Plan carefully

Mu Yu told me that now Z City has planned a high-tech development zone on the outskirts of the city, and many construction units are actively preparing for it, trying every means to get more projects in the bidding process. It is the fattest project of the Development Zone Management Committee and Convention Center.Mu Yu said that if he can bid successfully, he can earn a lot.

"How much is a lot?" I asked.

Mu Yu thought for a while, and replied, "Except for buying a villa and a luxury car, the remaining money is enough for us to start a new life anywhere."

"This concept is really vague..." I didn't ask in detail, and I vaguely felt that there was a bright light in front of me.

I planned to call my dad to tell him that Mu Yu was back. Mu Yu thought for a while and said, anyway, my uncle's unit is not far away, so I just went to see him directly.

fair enough.

When I went downstairs, I led Mu Yu to my 'private car' and introduced: "This is our Alto." Then I pointed at Mu Yu and patted the glass of the car and said, "This is our Mu Yu."

Mu Yu walked around the car and asked, "Second-hand?" I nodded approvingly, yes, my eyesight is not bad.

After telling Mu Yu the legendary experience of buying a car for 5000 yuan in extremely concise language, I threw the car keys to Mu Yu, and I sat firmly in the co-pilot seat, "You can drive today."

Mu Yu was not too polite, and moved the seat back first.To be honest, the 1.8-meter nest in such a small car is indeed a bit aggrieved and panicked.Seeing that Mu Yu couldn't even stretch his legs, I said almost out of habit, "When I have saved enough money, the first thing I will do is change to an SUV for you to drive..." After I finished speaking, I remembered that people are more expensive now. I earn more.But this kind of mentality has been deeply rooted, it is the kind of irresistible doting that wants to give him everything whether I have it or not.

Mu Yu stared at me fixedly, making me a little embarrassed.Scratching my head, I want to say, forget it, you should buy it yourself.Before she opened her mouth, Mu Yu asked: "An Ran, can you give me whatever I lack?"

Why does this sound so familiar?I stared at him and froze.While I was in a daze, that guy leaned over and kissed the corner of my mouth lightly, then went back to start the car.

After a while I asked, "What do you mean, you?" He didn't speak, and reversed the car skillfully, with what could be called a wide-eyed grin on his face.

Originally, I planned to figure this out on the way, but Mu Yu's technique made me dare not breathe all the way.It’s true that my home is a small city, and it’s true that there are no vehicles on the road, but it’s also an urban area. How can this kid feel like he’s driving on a highway?Fortunately, my car is an Alto. If this is an Audi, would he dare to drive it into a racing car?

Dad's unit is easy to recognize, and there are green lights all the way, Mu Yu just keeps the highest speed limit in the urban area and almost drifts into a very narrow parking space in front of the unit.

When he got out of the car, he said to me who was still in shock, "The car is good."

I suddenly wanted to reprimand him, is there anyone who drives like this?But, firstly, he did not break the rules, and secondly, I let him drive to see his driving skills. Although he was a bit too aggressive, he was indeed very stable and proficient.Furthermore, I don't seem to have the qualifications to criticize people who hold A books.

So I had no choice but to say with a distorted expression: "Your skills are also good."

Then he firmly asked for the car keys back and stuffed them into his pocket.

Dad stayed there for half a minute when he saw Mu Yu, then held his hand and kept saying, "It's good to be back, it's good to be back..." The uncle who was chatting with Dad before When they saw me coming, they all got up and said goodbye.

The place where my father lives is much better than I thought. It is a one-bedroom, one-living room, fully furnished, clean and well-heated.Dad told me to pour water and fetch fruit, while he asked Mu Yu about his problems, and Mu Yu answered them one by one.Later, I finally discovered the reason why my father refused to let go. He was actually reluctant to let go of the glove on Mu Yu's right hand.

Mu Yu also noticed it, so he took off his coat under the pretext that it was hot in the room, revealing the sweater his mother knit by himself.I saw the mist rising from my father's eyes in an instant. He slowly raised his trembling fingers, and helped Mu Yu tidy up his clothes with great care. From the shoulders to the cuffs, he gently stroked them all the way. There was relief and nostalgia in his eyes. But in the end it turned into endless pain.

"At that time, your aunt was always worried, afraid that she would grow short, become fat, and lose weight. She didn't expect you to dress so well, okay, okay." My father turned to look at me after he finished speaking, "Anran, I have something to say to Mu Yu alone. You stay by yourself." Then he patted Mu Yu on the shoulder, turned and entered the bedroom.

kindness?I don't get it, say it alone?Why?

