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That night, Higurashi Yuzuki did not go back to the shrine for sleep, an activity she no longer needed, but held a small flower pot and prepared to spend the night with mobile games—after all, as a game geek, Higurashi Yutsuki It's been a long time (mentally) since I've played a game, not even a mobile game!

How can this work? !

It’s okay to be a gamer if you can’t be a nerd, why are there no more games in the end? ?This is the perfect character that she can never abandon!

So the sun set and the moon prepares for a night of games in order to soothe the heart of his weak and injured gamer.

But to the rage of game geeks, the recent mobile games are really lackluster. After she played them all at an average rate of eliminating one game every 10 minutes, she soon fell into a huge void.

who I am?where am i?what am i doing?

It is worth mentioning that when Sunset and Moon were sadly thinking about life facing the moon, a big cat passed by downstairs and inadvertently looked up and saw her, so he made a detour halfway and stood in front of Sunset. Certainly.

"Miss Jing, are you here alone? Are you in any trouble?"

Rimu Jieyue looked up and saw a cute face under the slanted bangs.

——It was Atsushi Nakajima.

A super well-behaved looking big cat.

"Good evening, Dunjun." Higurashi Jieyue greeted him with a smile, "It's not really trouble, it's just that I suddenly feel terrible."

"Scary?" Atsushi Nakajima suspected that he had heard it wrong.

Miss Jing actually said "terrible"?Thinking about it, it's very scary. After all, who would be cuter than her...cough cough cough...

"Is there anything I can do to help Miss Jing?" The big cat said enthusiastically and eagerly, like a poor little friend who is eager to seek recognition from his friends.

The eyes of the sun and the moon fluttered on the top of the furry hair of the feline animal. After suppressing the urge to rua's hair, he sighed pitifully: "About this matter, I'm afraid Dun Jun can't help me. Look—— —”

Rimu Jieyue raised his mobile phone and shook it in front of this cute cat: "—Look! I have played all of these fifty recent hot games, but none of them are fun, even if I want to krypton gold I can't even spend any money...Dun Jun, think about it, isn't this terrible thing?!"

Atsushi Nakajima: "..."

That's it?

Atsushi Nakajima's head was full of question marks, and he was about to ask a question, but then he felt that something was wrong: How can someone as powerful as Ms. Jing worry about such meaningless things?So the "game" in her mouth must not be just a "game"!There must be a deeper meaning!

what is it?

Atsushi Nakajima thought hard, and the more he thought about it, the more confused he became, and the more he thought about it, the more awe-inspiring he became for Sunset and Jieyue: To say such unfathomable words, you really deserve to be Miss Jing!

Dihua's big cats uttered such emotions in their hearts.

Due to the mission, Atsushi Nakajima left soon after confirming that nothing happened.Before leaving, he made a very serious suggestion:

"Miss Jing, since you can't find a game you like, why don't you make a fun game yourself?"

"Huh?! Make one yourself? No, that... Dun-kun, things like games are actually not that simple..."

"Of course it won't be easy!" Atsushi Nakajima believes that the "game" in Yuyue Higurashi's mouth must be a very profound metaphor, which must imply something very remarkable, so this event must be very difficult, "But Miss Jing There must be no problem!"

He said confidently to the tongue-tied Higurashi Jieyue: "After all, for people as powerful as Mr. Dazai and Ms. Jing, no matter what problems they encounter, they will definitely be able to solve them!"

Sunset and Moon: "..."

Dunjun, what is going on in your head all day long? ! !

You wake up a little bit! !

Rimu Jieyue choked speechlessly, watching the big cat go away.

But after that, after sitting down and thinking about it carefully, Higurashi Keiyue felt that Atsushi Nakajima's proposal was actually a good idea: Since there is no game I like, why not make one myself?

Although she doesn't know programming, code, or art... But she can summon Shikigami who understands these!Whether it is programming code, numerical planning or art modeling, all these can be done by Shikigami!

At that time, she will provide the ideas, and the Shikigami who will not get tired will provide the labor force-wow!Perfect!

She is so smart! !

The sun sets and the moon is full of joy.

So, the question now is, what game is she going to do?

