After being reborn with paranoia

The iron door was firmly locked, and the sharp iron blade on the door made one's scalp tingle just looking at it.

?? Jin Yu glanced critically at the iron point on the door, loosened his muscles and bones leisurely, and prepared to climb over the wall and enter.

??Put down the schoolbag, roughly measure the height of the wall with eyes, back a distance, and then start running.

??He kicked his legs and jumped, and was about to climb up, when a person suddenly jumped out of the wall.

??The large black and white school uniform is stained with unclean stains. Although the swelling on the cheekbones has subsided a bit, it still looks terrible.Looking over, the fundus of the eyes was dark, without a trace of light.

?? If it's not Gu Zhenran, who else is it?

?? Jin Yu blinked suspiciously, and suddenly had a heartbroken expression on his face.

??Teenagers are like the sun at eight...nine o'clock in the morning. This is a good time to study. Gu Zhenran didn't listen to the lectures in the classroom, but secretly climbed over the wall.

?? This is a waste of life!

?? Gu Zhenran, who wasted his life, didn't give Jin Yu a look. He didn't seem to see such a big living person next to him. He picked up the schoolbag thrown on the ground and patted it, and walked forward in silence.

?? Even when he was walking under the bright sunshine, his back still showed an unbearable desolation and indifference, as if the blazing and intense warmth above his head never shone into his heart.

?? He has an abyss in his heart, and the world is gloomy and desolate, without a gleam of brilliance.

?? There is so much prosperity in the world, but he dare not even laugh unrestrainedly in his shadow.

??Jin Yu held the schoolbag, and raised his heels in a daze.

?? Two people walked forward in silence, and the other followed behind in a daze. There was only one meter between them.

??As long as one slows down and the other speeds up, they can easily walk side by side.

?? But none of them slowed down, and none of them accelerated their pace.

?? So there has been a short distance of one meter in the middle.

??Like a canyon that will never pass. ?????????????????????????????

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4. Chapter 4

4. Chapter 4

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?? Jin Yu, who was following behind Gu Zhenran, was holding his schoolbag with a blank expression on his face.

?? He didn't want to go with Gu Zhenran. After his rebirth, he made up his mind to stay away from this person and never have anything to do with him again, so that he could live a comfortable life alone.

?? But Gu Zhenran just turned around, without any words to hint, he has already followed behind habitually, the distance that he can hold hands and hug with just one turn.

?? Just like the ten years in my previous life.

?? Gu Zhenran's hand seemed to be holding a thread, even if it had passed through two lifetimes, it had been firmly tied to his body, and could not be broken or broken.

?? He frowned, feeling slightly annoyed.

?? Angry at himself for not living up to expectations, annoyed that there is no united front between mind and body, he angrily taught himself in his heart that he should not be so unprincipled.

??Unless Gu Zhenran begged him and said nice things to make him happy, he was willing to do what he could, hold his hand high, and pay attention to him occasionally.

?? Jin Yu stood still and refused to move, with a childish look, pursing his lips, staring hard at the person in front of him who didn't even slow down with his round almond eyes.

??In the end, he was the first to lose the battle, with white and tender fingers picking at the strap of the schoolbag, like a defeated rooster, with his head hanging down, reluctantly, aggrieved and yelling at the person in front of him who was going on his own way : "It's class time, where are you going?"

??He is a person who has lived his whole life. He has already learned the knowledge in high school. It is easy to pick it up. Gu Zhenran is different from him. He missed a lesson taught by the teacher, and he does not know how much time it will take to make up for it in private. return.

?? Gu Zhenran is someone who has to do big things in the future, so he can't waste time on these small things.

?? Silent people remain silent.

?? Two or three o'clock in the afternoon is the time when the sun is at its highest in the day. Jin Yu was dizzy from the sun, feeling stuffy in his heart, and his stomach started to throb again.

?? He was so angry that he didn't tell Gu Zhenran when he felt uncomfortable, and he never gave him a chance to laugh at himself. He didn't take a breath until his face turned pale and his body was sweating again and again, and he covered it with his hands. Stomach squat down slowly.

?? The blazing sunlight above his head suddenly disappeared, and a shadow completely enveloped his small body. The man who had already walked away did not know when he came back, and the messy black hair covered the dark light in his eyes , The hand covered with a thick layer of calluses was firmly held by the side.

??After a long silence, his voice was very hoarse: "What's wrong with you?"

