Gold Class Fighter

It would be a lie to say that they have let go.But now Yang Lei is much calmer than a few years ago.

They say time heals everything.Although Yang Lei didn't feel the universal panacea of ​​time, his age and rich experience allowed him to learn to think and settle down.If a man's maturity needs to be exchanged for a price, Yang Lei paid the price and got his maturity back.

He can now understand Fang Yu's choice.People all live in reality, Fang Yu chose the path to bring them all back to reality.From the very beginning, he was the one who brought Fangyu to this road. He said that even if Fangyu would still be with a woman in the future, he would not let Fangyu go. He would drag him under the water, even if both of them were suffocated. ...But now, Yang Lei has grown up.He understands that no one can live in a vacuum, only giving wishful thinking, stalking relentlessly, not loving a person, but restraining the other person and imposing one's own needs on the other person.When people grow up, they always have to face society and reality.Yang Lei doesn't blame Fang Yu, he understands that no matter where the relationship belongs, Fang Yu will think about him, he is that kind of person, he let them all go back to the normal way, walk an easy way, on this way , there is the future that Fang Yu imagined for him, in the future, there are things that Fang Yu hopes to give him, and there is also the life that Fang Yu wants for himself.

If this is Fang Yu's choice, if he wants another life, if he can be happy that way, why can't he think about Fang Yu, what right does he have to suffocate him?

Yang Lei's personality has really changed.He also found a change in himself.He even wondered if he and Fang Yu met now instead of at that age, would they still have such unscrupulous devotion to each other.

Three years ago, he was obsessed with "why". When he was in the most pain, he thought about whether Fang Yu had ever liked him, whether that kind of feeling was love, or what Fang Yu said was "righteousness". Ding Wen said, "Some men can just accept this, and he doesn't know it himself. He won't know until he meets a woman he likes..." But now, after a few years of precipitation, Yang Lei is no longer entangled.

He used to have.

Yang Lei will remember what Fang Yu has paid for him, and he will remember it for a lifetime.

Fang Mei asked him why he stopped dating, and Yang Lei felt that he was probably tired and couldn't talk anymore.

"Do you still blame him now?"

Fang Mei asked.

Yang Lei shook his head.

"I just don't understand some things."

During his four years in the military academy, there were some things about Jiang Hai that Yang Lei still didn't know.He also asked some people from that year, but he couldn't ask anything more.

Maybe in the future, some years later, when I meet Fang Yu again by chance, the two of them can sit down and have a drink, talk, and calmly talk about the events of the year. At that time, if I ask Fang Yu again, maybe I will understand.

Fang Mei felt that Yang Lei had really matured a lot.But this kind of maturity made Fang Mei's heart ache.

She still prefers the former Yang Lei, the boy who was impulsive, enthusiastic, and did things regardless of the consequences but devoted himself wholeheartedly and went forward...

"Have you really thought about it and don't plan to fall in love again?"

"Ah."

"What about marriage?"

"have not thought."

Fang Mei seemed to be confirming this answer.Fang Mei paused for a while, and Yang Lei looked at her.

"You came to see me today?"

Yang Lei felt that something was wrong with Fang Mei.

"I'm here to ask you to do me a favor."

Fang Mei seldom used such a tone, Yang Lei gave her a funny look.

"You still use the word please to me? Tell me, what's the matter?"

Fang Mei raised her eyes and looked at him.

"How about marrying me?"

Yang Lei almost spit out the wine with a sip.Yang Lei looked at Fang Mei in astonishment.

"Don't get excited. Just put on a show. After three months of marriage, we will leave."

Fang Mei said.

Fang Mei and Yang Lei are the same age, 26 and [-] years old, the man is fine, but the girl's parents are in a hurry.Fang Mei is also the queen of the general family. Everyone is rich, and the family has a reputation. Those who come to ask for marriage have broken the threshold, but Fang Mei is a woman with extreme personality and opinions. What she wants is love, freedom, not marriage.

"I'm a celibate. I've made up my mind a long time ago, and I don't plan to get married. Originally, it was useless to force me, but you know why I returned to China this time. My father's illness..."

Fang Mei stopped talking.Yang Lei also understood.

"That's his last wish. As for me, I don't want to harm others. Even if I put on a show, I can't pull irrelevant people back."

Fang Mei looked at Yang Lei.

