After wearing a book, I reject my personality

Yue Huishan is a girl full of energy. If the depth of field is like a dim star, then she is the shining sun. She dances around?

She asked Jing Shen what happened to the injury on his face, and Jing Shen said that he was not careful playing basketball? His heart fell? When he fell, Yue Huishan believed it without doubt?

After looking all the way, Jing Shen found that the location of the school is not good. It is located in the parish? There are factories all around the school. Maybe it came into being because of relying on the school? There are several residential areas, and most of the rest are There are still undemolished houses in the farmland.

Jing Shen and Yue Huishan live in a private house, a small courtyard in a flat building, and a winding small road at the entrance, with vegetables planted on both sides. It seems that the life of these two brothers and sisters is very difficult.

Xu Jin sent people home and was about to leave. Depth of the field came and went like the wind today, and he didn't pay attention to anyone, but he always had to face things.

As an eyewitness, Xu Jin is the clearest about all the things. He said about the depth of field? It’s endless, even if it’s really endless. He was not born into a wealthy family. His parents left early, and he is considered an orphan just like Jingshen. , Depth of Field? Better than him, she has a younger sister.

Yue Huishan opened the old refrigerator. There were not many leftovers in the refrigerator. She said happily, "Brother, we? There is not enough food for three people, why don't you stir fry some vegetables!"

Xu Jin quickly said: "No need? I'm leaving? I'll go back to the school cafeteria to eat."

"It's all here," Yue Huishan was enthusiastic and cheerful. The poor life didn't seem to have left any imprint on her soul. She was like a little princess. "Brother, the three of us have a lively meal."

Jing Shen said to Xu Jin: "Stay here, thank you, you helped me a lot today."

Xu Jin can't say no to it anymore?

The depth of field can feel that the longer he stays in this world, the more he can reach a certain understanding with this thin and frail body.

For example, now, he picked a few green vegetables from the vegetable field very deftly, just like he had done countless times before.

Depth of Field is secretly vigilant.

Yue Huishan supported her face, sat on the threshold of the door, and watched with a smile on her face. The depth of field picked up vegetables and washed them under the faucet in the yard. She said something dreamily, "There is such a Brother, I am so happy."

Xu Jin looked at it? She glanced at it, thinking that Jingshen must be very fond of this younger sister, otherwise, in such a family environment, it would be impossible for Yue Huishan to grow into the carefree appearance she is now.

As the elder brother who is only two years older than his sister, he shoulders the burden of supporting the family, shielding his sister from all the wind and rain outside, leaving all the rain and rain to himself, and leaving only the warmth to his family.

Xu Jin leaned against the door, looked at the thin back of the depth of field, and felt mixed feelings, he stepped forward and knelt down beside the depth of field, "I will help you."

Depth of Field picked off a leaf, and handed him another green vegetable.

The two were silently washing and cooking vegetables, and Xu Jin also stood beside him watching him.

The three of them had a simple dinner, and Yue Huishan was in a great mood, talking about it with high spirits. She seemed to be very popular in the class and had good grades. She is very popular, and even the fiercest math teacher in the class is partial to her, and specially brought her an orange. The orange is very sweet, and the classmates are very envious.

Because the depth of field has been very quiet, it is not convenient for Xu Jin to strike up a conversation, but the more he listens, the more he feels that the two brothers and sisters have completely different personalities and circumstances, like pros and cons.

After eating? Dinner, Yue Huishan went to study by herself in the evening, Depth of Field was injured and stayed behind, Xu Jin hesitated? He also stayed for a while?

"Don't take what those classmates in the class say to you." Xu Jin wiped the narrow dining table clean.

Depth of field "Huh"? One sound.

Xu Jin chattered to him, and Jing Shen replied without saying a word. Xu Jin walked into the bedroom after tidying up, and found that Jing Shen was sitting on the bed, flipping through a thick book in his hand.

"What are you looking at?"

"journal."

Xu Jin paused, his face showing embarrassment, "I'll go out and boil some water."

"No need," Depth of Field lowered his eyes, "If you want to watch it, you can watch it together."