At this moment, a ray of light flashed in Ri Mu Jieyue's mind, but because it disappeared very quickly, only one vague thought remained in her mind:

She must make a fun, popular game with super beauties!

must! !

So just like that, in Higurashi Yuyue's beautiful vision of the "Shikigami Game Planning Team", the night passed quickly.

The next morning, when the clock gradually pointed to 9 o'clock, the little flower pot that had been hugged by the sun and the moon all night finally moved.

It seemed that the soil that had been calm for a night suddenly seemed to be guided by something, and under the pull of an invisible force, it separated from the center to the surroundings like boiling.

In the vision of the sunset and the moon, the lines that were originally floating in the void, coming from unknown places to unknown places, swarmed from all directions at this moment, wrapping her into a huge thread ball with a diameter of three meters. , densely packed, layer upon layer, covering the sky and the sun.

If she doesn't turn off the full-featured perspective of the supernatural power, she can't even see what is one foot away from herself!

"strangeness……"

Sunset Jieyue frowned, his originally relaxed expression became a little dignified and confused.

"It seems... there is something..."

She murmured, feeling that something invisible was changing.

Sunset and Moon can feel that after the melon seeds in the soil have absorbed enough spiritual power, it begins to germinate and grow at an extremely fast speed, and it also draws a certain layer of "rules" of this world over to it. Gradually converge.And the gathered lines in her eyes are the reflection of the rules of the world being drawn.

This point has not yet exceeded the expectations of the sun and the moon.

The "watermelon" in her hand is a game product, a kind of "fantasy crop", which is completely different from the real crop, so if it wants to reproduce it in reality, it must get the help of this world.

This is like the principle of the supernatural power of "fictitious truth" at the end of the day and the moon.

The sun sets and the moon gives spiritual power, and the world modifies the rules for her.This is an equivalent exchange.

Wogua gave it the spiritual power it got from the outside world, and the world turned it from a two-dimensional "fantasy crop" into reality.This is also an equivalent exchange.

Sunset Jieyue was not surprised by this.

But what she never expected was that with the appearance of Wogua and the drastic change of the rules of the world, a gorgeous coat that originally covered the world would also fall down. The unbelievable truth just appeared in front of her.

At this moment, Sunset Jieyue finally understood why she spent so much spiritual power when using "fictional truth" in her own world, but when changing the rules in this world, everything was so easy, as if she could accept it at any time. Dominance over this world...

Sunset and Jieyue stared blankly at the small flower pot in his hand, feeling mixed feelings.

Even if a cartoon melon that is very similar to the melon in the game pops up from scratch in her eyes, wriggling like a smug little guy, she loses the interest to complain.

Her mind went blank.

For a long time, she murmured in a low voice.

"So...is that so..."

"The truth that Dazai has been protecting... so it's this..."

·

When Higurashi Yuzuki went to the Armed Detective Agency with a small flowerpot in her arms to look for Luanbu, a tall red-haired young man opened the door for her.

This young man has red copper "color" hair, wears a sand "color" coat, and has a handsome face, which seems a bit dull.The expression on his face made him seem to be concentrating on something, but when he looked closely, he seemed to be not thinking about anything, he was a person who couldn't figure out his thoughts.

Unexpectedly, seeing this face that had only been seen a few times but left a deep impression on her face, Sunset and Moon stood there blankly, and the complex emotions that had been suppressed by her surged out again.

Until another voice sounded in the company.

"What's wrong? Why have you been standing at the door, Oda?"

Oda Sakunosuke.

Yes, the person standing in front of her is the "Oda Sakunosuke" whom Yutsuki Higurashi had seen in the game.

Before today, Rimu Jieyue didn't know this person well, and had never seriously made friends with him.Her understanding of him is limited to the short sentence "A member of the Armed Detective Agency, a "dad" who has adopted many children, and it is said that his occupation before becoming a member is a mystery" she learned from the game.

But even so, whenever Higurashi Yutsuki saw him appearing in the game, she would think of Dazai Osamu, and then, a strange emotion would involuntarily surge in her heart.

Maybe it's pity, or maybe it's envy.

Such emotions climbed to the highest peak after she learned the truth of the world and saw "Oda Sakunosuke" with her own eyes.

