Plan carefully

I have always let Mu Yu be wrapped in gauze, not because I never thought of getting him a pair of gloves to wear, maybe because I still have a little reluctance in my subconscious, wrapping in gauze, like a wound that is not forever irreparable, but not yet heal.

Mu Yu turned her back and put on the glove for me to see. It fits well, the color is good, and it feels very comfortable to the touch. Although it looks weird to have one finger missing, it is much more natural than gauze.

Yang Xiaofei said, this is really the mother-in-law's love for my son-in-law.Wu Yue said that this is because the mother-in-law loves the daughter-in-law.

Anyway, Mu Yu was very happy, touching the glove, especially like a child getting something he likes, the baby is too good.Later, he went to the balcony with his mobile phone. I knew he was calling my parents, but I didn't follow him. I continued to tell Wu Yue about my "heroic deeds" last night.

After hearing this, Wu Yue pointed at my nose and nodded for a long time, and sincerely scolded me for being stupid and looking for death.He asked me: "What are you going to do next? If you lose your job, you have to look for it again. What kind of job can someone like you find? You said it's so easy to change cities? What about the new house you bought? What do you say to your family? Do you want to tell them about you and Mu Yu? Are you afraid that your aunt's heart can't take it?..."

I glanced towards the balcony, and made a silent movement towards Wu Yue.

It’s okay to talk about work, house, etc., but my mother’s side is the one I’m most guilty of.Although now she treats Mu Yu like her own son, that is because she does not know that he is actually a daughter-in-law. If she knows that we are in such a relationship, she may not be able to accept it.If my mother is like an ordinary healthy person, I can still tell her bravely, the big deal is that I will be beaten. If my parents object and make trouble again, it is my own parents. This matter cannot be changed. At worst, they will die Threatening me to live...then...then I can still threaten them to die?But my mother is not an ordinary person, let alone a threat, she may get sick if anything goes wrong, her heart is like a ticking time bomb, I dare not step on it before I can hide and walk.

However, there are some things that cannot be avoided, because some people cannot be let down.

I can only gamble, based on my understanding of my parents, they are not stubborn people, and the most stubborn person in my family is me.Furthermore, they love Mu Yu so much, I think my odds of winning this gamble are not small, if it doesn't work... there is still more time in the future, let's be soft and hard.

Wu Yue looked at me with contempt in his small eyes, "Afraid that my younger siblings will hear? If you don't tell others, you won't know. People are stupid than you, right? Just before you came back, he still told me..."

I smiled wryly, yes, I can imagine it all in my head, how could he be ignorant?

It's useless to think about it, it's all come this far.

When Mu Yu came back from the phone call, the soft smile on his brows and eyes didn't fade away, and then he was covered with a layer of dark sorrow, but when he came to me and sat down, he was already fine.

"Auntie said that the call to you this morning has been busy..."

"The 'business' is too busy this morning." I lazily leaned on Mu Yu, pulled his arm in front of me, and fiddled with the badge on his phone with his hand.Normally, in front of outsiders, I would be too embarrassed to be swayed by Mu Yu, but at this moment, I just want to get closer to him and cuddle together.I don't have to guess what he is thinking, I just know it in my heart, which can comfort him.I'm not good at guessing other people's minds, but this guy in my family has such a temperament, which makes people love and hate.

He is worrying and embarrassing, perhaps more difficult than me, worried that my parents will not accept it, worried about the pressure I face, embarrassing my parents for being too good to him, embarrassing me being caught in the middle, and maybe more, all I couldn't see the pressure in Gujing Ningbo's eyes, but I could feel it.

Without hesitation, Mu Yu turned her body sideways and hugged me, breathing quietly against my hair, so natural, so tacit.

What I want to give, what he needs, hit it off.

Wu Yue was irritated, he didn't want to make trouble for Mu Yu, he could only hurt me, "An Ran, your skin is getting thicker!"

