Gold Class Fighter

Something happened to Ding Wen.

Yang Lei received Ding Wen's call in the office of Yanziyi Engineering Company.Ding Wen only knew Yang Lei's office number.

"Brother Lei..."

Ding Wen's voice was very strange.

"What's wrong?" Yang Lei felt strange.

"...I'm at the...Gulou Police Station...can you pick me up?"

Ding Wen's words were very difficult and difficult to speak.

"I'll be there soon!"

Yang Lei picked up his coat and went out.

Yang Lei hadn't seen Ding Wen since Fang Yu's accident.

Ding Wen called him and came to him several times.Yang Lei apologized and told Ding Wen that he had too many things to do recently, and Fang Yu was injured and he had to take care of him, so he didn't have much time to play computer games with him.

Ding Wen was very disappointed.

"I really don't mean anything else. I really don't have time." Yang Lei couldn't bear to hurt Ding Wen.

"If you want to find me, come anytime, I welcome you anytime."

Yang Lei said.

But Ding Wen knew in his heart that Yang Lei would not go to him every day like he did some time ago.Will not go again in the future.

Ding Wen was very sad.This is not the first time he has lost love, but it is the one he will never forget.He really fell in love with Yang Lei.

Ding Wen, tormented by a broken relationship, went to a small park near the Drum Tower Square.

In the Gulou Square back then, there was an English corner. Learning English and speaking spoken English became popular at that time. Every weekend, a group of people would gather in the Gulou Square. People who went there did not speak Chinese. Make friends.

In a small park not far from the English Corner, in a dark and secluded park, there is also a corner where a group of people are also gathering.

But the existence of this corner is only known to few people, only people in this circle will know.

There, it is a place where homosexuals find companions.

Ding Wen is a frequent visitor there.When there is no emotional destination, Ding Wen will go there to find fellow travelers, and then solve his physical needs.Of course, he also hoped to find a true love object in that place, but it didn't take long before he found it was too difficult.

At that time, homosexuality was a terrible disease, and it was impossible to see the light, and it was like the sky was falling.Therefore, even if they are truly gay, very few people will open it up, they will only try their best to disguise themselves, and there are very few people like Huamao.

In this environment, very few gay men will have fixed and long-term lovers.It's more about getting to know each other, meeting each other, opening a room secretly, and when you come out, you don't know anyone, not even your real name.

In the circle back then, this was called "fishing".

That night, Ding Wen went fishing in the park.He needs stimulation, to forget about Yang Lei.

Ding Wen is good-looking, and it is easy to find a partner.He just sat down on a secluded chair in the park, and within a few minutes, a man sat beside him.

It was a 38-year-old middle-aged man, tall and mature.Ding Wen glanced at him, but didn't stand up.

This means consent.

According to the usual practice, it should be to open a room in a small hotel in a secluded street.But that night, the middle-aged man may have been too anxious, or maybe he wanted to experience the excitement of being in the wild. He hugged Ding Wen and entered the deepest grass in the park. He couldn't wait to overwhelm Ding Wen and took off his pants.

Ding Wen hadn't done it for a long time, and he was very excited. Both of them started doing it in the grass with forgetfulness.

There were few people in that place, and it was midnight, and there would be no one for a few hours.It would have been impossible to be discovered, but Ding Wen's luck was really bad. This night, there happened to be two policemen patrolling here, and they couldn't go to this area, but one of them wanted to pee, so he went into the grass Coming over, I heard abnormal noises over there.

When caught by the policeman's flashlight, the middle-aged man was stabbing Ding Wen's buttocks, the two of them couldn't even hide, they were stunned, the most invisible All private parts are exposed to the strong light of the flashlight.

"Come out! Come out!"

The Pian'er policeman didn't see clearly at first, thinking it was a man and a woman who was messing around here, but when he saw the two men coming out tremblingly, the Pian'er policeman was shocked at first, and then laughed contemptuously and disdainfully.

"It's Master Rabbit again!"

"Put your pants on! Come with us!"

Ding Wen was taken into the police station just like that.He squatted in it all night and suffered mental torture.

The middle-aged man and Ding Wen huddled in a corner in horror and shame, surrounded by police officers from the police station.

"Do you know why you were arrested?" the Pian'er policeman asked Ding Wen happily.

Ding Wen remained silent.

"Hooliganism! Playing hooligans! It's too shameless, it started there, hey guys, you didn't see it, ouch, at that time..." The little policeman who found the two embellished the scene with other film policemen , the words were extremely explicit, and the words made several men laugh contemptuously and happily. Hearing the harsh laughter, Ding Wen lowered his head deeply, and tears welled into his eyes...

