After wearing a book, I reject my personality

The influence of the plot can be described as "moisturizing everything silently". If it weren't for Xu Ziyu's abnormal performance, I am afraid that even if Xu Ziyu pointed it out and said that the depth of field paid too much attention to Chu Ge, the depth of field would probably be the same? I think it is Xu Ziyu's Illusion, even thought it was mental? Patient Xu Ziyu's unreasonable? Making trouble.

The authorities are fascinated.

All kinds of abnormalities immediately appeared in my mind.

Since he entered this book, his attitude towards Chu Ge has indeed softened a little bit, from being indifferent at the beginning to thinking about Chu Ge more and more later.

And his subconscious will help him to find a reason, so that everything seems to be logical? Like a chapter.

Cold sweat broke out unknowingly on the back, the cold temperature completely awakened the anesthetized components in the brain, Depth of Field twisted his neck?, wrenched his face away from Xu Ziyu's palm, breathing calmly, "Okay ,I already know."

Xu Ziyu lowered his hand.

The depth of field staggered past Xu Ziyu.

Xu Ziyu focused? Looking at his back, the flaxen shirt was slightly soaked with sweat, sticking to his back to stretch out two beautiful butterfly bones.

I have already seen through another weird law in this world, why is my heart still beating so irregularly?

The opportunity to discover this secret is very simple. It is not the abnormality of the depth of field that has aroused his vigilance, but his own abnormality.

After the author wrote the chapter of "Recovery", suddenly there was something in that empty place in his chest? Something broke out, and when he looked at the indifferent and gentle man again, the feeling began to change. It's not the same as before.

As the executive officer of District [-], he has been hiding himself all the time. All team members think he is a very good executive officer, gentle and responsible. In fact, it is just his disguise, because he must conform to his identity , because he was born with the title of savior, the real him is not at all the aloof "Executive Officer of District Four", he is just lonely, very lonely.

Now he is not alone.

He began to… crave.

Depth of Field walked faster and faster, almost running into the bathroom.

The cold water was poured into the top of his head, which made his eyes hard to open. He was too careless, thinking that he knew the plot and could resist the plot by going against the plot, but he was being assimilated by the plot unconsciously.

If Xu Ziyu didn't point it out today, would he? Won't he? Get deeper and deeper, and then really fall into the so-called wife-chasing crematorium for "Chu Ge" as written in the book?

What's even more frightening is that? One day... he will completely become "Depth of Field"?

The pretended calmness was shattered at this moment, the depth of field took a big breath in the cold water, and then——passed out.

The familiar dizziness came, and the depth of field was irritable: the author started to write memories again.

"President Xiao Jing, Cui Han was also seriously injured, and he is still in the hospital."

There was pain from almost every conscious part of the body, especially the chest cavity. Even breathing seemed to bring bloodshot pain, and patients were shuttled around, making loud noises.

The depth of field sits in a wheelchair, and an absurd and surprising thought comes to mind: He's back? !

"Me?..." His voice was hoarse after a serious injury, and the tearing pain made Jing Shen so excited that he wanted to cry, he came back, although he returned to his youth, but he did come back!The bandage wrapped around his chest clearly told him that now is the time when he was injured by Cui Han when he just returned to China.

"What did you say?" The wheelchair pusher lowered his head and approached, without noticing for a moment, the wheelchair brushed past the people beside him, the depth of field turned his head, and whispered to the person whose arm was rubbed: "Sorry."

The boy in the wheelchair was as pale and thin as a piece of paper, his chest was covered with bandages, but his posture in the wheelchair was extremely calm, and the person who was hit was embarrassed to yell at such a boy, and said angrily: "It's nothing .”

The depth of field retracted his gaze, but his peripheral vision suddenly froze.

The corridors of the hospital were crowded with patients, family members, nurses and doctors.

"Stop." Jing Shen said hoarsely.

The bodyguard heard clearly this time and stopped the wheelchair.

There was a quiet figure standing among the noisy crowd. The white coat worn by all doctors was particularly cold on him. He quietly looked at the depth of field in the wheelchair, and the nameplate on his chest reflected the metal light——Gu Jingsong .

Behind him, the door of the ward opened, and a nurse came out and said a few words to him. Gu Jingsong raised his hand and made a stop gesture, and walked through the crowd towards Jingshen. He stood in front of Jingshen, and Jingshen looked at him in shock and vigilance .

Why?Why can he see Gu Jingsong again when he comes back?

"Are you okay?" Gu Jingsong said what he would say almost every time he saw the depth of field.

Jing Shen pursed his lips and said nothing, his brain was running at high speed, but it had no direction, it was a derailed train, only rumbling sound, but no track.

Gu Jingsong didn't hear his answer, so she smiled softly, "Take good care of yourself, don't leave the hospital like this, or you will have sequelae, and your heart will hurt when it rains in the future."

Depth of Field's temples throbbed, and he said hoarsely, "Who are you?"

"Me??" Gu Jingsong reached out and rubbed the top of his head lightly, and whispered under the frowning of the depth of field, "It's just a passerby."

After saying this, he ended the conversation with Jing Shen, turned around and walked into the ward where the nurse was standing.

