[Net King] Summer

The streets in winter are a bit cold and quiet. Even a city like Osaka cannot resist the power of a season.In the past, there were only Qingran and Baishi empty on the streets where people were walking around.One of them lowered their heads, and the other slightly raised their heads to look at the not-so-clear sky today.The eyes of the two people have never met, but they are always walking side by side. Even though they have their own rhythms, there is no gap at all.

Qingran knows what to say now, but she just can't say anything, the thousands of thoughts in her head are just like a pile of mess, she doesn't know where to start, and she doesn't know what to say .Those thoughts seemed to turn into weight, pressing her lips tightly.

In the end, it was Shiraishi who broke the silence.

"The incident just now... Caiqian was just joking." Baishi actually reacted subconsciously at that time, and didn't think too much about it, but after seeing Caiqian's so free and easy appearance, it didn't seem like he really wanted to say anything. What kind of appearance, Baishi immediately understood, he was played by his junior.

"I know." Qingran nodded, the first person she knew was Caiqian, the two had similar personalities, and they cherished each other at the beginning, so Qingran was naturally clear about Caiqian's personality, she was also scared at the very beginning For a moment, but in fact she didn't take it to heart at all.

What really weighed on her heart was...

"Those soups... are all sent by seniors?" At first, she only thought it was the kindness of Caiqian's mother, so she didn't think much about it, but today, Qingran suddenly understood Caiqian's actions and words, Those were all sent by Baishi to her, and after talking about it, Qingran recalled that it was the second day after they met that they started delivering soup.

Baishi was a little embarrassed, he shaved his face, coughed lightly, "I..." After hesitating for a long time, he didn't know what to say, he couldn't help but regret why he didn't just give it to her in the first place , Now that he's worn out, it's even more embarrassing.

"..." Qingran glanced at him, and finally sighed, "Senior, you don't need to be like this." They have already broken up, haven't they?He doesn't have to take care of her that much.

I don't know if it was the 'senior' who was unfamiliar again and again or the clear tone that made Baishi feel pain, "What do you mean? I don't need to do anything? Leave you alone? Then let you spoil yourself?"

Pressed by Baishi, Qingran sneered, "I just want to ask what senior means." She stared at Baishi's eyes, those black and white eyes were extremely sharp, like knives, "Shall I remind senior? We've already broken up, and it's my fault that I ruined myself, so what does it have to do with senior?"

Shiraishi, who was pierced by the knife-like gaze, only felt his heart was bleeding. He closed his eyes slightly, and said in a heavy tone, "You must be so heartless? You know how much pain I will feel if you say such words, but you are a little You don't care, do you?"

In fact, Qingran also regretted it after she said it, and she was only impulsive after hearing Baishi's words. He was the one who said to break up at the beginning, but now, he is also the one who wants to cross the line.

After taking a breath, Qing Ran's tone softened, "I'm just saying a fact."

"Facts..." Baishi repeated it lightly, and then he smiled, "Yes, these are facts. It is a fact that we broke up...but it is still a fact that I like you."

"..." Qing Ran was taken aback.

"After breaking up with you, I wondered whether it was right for me to do so every day. Later, I told myself that I said breaking up was not because I wanted to give up on you, but because I wanted to give each other some space to see each other clearly... Clearly, we entered into a misunderstanding before, and if we continue like this, we will eventually separate, so I withdrew in order to find a correct path and to let you know my thoughts."

Qingran bit her lip and didn't speak.After breaking up, didn't she think a lot, she understood that she had let Baishi down, she understood that in this relationship, she had paid too little.

But, what's the use if she understands it?Just like now, what's the use of Baishi telling her?It was too late, too late, she was no longer who she was at the beginning, and it was impossible for her to change back to her former self.

"Senior... that's enough, what's the point of saying this now?"

"Yes!" Baishi roared, "Of course!"

"What Caiqian said is correct, you need to be more decisive in doing things. I always thought that the male protagonists in the movie were stupid, because they would only be sad when facing the departure of their loved ones, but they would not try to keep them. But now I found that I used to be like that, I was foolishly waiting, waiting for you to move forward, waiting for you to take the initiative, even after we broke up, I was waiting for you to figure everything out and come back to me." Baishi recalled During that time, he thought almost every call was from Qingran, but every time he was disappointed, he raised the corner of his mouth and smiled mockingly, "But now I find out, why bother?"

"Those at the beginning were just dissatisfaction with self-esteem, and it was just a gamble. It was just my willfulness. If I waited and couldn't wait for you to come back, then I won't wait any longer. Because if this continues, I will only completely Compared with that inexplicable dignity, I am more afraid of losing you." It is said that in a love, whoever loves more deeply will lose, and then he, Shiraishi Kuranosuke, will lose in a mess ?He can't let himself not care like her, and he can't pretend to be a stranger like her. He is not as cruel as her, and he can't do it.