"Your sister more." I raised my leg and kicked him, why did I make so many troubles?Isn't it just for the sake of being aboveboard?Now there is nothing to worry about.

Wu Yue didn't dodge, but grinned and said, "Okay, An Ran, you can do it, you kicked me to pieces, I'm depending on your family, I won't leave today, I'll eat here..."

Yang Xiaofei leaned over and said, "There's still some mutton in the refrigerator, let me make meatballs for us... It's already noon now."

Wu Yue regained his energy when he heard this, "Okay, let's go, I'll help too..." The two walked shoulder to shoulder to the kitchen, leaving the living room to Mu Yu and me.

"Mu Yu."

"kindness."

"It's all right."

"En." He tightened his arms and pressed a soft kiss behind my ear.

Although it is a bit chaotic now, things still have to be the same.

Right now, let's deal with the resignation first, the beating business is not over yet, and there is also the matter of moving... When everything here has subsided, then I can concentrate on dealing with my parents.

In the afternoon, Wu Yue and Yang Xiaofei watched TV to digest the contents of their stomachs, and Mu Yu accompanied me to write the letter of resignation.There is nothing to write in the resignation letter. Anyway, I quit, and I will do it if I have such a meaning.I briefly recalled my experience working in the bank for these years. Boring is boring, but I have no particularly bad memories until the incident of Mu Yu, and the colleagues I know well treat me well. I hate writing things so much. He just typed out a thousand-word letter of thanks.

Mu Yu helped me correct typos and sentences, and finally wrote the date.

I stretched myself, "It's finally over." Just pass this thing to the unit.Even if the leader does not approve, absenteeism for more than half a month without reason is considered dismissal, and I don't expect the unit to pay me the overtime pay of several hundred yuan last month. To me, resignation and dismissal mean the same thing.

Mu Yu watched me copy the files to the USB flash drive, and asked, "An Ran, have you decided?"

I nodded, "It's decided, sooner or later, we can't keep hiding, and we can't wrong you like this."

I don't know what will happen in the future, I just know that I can't stay in the bank anymore, if I want to leave, I have to take this step, even if the next step is to step on the void, I have to go.

Mu Yu's eyes shook, and finally took my hand and promised very lightly and seriously, "I won't let you suffer."

I looked at him with a smile, very satisfied in my heart.

On the [-]nd, Mu Yu and I went to see the house Wu Yue was looking for. As he said, it was very good and complete, and Mu Yu liked it too.I signed a rental contract with the landlord on the spot and paid a quarter's rent in advance.

On the 100rd, the four of us went to the new house to tidy up briefly. The furniture was basically complete. Wu Yue bought us a [-]% or [-]% new dining table for four people plus two chairs, an air conditioner and a TV from the flea market for [-] yuan. It can be used, and the room is well heated.

On the [-]th, the New Year's Day holiday ends.I went to work with my resignation letter, but Xiao Li stopped me at the door of the business office. She said that Wang Xing had let go and would not sue me for the sake of our bank's image... This should be the result of pressure from the head office. Probably my uncle helped me again...Xiao Li took the resignation letter in my hand and read it for a long time, and asked me very unhappy, "An Ran, this is a thank you letter, why didn't you say thank you? To me?"

I thought to myself that it's already this time, big sister, why are you still bothering me about these things?Then he replied: "I don't want to thank you for your kindness, I will remember your kindness in my heart..."

Xiao Li shook his hand, lowered his head and asked, "Really?"

"Really." I replied firmly, but I felt quite boring in my heart. What can I do if it is true or false?I am destined to be unable to respond to the feelings she gave. Xiao Li was silent for a long time, and suddenly asked, "Do I have to resign?"

I looked at the people in the business room through the bulletproof glass, and no one greeted me except Brother Gao.I believe that the story of Mu Yu and me has already spread, at least in our branch, they are all looking at me and Xiao Li with all kinds of eyes.

I sighed, "Li Er, you should understand that we cannot be accommodated here."

