Plan carefully

Ever since Mu Yu stopped me to watch the live broadcast of the game at 1 a.m. that day and I didn't listen to it, he was unhappy.

At first I refused to watch it, but when he fell asleep, I sneaked into the living room to watch it.The lights were not turned on, and the TV was turned down to a very low volume. I didn't dare to call out, and I could only cover my mouth when I saw excitement.When I saw the exciting part, I felt my shoulders sink. I turned my head, and Mu Yu was covering me with a blanket. Because the light was very dim, I couldn't see the expression on his face clearly. I hesitated for a while and didn't know what to do. explain.However, he didn't say anything, turned around and went back to the bedroom.

Lying alone on the sofa, I struggled for a long time between immediately turning off the TV and going upstairs to sleep, and insisting on watching the live broadcast. At this time, the game was more than halfway through, and it was the critical moment.I finally decided to read it!

I know he's doing it for my own good, but... who doesn't have any hobbies?Why don't I just watch a game?Don't I just want to watch a live broadcast to witness the scene?Although the replay is not the same as this after all!

I found one reason after another, I just wanted to calm myself down, although I was still nervous to the end.

Wrapped in a blanket, I tiptoed upstairs and opened the bedroom door only to find that the desk lamp was on and there was no one on the bed.Scanning around with my eyes, I saw red lights flickering on the dark balcony.

With a sudden thought, I ran over quickly.

The air outside was so cold that it seemed to freeze, and the guy was smoking a cigarette against the fence in his thin padded pajamas.

He is smoking.

I know he smokes, but I can't remember ever seeing him smoke.In the unclear light, he frowned slightly, and slowly exhaled silver-gray smoke.The star shone red on his fingertips, and suddenly it burned my eyes.I dragged him into the house, "What are you doing in the middle of the night, you, you are not afraid of freezing in such a cold day! Do not sleep and toss around, and still smoke? You...you..." After pulling him twice, he didn't I didn't move, just looked at me very lightly, then turned back, and silently pressed the cigarette out on the railing.

He was angry, really angry.

I actually didn't make a huge mistake.None of us at this age has the experience of staying up late to watch football. Although he knows that he is concerned about my body, even if I am a little weak, I am not so weak, right?

This is just thinking about it, he ignored me, so I could only lean over with a stern face.

When I touched his hand, it was icy cold, so was his face, ears, and arms were all stiff... I glanced at my feet and saw a pile of cigarette butts.My heart was suddenly twisted by someone... How long has this damn child been standing outside?

I immediately realized that I was wrong, I was really wrong, I must be wrong, I must be wrong, and if it is good, it is evil.I quickly took the blanket off my body and draped it over him, wrapped my shoulders and arms tightly, and finally stretched my arms around him, "Mu Yu, Mu Yu, today is the last day, and I will never Watching football in the middle of the night."

He looked at me quietly, not moving or speaking.I hugged him hard, regretting so much that I wanted to die.

I'm outrageous enough to make him upset over a bad ball game.

After a while, Mu Yu sighed and struggled slightly.Then can I let go?Of course not.

Finally he couldn't help but said, "An Ran, let me go first."

The tone was so serious that my already chilled heart froze all of a sudden.Can't you give me a hug?How angry are you?

I've never minded being a rascal, especially towards Mu Yu, but that's not a good occasion for scoring!

Reluctantly let go, for the current plan, I can only show my sincere attitude of admitting my mistakes and my determination to regret and change in the future to strive for leniency.It's just that before I could pretend to be pitiful, my body was pulled into his arms by Mu Yu.The long and thick blanket wrapped us together. He hugged me, leaned his head on my shoulder, and said in a low voice, "Don't freeze."

I heard the crisp crackling sound when the ice in my heart thawed, and the air around me softened.

It's all right. It's all right.I hugged him back and let out a long breath.

I really can't bear to make him feel bad, because when I make him feel bad, he won't even get angry or resist, at most he won't speak.He was always easy to bully, so I pushed my limits a little bit.

"You will say that I... What about you... Is it because I am tossing until dawn and you stand until dawn? Are you competing with me like this?" I complained half-truthfully in his ear, simply messing around, There is no reason to tell him, besides, what is the reason, can I eat it?

Mu Yu ignored my quarrel, and slowly said: "An Ran, Wu Yue said, you often went to the hospital when I was away..."