?? Hearing this familiar voice, Jin Yu's tears suddenly fell down. He sniffled, his eyes were red, and he looked extremely aggrieved.

??He pursed his lips stubbornly, with a strong nasal voice, speaking incoherently and making trouble out of no reason: "Didn't you tell me to get lost, and I don't care what I do."

?? He has always been a decent person, and he pays great attention to his own image outside, and has no habit of crying in front of strangers.

??Wipe face with hands indiscriminately, more and more tears are wiped, and finally don't wipe it at all, squatting on the ground, choking with red eyes, cursing intermittently: "Bastard, devil, liar."

?? The whining voice is thin, like a pussy cat, which makes people feel distressed.

??Gu Zhenran listened for a long time, but couldn't figure out who he was scolding.He silently looked at the sad-faced man who was crying in front of him, and there was a deep mist in his eyes.

??He is used to seeing the ugly side of this world. No matter how glamorous people are in front of others, they will take off that layer of gentle skin in front of him, revealing the ferocious beast underneath.Insulted him with the most ugly language, left ugly wounds on his body, spurned his existence, and charged him with unnecessary crimes.

??His eyes were covered with a layer of fog, and he was deeply separated from the world.

??No one comforted him when he was sad, and he didn't know how to comfort a person who seemed to be crying very sad.

?? Silently waiting for the crying to subside, Gu Zhenran lowered his eyes and took out a clean piece of paper from his coat, and handed it to the other party.

?? That is not like a pair of young hands.

??The palm is covered with thick calluses, the knuckles are thick, and there is a layer of dead skin on it that will not fade.In winter, these rough hands covered with calluses will split deep cracks, and dirty blood will flow out of the cracks.

?? He pursed his lips hesitantly, and Gu Zhenran lowered his eyes, but did not withdraw his outstretched hand.Even if it's still covered with the dust he got when he climbed over the wall.This is his soft temptation to this world.

??Jin Yu had cried enough, he let out a long hiccup in satisfaction, passed over that hand, and suddenly grabbed the sleeve of the other party, wiped all the tears and snot on his face like a prank, angrily Gave him a look.

?? He was watching him cry for so long, and he didn't know how to take the opportunity to coax him and say a few nice words.

?? After crying for so long, doesn't he want to lose face?

??The sleeve that was pulled over to wipe the snot was not considered clean. The cuff was stained, and there were still some blood stains on it. Dark traces remained on it. When people got closer, they seemed to be able to smell the snot wrapped around the nose. Disgusting blood.. fishy smell.

??Gu Zhenran's eyes gradually deepened, and a faint, crumbling light suddenly appeared in the dark eyes, which might be extinguished at any time.

??The faint light was quickly overwhelmed by the surrounding thick darkness, and was protected in the very center of the night.

?? Looking up again, Jin Yu met his eyes, which were still so dark that there was no light.

??He twitched his somewhat stuffed nose, and said in a muffled voice, "You've already left, why are you coming back?"

??Smart people know that this is him changing the subject. He wants to find a way to save himself a little face. Gu Zhenran was silent for a long time, but said hoarsely: "I see you are uncomfortable."

?? He originally wanted to say, seeing him squatting on the ground, looking stubborn and trying to keep himself from crying while he was about to cry at any time, for some reason, his heart softened suddenly, that's why he turned around and came back .

?? But he is used to silence and bad words, so it seems that every time he speaks, it carries a heavy weight.

?? As soon as I said the greatly discounted words, the person in front of me was furious: "Who is uncomfortable, I was exposed to the sun."

??He just cried, his eyes were red, his nose was red, his mouth was red, and even his face was red from being suppressed.

?? When looking at people angrily, the bottom of the eyes is covered with a moist mist, the long eyelashes are wet, and the water droplets on them are reflected by the sunlight.

?? Not only does it not arouse the slightest disgust, but it also makes people want to follow his heart to make him happy.

?? Gu Zhenran looked away, didn't coax him, and didn't say anything unnecessary. He just kept silent, put the clean paper in his hand back solemnly, tightened the schoolbag behind him, turned and continued walking.

??After crying for a while, Jin Yu felt much more relaxed. He grabbed the opponent's sleeve and pretended to be fierce: "Did I let you go?"

??After speaking, he hiccupped a little, letting out a soft nasal sound.

?? The corner of Gu Zhenran's mouth twitched, revealing a smile that was so subtle that the curvature was almost invisible, but it was fleeting, and a dull light leaked from his eyes.

??He didn't answer Jin Yu's words