Everyone has curiosity and a desire to pry, and of course Xu Jin does too, but Xu Jin rejects Depth of Field's proposal without hesitation.

The sound of footsteps went away, Jing Shen raised his eyes, and smiled slightly, no matter which world, this person seemed to be an upright gentleman.

The diary in Jingshen's hand is old and thick, and he has been writing it since the third grade of junior high school in "Jingshen"?

The diary is full of details.

The only thing in common among the life experiences of "Shen Jing" is the unexpected death of their parents, and this place is no exception.

"Jing Shen" who became an orphan lived a very painful life. What made him feel the most painful was not only the heart-wrenching pain of losing his parents, but also the "care" of people around him.

He became a key support target of the whole school. He held meetings, met with leaders, shook hands and took pictures with leaders again and again, accepted donations, and cried bitterly in front of everyone to express his gratitude to others for their kindness.

Is he dwarfed suddenly? His name, his emotions, he is not important anymore? He is just an orphan, just a poor orphan who needs help.

The orphan still has a younger sister, and he can't bear to let the younger sister come out and suffer in front of the public, so the orphan will come forward for everything.

Gradually, the tone of "Depth of Field" in the diary became numb. He became used to the strange eyes of the people around him and being pulled out from time to time as a tool for praise, which brought him a lot of benefits. How about this.

Depth of Field flipped through the pages, and a poor boy with a melancholy heart seemed to appear in front of him, but he was reading? Reading? There was always an indescribable sense of violation. Where, he still? Can't tell.

After the tirade of self-pity in the diary, there was a turning point.

"Depth of Field" finally knew that the days that were used as exhibits were not the worst at all.

In the beginning, some classmates asked him to run errands and gave him "tips". Depth of Field didn't want it, but the other party despised him, asking Depth of Field if he didn't want to donate money, and wouldn't he earn money even if he made money?

Depth of Field was forced to accept a "tip" of five yuan.

Some things, once opened, cannot be stopped.

Endless bullying begins?.

Depth of Field saw how the owner of the diary changed from resistance to compromise. The strength of a single person is too weak, and he is unable to resist in the torrent of the collective.

Gradually, "Deep Field" became more and more numb, and the only belief engraved in his heart was to protect his sister, and this hope gradually became precarious.

The outstanding Yue Huishan also began to be slandered by inexplicable rumors.

"Depth of Field" can betray everything, so of course his sister can also weave countless rumors out of nothing.

The "depth of field" in the diary is almost on the verge of collapse.

Depth of Field took a deep breath, flipped through the pages hastily, closed the diary, and took a deep breath.

If he hadn't appeared here, perhaps the world would have collapsed.

He always thought that Gu Jingsong forcibly brought him here, but it has been so long? Gu Jingsong has never appeared, which is not in line with Gu Jingsong's style, and in this world, he has a strong sense of being controlled, as if the world It is a higher level and stronger world.

Depth of Field's brain started to puzzle again?

Since the day he realized that he was "wearing a book", he hasn't stopped thinking about it.

"The water is ready?"

Xu Jin stood half alone at the door, "Let's wash it up."

The family is so poor that they don't even have a bathroom. Jing Shen finds a large basin under the bed, which looks no different from the fish basin sold in the vegetable market. It is probably the tool he usually uses for bathing.

This day, Jing Shen got injured and got muddy. He was very uncomfortable. He is not a clean freak, and he has never been in such a mess.

Xu Jin poured hot water into the basin, tried it? Tested the temperature, "Can you do it alone?"

Depth of Field bent his waist, and there were bursts of tingling pain from the tailbone, "Okay."

Xu Jin went out?

The summer night came late, Xu Jin was sitting at the entrance of the house, breathing the sober air, crossing his hands, lowering his head and burying his face in his arms, he heard the intermittent sound of water behind him, his hands Feet on the ground? Can't stop slightly, wobbling.

"Xu Jin."

"Huh?" Xu Jin said loudly.

"I can't stand up anymore?"

Xu Jin hurried into the room.

In the tacky red water basin, a thin young man sat naked in the water, his pale skin was covered with bruises and scars here and there, and the butterfly bones protruded sharply, fluttering his wings.

