Gold Class Fighter

"..."

Fang Yu was shocked, confused and at a loss.

Yes, he knew, he couldn't lie to himself anymore.Yang Lei is not his brother, but his brother, they are so dark on the bed?Is it his brother, who gets hard when he touches the underside of his naked body?It's his brother, he sees him kissing girls and he goes to drink, get drunk?

He said before that he couldn't "play" any more, and if he played any more, his brother would not be able to do it.

However, from the moment they took the first step, they could no longer be brothers, they no longer regarded each other as brothers...

But when Fang Yu suddenly heard Yang Lei say the phrase "I like you", he still received a violent shock. His thinking, rationality, and subconscious reaction all shocked him to this sentence, and made him instinctively want to go To reject, to deny, but he himself doesn't know why his heart is so turbulent at this moment!

"...you made a mistake!"

When Fang Yu shouted this sentence, he didn't know whether he was telling Yang Lei or himself!

"Mistaken?"

Yang Lei stared at Fang Yu, he wanted to show Fang Yu his heart!

"I dream all about you! Is this a mistake?!"

He also wanted to make a mistake, and if he made a mistake, he wouldn't have to suffer and suffer so much!But can there be mistakes?If his own heart can make a mistake, he would rather it be a mistake, one mistake to the end!

"You have feelings for me too!" Yang Lei stared directly at Fang Yu with his red eyes. "Do you dare to say that you don't feel anything about me??"

"..."

Dare he say it?Fang Yu is also asking himself.

If he didn't have feelings for him, would he mind if he kissed Fang Mei?Would he get so angry when he misunderstood that he and Ding Wen were "playing" like that?Will you hug him tightly in the twilight of the morning sun, don't want him to leave, will you treat him like that on the bed? ...

Will he? ?

But...is that what Yang Lei said he liked?

In love with Yang Lei?In love with his brother, a man like him? !

Every part of his mind was telling him it was wrong, it was wrong, it was wrong.How can this be?He is normal!Yang Lei is also normal!None of them are like cats, not at all, never!

But why did it happen, why did it happen between him and Yang Lei?

This feeling cannot be explained. In Fang Yu's more than 20 years of life, no matter what dangers and difficulties he has faced, he has never been so confused and helpless as at this moment.

"Fang Yu!!"

Yang Lei shouted in distress.

"do not talk!"

Fang Yu yelled violently, he was in a mess!Everything is messed up!

"...Let's think about it again!"

Fang Yu only said this sentence.It shouldn't be like this, he and Yang Lei have to think about it, think about why they came to this point, think about when they crossed the line between them, lost control, and reached this unmanageable situation, think about what they did What is it, they are all men, they are good brothers, between them, can it be called... love!

Looking at Fang Yu, Yang Lei's heart sank and became cold.

He knew that he was desperate to confess everything in front of Fang Yu, but it was too difficult for Fang Yu to accept it.

They all know what it means to take this step in this era.

It means that there is an invisible road ahead, it means that they will go all the way to the dark, it means that there are too many things that they can't even imagine now, and they don't know whether they can bear it.

However, Yang Lei doesn't even care about these now.All he cares about is, does Fang Yu like him?Does Fang Yu have him in his heart?

As long as Fang Yu has him in his heart, no matter what he will face in the future, he is not afraid, he is not afraid of anything, as long as Fang Yu is with him, in this life, he will admit it, and he will admit it willingly...

Yang Lei was also silent.Neither he nor Fang Yu spoke anymore.There seemed to be no one in the room, only each other's suppressed, heavy hearts.

The sound of the growing rain outside, passing through the silent night and the silent room, became the only sound at this moment.

"Okay. Think about it."

For a long time, Yang Lei said.

His voice was low and weak.

Yang Lei turned around slowly and walked towards the door.Fang Yu didn't stop him.Fang Yu didn't say anything.

Yang Lei put his hand on the doorknob.

"Fang Yu."

Yang Lei turned his back to Fang Yu and said.

"What I said tonight is all from the truth. If you are shocked, forget about it."

"At the beginning, I was the one who wanted to play like that, and I was the one who dragged you into the water. It has nothing to do with you. Don't worry about it. "

"If you don't want to see me again, after tonight..."

Yang Lei stopped.

"...I won't let you see me again..."

Yang Lei opened the door and left.

His footsteps disappeared down the corridor.

Hearing that voice go away, Fang Yu felt that he would never come again...

Fang Yu sat down at the table, staring at the table without moving.

The hand on the table gradually clenched into a fist...

Yang Lei walked home step by step.

He walked in the rain and on the street, sluggish and slow, as if he had lost his soul.

He walked very slowly. When he came down from the 8th floor of the house, he hoped that Fang Yu would call his name and catch up from behind. He hoped that Fang Yu would hold him tightly and tell him not to leave. Hope Fang Yu said to him, can I never see you again? ?Don't go, stay! !

But no matter how many times he turned his head, there was only the empty night and the endless rain curtain behind him.

Yang Lei's whole body was soaked by the rain, he raised his head, let the rain wash over his face, closed his eyes, let the rain flow freely from his face...

This is the first love in his life.But it was about to die like this.

Yang Lei didn't blame Fang Yu, he didn't blame anyone, he only blamed himself.

Blame myself for bumping headlong into love, but bumped head to toe.

Yang Lei didn't know how he got back to the small building.He opened the iron door, remembering that he also gave Fang Yu a key to this door, he smiled wryly.

From now on, Fang Yu will never open this iron door again.

It was late at night, and everyone in the building was asleep. No one knew that Yang Lei went upstairs with his whole body soaked, entered the room, and closed the door.

Yang Lei stood in front of the window, allowing the rainwater on his body to pool into puddles on the floor, but he didn't want to wipe it or change it.

In this room, there is still the smell of the house, the body temperature of the house.

But from now on, he will lose all of this...

There were footsteps on the stairs outside.

Someone went upstairs.

Yang Lei heard the voice.The sound of his return may have woken up Aunt Zhang.Yang Lei regained his senses and wiped the rainwater off his face.

The door was knocked.

Yang Lei walked over and opened the door.

"..."

Yang Lei was stunned.

He stared blankly at the person in front of him, forgot to speak, to breathe...

Fang Yu came in and closed the door with his back.

Fang Yu was soaked all over.

Fang Yu stared at Yang Lei, grabbed him and pulled him into his arms, covering his lips...