Seeing that I didn't speak, Mu Yu first wiped away the tears on my face, then pressed me on the sofa, gave me a glass of water, and said, "Wait for me a while."

When he walked into the bedroom, he closed the door behind him.

On the way back, I didn't let Mu Yu drive again. He sat quietly in the passenger seat with no expression on his face, but when he looked at me, his eyes were complicated with unknown meanings.

I couldn't help asking him for the fifth time, "What did my dad tell you?"

Shaking his head.

"Are you to blame for leaving these three years?"

Shaking his head.

"Are you advised not to be with me?"

Shaking his head.

"Han Muyu!" I yelled anxiously, what's going on?What else is there to hide from me?

Seeing my eyes turn red, Mu Yu said in a low voice, "Uncle just told me not to let you down...and him...and auntie."

"Ah? It's just such a small matter, you two have been talking for half an hour?" You are lying!

Mu Yu nodded seriously, looked at me seriously, and said, "An Ran, I will not let you down...never in this life."

This sentence extinguished the anger in my heart at once, and the bitterness and sweetness mixed together, turning into a sour liquid in the bottom of my eyes.I said, "I know... I've known it for a long time... I've always known it..." My voice was choked.

I know Mu Yu's temper, if he doesn't want to say anything, it's hard to pry his mouth open.It doesn't look like he's lying like that, and my father has already told me clearly that he won't object to us, and he was very close to Mu Yu when he just went out, so there shouldn't be any major problems... Thinking about it this way, I Decided to come back and talk about it.

Mu Yu answered the phone in the car, and I noticed that his mobile phone had been changed, it was still a Nokia with a simple style, and the light yellow ball dangling in his hand was my name badge.I heard him ask what was going on, and someone over there muttered an answer.The call time was not long. After hanging up the phone, I saw that Mu Yu seemed to be relieved, and then dialed another number. The moment the call was connected this time, I knew who it was. Even if I haven't seen you for three years, then I won't admit to a broken voice.The two of them were talking half a sentence, and I couldn't quite understand it. I only knew that it was related to bidding.After Mu Yu confessed, "Keep an eye on me for me", she put the phone to my ear and said, "It's Yang Xiaofei, he wants to say hello to you."

Before I could say "Hello", a hoarse voice that was polished by sandpaper penetrated the eardrums, "Brother An Ran, I miss you so much..."

I also think it is very kind, as if I can see Yang Xiaofei grinning and narrowing his eyes, his forehead is greasy and shiny.However, I kept my voice cold on purpose, "I don't think I will call me, but my brother's number has never changed."

He quickly explained: "It's no fault of me, it's Brother Han who didn't let me get in touch... It's no fault of him, it was difficult for him at that time."

"Difficult? What's the difficulty?" I asked casually.What Mu Yu is best at is making things big and big. Even if what he said is true, you can't tell the details of the matter.But Yang Xiaofei is different, he is by Mu Yu's side, understands what he has experienced, and he is very protective of his brother Han, and will tell me exactly what his sufferings are so that I can treat him better.

really.

"Ah! Brother Han, he didn't tell you? That's right, his personality is just like that, in case you are worried... Let me tell you..."

Before the topic started, Mu Yu took the phone back, "Yang Xiaofei, An Ran is driving, let's do this first." Then he hung up forcibly.

I was not happy anymore, "Hey, I said you are getting more and more domineering, I can't even talk to people?"

Mu Yu didn't care, and replied, "Didn't I tell you all about it?"

"Are you telling the truth?" I squinted at him, "Why are you still hanging up the phone if you've told me everything? You're obviously guilty."

After listening to that guy, he slowly approached my ear and asked me, "Is that why you don't believe me?" His lips rubbed against his ears, sparks splashed, and the heat from his voice burned half of my neck red.

"I believe you, I'm a pig." Turning my head away from his intentional teasing, I forcefully reprimanded him, "Get up, I'm driving!" He didn't get up, but moved closer.The back of the ear was licked delicately by the soft tip of the tongue, and the hand holding the steering wheel trembled a few times involuntarily.The kid is going crazy.

"Don't go too far!" I warned him, but my voice was suspiciously hoarse.

He also knew how dangerous it is to influence a driver like this, so he reluctantly sat upright while I tried to concentrate.