Then she finally understood what she was thinking.

—is ashamed.

She is ashamed of her past by his presence.

Sakunosuke Oda answered Kunikida in a dull voice with a face that seemed to be thinking but not thinking about anything: "A guest is here."

"guest?"

As soon as Kunikida's voice of surprise started, Luanbu, who was eating snacks in the club, got refreshed, and ran out with the snacks in his arms.

"Wow! It's finally here!!"

"Huh?! Mr. Luanbu, you..."

Luanbu squeezed away the good-tempered Oda, stood in front of Higurashi Yuzuki, hugged the small flower pot in her hand, and held this pompous melon in full bloom, with 100% synchronization of expressions for each person and one melon.

"Ha! I knew it! It's really interesting!!"

Wogua hangs an emoticon pack of [angry.jpg], swaying in a small flower pot.

Kunikida on the side looked at this melon with an emoji, and was so shocked that his eyes almost fell off: "Mr. Ranpo... this... this... is..."

"its mine!"

"Ranbu" is very happy, like seeing a very interesting toy, or a very important treasure, the joy floating around him almost turns into substance.

But when he turned his head and inadvertently saw the expression on the face of the sun and the moon, he paused.

"For the sake of this toy, Lord Ranpo will be merciful and give you another suggestion." Ranbu said seriously, "Although there is only one truth, a certain illusion may not be impossible at the end. Become another truth. The boundary between true and false is not as big as you think, not to mention, is true and false really important to you?"

Rimu Jieyue stared blankly at him, and it took him a while to come back to his senses, and smiled helplessly: "I'm really ashamed, I was comforted by you, Mr. Luanbu..."

"Ran" step fried "hair": "What do you mean being comforted by me?! It's so rude!!"

Higurashi and Moon's round eyes curled up: "However, I really appreciate Mr. Ranpo's words. Thank you very much."

Like the "dew" drops splashing in the morning, turning into fine water mist, a soft moist feeling falls in the heart.

At this moment, "Ran" was strangely smoothed.

Afterwards, Higurashi Yuzuki stepped into the Armed Detective Agency politely, and after talking with the members for a while, he offered to leave.But before she left, she thought about it, and couldn't help asking: "Mr. Luanbu, when I learned that you knew the truth of all this, I was very surprised and at the same time felt it was right. After all, you really It is a super powerful famous detective... But I am a little curious: After knowing the truth, Mr. Ranpo, have you ever been "confused" or at a loss? How do you... view the world? "

Luanbu hugged the angry Wogua in his arms, showing a sly smile.

"you guess?"

……

When Higurashi Jieyue walked out of the detective agency, the sun was already high.

She looked at this familiar yet unfamiliar world with a complicated expression.

Higurashi Jieyue once lived in this world. Although she lost her memory during this period, she lived a rare and happy life in this world, leaving many happy memories and meeting many interesting people in this world.

That's why when the truth of this world came unexpectedly, she felt extremely confused: Is the "truth" she had learned really the truth?

And what she saw and felt was "real"?

If not, then what is "true"?

If yes, then what is "false"?

The sunset and the moon are no longer very clear.

Holding an umbrella, she walked under the scorching sun, like a ghost passing through the sea of ​​people and half of Yokohama, and quietly came to the downstairs of the headquarters building of Hong Kong and Black.

She hesitated in her heart, wondering whether she should go upstairs to find Osamu Dazai, but she only hesitated for less than a minute, and a person who looked like a capable assistant came in front of her.

"Miss Yue Ye, sir, please." The assistant said respectfully.

Sunset and Moon sighed wryly.

"God's will..."

She followed the assistant to the top floor, opened the door, and came to this dark office again.

Behind the desk, Dazai Osamu was just like what she saw the day before, sitting in a casual yet majestic posture, his iris-colored pupils were faintly cold, but the smile on his lips was faintly vague. warm.

"Miss Jing, have you finally decided to choose me?" Osamu Dazai asked, looking expectant.

The preoccupied Higurashi Yuzuki was taken aback for a moment, and it took a while to understand what Osamu Dazai was talking about.

