Gold Class Fighter

That day, under the circumstances, it was just a short hug.

But in Yang Lei's memory many years later, that was the longest hug between him and Fang Yu.It looks like a lifetime, a lifetime.

Fang Yu held Yang Lei's face with hands covered in mud and blood, and stroked his cheeks vigorously, as if he would disappear as soon as he let go, Yang Lei's fingers sank into the flesh of Fang Yu's back, all senses were sunk in In Fang Yu's eyes, Yang Lei couldn't feel his own existence...

Thousands of words rushed into his chest like a storm, but Yang Lei only heard himself shouting: "...Are you crazy?!..."

Yang Lei's trembling voice scattered in the rain...

"Let's go home."

Fang Yu hugged his shoulder tightly, Fang Yu said every word...

What did they say and what did they do at that moment, Yang Lei actually experienced a fault in his memory a long time later.It was like a blank space in his overburdened brain.Yang Lei knew that he remembered it, and remembered it clearly, but it was placed in the deepest part of his mind, and only he could touch it.

They left there, left the dangerous jungle.

A signal flare flew into the sky, and the eye-catching bright light cluster exploded in people's eyes.

The commotion on the ground, the rotation of the propeller, the emergency of the rescue team...

On the same day, the national TV news broadcast the news of the disaster area.The rain in the disaster area was once rapid and the situation was severe, but fortunately no mudslides and large-scale landslides were triggered, which bought time for emergency rescue, and the affected people were safely evacuated...

The helicopter landed slowly, flipping the hair of the people on the ground.

The loud noise was deafening in Yang Dahai's ears, beating his heart wildly.

The crowd was waiting anxiously, and when they finally saw the two figures, they burst into cheers...

The medical staff rushed up, and the Political Commissar Lu and the officers and soldiers rushed up.

Yang Dahai took unsteady steps and staggered forward...

When Yang Lei woke up, he saw the white ceiling of the hospital and the smell of disinfectant in his nose.

He was dazed for a moment, then realized where he was, and sat up abruptly.

"Woke up? Hey, be careful, there is a hanging needle!" The little nurse hurried over to adjust the hanging bottle.

Yang Lei looked around eagerly, it was a single ward.

"What about him?" Yang Lei asked immediately.

"Who?" The little nurse didn't understand.

"He was rescued with me! Where are the others?!" Yang Lei almost yelled, which frightened the little nurse.

After Yang Lei sent out the flare in the room search and rescue kit, the helicopter that had been circling nearby immediately found their location and took them out of danger with an empty crane.The winch hoisting sling brought them into the cabin, and lifeguards and medical staff surrounded them.

Yang Lei was next to Fang Yu, clasping his fingers tightly with Fang Yu's.

Yang Lei fell into a coma.He hadn't closed his eyes for several days and nights, when he leaned in Fang Yu's arms and was embraced by Fang Yu, the sudden sense of relief caused him to fall into the darkness instantly.When he fell asleep, he still held Fang Yu's hand tightly, not letting go.

He was afraid that Fang Yu would disappear as soon as he opened his eyes.He still has too much to say, what has to be said has not been finished...

Before the lifeguard on the sling landed, Fang Yu promised him.Fang Yu said, don't say anything... When I get back alive, I will listen to you...

"He, he was still sitting here watching you during the day. I didn't see him later, maybe he left!..." The little nurse told the truth.

"Where are you going??"

"He's just a little bit traumatic. It's fine. Let's go back. It seems to go back to the hotel across the street. Maybe he should get his luggage..." The little nurse also guessed.

Yang Lei pulled out the needle and jumped out of the bed.

"Hey you!..."

Amidst the surprised cry of the little nurse, Yang Lei put on his military uniform and rushed out of the ward.

——You said you would wait for me!You said we came back alive, listen to what I have to say! !

...Fang Yu! !

Yang Lei rushed to the corridor and bumped into Yang Dahai who was about to come in.

"Xiao Lei..." Yang Dahai yelled this, and then fell silent in Yang Lei's eyes.

Yang Lei didn't say anything, just glanced at him.

After one glance, Yang Lei ran away without looking back, and rushed downstairs.

Yang Dahai didn't call him to stop, and stood where he was, watching Yang Lei's disappearing back.

When Yang Lei looked at him, Yang Dahai knew that he had lost this son...

The phone in his pocket was ringing, and Yang Lei picked it up while running wildly.

"Yang Lei! Are you okay? You..." Fang Mei's anxious and worried voice.

"Fang Mei."

Yang Lei interrupted her.

"sorry."

"..." Fang Mei felt something.

Yang Lei ran.Facing Fang Mei on the phone, he was deeply sorry, guilty, but firm...

"I can't do what I promised you. I'm sorry..."

