——Who am I to you?

—Why do you want me alive?

Higurashi Jieyue was stunned.

At this moment, the first reaction of the sun and the moon was not how strange these two questions were, nor how unnecessary these two questions were, but where she seemed to have heard these two questions.

Higurashi Jieyue felt that this was not the first time he had heard such a question.

When Higurashi Jieyue has the ability of time, time has no meaning for her anymore.Although it may have only been a few days or a short month in this world, for Sunset Jieyue who travels through time, it may have been a year or even several years for her to truly pass through her body.

Therefore, Higurashi Yuzuki stayed for a long time before finally remembering that a year before the present world, that is, not long after she opened the Dazai Osamu line in the game "Covenant of Destiny", she still played in the normal Otome game. Thinking about this game and the male protagonists in the game, I thought that Dazai Osamu is a person who will repay you as long as he treats him wholeheartedly, so Higurashi Yuyue held a warm pillow and excitedly wrote "For Osamu Dazai blocks the gun" is treated as a daily affection event.

But in fact, this event is useless to favorability, and even at a certain point, when Tsukino Kagami was seriously injured for Dazai Osamu again, Dazai Osamu asked her curiously: "Miss Kagami, why do you want me to live?" ? Who am I to you?"

At that time, Higurashi Yuzuki didn't really understand what this sentence represented, what kind of meaning it contained, and what kind of mood it represented Dazai Osamu, but the excitement and enthusiasm in her heart suddenly cooled down like a basin of cold water.

This is the first time Hi Mu Jieyue heard this sentence.

Later, during the game, Yuzuki Higure heard similar words from other male protagonists several times, but no matter which male protagonist said the sentence, it did not impress Yuyue Higurashi as deeply as Osamu Dazai's words.

Up to now, Higurashi Kieyue, who has been traveling for a long time, has gradually begun to forget the original game, and also forgot the classic lines of the male protagonists who had impressed her deeply, but in the face of Osamu Dazai After staring at him, Higurashi Jieyue once again recalled the mood at that time.

Higurashi Yuzuki sighed, once again affirming that Osamu Dazai was teasing her.

But why would Mr. Dazai say such words again under such circumstances and in the real world?

Moreover, although the lines are exactly the same, the meaning contained in them seems to be completely different... It's a pity that I still don't understand it.

"To me, Mr. Dazai is a very important person." Higurashi Yutsuki carefully organized his words before saying, "I have always liked Mr. Dazai, because Mr. Dazai is very good-looking and smart. In fact, I have always liked Mr. Dazai. What I want to become is someone like Dazai-san.”

Of course, except for character.

Rimu Jieyue complained in his heart.

Mr. Dazai's appearance and mind are indeed remarkable, but his personality is so bad that it is overwhelming.

"I am ashamed to say that because I yearn for Mr. Dazai so much, I have always regarded Mr. Dazai as a friend and an important person unilaterally. And because I have very few friends, every friend is important to me. It is very precious. Of course Mr. Dazai means the same to me. So of course I don’t want to see Mr. Dazai die.”

The words of the sun and the moon are very sincere, and there is no discount at all.

But Osamu Dazai chuckled and shook his head.

Higurashi Yuzuki asked confusedly: "Mr. Dazai, do you think there is something wrong with my answer?"

Osamu Dazai said, "Nowhere is right."

"……why?"

Osamu Dazai said: "It's a very simple question...Miss Jing, let me ask you, why are you avoiding me during this time?"

Sunset and Moon were dumbfounded, feeling a little embarrassed, but more annoyed: Why are you avoiding me?Do you have the nerve to ask? ! !

Osamu Dazai said calmly: "Second question, if your friend, Ms. Kagami, hates something, will you "force" him to like it for his own good?"

This question was finally able to be answered.

"Of course not," she said.

Osamu Dazai said: "Then if your friend will die if he doesn't eat a certain food, but he hates that food and would rather die than eat it, will you force him to eat it for his own good?"

Sunset Jieyue hesitated a little on this question.

"I... would probably hide the truth about the food he ate."

"Cunning." Osamu Dazai laughed, "Miss Jing, you clearly know that nothing is perfect in this world. If you want to save someone, you have to give up another person, and if you want to accomplish something, you have to give up another person." One thing. Your answer like this doesn't directly answer my question. "

Rimu Jieyue hesitated again and sighed: "I will try my best to persuade him, but I will leave the final decision to him."

