thirsty kiss

Walking out of the bathroom with great difficulty, Ding Rui felt that every step he took was like stepping on the edge of a knife.The injured imperial court, the stiff double retreat and the humiliated self-esteem are all silently telling him that this can't go on like this anymore.The hand is held in Song Xuan's broad palm, it is very warm, but it is not what he wants, this warmth will not belong to him forever, after being treated as a toy, the heart will become more and more disoriented, and it is as small as he can't stand it Too much damage.

"I... don't want to go on like this anymore." He finally raised his head, and said calmly to Song Xuan who was looking back at him, his pale face was serious and indifferent.

He withdrew his hand, raised his face very seriously, and for the first time after signing the contract, he looked at this high school student who was younger than him but could bring him destructive pressure so naturally and bravely.

"I don't want any more money from you or betray myself, so please go, go back to your own home, and don't bother me again."

Even though Meizi walked up to them, complaining "Why did it take so long", Ding Rui still didn't intend to change the subject.

"Song Xuan," he called his name jerky, with tears in his clear eyes, "I'm a big man, although it's so ordinary to you, but there is still a limit to our self-esteem! The contract between us ends here!"

Looking at the little rabbit that seemed to be about to shatter when touched, Song Xuan wanted to hug him tightly, kiss his lips, comfort him and tell him... what?He didn't know, he scratched his hair with his hands irritably, a feeling of being at a loss crept into his heart, he couldn't say anything to reject Xiaotu's words? !

"Contract? What contract?" Meizi, who was listening at the side in a daze, sensed the unusual atmosphere between the two.

"Deed of sale!" After contemptuously uttering three words, Ding Rui walked forward with difficulty alone. Although he straightened his waist, the discomfort in his lower body made his steps sway. Meizi, who had been on the road for a long time, finally Seeing something was wrong, she stared fiercely at Song Xuan who was not moving.

"Boy, I said before, if you hurt Brother Ding, you will have trouble with me, Meizi!" She immediately turned to chase Ding Rui.

Contract of sale?Has Ding Xiaotu always viewed things between the two of them this way?

Song Xuan was dumbstruck, his mind was in a mess, and he couldn't find any clues.He felt as if he had been misunderstood, and the unspeakable grievances were stuffed in his chest and almost burst.However, thinking about everything agreed with Ding Xiaotu, what is it if it is not a contract of selling oneself?He couldn't find any reason to convince himself that his original intention was just to help Xiaotu, and he couldn't bear to see him live a hard life, but the situation did get a little out of control later on.

Not daring to think about it anymore, he returned to Ding Rui's apartment with his head twisted into a paste, and the luggage bag he packed for himself was already placed at the door.

"Take your stinky money, and I will send someone to your house some other day." Meizi, who was standing at the door like a bodyguard, saw him throw a stack of banknotes in his hand all over his face.

"Get out! Otherwise, I won't guarantee that you, Young Master Song, will walk out of here without an arm!"

Unable to protect Brother Ding, after knowing that he was being bullied by this brat, Meizi couldn't stop feeling sad, especially thinking that she was the one who "led the wolf into the house", she wished she could call someone to kill this bastard immediately, even if he He is the prince of the powerful Song Enterprise.

"I want to see Ding Xiaotu! I have something to tell him!" Song Xuan waved away the banknotes floating in front of his eyes, trying to pass Meizi to open the door.He felt that he had to explain clearly to Xiaotu.

"Brother Ding doesn't want to see you anymore! Get out!" Meizi pressed against the door to prevent him from approaching and raised her hands to open her posture. She said with a cold smile, "This girl is a black belt in karate. If you don't want to be beaten, hurry up." go away!"

After a moment of silence in front of the murderous woman, Song Xuan suddenly compromised.

"Okay, I'll go!"

Meizi frowned disdainfully, such a weak person who is afraid of death is not worthy of Big Brother Ding's liking at all!

Picking up the luggage bag, turned around and walked away leisurely. In fact, what I wanted to say was not "I go", but "I like Ding Rui", but I immediately realized that I, who had denied it before, seemed not qualified to say this sentence.

