After the favorability rating was 99, I gave up the tour

Sunset and Moon sat on the beach outside the warehouse, facing the dark sea all night.

When the golden red morning glow dyed the sea level red, and the waves rolled out from the bottom of the sea surrounded by the red sun, Higurashi Jieyue finally stood up.

"Let's go."

She turned her head and smiled at the swords waiting behind her.

"I'll take you back."

The swordsmen hesitated to speak, but now Jianxin said bluntly: "Then what about you, my lord? Aren't you going back with us?"

The five tigers retreated a little anxiously, and said anxiously: "Could it be... don't you want to stay here alone, sir? Don't wow! Don't leave us! And if you don't go back, sir, who will receive Mr. Sawada's letters?" ah!"

Swordsmen: "..."

Ri Mu Jieyue smiled for a while, and his expression was a little subtle: "How do you know that Mr. Gang is going to send me a letter?"

Swordsmen: "..."

Five tigers back!You stupid!You exposed us all! !

Seeing that the matter of listening to the corner of the wall was exposed, the swordsmen pointed to the five tigers to retreat one after another, adhering to the principle of "teammates sacrifice to heaven and have boundless mana". Sawada-san's date!!"

The five tigers drew back a breath of air, shocked by everyone's plastic friendship.

Higurashi Jieyue glanced at the swords and swords of these children's hearts, but he could imagine that the five tigers would not be the only ones who listened to the corner back then.

But when facing these children who looked like adults, she couldn't get angry at all.

Rimu Jieyue smiled helplessly: "Okay, let's not make an example."

"Let's go, I'll take you back, don't worry, I won't leave you behind, I just..." She paused, looking at the sun on the horizon, "I just haven't finished some things."

And some things that should be said, have not had time to finish.

·

After sending the swords back to the present world, Yutsuki Higurashi returned to Yokohama on the normal timeline.

At this time, the secret funeral of Dazai Zhi, the leader of Hong Kong gangsters, had just ended, and Chuya Nakahara cleaned up the mess head-on.

But soon, he noticed a strange aura, so he turned his head and saw Sunset and Moon coming from the end of the road.

Looking at the familiar face, he was a little dazed, unable to tell what kind of emotion he had in his heart for Miss Jing.But no matter what kind of emotion it is, from this day on, maybe there is no need to explore it?

Ri Mu Jieyue walked up to him and smiled slightly at him.

"Mr. Nakahara, please tell me what Mr. Dazai said to you before he left."

Zhongyuan Zhongye's mouth was a little astringent, but his face was covered with impatience: "There is nothing to say, it's just some stupid words!"

"Yes, I think so too." Higurashi Jieyue sighed slightly, "But he should have mentioned it?"

"what?"

"Mr. Dazai should have mentioned to you, Mr. Nakahara, if I come to look for you again after his funeral, then what should you really convey to me at this time."

Zhong Yuanzhong also took off his hat with irritability and even some dissatisfaction that he couldn't explain.

"You, you know that guy is just using you, right?!" Zhong Yuan Zhong also said in a rough voice, "Why did you take the initiative to find him?! If you don't understand that these are fake, then forget it, But you clearly know that these are just acting, why did you go to him?!"

Yes, all of this is fake.Whether it is a funeral or a death, these are all fake, and they were forbidden by Osamu Dazai as the leader to tell Higurashi and Yuzuki about it.

But this is not what angers Zhongyuan Zhongye the most.

What angered him the most was that Miss Jing knew that all of this was false, and that Osamu Dazai had ulterior motives, but she still wanted to find him.

--Why? !What good is that bastard anyway? !

Of course, Zhong Yuanzhong would never admit that he was jealous, because he didn't even feel that he "liked" Miss Jing.But...but, he was just very unhappy.A kind of unhappiness like hating iron but not steel!

Higurashi Yuki looked at Nakahara Chuya in confusion, and didn't really understand why he was angry, but since he asked, she answered truthfully: "Because Mr. Dazai asked me to go find him."

"He wants you to go to him, so you must go to him?" Nakahara Zhongya became even angrier when he heard this, "Can't you think about yourself a little bit? You are not afraid that the guy will set a trap and let you go Won't you come back?!"