Xiao Li stopped talking and looked at me, crying or not.I have said all those comforting words before, and now I can't say anything even if I want to comfort them.I was stunned for a second, and then I saw someone fold my resignation letter in half, squeak, and tear it up.

Before I was in a hurry, Xiao Li said, "I'll print another copy for you" and turned and entered the business office.

I was left hanging at the door, neither embarrassed nor embarrassed.Coincidentally, the owner of the car wash shop saw me and came over to greet me with a smile. He obviously didn't know about my resignation. After rambling a few words, he asked me when Mu Yu's construction site would stop working, saying that he was short of people. Don't worry, even if you contact Mu Yu, you won't get a reply.I promised to have the opportunity to ask him questions.

Ten minutes later, the new resignation letter was typed, Xiao Li showed it to me, did not make any changes, but added the word "Li Lin" to the people I thanked, "What's the point of this?" I With a wry smile.

Li Lin scolded, "You know nothing!"

At this time, I really don't understand.It wasn't until after I left Mu Yu that I gradually understood Xiao Li's intentions at that time.It was a kind of extreme unwillingness. Even if I lost it in the end, I wanted to be more bound, more connected, and have more things to remember, even if it was meaningless.

When the resignation letter was sent to the general office, my colleagues all looked at me as if hesitant to speak, and it was also, what to say, what to say was inappropriate.I smiled and waved to everyone, and said the most hypocritical farewell in the world, "We will keep in touch in the future!"

When I passed Sister Cao's office, I wanted to go in and talk to her, but she wasn't there yet, forget it, God's will.

When I got home, I told Mu Yu about the boss of the car wash shop looking for him. He nodded and said he knew, but he didn't make a clear statement.He was thinking about something, at least it was a relatively important decision, his brows were slightly frowned, and the phone was in his hand.I secretly glanced at the screen of the phone, and there was a string of phone numbers on it, and the name was Lin Xu.

I don't want to disturb him, I slowly pack up some trivial things by myself, and I will move tomorrow.

Number five, housewarming.

There are not many things, Mu Yu doesn't have much stuff, Yang Xiaofei's things are a bit messy, many of them can be thrown away, and there are also my daily necessities that are brought up little by little like ants moving house.In the past two days, we have almost packed up. Just a few boxes, a taxi and a tricycle are enough for us to transport them there.

In the end, she was about to leave the house, but was stopped by Sister Cao who rushed over angrily, and Xiao Li stood behind her, spreading her hands helplessly.

"Sister, are you here to help me move?" I looked at her unfriendly expression and said with a playful smile.

She ignored my words and said directly to Mu Yu, "Mu Yu, I want to talk to you."

Just as Mu Yu was about to nod, I immediately stopped him, "No, you have to bring me along if you want to talk, Sister Cao, you don't have any bad intentions for Mu Yu, do you?"

The woman gave me a sideways look, "An Ran, who allows you to resign?"

I knew she must have seen the letter, and she had to be the first to sign it.

She talked to Mu Yu, what to talk about, let him persuade me not to resign, or persuade him to leave me?Even if I understand that it is all good intentions, I will never accept it. I know exactly what I want.

Seeing that I didn't answer, Sister Cao took Mu Yu and walked towards the restaurant. I snatched Mu Yu's arm, "Hey, don't bother me, sister, please be more reserved."

Sister Cao finally couldn't help it anymore, "An Ran, I didn't come to play tricks on you. I have something to say to Mu Yu, it doesn't matter if you insist." He pinched me and ordered me, "Don't make trouble."

Leaving Xiao Li and Yang Xiaofei staring at each other in the living room, I cheekily followed Mu Yu and listened to Sister Cao's 'talk' with him.