Isn't this a rumor? "He's talking nonsense..." I struggled excitedly, and was quickly hugged by him again.

"I also asked Sister Cao, and she said that there were indeed several times...even once you passed out in her office, and she was too scared to make a call."

Isn't it just once?Is it because of you?I thought so but couldn't say it, so I mumbled, "That's a special case."

"An Ran, I don't want to restrict your freedom, you can do whatever you want, just don't affect your body. I was very nervous when I heard that you were sick and hospitalized... If one day you collapsed in front of me... I I don't know what to do...we are so young, and we will be together for such a long time...so, you should treat it for me..."

In the silent night, the clear spring bypassed my ears, and I heard the most plain and beautiful love words.

Fog rises from the void, dampening every inch of sight.

Why bother to indulge me like this, you just love me, not owe me.

I didn't know what to say, so I just nodded silently.

Many times we can sacrifice ourselves for the sake of having fun, but after all, life is too fragile, and no one knows how many times we can withstand steaming. We always want to live freely, igniting ourselves to exchange for a brighter and brighter experience, but we don’t know where After a while the fuel runs out, and then it goes out forever.I am not an innocent person, I have a lot of relatives and friends, the elders teach the ordinary generation, the ordinary generation sarcasm the younger generation, and I still enjoy such a vulgar life. Of course, there is also my Mu Yu. As important as he is to me, I have to keep this bit of energy to be with him all the time, to make him worry, let him care, and also give him warmth and support.

Doing what you want is of course a kind of freedom, but if you overdraw your health in exchange for temporary pleasure, it is probably called indulgence, and I have people who need to be cherished and a life that needs to be treated with treasure, so there is no reason to do so.

"Mu Yu, I was wrong, I was wrong, I was wrong, I was wrong..." I buried my head in his neck and apologized to him.

He was worn out by me, so he avoided my harassment for a while, and let go of his arms slightly, "Okay, An Ran, stop making trouble."

I looked at him with a sincere repentance, "Honey, go to sleep, I will stand on this balcony from now on until dawn!" Then I looked at the street lights in the distance with a determined face...

Maybe my expression was too heroic, Mu Yu couldn't help laughing out, a very light laugh, but it made my heart shake unceasingly.He kissed me on the forehead, and very gently told me to "be obedient."

"No, you have to stand. I want to beg your forgiveness." I said it seriously.

Mu Yu dealt with my nonsense patiently: "I forgive you... I didn't blame you at all."

I insisted on being serious, and asked in a non-obscene way: "Really? How do you prove that you forgive me?" He was stunned as expected, and I leaned over and hugged his waist, and cheekily made a rascal request: "Yes No, let me kiss you?"

He blinked, the corners of his mouth slowly curled up, and even thought for a while, and said, "Okay."

I raised my head and kissed him happily, and my mind was instantly lost in his soft and cold lips, warm mouth and faint charming smell of tobacco.He lowered his head and responded to me meticulously. Whenever I wanted to back away, he would not stop chasing and kissing me.The blanket wrapped us together, and it wasn't cold already, but his undisguised nostalgia and gradually heavy breathing made me feel hotter all over my body.

Mu Yu finally dragged me back into the house half-dragging and half-embracing me.

Go to bed, turn off the lights.

3 o'clock is no longer the time to go to sleep, I tossed and turned several times, and finally rolled to Mu Yu's hand, "Mu Yu, you really forgive me?"

"Really," Mu Yu hugged me, and replied with a smile, "Didn't you prove it?"

I put my head into his arms and suggested in a low voice: "Then, do you want to prove it further?"

Mu Yu is not a dull person, never has been.

So the second he heard this suggestion, he rolled over lightly and pinned me down.I can't help sighing, there is nothing to stop my skin from getting thicker and thicker.

However, Mu Yu didn't do anything, he just kissed my face and said: "Tomorrow night, I will prove it to you tomorrow night... You have been tossing all night, so I will ask you for leave in the morning, so you can sleep more."

"...Okay." Not only me, but he also has to go to work, and he has to do it on time. There are many things waiting for him to deal with. No one can stand the whole night.

I leaned against Mu Yu and closed my eyes. After a while, I felt his fingers lightly brushing the bridge of my nose, and sighed in a very soft voice: "I'm afraid I will be criticized by Sister Cao again."