[Comprehensive] Die well, lie down every day

——"Cocoon, I like you."

In a daze, it seemed that I heard a very nostalgic voice telling me this.

But that must be a voice that only appears in dreams, a person who only appears in dreams.So, now I am still waiting for the moment of waking up in a dream.

--pain.

The crushed abdominal cavity was bleeding, the eyeballs could not withstand the impact and suddenly flew out, and... the hands that wanted to grab something but could no longer reach out.

It means that everything that is alive is swallowed up, and all organs that perceive everything are destroyed.

--it hurts.

I had a dream.

Why is there such a clear feeling?I don't understand either, but judging from that, the present self is walking in a dream.If you want to find a reason, it's probably because...

——It hurts, it hurts, there is nothing but pain.

Now I am standing on the street in a daze, maybe it is the face I am familiar with, not the face of another younger person.

I don't know why I appear on the unfamiliar street, I just feel that I am waiting for someone now.The hand that was just raised out of curiosity actually produced a feeling that the hands and feet had been broken at this moment.The eyes that looked up at the sky purely out of curiosity, seemed to see the shadow of the eyeball drawing a parabola and flying out for a split second.

—Really, all true.

"Ah, you're here first..." The man spoke in such a non-surprising way.

So the eyes returned to the real thing, and the appearance of this man, the 20-year-old Tsunayoshi Sawada, was imprinted in his eyes. "Yeah," said a voice as if surprised. "It's you..." He let out a long breath as if to confirm something.It's like clasping your hands to your chest to support yourself.

Ah...just dreaming.

Having come to this conclusion, I was suddenly relieved, and cast a puzzled look in order to ask the other party, but only saw the man's face slightly distorted because of the pain.

But the man quickly suppressed those things, and told me in a cold tone that he might not even have thought of: "Mayu, let's go." The moment he said it, his lips were clenched because of emotion, In the end, he perfectly expressed what he wanted to say. "Break up...you and I..."

I do not understand the meaning.It's not that I don't understand what he said, it's just that I simply don't understand why this man said such things to me.

"Me and you...what..." I asked in doubt, but the man looked away as if he was afraid of seeing something.Unable to understand this move, he could only stubbornly look at the side of the man's face. "Why?"

——"Cocoon...why did you become like this?"

Vaguely, I seemed to see a certain familiar face, that person looked at me with disbelief, and said these words to me heartbroken.

Sure enough, I still don't understand. "Sawada Tsunayoshi likes... Wasn't Sasakawa Kyoko the only one in the beginning?" I'm not sure if I should call this man that way, just like I don't understand why that person had that look at that time, and why he said that Same sentence.

The mind was so dizzy that it seemed that it was no longer connected to the body, and the memory was so vague that it seemed to be crushed by something.Apart from the cold wind that almost pierced through the brain, the only sound coming from the ear was the screams of other people.

Then, at this moment, Sawada Tsunayoshi turned his face as if he had been stimulated to death, and pierced my heart with sad eyes. "Why can't I understand it until now? Since then... Since then, when you first reached out to me, who was ignored and useless, I have always—" The man's words ended here.It seemed that if he realized that if he continued to speak, all the perfectly well-organized emotions and perfectly hidden emotions would pour out, and this man had no choice but to restrain all expressions again.

Looking at me with eyes that don't show any emotion, but just looking at me like this.

There should be a lot of things hidden in those eyes that I want to say to me.

--"cocoon…"

"Really..."

The voice in my memory was mixed with the voice I heard now. At this moment, I suddenly found that 'Cocoon' and 'Mayu' were the same.

I remember when my adoptive parents decided on the word 'cocoon' when I was very young, they named it because of the meaning of turning a cocoon into a butterfly.But now I realize that I am not a butterfly, but a cocoon that can only bind itself.

Because I saw through this from the beginning, I didn't want to admit it, because I knew this from the beginning, so I desperately wanted to catch something.But in the end, I didn't have anything in my hand, and now I don't want to grab anything anymore.

Both 'Cocoon' and 'Mayu' are like this.

"Speaking of which, people like you are all like this." He just shouted in self-complaint, but he couldn't stop once he spoke. "At the beginning, I said big words about wanting to be with you and never leaving for the rest of my life. In the end, I overturned all of them. Whether it's the heart or the feelings we gave, when we can no longer take it back, you Just right there, arrogant, nonchalant accusations!" Even though I knew that this had nothing to do with the man in front of me, the heart of this body felt like it was resonating.

"Anyway... Tsunade-kun didn't like me from the very beginning." As if my consciousness had been invaded, I said things that I couldn't and shouldn't say, but these words smashed the man's thick chest like a sharp knife. The armor made the man tremble slightly.

I don't want to go on, I don't want to be completely invaded by feelings that don't belong to me and my original memories, but I can't stop the flow of feelings that seem to have finally found an outlet.

This abnormal emotion comes more from the 20-year-old Mayu Sasaki who is with Tsunayoshi Sawada.

I gasped for breath, and my eyes fixed on Tsunayoshi Sawada as if I wanted to imprint it like this.

The man lowered his head slightly, as if struggling with something.

No matter how focused the gaze of these eyes was on Tsunayoshi Sawada, this man just didn't make any move.Just when I thought he wouldn't raise his head at all, he suddenly looked up at me as if he had made a lot of determination, even ignoring my strong struggle and hugged me in his arms, almost strangling this body with his hands Bad, hugging the strength of his flesh and blood to integrate with him, with a tone of resignation, said very gently: "It's decided...Whether it's Peng Lie, Bai Lan or the like, I don't care. I like you...from the first time we met, from the moment you took the initiative to talk to a useless guy like me, and were willing to associate with me, I have liked you..."

As if he had finally spoken out what was in his heart, the man's face finally showed a relaxed expression, while the woman wanted to get the treasure she had always wanted. The originally sad eyes were instantly injected into the joyful body and lit up.

I was just watching quietly from behind, but I couldn't feel this emotion and frowned in trouble.

I just saw it inadvertently in a dream, and even participated in some stories from other worlds.And now... all I have to do is wait for the bell to start again, writhing in excruciating pain, waiting for the next awakening.

This dream finally came to an end briefly, just waiting for a new story to be revealed again.