By this time, Rimu Jieyue already had a premonition in her heart.

So she didn't wait for Osamu Dazai's third question, and said, "But Mr. Dazai, the choice between life and death is different, and dying voluntarily is different from being killed. Since you didn't die voluntarily, Then of course I want to save you!"

"Miss Jing, do you really think so?" Osamu Dazai asked back.

Sunset and Moon affirmed: "Of course!"

"lie."

"I--"

"Well, Miss Jing, let me be more straightforward-Miss Jing, if I am not killed by someone now, but because I have no will to live, then you have to "force" Do you force me to continue living?" Osamu Dazai asked.

Sunset and Moon couldn't help but take a step back.

"force?

Such words were too heavy for Rimu Jieyue, making it difficult for her to breathe.

What made her even more unwilling and unwilling to understand was that someone actually connected the two words "forced" and "alive".

"Forcing" Dazai Osamu to live... If there is such a day, will Higurashi Ketsuki do such a thing?

meeting?

will not?

meeting? !

or not? !

Prior to this, Rimu Jieyue never thought about this issue.As if as long as she didn't think about it, the problem would never exist.

But now, Dazai Osamu placed the final decision in front of Higurashi Yuzuki, forcing her to face it squarely.

But Sunset and Moon still dare not think about it.Because as long as she thinks about it, she will find it hard to stop thinking about the deeper symbols and emotions hidden behind this question.

She closed her eyes and tried to calm down: "Now is not the time to talk about these things, Mr. Dazai..."

"Now is the time to say these things."

"Mr. Dazai! Please don't be self-willed!" For the first time, Higurashi Yuzuki put on a stern expression in front of Dazai Osamu, and said in a solemn voice, "The murderer who is going to kill you is on his way, why do you want to be here like this?" Assume something that doesn't exist, or even happen?!"

"Suppose? Ms. Jing, why are you kidding yourself?" Osamu Dazai laughed again, and this time, his expression seemed to be a little more cheerful, "You have always understood that this matter was not someone else's problem from the beginning , but it’s just my problem. Isn’t your effort just now to persuade me? But if you want to persuade me, Miss Jing has to show sincerity, but you chose to escape... Miss Jing, The 'assumption' I mean is not a hypothesis, but a fact that must happen. The person who is really 'assuming' that something will not happen is you!"

Rimu Jieyue's face turned pale, and he took another step back.

Osamu Dazai stood up from behind the desk and approached her.

"Think about it, Ms. Jing, why are you unwilling to answer a question that is not hypothetical? Are you afraid? What are you afraid of? Are you afraid of the answer, or the self who said the answer?"

Osamu Dazai finally came to Higurashi Yutsuki and looked at her with a smile.

"Answer me, Miss Mirror—"

He whispered in her ear:

"If one day I choose to die...Miss Jing, what will you do to me?"

At this moment, there is no way to retreat.

She raised her head angrily, her eyes were a little red.

"Only this matter... I will never accept it!"

Only the death of Osamu Dazai, she would never accept it! !

"No matter what..." Even if you want to break this bastard's leg and lock him up, even if you go back in time again and again, "No matter what, I won't let you die!"

Facing Higurashi Kieyue's aggressive eyes, which seemed to be like a trapped beast, as if she had torn off all the impressions of her past, Osamu Dazai laughed.

He said briskly: "Then—why?"

"Please continue to think about it, Ms. Jing. Why do you, who hate 'persecuting' others the most, want to do such a thing to me?"

He asked the question again: "Who am I to you?"

Osamu Dazai smiled lightly, and there seemed to be a smile in the iris' eyes, like a hunter watching his prey with a sure chance of victory.

He approached her step by step, induced her step by step, and tightened his hunting net step by step.

Upholding the cruelty of a hunter, he watched the sun and the moon struggling in the hunting net with no mercy in his heart.

Because he knew that he had to—hit with one hit!

And Osamu Dazai almost succeeded.

Because of the subtle influences accumulated over time, and the layer-by-layer language induction just now, Himu Jieyue finally noticed his mood.

To her, who is Osamu Dazai?

friend?

wrong.

Osamu Dazai...not a friend.

He is not her friend.

And after Osamu Dazai took off his disguise, Yutsuki Higurashi also understood that he never wanted to be her friend either.

Himu Jieyue covered his face, stepped back step by step, his mind was in chaos.