If I go back and face Ruan Qingfeng, maybe I can find an answer to the turbidity in my heart...

The answer is now clear.

While hugging Ruan Qingfeng, I realized that the person I couldn't face before can't make my heart move too much even with a kiss. The sweet and charming face has become another person in my heart. An existence, as gentle as a family member, completely lost the charm of a lover.Taking out the wallet, Song Xuan found that he hadn't seen this cherished photo for a long time, because now all he had in his mind was Ding Xiaotu's cute round face.The photo slipped from his fingers, and his heart finally made room for Xiaotu.

However, does Ding Rui feel the same way?

This question is very realistic. If Ding Rui doesn't like him, Song Xuan, wouldn't it be useless to do so? !Song Xuan frowned in distress.New difficulties in love come one after another.

"Master, it's time to eat!" Uncle Feng knocked on the door when he was most preoccupied.

With a happy expression of enlightenment on his face, Song Xuan who walked into the dining room let Ruan Qingfeng, who was thinking about how to get mad, smoked from his seven orifices-this brat is so happy after being taught a lesson, is he born with low bones? !

I was so angry that I was dizzy but didn't know what to do.For Song Xuan, the complex emotions of guilt and fear often make him not know how to get along with it, but it cannot be ruled out that Song Xuan has a complex with himself, and the happy life with Deyan will never be complete.

Seeing Ruan Qing's frightening "stepmother" face, someone who was immersed in the plan of how to abduct Ding Xiaotu's heart finally remembered that he had just done a "chaotic wheel" incident that both humans and gods hated.

"What happened just now is not allowed to happen again!"

"What happened just now will never happen again!"

The two stared at each other across the dining table for a while, and then yelled at the same time.

"What?!" It's the joint movement of the mouth again, which is very tacit.

"I'll pretend that what happened today didn't happen. If De Yan finds out, I'll beat you to death!" Ruan Qingfeng shook his head helplessly, the fact that he was molested by his "son" hit him hard.

"I promise it will never happen again, you are not allowed to tell Dad." Thinking of Dad's desire to monopolize Ruan Qingfeng, Song Xuan's face began to turn blue, Ruan Qingfeng's words may become reality.

"Ah, Ah Xuan..." Ruan Qingfeng was thinking with a headache how to brainwash this "son" who had a crush on him - being too attractive is also a troublesome thing, Deyan, you bastard, come back to me quickly !If I don't get hungry for a month, I'll tell you that I will definitely cheat!Even if you make hundreds of phone calls every day to check your attendance, it's useless... Uh, no, what were you thinking just now?Oh, yes, about Ah Xuan... Huh?He seemed to have said just now...

"I said, this kind of thing won't happen again." Song Xuan smiled and looked at Ruan Qingfeng's dazed look, and munched on the steak that the chef at home was best at.Dad is not around, and the bright and cunning Teacher Ruan will only be confused like a headless chicken, and everything is completely negotiable, "I think I have... um... I don't want to be 'that' you." Although he was relieved, his scalp would always feel numb if he had to speak nasty words in front of Ruan Qingfeng in a big way. Maybe compared to the depression before, he is now only regarded as a family member by himself?

"Oh?" Ruan Qingfeng recovered from his absent-minded state. This kind of topic is so weird that people can't eat, and this strange scene will probably only be seen between the two of them, right?Hearing that Song Xuan admitted that he was no longer obsessed with him, apart from doubts, he immediately felt much relieved, but... can you believe it?

"Then why did you do that to me?" He immediately accused him bluntly, with untrustworthy doubts in his tone, which frightened Uncle Feng, who was arranging dishes for them at the table, and almost took the soup in his hand. The bowl was smashed.

"Just a kiss, don't be so petty, okay?" Song Xuan was very cold about the word "indecent", he explained seriously, "I just try it, there is no other meaning."

"Try?" Ruan Qingfeng raised two beautiful eyebrows suspiciously, and the other party's calm tone made his rage seem to be self-indulgent.

He was quite upset, and continued to ask in a bad tone:

"Don't try to fool me. What is there to try? You're trying to eat steak?!"

Song Xuan smiled brightly, pointed at his chest solemnly: "My heart!"