"Hey, which of you is a man and who is a woman?"

"Have you been to a mental hospital?"

"Can you guys have sex with women? Have you ever done it?..."

……

In the eyes of Pian'er police, these "rabbit masters" are objects of fun.Every time I catch it, I will make fun of them like this.They think that these people are all mentally ill, sick, hooligans, indecent, and social deformities, who don't seek treatment when sick, and deserve to be rabbits for the rest of their lives!

Ding Wen kept squatting on the ground with his head lowered. He didn't respond to what the police said or laughed at. It wasn't until the police said that they would call the work unit to pick up the people at dawn. Then Ding Wen got a reaction. He panicked and said in a hoarse voice, please Please, don't notify the unit, I, I will pay, I am willing to pay no matter how much money...

The Pian'er police had to ask a guarantor to protect him, so Ding Wen thought of Yang Lei in desperation.

He doesn't want to see anyone now, he just wants to see Yang Lei, that is the only light and warmth in his heart...

When Yang Lei went into the police station and took Ding Wen away, Ding Wen kept his head down and didn't raise it.When Yang Lei was going through the formalities, the policemen were doing the work, and they were scanning Yang Lei from the corners of their eyes. Their eyes were weird, half a smile, but the meaning in their eyes was obvious.

When Ding Wen walked out of the police station, the little policeman behind him sneered, "Master Rabbit! Don't be naked next time!"

With a word, the policemen in the room are all happy.

Ding Wen's shoulders trembled.He buried his head lower in pain.

Yang Lei was furious.Rabbit master is a very insulting term.

"What are you talking about? Keep your mouth clean!"

Yang Lei turned around and stared at the policeman.

"What's wrong? What are you doing? He's a hooligan! I'll catch him every time I see him!"

"Which law has he violated? Tell me and listen to the original text of the law! What article and sentence are there!"

Yang Lei was frank and frank, looking down at the policeman, pressing questions.

"..." The little policeman was speechless.Although homosexuality was regarded as a hooligan crime in those days, there were indeed no relevant provisions in the legal provisions, not even a single one.

"Forget it, Yang Lei, forget it... let's go..." Ding Wen's tears flowed out.

Yang Lei kept sending Ding Wen back to his residence.

That night, Ding Wen burst into tears.

"...What did I do wrong?! I was born like this, is this my fault?!...I didn't kill, steal or rob!...I don't want to be like this! What can I do?!...This is Is it my fault?!..."

"...Brother Lei, do you know...I really want to die, I want to die several times...God made me like this, what can I do?..."

Ding Wen rolled up his sleeves, and there were shocking marks of self-mutilation on his arm.

"...I really hate myself, when I hate myself, I will cut myself a knife...I don't want to find a man anymore, I am also a human being, and I want to be respected!!...I can't fucking stand it...I can't stand it..."

Ding Wen vented hysterically and cried bitterly. He said over and over again that if there was a next life, he would never love a man again. He would rather be a pig, a dog, or a homosexual...

Yang Lei witnessed all this.

After returning from Ding Wen's place, Yang Lei's heart was very heavy, as heavy as lead.

He thought about the pressure that people of the same sex would face in this era, but he had never been so specific and intuitive.

Yang Lei was greatly impacted.

He imagined, if it was Fang Yu today, would he still be able to keep calm, and would he be able to watch Fang Yu's life sink into such a quagmire.

But what's wrong with them?Just because you fell in love with someone?And whether that person is a man or a woman, has it disturbed others?Did it interfere with society?It's just a love that belongs to two people. Is it wrong?

Yang Lei's depression reached the extreme.A man's courage and strength tell him what to be afraid of!If it's a man, don't ink it!Be brave enough to speak up and tell him!But rationality and reality are telling him that what he does will harm Fang Yu and drag him into the abyss. He can care about his own future, but he can't ignore Fang Yu, he doesn't want to ruin Fang Yu!

In this painful and contradictory mood, Yang Lei went back to the small building, entered the door, and Fang Yu was about to go out.

"where are you going?"

Yang Lei asked.

"Go drink and play. Are you going?"

Fang Yu has been out for several nights and came back very late.Yang Lei even felt that Fang Yu didn't want to stay in the small building.

"Go out again? Can't you stay here?"

Yang Lei's tone was very aggressive.

Fang Yu glanced at Yang Lei.

"What's wrong?" Fang Yu heard that Yang Lei's tone was wrong.

