jade carver

"Cheng Ye, what are you thinking in your heart? You have followed me for so many years... so what the hell is going on!"

"Brother Rui, I've asked other people and read some books. I know what homosexuality is..." Cheng Ye bit the last three words with difficulty, and was a little embarrassed. "But Brother Rui, you weren't born like that, so there's no need to walk such a difficult path for me."

"Who did you ask?" Li Rui frowned even more. It seemed that many things had happened when he was not by Cheng Ye's side.

"... Populus euphratica." Cheng Ye lowered his head even more, but immediately explained a few words in a low voice. "His house has a lot of books about these things. He, he said that he is also that... homosexual. Brother Rui, I didn't tell anyone about us. I just went to his house to read books. The book said ..."

"Did you fucking go to his house?" Li Rui was about to go crazy with jealousy, the treasure he was holding and hiding was about to be stolen if people saw it or not! "Cheng Ye, are you stupid when you study? We've always been like this and you just remembered now? Fuck! Stay away from that Hu guy!! Do you hear me? Let me hear this kind of thing again in the future, and I'll be fucking useless." killed him!"

"Brother Rui, don't get me wrong, I just went to borrow a few books from him, I want to know..."

"You know what a fart!!" Li Rui scolded Cheng Ye, not surprised to see his child's eyes turn red, and he unconsciously relaxed his grip on his chin.Although he was still aggressive when he spoke again, his voice was softer than before, "What did that Hu man tell you? Tell me, and you can't hide a word."

"I, I just chatted with him unintentionally. I don't know why I just talked about men and men together, and then Brother Hu..." Li Rui snorted, and Cheng Ye was so scared that he swallowed the word "brother" and changed his name to Hu Yang name. "Hu Yang asked me if I mind if he likes men. He said that he knew that he was different from others a long time ago, and he said something about homosexuality. The more I listened to it, the more scared I became. I was afraid that he would know about Brother Rui. Son, but I also want to know about this..."

"You fucking foolishly said that you are also like him, but you don't know anything, and you want to follow him to borrow books at his house?" Li Rui also used his toes to guess what Cheng Ye said at that time. What the silly kid is most afraid of is getting involved with him, he must only be talking about himself, and because he is worried about him, he has to borrow books to read, to see what this fucking homosexual is all about.

Li Rui looked at Cheng Ye who was trembling with fright and dared not speak under his hand, and looked at the child nodding with red eyes, his heart could no longer be hardened.The few reprimands stuck in his throat turned into a low sigh, "You idiot, I've been coaxed out of you with just a few words, are you stupid!"

"Brother Rui...I'm scared, I've been having nightmares and can't sleep, I'm afraid everyone will know, I'm afraid everyone will look down on you..." The one who admitted his mistake really cried out, and he didn't dare to grab Li Rui's hand, so he just Dare to hold a part of his cuff and not let go.

"Why are you thinking so much? It's none of your business!" Li Rui hugged him into his arms and rubbed him vigorously, making his little head a mess like a bird's nest, "You Say you are so stupid, how can you live without me? Next time, if you have anything you can’t think of, just ask me directly, don’t go to those messy people outside, let me tell you, there is chaos outside, you think only women will be bullied Ah, men also have accidents, do you understand?"

Cheng Ye nodded honestly. He had been feeling aggrieved from the beginning, and when he was hugged by Li Rui, the familiar warmth almost made him cry.He didn't want to be separated from Li Rui at all, but the book said that people like them had a hard life, without the blessings of their families, without the understanding of their friends, and even their jobs might be lost... In the book Cheng Ye read He is very similar to Li Rui, not because he likes men naturally, but because of the "friend" he grew up with, he lost all his pride, and finally married a woman due to various helplessness, struggling to survive go down.

Cheng Ye couldn't imagine Li Rui being with a woman. If Li Rui left with someone else one day, he probably wouldn't find any hope of life, right?But their feelings were not understood by everyone, and he didn't dare to think about the time when Li Rui's pride was trampled on, and one day he couldn't even maintain his basic dignity.

Because he was with him, he was insulted and ridiculed at will... In his heart, Li Rui will always be a person who stands up straight and never gives up. How can such a person swallow this breath?But think about it the other way around, as long as no one knows, can they still be together?