His heart told him that Ruan Qingfeng no longer lived in the most important place, it would put the man whom he had a crush on for a long time in the place of his family and leave a large space for the lovely Ding Xiaotu.

Ruan Qingfeng was stunned for a while, and then suddenly smiled, because he understood the meaning of this sentence from his radiant black eyes, he is someone who has experienced it.

"Who can push me down? I'm not reconciled." He joked again with confidence, and by the way, he began to show his "motherhood" to care about his son, and his depression finally disappeared.

It seems that happy family life has really come.

"A stubborn little rabbit!" Song Xuan narrowed his eyes mysteriously, stretched out his right hand in front of Ruan Qingfeng, and looked at him earnestly and calmly, "You will stand by my side, won't you, 'Mom'? "

"Then it goes without saying, my son's business is my business!" Of course Ruan Qingfeng, who was so bored that his whole body was itchy, would not refuse, he readily held the extended palm... A second later, his pretty face reappeared ferocious, The roar of the Hedong lion suddenly resounded.

"Damn boy, don't call me mom!!"

Song Xuan laughed violently and hurriedly escaped from the minefield he had set up.

However, how to chase Ding Xiaotu?He really has no experience chasing people.

trouble!

***

Everything packed together is just a small shoulder bag, as shabby as its owner.Ding Rui looked at the bag at his feet, pursed his lips as he wanted to sigh, and suppressed the affective emotions.

"Brother Ding, you don't have to do this!" Meizi sat on the small sofa with her knees hugged, and there was no trace of her domineering temperament just now.

"It's not worth running away for that bastard!" She protested angrily, extremely reluctant to let Brother Ding, who had helped her in the most painful time, leave here and her life for a strange boy.

"No..." Ding Rui scratched his scalp and squeezed out a gentle smile, "It's not for him. I think I should go back. Xiaoru's illness...is getting better. I hope to see her often, etc. After she is familiar with my existence, they will be able to live together in the future."

"Brother Ding!" Meizi disdains and doesn't believe it, "who can you fool by making such a hasty decision?! What's more, you can't hang around Xiaoru forever, you should have your own life!"

A bewildered expression appeared on the face with the corners of the mouth drooping.It was indeed a sudden decision. After completely rejecting Song Xuan, the idea of ​​running away from him appeared in his heart.I don’t want to be hugged anymore, I don’t want to experience the feeling of suffocation anymore, I don’t want to wait until I’m abandoned, I’ll be at a loss as if the world is going to be destroyed... If I want to wait until that moment, I’d rather push him away so that my life can return to how it was before calm and peaceful.

I put the clothes hanging on the balcony into my bag, as if I put all my last hope into my leaving luggage.

"Please take care of the things here for the time being, I will contact the transporter to send them all back."

Ding Rui tried his best to make the expression on his face look more relaxed.

"Brother Ding, tell me, what did the boy surnamed Song do to you?" Meizi stared at his face and asked seriously, "If he did something too extreme, you can't just walk away like this. You are the crown prince of the Song Enterprise, and I, Meizi, will never let it go, and I will definitely seek justice for you!" The indignant tone made her reproduce the toughness that ordinary girls don't have.

But when it comes to feelings, how can there be justice?

"Actually...you can't blame him entirely..." Ding Rui murmured for the first time in front of his friends as he looked at the luggage bag at his feet in confusion.

Anyway, everything is over, and it may be more at ease to say it.

"Since you told me Song Xuan's identity, I can understand why his character is like this..." Lifting his slightly flushed face, his clear eyes were filled with tenderness, "It happened like this... I am also responsible. Knowing that I won't get his love, and I can't restrain my desire to be close to him...that's why I thought about the contract. I really don't want his money...I just want...just want to be hugged by him Don't fall too much...Even so, I still can't control myself...I like him..." Two hot tears slowly rolled down his face, Ding Rui was so depressed that Meizi was so shocked that he couldn't speak for a long time.

Yes, liking him... This kind of thing that he didn't even dare to think about happened just like this.