Facts have proved that my guess is correct. She first explained from multiple angles that the relationship between me and Mu Yu is not accepted by the world, and the hardships faced by carrying such a relationship. I guess she must have checked a lot of information That's why he said it so slickly.She kept saying that this incident would ruin both of us. Mu Yu listened quietly, and I became a little nervous. To put it in a bad way, Sister Cao is actually using me to put pressure on Mu Yu. She knows Mu Yu may not care about her own gains and losses, but she will not ignore my future. Later, I had to interrupt Sister Cao, "Sister, we all know what you said, and I also know that you are for the sake of us, but you You can't keep scaring Mu Yu by talking about things with me, if we can break up, we would have broken up long ago, if you continue talking, I will really lose my face."

Sister Cao ignored me at all and just looked at Mu Yu like that.Mu Yu pulled the stern-faced me behind me, and solemnly said to Sister Cao, "Sister Cao, you have always taken care of An Ran and me, An Ran has this temper, don't be angry with him. I can't leave An Ran, unless he doesn't want me, I will never leave him anyway, even if I hurt him..."

Not only Sister Cao, even I was taken aback.Mu Yu has never said such a thing to me, I think I have been pursuing Mu Yu all this time, and I am the one who cried and shouted for fear that the other party would run away, I was a little bit overwhelmed when I heard him say that today.A certain kind of joy that couldn't be concealed overflowed from the bottom of my heart, I stared at Mu Yu's side face and smiled openly.Mu Yu originally had a serious face, but when she caught a glimpse of my expression, she lowered her eyes, showing a rare embarrassment.This person is too cute, how can it be possible for me to let go?

Seeing that she was ignored, Sister Cao let out a long sigh, and started to use the second-best strategy again. She said that if we really want to be together, we can do it quietly, as long as we don’t make a fuss, anyway, the unit doesn’t have the manpower and material resources to keep an eye on it. I, right now, as long as I work hard to settle Wang Xing's side, I don't have to resign so seriously. At the same time, I will give an example of how difficult it is to find a stable and high-paying job now, and how regrettable it is to throw away my current job... I have thought about all these, Not to mention that Wang Xing will never tolerate me, even if I can continue to stay this time, there will be a day when troubles will come to this point, unless the country introduces some laws... But such an unreliable thing is not worth thinking about .

I just said that I really don't want to do it anymore and want to change my environment. If I say it's not a big deal, isn't it just a job change?Is it because the job is stable now that you can't change it?It doesn't make sense.Sister Cao is so earnestly trying to figure out why she is worried about me.Why are you so worried about me? It's because you think I have nothing to support myself.

Sister Cao said, "That's right, that's what you mean, An Ran, what do you think you can do if you don't work in the bank? You don't have a hard-working diploma and you don't have outstanding skills. What will you do in the future?"

Even if what she said is true, I am a little unconvinced, "Sister, according to you, I will starve to death if I leave the bank?"

Sister Cao looked at me, "Almost!"

I wanted to argue, but Mu Yu interjected, "I can take care of him."

So, I was satisfied, while Sister Cao was so choked that her face turned pale, and finally she flung her sleeves and ignored us.

"Sister, sister, you came here by car, help me transport some things, and I can save the taxi fare." I slavishly begged for a bargain with Sister Cao, but she didn't look at me, "Just now you want to turn against me Who is it? Now beg me."

I hurriedly apologized, I was wrong, I was damned, I value sex over friends, and my dog ​​bites Lu Dongbin... She is angry, and she still needs to help when she is busy.

When they arrived at the living room, they found that the two people in the living room were quite quiet. Yang Xiaofei leaned on the sofa and squinted his eyes, probably asleep; Xiao Li was standing in front of a box and looking through something.

"An Ran, can I take this notebook back and have a look at it?" Xiao Li asked me holding up a notebook.

I recognized it when I saw the cover

Oh, isn't that my account book?What's so cool about this?When I hesitated, Xiao Li thought I didn’t want to give it to him, so he said, “I’ll just take a look, isn’t there still our account on it? I’ll pay it back to you after I figure it out. Tomorrow, the day after tomorrow at the latest…”

I glanced at Mu Yu, but he didn't say anything.Anyway, it turned out that Xiao Li kept looking through my account book when he was fine, so I agreed, "You can read it if you want, and don't lose it to me. By the way, don't settle that account for now, and we will do it again later." It’s not that we don’t communicate, is it?”