Jing took a few deep breaths, "Who is he?"

The bodyguard was puzzled and said: "Doctor." Who could that be in a white coat and the temperament of an angel in white clothes? He glanced at the ward where Gu Jingsong disappeared, and the bodyguard continued: "That is the cardiology department, it should be a doctor from the cardiology department."

Cardiology?

There was a pain in Jingshen's chest, and the familiar dizziness came. When he opened his eyes again, he was still a teenager, but unscathed, lying on a soft hospital bed. It was pitch black outside, only the twinkling stars.

He briefly returns to the real past, and then back to the "depth of field" memories.

And there he... met Gu Jingsong.

why?Why did the characters in Gu Jingsong's book appear in his world?Did the past he returned to actually happen?

The countless thoughts in his mind were crowded together so that he was about to explode. Depth of Field held his head in severe pain in pain. It seemed that the pain from the car accident still remained in his chest. He wanted to cry out, but he only let out a weak hum.

"Professor..." The nurse saw the teenager curled up on the bed through the glass of the ward door, and worriedly asked the attending doctor beside him.

"Let him vent." Gu Jingsong watched with fixed eyes. He really wanted to open the door, hug the injured boy tightly, comfort him, protect him, and save him from pain, but he couldn't do that.

He's already... missed it once.

The nurse was a little at a loss holding the case. Professor Gu looked very sad, and the sadness seemed to flow into her heart, and she couldn't help but feel an indescribable urge to cry.

Is there any special relationship between Professor Gu and this patient?

"You go first," Gu Jingsong said softly, "I? Just watch him."

The nurse bit her lip, "Okay." She left the ward hesitantly and turned her head in three steps. In her gaze, Professor Gu, who had always been professional, calm and elegant, stretched out his hands to the glass of the window. It looked so helpless.

Jing Shen curled up, tightly closed his eyes, when he opened them again, his cheeks were already covered with tears, and he couldn't tell whether these were his tears or those of "Jing Shen", He slowly got up from the hospital bed, and walked towards the bathroom of the ward step by step with his eyes fixed.

In the bathroom, there was a young man's face reflected in the depth of field. The handsome face was indifferent and crazy, and the pupils faintly exuded the light of rebellion and rebellion. He faced the mirror and said word by word: "No matter who you are, you can't control it." I."

Depth of Field raised his hand, the palm was soft and clean, without any scars, just like the scars between his browbones that disappeared without a trace.

There was a strange noise in the room, Gu Jingsong was startled when he heard it, and then immediately pushed open the door of the ward.

The door of the bathroom was also pushed open at the same time. The young man raised his head and remained calm when he saw Gu Jingsong. Fresh blood trickled down from his sharp browbones, and his palms were bleeding drop by drop.

"Me? Very good," Depth of Field said slowly, "You don't need to ask."

Gu Jingsong stood on the spot, his chest heaving, and he walked in front of Jingshen without saying a word, he reached out to grab Jingshen's hand, but was avoided by Jingshen, his fingertips only touched a few drops of warm blood from Jingshen's palm.

"I? I hate people like you who don't say anything and put on airs." Jing Shen's eyes were cold. He had a bad temper when he was young, but his good upbringing prevented him from saying too nasty things to anyone. At this moment He completely released his hostility, and he admitted that he no longer wanted to endure, "If you don't want to say it now, don't say it forever."

Jing Shen walked past Gu Jingsong expressionlessly, without touching Gu Jingsong.

Pushing open the door of the ward with his intact right hand, Jing Shen stopped after walking a few steps, "Xu Ziyu."

It was just a small voice at first, but it gradually turned into a loud shout—"Xu Ziyu!"

No one responded.

Jing Shen sneered twice, did he want to drive all the helpers away from him?

"He's out of the hospital."

The sound of footsteps approaching behind him, Depth of Field didn’t pay attention to it, and continued to go his own way. He called the name “Xu Ziyu” while walking. In such a situation, what should we be wary of?

The arm was pulled, "I? Say."

In just two words, Jing Shen heard helplessness, compromise... and deep sadness.

"I? Say," Gu Jingsong pulled the thin arm, eyes hurting, "You bandage it first, okay?"

"I? I don't accept blackmail."

"Be me? Please." Gu Jingsong said without hesitation.

In the ward

"The psychiatrist seems to be very good at bandaging." Jing Shen said lightly.

Gu Jingsong gently cleaned the wound on his face, "I have been to many departments, surgery, internal medicine, psychiatry..." He smiled softly at Jing Shen, "I have also been to the gynecology department."

Depth of Field turned his head to avoid the tweezers in his hand, and stared at him sharply.

"In a different world." Gu Jingsong finished the second half of the sentence.

This is exactly what Jing Shen wanted to hear, and those secrets that troubled him finally revealed a corner of it.

"The theory of parallel worlds? I think you should also know that there are different you and I living in different worlds." Gu Jingsong took off the medical gloves, "They have the same face and name, but have different trajectories of fate. , " Gu Jingsong stared at the depth of the scene, "Originally they would not interfere with each other and never meet each other, but one day, when you woke up, you found that you had become another self..."