It was as if a huge stone had been crushed in my heart, and I couldn't bear to see the mocking and sad smile on Baishi's downcast face.In her eyes, Baishi has always been the proud son of heaven, he is gentle, but he has the demeanor of looking down on the world like a king.Qingran recalled more than once Baishi's self-confidence and momentum when he was on the tennis court. At that time, Baishi was like a sharp sword that broke out of its sheath, and the light made people dare not look directly at it.

And that Baishi, now because of her, is willing to humble himself and throw away his dignity.

"Senior...Why is this so, it's not worth it." She didn't deserve what he did for her at all.And this relationship, which is destined to end without a disease, is even more unworthy.

"You're not me, how do you know whether it's worth it or not?"

"..." Qingran looked at Baishi for a while, and the sourness in her heart turned into a shocking wave. She lowered her eyes, suppressed her emotions, and said softly, "Senior, do you know? I have decided to inherit the family."

"..."

"So, from now on, I am not only me, but also my family. I am no longer the Matsumoto Qingran I used to be, so... now, it is too late to say anything." She raised her eyes, and her eyes seemed to be able to drown people's hurt.

Why doesn't she love him?However, compared to him, she values ​​her family affection more.

"Feelings will fade with time. You can't forget me now, but what about one year, two years, three years? As long as we don't meet, sooner or later, that feeling will disappear."

"Senior, do you understand? No one in the world can't live without someone, everyone can be replaced, and sooner or later, there will be someone to replace me by your side." So, why go What about clinging to such a relationship that is not easy for anyone?

Qingran can't let it go now, but she just understands this truth, so she endures it, and she believes that sooner or later, she will really let it go.

It may be a long time before that day comes, and the time during this period is very tormented, but the attachment is too much, and it is always false.If this relationship with no results can be seen, if it continues, it will only hurt the two of them again and again.

Because it is impossible for her to abandon her family to live with her beloved like Matsumoto Akiya, and Shiraishi will not abandon what she loves and be burdened by the family with her... Even if Shiraishi is willing, she will will not want to.Therefore, letting go and letting the feelings fade away is the best solution.

"..." Baishi looked at the sad eyes but full of firm clarity. Finally, he asked softly, "Qingran... Is it really impossible for us to go back?" He just left for a while, Why, the distance between them has become so far?

Qingran looked away, looked at the wall next to her, "I can't go back."

At this moment, Baishi finally understands why the male protagonist in the movie didn't go to stay, it's not that he didn't want to stay, but the reality has been placed in front of them, making them unable to be naive anymore.

They didn't have the courage to stretch out those hands.

but……

Qingran looked at the sky, she turned around, "The weather doesn't seem to be very good, let's go back." Then she raised her feet and walked back, but when she passed by Baishi, Baishi suddenly The son grabbed her hand.

"Okay, like you said, I will try to forget you, and I will let it go."

Baishi's compromise made Qingran breathe a sigh of relief, but also felt sad and wanted to cry, they finally reached this step.However, she still suppressed the sadness in her heart and said with a smile: "Thank you, senior."

"But..." Baishi looked at her, and his gentle water-like eyes directly looked into her heart, "Even if we can't go back to the past, can you not reject my approach?"

"Senior..." Qingran didn't understand him, hadn't he already agreed, why is this now?Doesn't he understand?This will only make the two of them feel more uncomfortable.Opening her mouth, Qingran was just about to refuse, but who knows, Baishi's next words directly poked at the soft spot in her heart, making her finally unable to hold back the tears for a moment.

"I just wanted to have someone to talk to when you were alone," he said.

He has been ignoring one thing, he only saw the thorns of the rose, but he forgot that the reason why the rose is full of thorns is because her rhizome is too soft.The more proud a person is, the more inferior he will be, and the more he wraps himself up, the more afraid he will be hurt.

And he just wanted to be with her, so that at least one person could understand her.

The author has something to say: I’m sorry I didn’t update yesterday... In fact, a certain flower is back to school... School starts tomorrow, try to write as much as possible today, but if the saved manuscript is broken, it may only be updated until the weekend ( stand hands).The countdown is really counting down, there are still about five or six chapters to finish, and I will try to finish it within these two weeks.There will be a few episodes when it's over.

There are manuscripts in Xinkeng, you can go there and have a look! ! ! ! !

Damn! ! ! !I have been promoting the new pit for a long time, okay? ! ! ! ! ! !What about people? ! ! ! !

Xinkeng is so cold, I am really sad (covering chest).

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