I spoke smoothly, sister Cao pulled me from the side, and when I looked up again, I found that Xiao Li's eyes were red.

There was an eerie silence... What is this?I know it's a bit wolf-hearted to say this, but I'm really not used to Li Lin, who has always been tough, shedding tears at every turn. Where has all the arrogance and strength of the past gone?

Fortunately, Mu Yu called Yang Xiaofei to get up and move things at the right time, and everyone moved up and down, moving and moving, so that the embarrassment was overwhelmed.

Sister Cao and Xiao Li helped us tidy up the new house and make it feel like home.Although I tried my best to persuade them to stay at noon, they did not stay to have dinner with us in the end.

After tossing for a long time, we are all tired.Yang Xiaofei took the initiative to give up the big bedroom to Mu Yu and me, and took the tablet computer to sleep on his side to play.

Naturally, the new home is not as luxurious as Boss Jin's house. The room is smaller and the furniture is also older. Fortunately, there is nothing missing.

After I took a shower, I lay down on the bed.The sound of splashing water coming from the bathroom made me feel very at ease.

Just now, the uncle from the head office called and asked me to go to him. I said that I had handed in the resignation letter. The uncle was furious. He insisted on seeing me and Mu Yu... This is not going to happen. Sister Cao can just follow me. Mu Yu's matter is a long story, not to mention my well-informed uncle, I am really afraid of these powerful lobbyists.Anyway, I moved and he doesn’t know where I live. If I don’t look for him, he won’t be able to find me. He threatened me by calling my home, and I said I would tell them myself, so he don’t bother. In the end, my uncle was so angry that he yelled to me, "An Ran, just mess around, don't look for me when you regret it later", and then dropped the phone.

This is all right, anyone who can be offended will be offended.I don't want to retreat, I want to go down with Mu Yu, what kind of love is ahead!

Mu Yu came out after washing and putting on the light blue glove on the right hand that was wiping her hair.

My eyeballs rolled around twice, I turned over and got behind his back, rubbing lightly against his wet neck.The elegant scent of flowers in the hair and the clean soap smell on the pajamas are overwhelmed by a breath, which emanates from the surface of the skin, just like the cool and slightly bitter air that rushes towards you when you open the window after the evening rain.

Mu Yu raised her hand to grab my chin, turned her head and kissed the corner of my mouth.

"Hey, is it true what you said to Sister Cao?" I put my arms around him and asked casually.

"Which one?"

"It's just that you can't leave me."

"it is true."

I giggled, laughed a few times, and suddenly felt something was wrong.

"Which sentence is not true?"

The corners of Mu Yu's mouth curved slightly, a smile appeared between his eyebrows and eyes, bright and gentle like spring breeze and silk rain.He looked at me and didn't speak, but his right hand got into my clothes. There was a strange feeling when the glove rubbed against my back, and the itching spread.The vertebrae were counted one by one by his fingers, and I leaned limply into his arms as if my bones had been taken away.

"Hey, tell me!" I urged without any momentum, and touched the button on his chest with my fingers.

He didn't answer, the kiss fell lightly on the collarbone, and slowly went down, from soft and shallow to deep, and there was a delicate pain in the moistness where he passed, I knew he planted a thorn in my body again with evil intentions. Spotted hickey.One look from him is enough to drive me crazy, not to mention such a passionate provocation.I quickly forgot about the problems I was struggling with before, and devoted myself to the lust he ignited.

The moment the heat surged into my body, I felt like I was going to be burned to ashes.

He lay on top of me, with his sweaty chest pressed against my back, and he covered me tightly under his body.Heavy breathing rose and fell by my ears, and I complained to him weakly, "Get up, I'm dead... Doing this for so long at one time, isn't it human?"