She smiled helplessly, and subconsciously replied: "Mr. Dazai... Regarding Bai Lan, I have actually made other decisions."

Just after she understood the truth of this world, after she saw the "random" steps, she made a decision:

The gap between truth and falsehood is not as big as imagined, and truth and falsehood are not as important to her as imagined.Since Bai Lan is obsessed with her, and she doesn't want to use violence against this brat, instead of finding a "fake boyfriend" to get rid of Bai Lan, it's better to try to date Bai Lan.

Higurashi Jieyue didn't have any worries about this matter.Because "Sunset and Moon" is not "Yue Yejing" after all, she is not as interesting as Yue Yejing, and she will not accommodate and like Bai Lan like Yue Yejing, so Bai Lan, who can't get what she wants from her, will naturally treat Bai Lan in the end. She loses interest and breaks up amicably, and the whole process probably won't take more than a month.

So, she just thinks she wasted a month coaxing the child!

This is the decision of the sun and the moon on this matter.

But she didn't intend to mention it in front of Osamu Dazai.

"Another decision? Who else would be better than me?!"

Dazai Osamu didn't seem to notice anything, snorted, and quickly changed his face.

"It's really disappointing..." Osamu Dazai elongated his tone unhappily, "Although I have long known that the world is unfair, but whenever I see a fool standing in a place where some people can't stand, I feel You will feel that the world is really meaningless.”

Osamu Dazai put his face on his face, didn't look at her, and routinely said true and false frustrated words, his long eyelashes drooped slightly, and his lazy voice seemed to be coquettish or complaining, which made it impossible for people to listen to her. He guessed his mood in his tone.

But Higurashi Jieyue can always be keenly aware of almost no emotional changes in Dazai's words, so she is also keenly aware that whenever Dazai speaks, there is always a very complicated, cold and sad feeling hidden in his words. Emotions, this kind of emotion, as long as you touch it a little, you can't help but want to cry-and this is why Higurashi Yuzuki thinks that Osamu Dazai doesn't have the feeling of "like" her.

Because, how can a man feel sad when he sees someone he likes?

The feeling of "like" should be like the moment when the soft cherry blossoms fall on the shoulders, like the morning sun rising from the sea level and the halo between the clouds and the sea, like the wind passing through In the forest, the leaves respond one after another... They should be gentle and happy, beautiful and shy, or any other word that symbolizes beauty.

And no matter what the word is, it should not be cold, sad, or painful.

So, what is this Mr. Dazai thinking in his heart?

Why did his eyes seem to be crying when he smiled at her?

In the past, the sun and the moon did not understand, but now, she finally understands——

At least partly understood.

"Mr. Dazai..."

The gate was closed, and Higurashi Yuki came in front of Osamu Dazai.

"Mr. Dazai...I..." She hesitated for a moment, the words she had prepared were suddenly stuck in her chest, and she couldn't speak anymore.

"Huh?" Osamu Dazai made a confused nasal sound.

Higurashi Jieyue was silent for a while, and said: "It's like this... I was thinking... Do Mr. Dazai's previous words still count?"

Osamu Dazai's expression went blank for a moment.

Higurashi Yuzuki smiled nonchalantly: "I've thought about it for a long time, and I think it's better to ask Mr. Dazai for help in pretending to be a boyfriend. After all, Mr. Dazai owes me a favor, and I have to repay it—"

The sound of the sunset and the moon disappeared.

She couldn't go on.

Because in front of her, Osamu Dazai stared at her iris eyes, showing uncontrollable sadness and tiredness for the first time.

"You still found out... This is the only thing I don't want you to know."

Osamu Dazai forced himself to smile, but it failed in the end, just like the truth he originally wanted to hide.

He thought that Sunset and Moon would discover the truth, but he never thought that Sunset and Moon would discover the truth so quickly.

Osamu Dazai stood up with some trembling, and walked slowly to Higurashi Yuyue.

"Miss Jing, I often think, to you...to the 'outside world', what are we, me, and this world?"

"Of course, I know, to you, I'm just a fake paper man. Although it looks real, even though it has its own "character" and experience, the fake is just a fake after all, even if he Like the real... In fact, this is also true, because we met in the false, even my existence, and even this world... are all false."