Higurashi Jieyue showed a surprised expression, and then was amused by the angry Zhongyuan Zhongya: "How come? Mr. Zhongyuan, I am very grateful for your kindness, but such a thing will not happen, please rest assured."

Zhong Yuanzhong also realized his gaffe.He blushed a little, and almost became angry from embarrassment amidst the laughter of the sun and the moon, but in the end he pressed the hat back on his head, pretended to be indifferent, and snorted coldly: "You can do whatever you want!"

After he casually told Higurashi Ketsuki what Osamu Dazai had asked him to convey, he held his breath, turned around and left.

Behind him, Higurashi Jieyue watched Chuya Chuya go away in a strange and blank manner.Her rationality told her that even out of politeness, she should stop Mr. Zhongyuan at this time, respond to his concern, resolve his misunderstanding, and calm his emotions, but her instinct told her that it is best Do not do this.

——Let's end like this.

Sunset and Moon seemed to have heard someone say that.

——Because some things should never have started.

Afterwards, Higurashi Yuyue followed the prompt left by Osamu Dazai, went back in time on the normal timeline, and came to the Tsukino Mansion the night before the funeral, which was rented by Tsukino Kagami in the game, and finally in this world The house bought by Osamu Dazai.

And sure enough, Osamu Dazai at this point in time is here!

……

When Higurashi Yutsuki sat on the window lattice and gently opened the window, Dazai Osamu was reading a book by sitting in a room with only moonlight.

"Please come in, remember to close the window."

Osamu Dazai's voice carried a rare sense of humor and laughter, which made Higurashi Yutsuki couldn't help but smile slightly.

"Mr. Dazai is happy?" Higurashi Yutsuki asked, and it was exactly as Dazai Osamu said, gently closing the window in the way of closing the door.

Osamu Dazai closed the book, raised his head and smiled at her: "Of course I am very happy that you are here."

Higurashi Jieyue understood Dazai Osamu's meaning.

Because Yutsuki Higurashi came here, no matter what tone or method Higurashi Yuzuki used to deny her feelings for Osamu Dazai before, her actions at this moment only represent one thing—that is, Higurashi Yuzuki loves Osamu Dazai.

Higurashi Jieyue understands, and Dazai Osamu understands even more, because all this is within his expectation.

but--

Higurashi Yuzuki sighed, and said: "Mr. Dazai, besides admitting defeat to you this time, I have another thing I have to tell you."

Osamu Dazai's smile faded again: "Really?"

"Mr. Dazai, I have decided. Starting tomorrow night, I will not come to Yokohama again... Mr. Dazai, you are always right, you can always win, but I don't want to be your trophy. I do care You, I do like you, but I won't drop everything for you, and you won't do that for me either. So we'd better—"

Osamu Dazai stared straight at her and interrupted her: "Why didn't I drop everything for you? Isn't everything I've done enough to let Miss Jing understand my determination? Maybe I'm still a gangster in Hong Kong now. But it will not be the leader from tomorrow, because 'Dazai Osamu' will die tomorrow, so everything is no longer my responsibility. So, even if I do this, it is not enough to prove that I like it Is this about Miss Mirror?!"

Higurashi Yuzuki lowered his eyes: "It's meaningless to win a gamble. Mr. Dazai, when you know that all your 'sacrifices' will be 'rewarded', then such 'sacrifices' are no longer 'sacrifices', but Be the chip on the balance. And most importantly—Mr. Dazai, I can't be the reason for you to give up everything. Only this matter is absolutely not allowed."

Osamu Dazai's fingers clenched the book turned white, but his voice became softer: "Why not?"

Higurashi Jieyue said calmly: "Because in this way, the future life will no longer belong to me, but to two people. Mr. Dazai, life is very important, and I can hardly bear the weight of two people's life."

If Osamu Dazai really left everything behind him and left with Yutsuki Higurashi, it would mean that Osamu Dazai handed over the decision-making power of his life to her.From then on, all the connection between him and the world is only her, and he will live for her.