Struggling to push him, but he insisted on refusing to get up.Fingers clasped my hand, teeth bit my earlobe, sucking, teasing, biting, waves of electric current swept through my whole body, I trembled and found that the organs that hadn't withdrawn from my body were throbbing hard and hot again.

"Hey, you...you..." Before I could finish my sentence, Mu Yu had already begun to move slowly, layer upon layer of pleasure overwhelmed me again, I was tossed about in waves of desire, and I didn't even have the energy to suppress it. The moans that came out of the throat, those voices mixed with Mu Yu's panting, thick and sweet, dripping with lust.

The bad thing is, it took longer this time, if I let him do it, I'm afraid I'll get lost by myself.The rapid and visceral siege time and time again finally made me unbearable and begged Mu Yu for mercy, "No more, Mu Yu, can you stop?"

As if he was angry, he bit my shoulder. The indescribable pain collided with the surging pleasure in his body, and his consciousness was like the tide rushing towards the rock, instantly shattering into snow-white foam.

A voice sounded in my lax consciousness, slightly hoarse, like mist surrounding a clear spring.

He said: "Don't want me... If I can only hold on to one thing in my life, I want you."

Affectionate, but sad and tactful.

My heart was inexplicably sore, I turned over with great effort, and changed into a posture facing Mu Yu.With deep and clear eyes like ancient wells hanging in front of me, I hooked his neck and held him in my arms, "Who said I don't want you anymore, I don't want anything, I want you too."

The child who has always been moderate, did it out of control for a long time that day.I don't even know when I fell asleep, it was past seven in the evening when I woke up.The body is refreshing, but it is as sore and limp as if soaked in vinegar for a day.

Mu Yu was sitting on the bedside reading a book, seeing that I woke up, she smiled at me.I rolled my eyes, cursed 'beast' and turned around to continue sleeping.

Mu Yu lay next to my ear and apologized in a low voice, with a gentle tone and a serious tone, and it didn't take long for me to kiss him again.

For dinner, Yang Xiaofei made egg noodles, and Mu Yu picked out all the eggs in the bowl for me, and I was not polite to him.With his sweet eyes looking over from time to time, I ate two big bowls.

Before I received my father's call, I thought my situation should have bottomed out and rebounded, but later I realized that this was the beginning of some kind of disillusionment. I have to sigh that happiness is too short.

That day was no different from every sunny day, Mu Yu and I made an agreement that we would go home and explain our affairs to our parents, hoping for a fulfillment.Before going out, my father called with a flustered and trembling voice. He said that my mother suddenly fainted when she came back from shopping for vegetables. She was sent to the hospital for emergency treatment and finally recovered. The hospital said that my mother had suffered from a heart attack for decades. It's great, and surgery is necessary, but the local hospital does not have this condition. Let's go to a big hospital in Beijing to see.Dad asked me if I could ask for leave to go back?

I panicked in my heart, but I still advised my father not to worry, I will go back immediately.On the car home, Mu Yu kept holding my hand, but in fact my whole body was covered in ice.

When I got home, I went straight to the hospital. The person who used to laugh like a flower when he saw me was lying on the hospital bed with a pale face. By the side, his expression was almost dull, and he suddenly aged several years.

I have never been so afraid. The thought that the family member who has raised me for more than [-] years is about to leave makes me breathless, but right now I must be strong. I am her son and her reliance.

I bit the bullet and called the uncle of the head office. He is different from us, he is a man with great powers.I talked about my mother's current situation and the hospital's advice, but my uncle didn't pursue my previous collision, and immediately agreed to help me contact the hospital and experts in Beijing.

Transfer to another hospital, expert consultation, scheduled surgery, everything went smoothly, but the nearly 20 surgical fee basically used up my parents’ savings. When my father gave me the bank card, he said helplessly, “This was originally reserved for Your money for marrying a wife...you can only rely on yourself in the future."

