[Comprehensive] Die well, lie down every day

Because I clearly know that I am in a dream, so I am not confused.But also because I know that I am in the process of going back from death to life, which goes against common sense, so it is even more uncomfortable.

If I had to say it, it was more disgusting than the hazy feeling before.It's like the feeling of swimming in a stinky ditch, and you can hear the curses of the dead who can't get this special treatment, which makes you feel sick.

But at the same time, I saw a face.How should I put it, this face is hazy, as if covered by a black shadow, but I think I should have seen this face somewhere.

Then I heard fetal movement.I don't know where it came from ahead, something that wanted to be born with all my heart.That one kept shouting that he wanted to come out and live, but I still had no intention of moving forward.How should I put it, it’s better not to be the first warrior that everyone doesn’t touch. After all, I’m not the kind of person who can clean up messes. Props villager A.

As the sound of fetal movement became stronger and stronger, the black shadow became clearer and clearer, and then swallowed me in without my noticing. ...In short, I think the feeling of the black shadow suddenly rushing over is quite like being eaten.

The scene after that is still someone's memory.

That was still the memory of the real Mayu Sasaki.The first thing that appeared in front of me was a slightly handsome boy, smiling and talking around the girl Sasaki, who seemed to be comforting Sasaki who was crying non-stop.

What happened next was like a fleeting glance. Needless to say, the person who appeared the most was Tsunayoshi Sawada, but the person next to him, I thought it would be Kyoko, turned out to be the boy who had appeared before.

I thought maybe there would be a story about someone unrequitedly in love with Sasaki, but every time Sasaki was with him... always gave me a feeling of timidity.Well, it's like being afraid of that boy.

After all, it was something I didn't personally experience, so I had no choice but to stand still and watch the scenery around me change, and finally went to Sasaki's house.Sasaki stood at the door of the house, and the boy from before seemed to be talking to her, with a soft smile on his face mixed with a little pride, and then he approached Mayu Sasaki and said something in Mayu's ear, and the boy suddenly showed a look of fear expression, shaking his head constantly.

The boy's expression suddenly became gloomy, and he gave Sasaki Mayu a stern look, threw a small bottle and a knife to Sasaki, and turned away.

I guess this boy approached Mayu Sasaki on purpose from the very beginning, and Mayu Sasaki himself knew it.But the reason for not refusing... I turned around and looked at Tsunayoshi Sawada, who was lying on the bed with deep eyes closed.

Sasaki, who was standing at the door holding the bottle tightly, threw the bottle aside, carefully sat on the edge of the bed, looked at Tsunayoshi Sawada, and said, "Hey, Tsuna-kun. I was dragged into the mafia for no reason. The funniest thing is that I turned it into a gift for you... Ah, right, right, I just found out that my parents are actually related to the Mafia, even though they have been dead for about a year." There is no logic in what he said, It's just saying what comes to mind, but I understand the intention of what she said.

It's just that I want to tell my favorite person about my mood and the unbelievable things that happened to me.

After liking someone, even the thinking will become easier, but the nerves will become more sensitive.

So I just listened to some little girl babbling until she suddenly leaned over Tsunayoshi Sawada. "Gun Jun, you said that if this happened..." She vaguely did not say that word. "Your personality will definitely not be ignored." The little girl smiled, it was a very confident and confident smile.

I can understand that smile, that confidence does not come from the fact that I will be with the person I like when such a thing happens, but because I understand that the other party will not ignore this kind of thing.It's like silently saying, "Look how well I know you".

At this time, she probably hasn't despaired to that point yet.

But Tsunayoshi Sawada called out in a daze at this time, "Kyoko."

Even I, a bystander, was a little angry.The reason for this emotion is probably because the girl Sasaki's crying expression is so pitiful.

"It's too much..." The little girl lay on the boy she liked, her eyes filled with tears, but she continued with a smile. "I like you so much, but if you really do it, you will definitely be embarrassed. And... I will definitely not be able to love you like that anymore."

Speaking of it, I think Sasaki Mayu actually knew from the beginning what would happen after liking this boy, but because of her weakness in character, she couldn't refuse Zetian's gentleness, so she got deeper and deeper.

Ahh, speaking of which, I'm the type to get it if I like it, and give up if I can't get it. ...But everything has changed with that guy. As expected, once he likes someone else, he can't think very much, and it's easy to be blind.

Otherwise, I wouldn't have been so stupid to go to the top of the building to do stupid things. Now that I think about it, there was obviously a better way to fight back.

Hey, it's all in the past.

I sighed along with Mayu Sasaki.

Afterwards, Sasaki Mayu picked up the knife handed to her by the boy before, held it tightly in his hand, but stared at Tsunayoshi Sawada reluctantly.

"I really miss you." The girl's voice was as gentle as a bird's, and her eyes were as bright as glass. "I'm sorry, I'm really too weak." She said so, but resolutely drew a slit on her wrist.Although the scene of the blood gushing out all of a sudden was quite scary and made the little girl turn pale unnaturally, I knew it wasn't enough to kill.Or if you really want to die like this, you still need a knife, and then wait for the blood to dry up.

What's more, I know she won't just die.The suffering is yet to come.

But her behavior at this time really surprised me.The expression on his face was as calm as if he was handling some ingredients, and even the usual timidity disappeared.

"Is it embarrassing after death?" She looked at the boy on the bed and asked softly, then threw the knife aside, "...I really don't want the person I like to see it." Then, she staggered out.

Biting the mouth that wanted to cry out for pain, Sasaki bandaged his wrist with a slow masochistic movement, and then the little girl fell to the ground as if her strength was exhausted.After she fell to the ground, her previously closed mouth was finally released from the confinement, and she opened and closed to shout something.The voice was so small that I had to walk over and squat beside her, and then I heard her struggling cry for help.

She was shouting, "Someone help me."

The scene in the dream ended here. What was waiting for me was the painful pain in my brain and the retching feeling of resurrection after death. What further tortured me was the very annoying sound from the mobile phone next to the bed. And accompanied by vibrating alarm clock ringtones.

"...Forgive me today." I reluctantly got up from the bed, turned off the phone alarm clock, and reluctantly began to face the day that I don't know what will happen again.