If we say that the mood of liking someone is joyful, sweet and expectant.Then when Higurashi Yuzuki found out that she did not treat Osamu Dazai purely as a friend, she was flustered, at a loss, and at a loss.

She felt as if she had stepped into a fog. There was a vast expanse of whiteness in front of her, and she could not see the way forward. The only square inch of land she could see clearly was a steep cliff.

What should she do?

What can she do?

Sunset and Moon were at a loss.

But Osamu Dazai took advantage of the victory to pursue, wanting to get the final answer.

"Please look at me, Miss Mirror."

Rimu Jieyue looked up at him as if bewitched.

"In your heart, who am I?"

Sunset and Moon stared at him.

And at this moment, Osamu Dazai finally didn't hide his gaze on her.Whether it's the emotions of joy born of her, or the emotions of seeing her as a prey and determined to capture them, there is no concealment, like the spring breeze blowing through the first snow and the ice melting, it is both cold and warm.

Sunset and Moon's long eyelashes trembled, feeling extremely uncomfortable.

"I don't know what I want, and I don't know what decision I will make," Higurashi Yutsuki said in a low voice, slightly choked up, "but I think... Mr. Dazai is really too much..."

Osamu Dazai's smile froze for a moment.

His already pale face seemed to be even paler, as if he had been scalded and almost wanted to back away, but he knew that taking a step back at this time would be tantamount to withdrawing from this battle forever.

So he forced himself to stand where he was.

"But Ms. Mirror is too much." Osamu Dazai softened his tone, "You chose to appear in my world, you chose to be close to me, and you chose to impress me. In the end, you chose to occupy my heart, Choose to control my gaze, choose to arouse my emotions...you made all the choices, why does Miss Jing blame me instead?"

Sunset and Jieyue were speechless and speechless.

Dazai Osamu said softly: "Now, Miss Jing can no longer regret it, so Miss Jing must continue to make choices."

Higurashi Jieyue calmed down abnormally: "Mr. Dazai, you are risking your own life to force me to give you the answer you want."

Osamu Dazai smiled and said, "I can "persecute" you because Miss Jing cares. So will Miss Jing be "persecuted" by me?"

Rimujieyue stared fixedly at him, and suddenly covered his chest with his palm.

At this moment, a warning flashed in Osamu Dazai's heart, but before he could dodge it, Higurashi Keyue's hand lightly passed through his chest and took off his heart.

Osamu Dazai was stunned.

Sun Mu Jieyue's expression was flat, holding a heart that was still beating normally in his blood-stained hands, he walked away from him silently, stood near the French window, and looked at him from afar.

Osamu Dazai "touched" his empty chest, sighed helplessly, and said with a wry smile: "Miss Jing, your way of escaping is really unique."

Osamu Dazai was not surprised, or even wondered why he was still alive after losing his heart, because the choice at the moment of the end of the day and the end of the moon was still within his expectations.In other words, from the time when Ri Mu Jieyue told him his "end", he knew the ins and outs of the whole thing, and also knew Ri Mu Jieyue's next actions and choices.

The only thing he doesn't know is the real ending.

"Escape is not a good choice, Ms. Mirror." Osamu Dazai understands that this hunting game between the two has just begun, and it is far from coming to an end.

But he still has small expectations, hoping that the moonlight he is chasing can stop hesitating, stop and look back at him.

But Osamu Dazai was disappointed.

"I never run away, I just hope that I don't make irrational decisions easily." Higurashi Yuzuki replied calmly, "Especially in front of such a cunning person as Mr. Dazai, I must think more carefully."

This is the reason? !

Osamu Dazai showed childish annoyance for a moment.

"But you always have to come back and face me." Osamu Dazai said.

Higurashi Jieyue lowered her eyes:

"I know……"

Facing, of course, must be faced, but at least not now.

— not when her head was all muddled.

"Mr. Dazai, I will come to you again."

And that time, maybe it was time for her to make a decision.

perhaps?

Higurashi Yuzuki sighed, took one last look at Osamu Dazai, and then disappeared in a pretentious manner.

And behind her, Osamu Dazai stared at the direction she was leaving, touched the hole in his chest, and slowly fastened the windbreaker he was wearing.

"Miss Jing, you took my heart away."

He chuckled softly.

"After something like this happened, don't ever think about getting out of your body."

Otherwise, it will be a complete failure.

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