I glanced at Mu Yu, who had been following her busy schedule, took the card, and said nonchalantly, "Don't worry about that, why do you need to spend money to marry a daughter-in-law?"

On the day of my mother's operation, I persuaded my father, who was exhausted for a long time, to go to the hotel to rest, while Mu Yu waited with me at the door of the operating room for a whole night.

That night, my love was with me, watching the same deep family affection. At that time, I naively thought that I could hold the two most important things in my life.

After the operation, my mother's body was extremely weak, and she has been in the intensive care unit, sometimes awake and sometimes unconscious.Mu Yu and I took turns to watch. Dad is old and can't stand such a torment. If there is another problem, we can't take care of it. He also knows that most of the time he is delivering meals to us. .Everyone in the hospital thought that Mu Yu and I were blood brothers, and when a familiar doctor asked about my father, he would also say that we were both his sons.The first time a certain nurse told me what was wrong with your brother, it took me a long time to realize that he was talking about Mu Yu. Thinking about it, I didn't suffer too much, so I didn't explain it.

The hard work can be ignored, but the most unbearable thing is that the average daily cost of medicines, equipment, nursing care and emergency rescue has not improved the mother's condition significantly.

Later, after another consultation, the experts decided to perform another operation. The time was only one month after the last operation. Such intensive operations are very dangerous. My mother's body may not be able to bear it, but if I don't do it, the situation may be worse will be worse.We discussed it for a day, and finally decided to listen to the doctor's advice and have another operation.

Then I found that all my money added up was not enough for the second surgery.My mother’s expenses from the hospitalization to the present have long exceeded the maximum limit of 25 yuan for social insurance for major illnesses. We have already paid almost 30 yuan for our own expenses. Almost every day, I am notified to pay the hospitalization fee. More and more Money is thrown in, but there is little hope in sight.

That day when my mother woke up, she couldn't speak, so I pressed her cold hand to my face.She looked at me and smiled, but tears flowed down the corners of her eyes. There was no despair in her eyes, but only a thousand kinds of reluctance and farewell.

I held on until she fell asleep before rushing outside.

In the corridor with people coming and going, I squatted in the corner and covered my eyes.

That is the person who gave me life, gave me endless love and painstaking efforts, that person who has raised me for more than [-] years, and built a safe and smooth journey for me, and is my dearest relative who cannot be lost.

When she needs me, I can't let go of her hand no matter what. Even if it's in vain, I still hope that one more day will be more days, and one more second will be one more second.

I don't know how long it took, but a familiar force lifted me up and hugged me in my arms. The silent comfort made my heart calm down.How can I be vulnerable at this time?As long as there is a little bit of hope, I will not give up.

"Mu Yu, let's sell our house." I said.

He nodded, "OK."

Xiao Li received my call and agreed to contact the buyer for me without saying a word. Because I was in a hurry to spend money, I just asked the house to be sold at the original price, but Xiao Li sent the house payment directly to I got the card, and it was tens of thousands more than my original price, and it was almost sold at the market price.

I have no time to worry about how much favor I owe to Xiao Li. As long as my mother's illness can be cured, I don't care who I ask.

Fortunately, after the second operation, Niangqin's condition improved greatly.My hands and feet were no longer cold, and my face became rosy. I stopped using the ventilator one week after the operation, and I was able to talk to us and eat slowly. My tense heart gradually felt relieved.

One day, my father accompanied my mother and said that Mu Yu and I had been cooped up in the hospital for the past month, and it was time to go for a walk to get some fresh air.So the two of us took the subway to the Lama Temple that day. I, who never believed in gods and Buddhas, bought a large bag of fragrant bamboos, worshiped each of the Buddha statues, and made three notes of incense, begging them to bless my relatives.Mu Yu followed me, I worshiped him and he also worshiped, I offered incense and he also offered incense, still silent, it seemed worse than before.