"Let's go together!" Fang Yu is also young and loves to play.

"No! Is it interesting? It's just like singing and drinking!"

"Then it's interesting to be here?" Fang Yu couldn't hold back his temper anymore. "I have nothing to do in the building!"

"Am I not here? Can't you just chat with me?" Yang Lei's fiery temper came up again.His mood is really bad today, he wants to vent.

"Fang Mei is coming, isn't she accompanying you?"

Fang Yu himself didn't know why such a sentence came out.

When Yang Lei heard this sentence, it was like being sparked, and his whole body exploded.

"She's with me? Have you bothered me a long time ago, wishing she could accompany me? "

Fang Yu stared at Yang Lei, his expression darkened.

"Okay! Take it easy?"

"Don't you mean that?! If you want to bother me, tell me!"

Yang Lei was full of depression and depression, facing Fang Yu, but couldn't speak out, the more he couldn't speak out, the more angry he became, and the more anxious he was to vent.And this kind of fire will definitely not be sent to irrelevant people, but it is the easiest to break out to the person you love the most.

"..."

Fang Yu glared at Yang Lei, holding back.He pushed Yang Lei away and walked out the door.

Yang Lei pulled Fang Yu away.Both of them are in a bad mood, how is Fang Yu these days?Is he in a good mood to go out and have fun every night?Being pushed and shoved by Yang Lei like this, Fang Yu also became angry. Both of them are people with real cards under their hands. If they move, they can really fight. Fang Yu threw Yang Lei away with a flick of his hand. Hitting against the pillars of the wisteria flower gallery, Yang Lei stood firm and impatient. The way men vent their emotions is drinking and fisting, the most direct and effective way. Yang Lei was going to grab Fang Yu in the past. At this time, Fang Mei entered the door. Startled, he hurried over and grabbed Yang Lei.

"What's wrong with you! How did you start?"

"Go away! It's none of your business!" Yang Lei wanted to push Fang Mei away.

"Can't you just say something if you have something to say?" Fang Mei was startled.She hadn't seen Yang Lei like this for a long time, and she hugged Yang Lei's arm tightly.

Fang Yu glanced at Fang Mei's hand holding Yang Lei's arm, stared at Yang Lei, turned around and went out the door.

"Fang Yu!"

Yang Lei shouted, screaming in pain and distress, he pushed Fang Mei away, and slowly slid down under the flower stand.

"……What's wrong?"

Fang Mei was at a loss and squatted beside Yang Lei.

Yang Lei looked at the ground.There were countless waves rolling in his chest, but his mind was in chaos, like a chaotic battlefield.Yang Lei grabbed his hair fiercely.

Fang Mei grabbed Yang Lei's hand and pulled it off.

"If you have something on your mind, please tell me." Fang Mei said softly.She vaguely guessed that Yang Lei's concern had something to do with the girl he liked.

"I'm fine. Leave me alone for a while."

Yang Lei said in a low voice.

"I'll accompany you."

"You go."

Yang Lei was really annoyed.

Fang Mei was silent.Yang Lei raised his eyes and saw Fang Mei's expression, Yang Lei also felt uncomfortable.He didn't intend to treat Fang Mei like this.But he really can't care about it now.

"Say it, it will make you feel better." After a long time, Fang Mei said.

Perhaps Yang Lei couldn't bear it anymore.He has been on his mind for too long.

"Fang Mei, you know, I have someone in my heart."

Yang Lei said sadly.

"I really like him... Really, I like him so much... I don't even know what to do!"

"I'm afraid that if I say it, I'll hurt him, and I'm afraid that he won't be able to accept it, and he will stay away from me in the future! But I... can't control myself!"

"I'm fucking... am I really useless??"

Yang Lei spoke one sentence after another, not knowing whether to tell Fang Mei or himself.

He sat down under the wisteria trellis, looked up at the night sky through the gap between the trellises.There is no starlight at all, just like Yang Lei's current mood.

Fang Mei quietly looked at Yang Lei's side profile, looked at Yang Lei's handsome and melancholy face, and his frowning.Fang Mei's heart is broken.

She listened to the one she loved speak of his love for another, and there was nothing she could do but listen.

Fang Mei opened her arms and hugged Yang Lei.She pressed into Yang Lei's chest and hugged him tightly.

"It's okay, she doesn't want you. I want you."

Fang Mei said, crying.

Yang Lei looked down at Fang Mei.If he liked Fang Mei, things would be so simple, but he just fell in love with someone who shouldn't be.But he has no regrets.