"Although it's an act, you have to get a certificate and drink. After three months, you can secretly get the divorce certificate. You don't have to keep acting. When you can't hide it, I will say that we can't make it through. Let's go together. I know your family is urging you very urgently, and you don't want to get married. If you want, let's help each other. But this is unethical, and I can't hurt my friends. You should think about it! "

Yang Lei hesitated for a moment, but said nothing.

"Don't worry about me, I've already done it to you now, and don't be afraid that I'll rely on you! I'm not that stupid! If you want, we'll sign an agreement when the time comes, and if I die then If you refuse to divorce, follow the terms of the agreement!"

Fang Mei smiled, Yang Lei laughed too, but both of them laughed helplessly...

In life, there have to be some compromises.Not for yourself, but for those who love you.

"I'll help you."

For a long time, Yang Lei said.

"terrific."

Fang Mei said, smiling slightly, grateful, complicated...

After agreeing to Fang Mei, the two agreed to talk to the family after a while, and put on a show first.

After seeing Fang Mei off, Yang Lei lay on the bed in the dormitory with his arms behind his head.

Fang Mei is right, for someone neither of them intends to get married, this is a way to avoid family pressure.Even though it was only for a while, and even though he felt sorry for his family, Yang Lei had already thought that he would never get married again in his life, and he would never hurt innocent people.

He promised Fang Mei, not impulsively, or even just out of loyalty.

He owed Fang Mei, although Fang Mei never thought so, but Yang Lei knew it.

However, Yang Lei never thought that he would have the day of getting married.

Yang Lei looked at the ceiling, lost in thought...

After a while, Yang Lei received a phone call from Fang Mei, who had already told her family.When Fang Mei's family heard that it was Yang Lei, they were all overjoyed.

When Yang Lei talked to Yang Dahai, Yang Dahai was even more overjoyed.

"It's Fang Mei? Why didn't you say it earlier?"

"Didn't I tell you now?"

"Fang Mei's child is good, and he knows everything!" Yang Lei's stepmother was also very happy.

Yang Lei and Fang Mei were very close when they were in junior high school, and Yang Dahai knew about it, and he always felt that they had fallen in love at that time.As long as the two of them continue their relationship again, there is no doubt.

"Okay... okay...!" Yang Dahai was really excited, so he took out the wine to drink that night.

That day Yang Lei came out of the house, didn't drive, and walked aimlessly on the street.This is a path he is familiar with, but it has changed a lot in the past seven years. The original small shop has become a boutique street, and the original video game room has been demolished long ago. Now it is a mobile business hall.

Yang Lei came to a street where the former farmer's market has been turned into a big supermarket, and the small shops along the street have all changed their appearance. There is a KFC on the corner of the street, and there is only one time-honored deli. It has been many years, and it is still in the same place. Neighbors queuing up to buy stewed vegetables, the queue is still so long...

Two gangster-looking boys walked past Yang Lei, giggling.

"Today is my birthday!"

"Really? Where do you want to go?"

"Go wherever you say!"

"Then follow me, Chaotic Times!"

"Walk!!"

"Ha ha!"

……

Yang Lei went up the steps and onto the platform on the second floor.On the old fence, there is a circle of eye-catching "demolition" written in red pen.

Yang Lei went up to the eighth floor, took out the key and opened the door.

The layout of the room is still the same as it was in the early 90s.Going out now, it is rare to see such furniture and arrangement.An old clunky cassette recorder was on the table, and there was a box-spring bed in the room.

Everything is still the same.

Yang Lei opened the window and lay down on the bed.

He didn't turn on the light, and the darkness is easy to remind people of old things.

Around 2002, it was the period of Jianghai City's large-scale development, demolition of the old and new construction, and renovation of the old city.This area has also been included in the scope of renovation by the district government, and it is said that demolition will start at the end of the year.

In the future, it will be a large shopping mall.This terrace, this eighth-floor house, and everything that has ever happened in it, will be shoved into rubble and buried forever.

Yang Lei hasn't been here for a long time.In the future, he will seldom come.

Yang Lei lay quietly, the room was still the same as when they left 7 years ago.The landlord will come to see and clean after a while.She had been told that everything, put it where it was.

The cupboard door was open, and a white shirt was still hanging inside.

Yang Lei pressed the tape recorder on the bedside table.

An old tape, spinning slowly in the dark...

The black eyes and your smiling face,

It's hard to forget the change in your face.

The frivolous old days just slipped away,

It has been a few years when I turned around and looked back...

The boundless end of the world is your wandering,

It is my footsteps to search and search for a long time.

Beside the dark lonely pillow is your tenderness,

In the morning when I wake up is my sorrow...