In the past two months, I have been devastated by my mother's illness, and I really ignored him. I only know that when I need him, he is by my side, giving me support and warmth, making me rely on, stable and practical.

In front of the big white sandalwood Buddha in the last hall, I lit all the remaining incense candles in my hand, and bowed my head devoutly three times, hoping that I would never leave that person for the rest of my life.

The gods and Buddhas closed their eyes, and the smoke dissipated into the void.

After more than half a month, my mother's condition was stable, and she was transferred back to the county. She began to urge me to go back to work.How could I dare to tell her that I had resigned a long time ago, so I had to drag on and say that I had already asked for leave. At the end of the day, my mother was in a hurry and said that I had taken a leave of absence for almost three months, and Mu Yu had been busy for so long. Have to go back to work.If I don't go to work, she won't be in the hospital.

It can be said that Mu Yu and I went back to City L smoothly.What my mother said is right, I have to find a class, otherwise she really can't live in the hospital, because we have no money, and we are almost at the end of our rope.

My mother now spends no less than 300 yuan a day in the hospital. This is a necessary life-saving drug fee. Even after leaving the hospital, it will be 12 yuan a month, and [-] yuan a year. How can I have so much money? !

Looking for a job, I wandered around the talent market during the day and submitted my resume online at night, and finally found out that the basic salary level in L city was between 2000 and [-], while the salary for a college graduate like me was about [-] to [-] Five...Mu Yu and his construction site workers all earn more than [-] yuan. Although physical labor is harder, it turns out that it is not too little.

The salary of a ready-made car wash is [-]. Even if I, Mu Yu, and Yang Xiaofei all work there and don’t eat or drink, the money from both of them is given to me, and the pension of my parents is not enough for me. Mother's medicine expenses.

My mother lives on those expensive medicines, and I have to earn enough money to buy my mother's life.

Not to mention how little chance I will find a job that earns a lot of money in the future, even if I do, I'm afraid my mother won't be able to wait.

This is the real dilemma.

I found that money is so important, and I found myself so incompetent that I couldn't even maintain my mother's survival.

After borrowing money from everyone who could borrow money, I have to say that I regret it, regret it so much that I want to die.I shouldn't have quit my job at the bank. No matter how bad it is, no matter how difficult it is, at least the income is just enough to pay for my mother's medicine.

Another day passed, and I still couldn't find a job with a high enough salary. When I came back, I found that Mu Yu once again put the advertisement I brought back for recruiting male and female waiters with a monthly salary of [-] yuan into the trash can.That night when I was so anxious that I pulled my hair and couldn't sleep, for the first time, I irritatedly opened Mu Yu's hand that wanted to comfort me.The resumes Mu Yu wrote for me were thrown all over the floor, and he picked them up one by one. The moonlight shone on his figure, which was more silent than silence, colder than cold.

I really can't stand it any longer. Borrowing money can only be done for a while, and it can't go on like this forever. That's my own mother. No matter what, I have to let her live.After hesitating for a long time, I still called the uncle at the head office. His answer made me despair. He said that my resignation had been approved two months earlier, and it was too late to say no now. The chairman personally approved him. There is no way.Although in the end, under my begging, he reluctantly agreed to help me ask, but he was not sure.

In those days, I was often absent-minded and in a trance, until one day Yang Xiaofei suddenly stopped me and asked: "What's going on with Brother Han recently?" I realized that he hadn't spoken to me for several days.

"It's not that he didn't talk to you, but he didn't talk at all. He didn't talk to anyone at home or at the car wash." Yang Xiaofei reminded me almost at the top of his voice.

Seeing my terrified expression, after a long while, Yang Xiaofei finally loosened his grip on my arm, and cursed bitterly: "One or two are like this, what the hell is going on!"

Pushing open the door of the bedroom, the lights in the room were not turned on.The moon shone brightly and covered half of the room.The person sitting with his back against the head of the bed turned his face a little bluntly.