Maybe such a sickly plot in the game will be very emotional, just like her favorite plot of the little black house, but in reality, the sun sets and the moon is just an ordinary person, so it deviates from the plot of "ordinary people", she As long as you think about it for a moment, you will almost be overwhelmed by the hidden weight in it.

and so--

"So Mr. Dazai, I'm not the person you expected, and I can't save you... I'm just an ordinary person. I'm sorry I didn't realize it until now, but I really don't have the ability, let alone the courage to become a The one in your life."

Higurashi Jieyue paused, and repeated: "I can't do this, I'm really sorry."

Osamu Dazai lowered his eyes, his expression was unclear, and he didn't answer.

Higurashi Jieyue was silent for a moment, took two steps forward in this unbearable silence, returned his heart to him, and stepped back to the window.

"Then, that's it. Goodbye Dazai-san."

At the moment Higurashi Jieyue turned to leave, Osamu Dazai suddenly said: "Miss Jing, I want to know the reason why you rejected me."

Sunset and Jieyue turned around and looked at him in confusion.

Why does Mr. Dazai still ask such a question?She should have said the reason just now, right?

Sunset and Moon were a little puzzled.

Osamu Dazai looked at her, his eyes were so sharp at this moment that people couldn't look directly at her: "Miss Jing, you said that you can't accept me because you can't bear my life, but the premise of all this is that I am apart from you. There is nothing else... But the reason why I have "nothing" is because you think that the me who lives in the false world is also false, so after leaving the false "possession", I will never be able to stand alone in reality. You think so Is it Miss Mirror?"

Himu Jieyue was tongue-tied, not knowing why such a question suddenly appeared.

Is that what she thinks?Was there such a reason in her refusal?

"No...it's not..." Higurashi Yuzuki thought hard and wanted to refute, "Mr. Dazai, as I said, I never regarded you as a fake."

"But I am indeed a false existence." Osamu Dazai pointed this out with terrifying calmness, "As you think, if I leave Yokohama and this world, then I will have nothing, because my whole life, They are all spent in this falsehood that has nothing to do with the real... That's right, the shadow of the false can never be revealed under the light of the real, and I can understand that you don't want to accept me like this."

"No! That's not the case!" Higurashi Yuki almost smiled wryly, "Mr. Dazai, you know that I don't think so, why do you still—"

"Know it? Miss Jing, you think too highly of me. I have never 'knowledge' to Miss Jing." Osamu Dazai said lightly, "If you want me to know, you must tell me yourself, and then— —Prove it to me. Just like I proved my intentions to Miss Jing, please, Miss Jing, please prove to me too!"

"Proof?" Higurashi Jieyue asked in confusion.

Osamu Dazai said: "Yes, prove it. Prove that I am never false to you. Prove that you refuse me without any other reasons! As long as Miss Jing proves this to me, I will fully accept all of Miss Jing's decisions .”

At this moment, Himu Jieyue was speechless.

——How to prove that a person is not false?

Can't do it?

Like proving a person is real, hard to do, right? !

Because this kind of question is not a "question" at all, but a "philosophy"!And she is just a high school student, how would she answer a philosophical question? !

Sunset and Moon pondered in front of the window in distress, but there was only a blank in his mind.

The room fell silent again.

Osamu Dazai stared at her across half the room, without opening his mouth, with an inexplicable look on his face.

In the end, Higurashi Yuzuki, who considered himself not a brain power school, had no choice but to give up thinking, and asked Osamu Dazai: "Then what does Mr. Dazai want me to do?"

Osamu Dazai looked at her, his throat was swollen, and he didn't speak immediately.

Obviously that sentence has been rehearsed thousands of times in his heart, but at this moment, he is still a little afraid to say it.

Because he understands that as long as he speaks out, the game will truly come to an end—an end that is not a happy ending.

But he had to say it.

Dazai closed his eyes.

When he opened his eyes again, he was as indifferent, firm, and unquestionable as the Hong Kong black leader Osamu Dazai at any time.

"Then, please turn this false world into reality, Miss Jing."

"Bring all this to the real world, and then... completely deny me."

Turning the false world into reality - this is something that only "Moonno Mirror" can do, and it is also the most important and last wish of Osamu Dazai as the leader of Hong Kong gangsters.

However, after tearing off this identity, what is the wish that only belongs to "Osamu Dazai"?

do not know……

He has forgotten.