To tell the truth, this is the only thing Cheng Ye can think of right now.Even if their road was doomed to be difficult, he was not willing to let go of Li Rui. Maybe as long as he worked hard, something would change, right?

That book was like a thorn, more like a thorny seed.Cheng Ye felt that the selfish idea of ​​"monopolizing Li Rui" kept taking root in his mind, which made him think and act irresistibly.He couldn't give Li Rui the best, but he was willing to give what he had, to take on more, and to give all his current and future bargaining chips for the word of staying together for a lifetime.

Maybe it's because they have been together with Li Rui for so many years and their relationship has long been entangled. Friendship, family affection, and mutual love, he is reluctant to let go of any of these.Obviously, he could give Li Rui the freedom to be his "friend", but he was still greedy and wanted to have everything.

Cheng Ye moistened his throat, and opened his mouth slightly trembling: "I know that Brother Rui has been taking care of me since I was a child. Over the years, Brother Rui has a soft heart and is reluctant to leave me... Brother Rui can also like women, right?" Feeling that the arm that was holding him became tighter, Cheng Ye regretted mentioning this word, and explained hastily with pale lips, "But with me, although it is hard, I, I will work hard, I can carve jade, graduate I can still be a teacher, I can take part-time jobs in two classes to make money, I, I will support the family, I can take good care of Brother Rui, Uncle Li and Aunt Fat..."

Li Rui was really angry at first, but after listening to a few words slowly, the corners of his mouth could not be restrained.His children are afraid of losing him.But before hearing a few pleasant words, the cowardly guy in his arms slowly began to withdraw his paws again.

"Of course, if Brother Rui is with me, he will really suffer. In fact, Brother Rui doesn't need to..."

"There's no need to suffer with you? Then I'll find a woman with a big ass to marry, so that you can be with that Hu?" Li Rui snorted with his nostrils, his face was displeased, and he couldn't restrain his pantothenic acid. "I said Cheng Ye, don't you have a crush on that kid surnamed Hu? I fucking knew it. From the first time I saw him, I thought he was not a good guy! Damn, poach my corner... "

"No, Hu Yang is the master's guest, and we are just ordinary friends." Cheng Ye's attention was obviously focused on the previous few sentences, and he began to stumble again with a sad tone that could not be concealed, "Brother Rui If you get married, don’t be afraid of me. When I grow up, I can live on my own. I go back to the farm, I can carve jade, and I can live in grandma’s house... I can live alone.” Seriously, it really sounds like that.

Li Ruisheng was very happy with him, holding his face and looking directly at him, not hiding his thoughts at all: "Cheng Ye, do you think I have pitied you for so many years? Do you like me? Don’t know how much I like you? Let me tell you, I’ve never lost to you. With your little thoughtfulness, I’ll know as soon as you lift your foot... Cough, what. If I had known you could read books If you come up with such a fallacy, I won’t allow you to study for so many years. It’s better to tie you at home and serve me one every day. I’ll say it again, listen carefully, you’re stupid, don’t worry about these things. I will learn your jade carving honestly and slowly save money, we still have to have our own little family, good days are yet to come."

Li Rui's voice was not gentle at all, but what he said was like a poison soaked in honey, which made Cheng Ye fall into a deep depression irresistibly. "I, I knew ten years ago that this road is difficult to walk, but I just want to go on with you, just you, and no one else..."

Cheng Ye fought back tears and nodded desperately.

Li Rui wiped his tears away, and felt his heart wring when he saw the little man with wet eyelashes, "You stupid bastard, now you know how difficult it is for me to raise you, right? You I have already thought about these worries, you just swallow your heart firmly, don’t worry about anything, just live with me with peace of mind. It’s hard for me to raise you so much, you can leave as soon as you say, dreaming Well! Everyone on the farm knows that you are my daughter-in-law..."

"Brother Rui, I'm sorry, I can't control myself... I just want to be with you..." Cheng Ye burst into tears. Ever since he read that book, he has been having nightmares. All the shadows burst out.When he was a child, he was said to be a disaster star, his parents killed him, and his grandma died of illness when he was raised by him... He felt that it was bad for him to entangle Li Rui more and more tightly like a vine, but he was inseparable. "Brother Rui, I will kill you, woo..."

