacket neatly, Han Muyu helped her arrange the collar and hat, and then took a few steps back to look up and down, Xiao Li turned around twice on the spot, and even made a few very artificial poses.

I have to say that this dress is very suitable for Xiao Li.Although she has always been annoying, but objectively speaking, Xiao Li is considered a beauty, tall, with a good figure, small eyes but very energetic, and a little dark skin with a healthy complexion.If it weren't for the current situation, maybe I would give a compliment. Now I see that she has no other feelings except 180 things that are not pleasing to the eye.

Han Muyu still smiled softly, he would pull the corners of his clothes from time to time to say something to Xiao Li.

My heart sank infinitely in such a harmonious picture of handsome men and beautiful women.

It turns out that Han Muyu has taken a fancy to this woman?Obviously, they have given away clothes, and they are so fucking suitable.

This is... too sudden and funny, so sudden that it caught me off guard, and so funny that I covered my face and smiled wryly.

But after a while, Xiao Li took off the clothes again, carefully folded them, put them back into the paper bag, and handed them back to Han Muyu.

The beauty sent the handsome guy away reluctantly.As soon as she entered, someone who was even more impatient than me began to torture her.

"What?" Xiao Li's spy's voice sounded, "Who said it was for me? They bought it for his sister. He said it was expensive, and he was afraid it wouldn't fit, so he asked me to try it on. Boy, if it doesn't work, I can change it within three days...Why don't you find someone else, do you think girls with a height of 172 and a weight of 110 are all over the street?" She walked in front of me shyly, and asked proudly: " Hey, see, how about I wear that down jacket?"

"It's so beautiful!" I replied very sincerely, even a little grateful for the rest of my life.