A stag with graceful strides broke into the door of a small bookstore in the cold spring rain, and at the same time broke into the heart of a timid and inferior bunny, who was babbling endlessly. With a domineering appearance and bad personality, he accidentally gave up his heart to him, but he knows that the stag is just here to hang out and forget his troubles by playing with himself. An ordinary little rabbit who is silly and has nothing to show for it.

Therefore, the little rabbit can only escape by himself - to avoid his atrium being completely destroyed by the stag who doesn't know how to cherish...

***

I hung up a resignation call to the bookstore in the public phone booth, and then hung up the phone apologetically amidst the nagging voices. After all, I have good friends here. The decision to leave immediately made me feel difficult to adapt to, but was forced There was still pain left in the places he had entered, and at the same time, the warmth of passion remained, making his heart even more confused and lost its direction.

The long-distance ticket in his hand was already drenched with sweat, so he shouldn't regret his decision to leave no matter what.

Song Xuan was never from the same world as himself.

Ding Rui's handsome face showed a rare dignified and confident mature expression, he clenched the ticket in his hand and resolutely walked towards the long-distance station.

"Little Rabbit, stop for me!" A familiar voice with a headache came from behind.

He didn't even want to confirm, so he pulled back and ran away.

Don't let him fall into the entanglement of expectation and humiliation again!Although people can't run a car, they also have advantages. The alleys that are only one foot wide beside the street are just for escaping.

Across the road, a white BMW rushed over angrily, trying to find a parking spot, and the people inside put their heads out of the car window and yelled while turning the steering wheel.It's really difficult to find a parking space in a busy city. Seeing the indifferent person rushing forward, Song Xuan's eyes were burning with anxiety. Seeing the thin figure turn into the alley next to him, he couldn't care less , just find a place to park the car, jump off and go straight there.

Although she was beaten up by Meizi when she returned to Dingrui's apartment, she got support immediately after expressing her feelings, otherwise she would never see Ding Xiaotu again, and the pain in her heart would be worse than being beaten many.He wants to apologize, he wants to propose to Ding Xiaotu, no matter whether he will get it or not, he has to prove to him that he is truly in love with him!

After running for 300 meters and turning a corner, I finally saw the little rabbit looking crooked. The wound on his body should still be hurting. He couldn't run fast, and was blocked at the end of the alley for a while.

"You bastard, what else do you want?!" Caught Ding Xiaotu was so angry that he was about to jump, he punched Song Xuan with all his teeth and claws.

Feelings of sadness, anger, and humiliation all rushed to my heart, and I really wanted to cry aloud. Could he not even hide if he couldn't afford it?

Throwing all the backpacks in my hand at the enemy, my hands were sore, the wound hurt even more, and my heart was tired, so I really cried out, and it was too late to stop it.

Song Xuan, who never fought back, hugged his trembling body distressedly, comfortingly kissed his lips that kept cursing over and over again.

"You're a bastard... woo!"

"I know, I'm an asshole."

"You pervert! Hug a man!"

"I'm not perverted! I just like you..."

"Nonsense, you made me do such a shameful thing... Woo!"

"I know, I was wrong!"

"You still... raped me... Woo!"

"Yes, the crime deserves ten thousand deaths, and you can punish it as you like, even for a lifetime."

"You you you you... woo woo woo!" Although he was comforted, the strange thing is that the desire to cry became stronger, and he racked his brains to think of what else he could use to scold this person who should be cut into pieces Damn boy, but he couldn't think of it for a while, so he cried even harder, and all the grievances he had suffered for a long time turned into tears that rushed to his eyes continuously.

Song Xuan sucked his big teary eyes in distress, and forcefully put his swaying body into his arms.

"Don't kiss me!"

Ding Rui struggled to escape, pulled up his sleeves and wiped away the tears on his face, almost dizzy with shame and anger.Why? !Why did I lose control just now and wanted the comfort of this bastard boy, and when I thought of leaving him, I would feel so distressed that I lost my mind. Why didn't I try my best to run away from him, even if I threatened suicide? Why did I want to leave when I saw this kid? Will it be completely forgotten the moment it appears?Why did you think of throwing yourself into his arms as soon as you saw him? !