"Fart! What nonsense are you talking about? Do you remember what Cheng Yue scolded you when you were a child?" Li Rui snorted, slid his hand down, and slapped Cheng Ye's ass. "Do you still remember how badly Cheng Yue was beaten by me at that time? Whoever dares to mention this, be careful of your ass blooming - you are no exception!"

Cheng Ye hadn't cried like this for a long time, and after being soothed by Li Rui along his hair for a while, he raised his head in embarrassment.He had been thinking too much during this time, and he was already quite chaotic. He originally wanted to clear up his thoughts after a while and take it step by step, but he was stimulated by the news that Li Rui's father was going to be released from prison. Li Rui knew about all the little ideas.

Li Rui was still coaxing and comforting him in a low voice, but what he said was a little more complaining: "You were much more honest when you were young than you are now, and you can tell me when you are wronged or scared. Just tell me directly, 'Brother Rui, don't Leave me 'no, it's okay...'"

Cheng Ye was bored in Li Rui's arms, and it took him a long time to hum in a low voice.

Li Rui leaned over to tease him, "What, I didn't hear clearly, can you say it again?"

"...Brother Rui, don't leave me." This time the voice was still not loud, but it was clearer than before, as if shouting from the bottom of my heart.

"Understood? I'll keep an account for you. Next time we dare to talk nonsense, we'll count together..." Li Rui still put his hands on his buttocks, but now he's taking pictures more and more unscrupulously, and even Drilled a finger into the spot that was overused yesterday. "Dry until you can't get out of bed for three days."

Cheng Ye's face was flushed, and he felt that the heat on his face was almost passing through Li Rui's clothes, and the area near his chest was also very hot.

"Let's go, go wash your face. I'll take you to change the locks and match the keys in a while. You can move here by yourself in a few days." Li Rui patted Cheng Ye's buttocks and let him go. "I have something to do at night, so I won't come here for now. I'll pick you up tomorrow evening. You don't have class at night, do you?"

"No." Cheng Ye washed his face clean, except for his red eyes, everything else was fine. "When will Uncle Li come over?"

Li Rui frowned, "He's in the detention center here now. I heard that his sentence is going to be commuted, but he hasn't given a specific date yet. You should prepare first, maybe we won't hear about it until the end of the year."

"Okay, then I'll prepare in advance." When it came to Li Rui's father, Cheng Ye, he was still a little nervous, he hesitated for a while and then said, "Then can I go and see Uncle Li? I'm close to Uncle, so I can often see him off." Something to eat..."

This Li Rui didn't agree to him, "Don't go there, it's only half a year, if you go now, it will only cause trouble for him."

The two discussed it and changed the lock and key again. This time Li Rui sent Cheng Ye all the way back to school.It was somewhat regrettable that Cheng Ye could not follow Li Rui, but the twin brothers were obviously more disappointed.Xu Xiaowu was still waiting for tomorrow's sugar shortbread, and when he saw Cheng Ye's return, he immediately opened his eyes wide, "Little brother, did you come back so early?"

Xu Xiaowen was fiddling with a few new stones sent by his father with his seniors, and he was proud of it without looking back, "I told you, there are a lot of bugs outside, little senior brother will definitely come back to live tonight!"

Cheng Ye retreated in a panic. Today, he didn't dare to loosen the collar of his shirt at all.The twins' unintentional words caught Yun Yifei who was next to him. He raised his head and glanced at Cheng Ye's back. Just as he was about to speak, he was pulled by his sleeves.

Senior brother Xu Junjie is a fine guy, he blinked at Yun Yifei, shook his head slightly to tell him to leave him alone, "Cheng Ye knows it well, besides, that person outside can't cheat Cheng Ye."

No matter how delicate Yun Yifei's mind was, he couldn't think of that aspect of the relationship all at once, and he was even more confused by the words of the elder brother, and wanted to ask again but was stuffed with a piece of jade in his hand.

Xu Junjie gave him a piece of jade that he was playing with, and said with a smile: "Look at this, it's a bit small, but it's a serious Hetian jade."

The author has something to say: COS Youlemei glutinous rice balls in the small theater:

Cheng Ye: Brother Rui, what am I yours?

Li Rui: You are my glutinous rice balls!

Cheng Ye: Huh?Am I just glutinous rice balls...

Li Rui: Because of this, I can eat you up. (It's enough!)