"Sorry……"

Yang Lei said in a low voice.

"Yang Lei, kiss me one last time...just treat it...you owe me..." Fang Mei said.

Yang Lei hesitated for a while, but did not move.

"...In a while, I'm going back to England. You just do it, give me a souvenir."

Fang Mei said calmly.

Yang Lei slowly hugged Fang Mei.

He owed her, felt sorry for her, thanked her, and thanked her for being willing to give him warmth and comfort at this time...

Fang Mei raised her face towards him.Yang Lei looked at her, hesitated, and finally covered his lips gently.

A kiss that has nothing to do with love, no entanglement, only touching and shallow covering.Although they seemed to be like all men and women in love, they knew that this was a farewell.

A line of tears rolled down Fang Mei's cheek...

Standing at the door of the iron gate, Fang Yu saw men and women hugging and kissing under the wisteria trellis.

Just now Fang Yu walked out of the street corner, stopped, hesitated for a moment, turned and walked back.He heard Yang Lei calling him, and that voice made him feel uncomfortable.

He felt that he was too restless just now.Yang Lei made it clear that something was wrong, he should ask Yang Lei what's wrong and why he is in a bad mood, instead of treating him.

Fang Yu wanted to go back and reconcile with Yang Lei, and wanted to take him out to relax.Stepping through the unlocked iron gate, I saw this scene.

Fang Yu left.No one noticed that he was back.

Fang Yu went to troubled times.

The loud music, the chaotic crowd, and the intoxicating alcohol here are all suitable for the current house.

Fang Yu called Lao Liang over.

It's been a long time since Fang Yu came to this place in troubled times. The last time he came was Yang Lei's birthday. Fang Yu played the piano here and wished Yang Lei a happy birthday with a smile.

"Brother, what's wrong with you?"

No matter how rough Lao Liang was, he also found that Fang Yu was in a bad mood.

"It's nothing." Fang Yu held the wine glass and looked at the liquid inside.

"Brothers haven't had fun for a long time. Mingzi got a few thinking machines and opened a shop in Wucun. In two days, everyone will come and join us."

The idea machine was a gambling machine at that time, and it was very popular.After all, Fang Yu is a bastard, so this kind of thing is inevitable.

"Okay! One word!" Lao Liang was also happy.

"I didn't say, big brother, you have to come out and have fun. Seeing that you are raised at Yang Lei's place, isn't it boring? It's all white."

"Fuck off!"

"Really, I think you have faded out of the bird. Or, tonight... let's go find a girl?"

Lao Liang is a straight person, so he can say whatever he wants.He felt that Fang Yu was in a bad mood recently and needed stimulation.

"Relax! Stop messing around!"

Fang Yu has absolute authority in front of his subordinates, and if he says one thing, Lao Liang will be obedient and not mention it.But seeing Fang Yu's preoccupied appearance, Lao Liang couldn't help saying, "Brother, you really need Pan Xi."

Fang Yu glanced at him.

"Really, let's talk about it. What's the point of being so old?" Lao Liang persuaded him.

"It's not like you didn't know about that before." Fang Yu said.

"I know, but you can't stop talking about it, right? You've been a monk all your life? Besides, what age is it now? If you're in love, don't you have to marry her and take so many responsibilities?"

Lao Liang couldn't understand Fang Yu's idea of ​​not wanting to delay other girls, so he didn't talk about it.In other words, all the men in the underworld have become monks?

"Just the girl from last time, Lin Shanshan, I think it's pretty good."

The story of Lin Shanshan's pursuit of Fang Yu was also spread among Jiang Hai's gangsters.Everyone thought Fang Yu was stupid.

"I have no feelings for her."

"Feeling can be cultivated!"

Lao Liang looked at Fang Yu's face.

"...Brother, do you have someone in your heart?"

According to Lao Liang's experience, Fang Yu seems to be trapped in love like this.

"..."

Fang Yu was silent for a while.

"I do not know."

Fang Yu said.

"Why don't you know?" Lao Liang didn't understand.

Fang Yu saw the scene where Yang Lei and Fang Mei kissed, and he knew exactly how he felt.

This feeling is not normal, so abnormal.

However, Fang Yu knew that he was already abnormal.

That's his brother, and his brother has a girlfriend, does he feel this way?

Will he? ?

So that's not his brother.What is that his?

What does he want, what is he depressed about, what is he suppressing, why is he drinking here?

Fang Yu raised his neck and drained the wine in the glass.

Lao Liang suddenly poked Fang Yu, Fang Yu turned his head.