"If the world is a book, then the world is a superfluous page in the book, which does not exist in the text of the book, nor does it need to exist."

"Yeah, that's right, that's the truth of the world—a non-existent, unwanted, false world."

Higurashi Jieyue lowered his head, couldn't bear to look at Osamu Dazai's face, and couldn't speak.

She couldn't refute him, couldn't comfort him.

Because as Dazai said, this world is a false, unreal world.

Even if there are tens of thousands of so-called parallel worlds, this world is just a reflection in the water, an illusion in the mirror, and it was just a projection of a parallel world at the beginning.I don't know why the world as a shadow suddenly broke away from the original world and developed its own "color", but as long as anyone breaks the existence of "water" or "mirror" as a medium, this world will be like a bubble Disappear, and the people in front of the sun and the moon, and everything in the eyes will also disappear, and it will not even have any impact on the real world, and no one will remember this world and the people in this world.

— False illusions.

This is the truth of this world.

And Dazai Osamu, the person in front of Higurashi Jieyue, is nothing more than another person's phantom left in this mirror world.

Everything is fake.

"Everything is false..." Dazai Osamu's voice was very soft, but it carried an unbearable weight, "So I often ask myself, as a shadow, what am I insisting on?"

Even he who lives in the real world can't feel the truth, so why is he still insisting on living in the false?He is the reflection of the real world, the bubble in the false world, obviously everything is meaningless to him, why must he follow this established destiny and come to this point?

"It was only later that I discovered that the reason why I insisted on staying in this world of nothingness was to wait for a 'possibility' and a person."

Waiting, a word so beautiful and gentle, yet so ruthless.Only those who have waited will know how frightening and hopeless the mood that gradually burns and gradually cools down.

And it was even more so for Dazai.

It was difficult for him to accept the fact that he was waiting for someone.It is possible to deny the matter of waiting, but it is like denying his existence itself.

So he had to admit - he was waiting.

"The possibility I'm waiting for will lead me out of the falsehood; and the person I'm waiting for will tell me the true meaning..."

Higurashi Jieyue once said that she couldn't understand why someone would tirelessly pursue the same person in her own world for the sake of her own experience in the parallel world.

But Osamu Dazai knew very well what this was for.

He in the real world understands, and he in the reflection of reality also understands.

"That's why I persist, and that's why I exist."

He embarked on the meaningless "Road of Destiny" in order to wait for a possibility.That one might bring a moonlike being to him.

It is for this possibility and this person that he stands here.

"Maybe this world is fake, maybe I'm fake too...but only this feeling is not fake at all."

"So...Miss Mirror..."

"Do you understand it?"

Osamu Dazai smiled weakly, as if he had stabbed a knife into his chest, cut out the bloody heart, and placed it under the sky he was afraid of, waiting for the moment of judgment to come.

"Again...how do you view 'me'?"

The air was silent.

Only Osamu Dazai's heartbeat reverberated weakly in this empty room.

After a while, Higurashi Yuzuki finally spoke under Dazai Osamu's expectant and fearful eyes.

Her expression was complicated, as if she was confused, but also as if she was finally relieved:

"Actually...before this, I never thought Mr. Dazai would value friendship so much."

Dazai Osamu: "..."

and many more?

A question mark slowly floated out of Osamu Dazai's head.

Higurashi Yuzuki sighed and said: "I didn't expect Mr. Oda Sakunosuke to be so important to you, Mr. Dazai... It seems that some of my previous thoughts were all misunderstandings about Mr. Dazai. I must tell you Mr. Dazai about this." Apologize."

Osamu Dazai: "..."

Sunset Jieyue: "Actually, I had a friend before, but then I drifted away from her. At that time, I didn't understand what she accused me of, but now it seems that she is probably right. , I may indeed not regard her as a friend, at least not an important friend. Because, if I were placed in your position, Mr. Dazai, it would be absolutely impossible for me to stick to this point for Mr. Oda. I really I'm sorry, both to my friend and to Mr. Dazai...I'm really ashamed of all this."

Osamu Dazai: "..."

Oh, you should be ashamed indeed.

Osamu Dazai smiled politely and wanted to kill her.