Xu Jin was stunned?

Jing Shen turned his face back, "Help me up."

Xu Jin walked to the water basin as if waking up from a dream, and stretched out his hand to support Depth of Field. Depth of Field's arm was very thin, and the skin and flesh lay softly on the slender frame, as if it would break if touched. Xu Jin erected it vigorously without saying a word. Depth of field, depth of field completely borrowed his strength, and most of the people were on top of Xu Jin.

Xu Jin hugged? He was like hugging a paper man.

Xu Jin was silent for a while, and suddenly hugged Depth of Field forcefully, and he whispered, "I'm sorry." I'm sorry I have been at the same table with you for a year, but I don't know anything.

Depth of field shot? Pat his arm, "It's none of your business."

There is no hair dryer at home, and the hair is wet and dripping. Fortunately, it is summer, and Jing Shen and Xu Jin are sitting on the threshold in front of the house to blow air.

Xu Jin: "Tomorrow we? Go to the principal."

The depth of field looked in surprise? He glanced.

Seeing his eyes, Xu Jin blushed for some reason, "Things can always be explained clearly."

Depth of Field: "It's useless, for? A student making troubles makes the principal's political achievements look bad, it's impossible."

Xu Jin: "Don't be so pessimistic."

Depth of field: "This is not pessimism, this is reality."

Xu Jin was a little angry, "If the principal can't do it, go to the Education Bureau."

Jing Shen smiled slightly, "It's a scandal if this kind of thing gets out. If you make a fuss with the principal, at most you won't be able to get along in the school. If you make a fuss with the director, you probably won't be able to get along in schools all over the city." Going down?"

Xu Jin was puzzled, "You're right again, the ones who should not get along are those who bully you."

"No," Jing Shen said flatly, "This is a very old problem. The train derailed and crashed into a group of people or? It's a personal choice."

Xu Jin didn't see the slightest bit of sadness on Jingshen's face, he was just stating a fact, a fact that made Xu Jin's heart ache. This is how Jingshen is, in the day after day of despair? Accept it? Your own fate? ?

Xu Jin gritted his teeth and said, "You are not alone, at least you still have me."

The expression on the depth of field face remained unchanged, "Why? The relationship between you and me seems to be very ordinary."

The cicadas chirping and the frogs chirping, the breeze blowing gently, Jing Shen heard? Xu Jin said: "Because you are right, I want to be on the right side."

Really...

Having been ups and downs in the business world for too long, Depth of Field has always doubted human nature in the deepest part of his heart. Only this person in front of him is so shining, no matter what situation he is in, he is so bright. Depth of Field stretches out his hand, and Xu Jin is surprised In his gaze? He put his palm on? His face, the depth of field gaze was gentle, "This doesn't seem to be your original design."

The palms next to the cheeks were rough and cold. This movement was too intimate for the two of them. Xu Jin was a little unnatural, but he didn't avoid it. "Personal design? I'm from the heart."

Depth of Field withdrew his hand and looked up? He glanced at the sky, "The stars here are very beautiful."

Xu Jin also looked up at the sky, "Yes."

The two sat in silence, waiting until Yue Huishan came back from school.

Yue Huishan still looks tireless and full of energy. Even though she hasn't finished her homework, she is lying on the table in pain, racking her brains and struggling with the composition of the test paper.

Jing Shen sat beside her, "Let me see."

Yue Huishan wrote more than half of it, with a look of exhaustion, "I can't do it anymore? Brother, I need to eat something."

Jing Shen picked up the test paper and browsed through Yue Huishan's composition. After reading a few lines, his eyes suddenly froze. He finally figured out why "Jing Shen"'s diary was so inconsistent.

The writing of the diary is very similar to that of a little girl writing a diary.

The words and sentences in Yue Huishan's composition are almost the same as the habits in the "Deep of Field" diary.

The depth of field raised his eyes to look at Yue Huishan who was rummaging by the refrigerator for something to eat.

Yue Huishan is handsome, beautiful, enthusiastic, lively, so beautiful... she doesn't look like a real person.