Ding Rui, you are hopeless, you sissy pervert!While blaming himself, Ding Rui started to back away again, so uncomfortable that Ding Rui really wanted to bang his head against the wall and wash away his shame.

"Little rabbit..." Seeing that he wanted to run away, Song Xuan stepped forward and grabbed his wrist in desperation.

"Don't touch me!" Like avoiding the plague, Ding Rui struggled to shake off the shackles, his tear-stained face was full of despair, "You obviously don't like me, but you still want to touch me, you, you, you... I didn't think about my feelings at all, I don't want to be touched by you again, I don't want money, I don't want anything, I want to leave you... for the rest of my life..."

"It's not like that, Xiaotu, I'm not an unruly person. If I don't like you, I will never touch you!" Song Xuan interrupted his yelling. You must know that he is not without women chasing him. If you don't like it, you must be entangled with a man who is much older than yourself.

Two or three passers-by passed by in the alley, staring at the two men who were openly hugging each other with surprised eyes.

"Gay..." someone muttered in a low voice, flirting with each other.

"So what! It's none of your business! I just like this man!" Song Xuan yelled at the man furiously, his majestic aura scared the idlers around and ran away.

Quietly, finally only the two of them were left.

Ding Rui finally calmed down, but he was strangely calm. He picked up the backpack he had thrown aside.

"Ding Xiaotu, I will prove it to you, trust me." Seeing his indifferent expression, Song Xuan said,

"Don't treat me like a child, I won't believe you, and I hate you very much, I hate you, a young master who doesn't understand anything, you have nothing but money!" "The shock at the time, the taste of sweetness and ecstasy is beautiful but not real enough to make him believe that this is a fact. When making love, he will blurt out another man's name. How can he trust this dead boy to fall in love with him?I'm afraid it's just to keep his body to vent his desire, but he still wants to trick him with a confession, it's too much!

Thinking about it this way, I was as stupid as a pig who was still holding complicated feelings towards him.Ding Rui gritted his teeth and yelled out all the words against his will, then turned around suddenly and ran forward. Even though the wound hurts like hell, he escaped this feeling of losing himself with the mood of winning this time, so his speed was amazing.

Song Xuan's reaction was a little slow, and Ding Xiaotu had already taken a few big steps away and rushed to the street behind the alley, and then there was the long-distance bus station.

The word "hate" hit Song Xuan's head like a heavy stone, and the golden stars appeared in front of him, and he couldn't tell the direction.He has done so many things that Xiaotu hates, why should he like them? Perhaps for Ding Rui, who lives in a difficult life, he is just a rich high school kid.Although Young Master Song came up with the contract himself, the motive at that time was to help the little rabbit, and the subconscious desire to hug the little rabbit was at work, so he came up with such a weird idea. Rabbits hurt so much.

How to do this kind of thing has to be considered only after catching the little rabbit?If people are not around, the relationship has no future.The heir of the Song family with excellent analytical skills will naturally think clearly about the solution to the problem. He is by no means a person who will be defeated by the word "disgusting".

Catch the bunny and make him fall in love with you!

The two started a chasing and fleeing game like a hunter and a prey.

Crossing two streets is the gate of the long-distance station. Ding Rui, who was running out of breath, saw that the bus he was going to take had already arrived at the departure point.

Looking back at Song Xuan who was chasing after him, he felt relieved after being sad, and decided to leave. No future feelings are no longer suitable for a 23-year-old adult. He doesn't have enough energy to face the fate of being abandoned in the future. Just an ordinary man.

Goodbye, Ah Xuan, I don't hate you, I can forgive you for anything you do, but I can't forgive myself for being held in your arms as a stand-in.

The eye sockets began to be sore again, holding back the liquid that was about to overflow again, Ding Rui strode forward.

"Little Rabbit, stop!" A terrified scream came from behind.

No, I want to run away from you!

"Be careful!" The voice came from behind.

"What..." Ding Rui turned his head and saw a big bus speeding towards him!

For a few seconds, I can't blink, I can't even move...I still want to live...I can't die, Xiaoru needs medical bills...

Amidst the loud noise of cars and screams, Ding Rui found that his body fell out like a sack full of goods, and hit the ground heavily, everything was gone...