No one spoke, so I casually turned on the radio.A very old melody filled the carriage, I didn't pay attention to it at first, but then I heard Mu Yu hum gently along with it.

给 你 我 的 全部

你 是 我 今生 的 赌注

只 留下 一 段 岁月

让 我 无怨无悔

全心 的 付出

怕 你 忧伤 你 哭

怕 你 孤单 你 糊涂

红尘 千山万里 路

我 可以 朝朝暮暮

给 你 一 条 的 路

你 是 我 一生不 的 脚步

让 我 走出 片 天空

让 你 尽情 飞舞

放心 的 追逐

爱 是 漫长 的 旅途

梦 有 快乐 有 痛苦

悲欢 离 合 人间 路

我 可以 缝缝 补补

提 着 昨日 千辛万 苦

向 明天 换 一些 和 幸福

爱 你 够 够 多

对 你 够 够 好

可以 要求 不 不 在乎

不 愿 让 你 看见 的 伤处

是 曾经 无悔 的 风雨无阻

拥有 够 不 够 多

梦 得 够 够 好

可以 追求

不 认输

......"

Mu Yu is not very interested in singing, and he doesn't learn much. I always feel that it's a pity for his good voice.It is rare that he is willing to add a few words to a song. After thinking about it carefully, those lyrics made me feel sad and sigh.Yesterday's hard work, tomorrow's happiness, who's bet, who's flying in whose sky, invisible wounds, someone's silent and lonely sacrifice...

After dinner, I decided to have a serious talk with Han Muyu.

Sit down facing each other.

"Mu Yu has something to say, I've wanted to say it for a long time."

"Well, you said."

"I know you've always wanted to protect me, keep me from getting hurt, and keep me from being sad. Actually, it's unnecessary. I'm also a man. There's no reason why you can't bear it if you can bear it."

"Well, I know."

"So, don't hide anything from me, and don't carry everything by yourself. I feel tired from guessing, and it hurts to see you."

"OK."

"Then what... do you have anything to confess now?"

"No," Mu Yu replied bluntly, "I've said everything I need to say."

I was keenly aware of the problem with this sentence, "What should I say?"

He looked at me innocently.I was about to panic when the man looked at the wall clock, got up and went into the kitchen, and came back with half a glass of water, sat down beside me, and said, "It's time to take medicine."

In fact, I usually take this medicine when I think about it, and I don’t take it when I don’t think about it. It has never been a problem.

I poured out a tablet and was about to throw it in my mouth.Mu Yu raised his hand to stop him, broke the tablet in half, and put the other half back into the box. He said, "Take this medicine in reduced doses at night." I know it too, I find it troublesome.

"Oh," I sighed after taking the medicine, and complained meaningfully, "Don't worry about me, I don't need to take medicine..."

The hand on the nape of my neck lightly squeezed twice, Mu Yu looked at me silently, eyes shattered by thick eyelashes, falling on the tip of my heart inch by inch, like sparks.I couldn't help shaking my head, shit, this person is too hateful, he just acts cute with me if he has nothing to say.

I pushed him away pretending to be disgusted, and hid myself aside. "Don't come here. You must have something you haven't told me, your own and my dad's whispering to you... Don't you just tell me and it's over?"

He shook his head calmly.I rolled my eyes angrily, and scolded: "You big man... are you serious?" Unfortunately, he was born immune to such words and completely ignored them.

I was bored for 2 minutes and gritted my teeth.Don't think it's just you.

Very quickly, I changed into a smiling face that I thought was confusing enough, turned over and sat on his lap, facing him, took off the sweater on my body calmly, and then started to unbutton my shirt with a slow speed .Mu Yu seemed to be a little confused watching my movements, but her hands naturally stretched in from the hem of the shirt.In fact, I have always had nothing to do with him, and what balances me out is that he has nothing to do with me.With the shirt halfway undone, the heaving of Mu Yu's chest was obvious.I leaned over to kiss him, bit and licked on his lips, but deliberately avoided his response.After a while someone was teased, he hugged me tightly with his arms and bit back eagerly and even a bit fiercely, the dense pain on the tip of my tongue made me feel like I was about to be chewed to pieces by him.I struggled instinctively, pushing the palm of his chest to feel a kind of almost irritable heartbeat.The abnormal rhythm hit the palm of my hand, making me worry whether his heart would also go wrong if this continues.After a little hesitation, the hot breath had already climbed to the neck, the teeth were grinding against the main artery, and the sharp pleasure pierced the blood vessel and rushed out.When I took off Mu Yu's sweater, most of my shirt was also taken off, basically useless.I can feel it even if I can't see it, all over my shoulders, my collarbone, my chest, the purple scars that those wet stings conjure up.

Before some kind of heat burned my sanity to ashes, I pushed him away unexpectedly and extremely firmly, and staggered back behind the sofa, keeping a straight distance of about three meters away from him.The person who was pushed away was stunned for half a second, then looked at me and narrowed his beautiful and attractive eyes.

"I did it on purpose, why?" Trying to hide my embarrassment, I tried my best to look confident and proud. "Tell me first, what did my dad conspire with you?"

Mu Yu's eyes flickered, and his fingers pulled the collar of the shirt almost steadily, revealing the glistening neck. Coupled with the light red tooth marks on the neck that he carved last night, he was extremely sexy.I swallowed my saliva very disappointingly, "Are you going to say it? If you don't say it, let's do it like this..." Although I am not much better than him, I still have the momentum.

I thought it was going to be a stalemate for a while, and I was going to show my feelings and reason. I thought Mu Yu would be very difficult to deal with... In the end, that guy nodded and said, "Okay."

Just... that easy?

When I was proud, I sighed silently: Mu Yu, I overestimated you...

He patted the sofa beside him and motioned for me to sit back first.Then can I? "You speak first."

Mu Yu didn't care about me, but the first sentence he said made me dumbfounded: "An Ran, I used to think that I was the one who loved you the most, but now I don't dare to say that."

"Oh, isn't it?"

"Compared to my uncles and aunts, what I do is nothing at all... They have done more for you than I can imagine... I am afraid of letting them down, and I feel a lot of pressure."

Seeing Mu Yu's serious expression, I felt a little helpless in my heart.Maybe the aunt of the Han family made Mu Yu's understanding of family affection a bit biased, and the normal relationship was specialized by him.

Poor baby!

I feel sorry for him and really feel that he deserves scolding, "Han Muyu, have you lost your head? Could it be that the content of my dad's chat with you is that he loves me more than who? It's not as good as who has raised me for more than [-] years. Comparing parents? You are really that good!"

How could the transparent Mu Yu get into such a dead end?

My words didn't arouse any reaction from him, but in exchange for a rather long silence.

It was quite long, until I felt the heat recede and my body started to feel cold.

I was the one who panicked first, not because of the silence, but because I saw the flash of water in his eyes when he turned his head, and my mind went blank.That's Han Muyu, Han Muyu who has gone through so many difficult things and can be said to be calm, I was directly frightened.I forgot everything, I ran over and hugged him, "Mu Yu, what's the matter with you? What did I say wrong... I mean, my parents and you are the people I love the most, the same, incomparable …Then what, I don’t ask what my dad said to you, is it alright… I was wrong just now, I promise I won’t tease you so much in the future… I won’t say that you are moaning anymore… I will take medicine in the future Follow the instructions..." I tried my best to think about what I had done that might make him unhappy, but I found that there were quite a few...

At the end of the guess, the person in his arms said in a muffled voice, "You don't even believe me."

"How is it possible?" I immediately clarified, "I believe you, I believe everything you say, really, you can say whatever you want."

Mu Yu pulled me to sit down, his expression had returned to normal, the moment that shocked me was like never before.He said to me, "An Ran, rather than being the one who loves you the most, I would rather be one of the people who love you the most. In this way, others will give you what I can't give you, like uncles and aunts, Wu Yue, Sister Cao, Accountant Li, and other relatives and friends also treat you well in different ways, so that you can live without any regrets."

I listened attentively to Mu Yu's words, and for the first time felt that I had to mobilize all my senses and IQ to figure out his intentions.

"I especially hope that I can give you everything you want, and I hope that everything I give you is what you want, but most of the time, I can only love you in my own way, because there are often not so many Choice. So...do you understand?" Mu Yu asked me seriously.

Cut, do you think I'm stupid?What is there not to understand!

I got up and walked around Mu Yu twice back and forth. When I saw that he was at a loss, I said leisurely, "Mu Yu, I think you have changed."

"...Changed?" Mu Yu showed a rare blank expression.

I went around behind the sofa and bent down to hug him, "It's becoming verbose. Talking about so many useless things, don't you just want to say 'An Ran, you have to believe that everything I do is for your own good' talk?"

Mu Yu turned her head, looked into my eyes and said, "An Ran, you have to believe that everything I do is for your own good."