Yang Lei is running, it seems that only running is left in his life.He rushed out of the gate of the hospital, and everyone looked in astonishment at a galloping young officer, running on the road under the neon lights.He ran to the hotel across the street, and jumped in front of the big stage. He found out the room number, and before he had time to wait for the elevator, he ran up the stairs...

In the empty corridor upstairs, a person stood at the entrance of the room, about to close the door.

He was hugged in his arms by the force rushing from behind.

"..." Fang Yu froze.

"If I'm alive, you can leave me alone."

Fang Yu didn't move, just stood straight, the door closed behind them, blocking off the outside.

"Then I shall die there."

"...Don't talk nonsense!"

"why did not you tell me?!"

A roar of pain burst out from Yang Lei's heart, the voice was full of blood, it tore himself and Fang Yu's heart to pieces...

Seven years, their seven years, the seven years they will never come back.

Yang Lei's fingers were tightly buckled into Fang Yu's clothes, almost entangled into Fang Yu's body.His voice is not his own, even his breath is pierced by a thousand arrows...

His heart was cut piece by piece with a knife, disemboweled, and heart gouged out. The pain caused him to drown in the drowning water and suffocate him, making him unable to breathe even if he opened his mouth!He wished he could poke his body with a knife, let the blood drain dry, hollow out the internal organs, scrape the bones, penetrate the marrow, and finally there was only a shell left. Pain, even the soul is torn!

"...you don't know what I want?...don't know??..."

Fang Yu listened to Yang Lei's shattered voice behind him, and Fang Yu tightly grasped Yang Lei's fingers clasped tightly on his chest...

"...Are you stupid?...Why are you so fucking stupid?!..."

The fragmented voice choked and disappeared in his throat, Yang Lei suddenly buried his face deeply into Fang Yu's back, Fang Yu felt a sudden tremor behind him, and heard a man's uncontrollable crying...

He ruined the house, and he personally ruined the person he loved the most in his life.

He ruined him, when he was in high spirits in the military camp, he spent the long cold night behind bars, when he watched the sky full of fireworks and resented him on Millennium Eve, he was in the deep prison, and all he saw was the cold power grid and high walls...

He has a goal and a career, but his goal and career are bought with Fang Yu's every day in prison.

And he thought he was the most painful person in the world, so he pushed him away and shouted, we can't go back! ...Don't make me look down on you! ...

"...I'm stupid, I'm the stupidest idiot in the world!!"

If he really believed in him, he would not have given up after reading that letter. If he had asked where Fang Yu was and how he was doing during those three years, if he had seen the dark Fang Yu, who was alone in the house, had really cared about why, so he wouldn't have waited until today to know everything! ...

If, but there is no if in life.

It's that he never really believed in this feeling.It was he who personally destroyed the person he said he loved.

"..." Fang Yu's heart tightened like a prick.

He was about to turn around, but Yang Lei pressed against him tightly, his back was soaked, soaking Fang Yu's stinging heart.Fang Yu lowered his head and saw Yang Lei's arm, which was full of scars. It was a neat incision that he could only make with a knife. Outside the prison, Yang Lei used a knife to scratch his arm like this...

Fang Yu stared at the scar...

"...It's my fault!...I ruined you!!..."

Yang Lei cried bitterly...

"Crap!!"

Fang Yu turned around suddenly and grabbed Yang Lei, his eyes were red.

"Your fault??... I killed people with a gun, and I could be shot when I cracked down hard! But I only got six years and my sentence was commuted. Why, because of you!"

"Don't talk about seven years, it's 17 years and 27 years. I deserve it. If I break the law, I have to pay it back! Even if I go back and do it all over again, I will still avenge brother Jiu. How should I judge? Isn't it with Wang? Being shot like a tiger, I will be imprisoned for the rest of my life! But now, I have only been in prison for seven years, and my life is still there. Is this ruin??...Is it??..."

Fang Yu stared at Yang Lei with red eyes, cupped his face vigorously, and looked into his red eyes.

"If I'm wrong, I'm only doing one thing wrong,"

The only thing he regretted, the only thing he did wrong.

"...At that time...how could I let you go!..."

When he looked at Yang Lei who was drunk and crying in his arms, when he saw the steel helmet in the mud, when he dug down the deep soil layer with his fingers like crazy, he knew that he was Wrong, he was really wrong.

At that time, when he wrote that letter, he thought it was worth it, and he told himself that it was right to let go.

However, when he saw Yang Lei who had been in pain for three years, when he thought he was going to lose Yang Lei in the mountains, he realized that he was wrong.

Life has to take some detours.How to love can only be truly understood after experiencing the price.

He and Yang Lei both took a detour and went farther and farther, but they finally realized that it was a mistake.If time could start again, he hoped that God would give him another chance. This time, he grabbed it and never let it go.

But can God give him another chance?Can? ?

"In prison, it's not bitter, I have thoughts, no matter how big the prison is, thinking of you, my heart is open"

When he saw the photo sent by Yang Lei for the first time, in the photo of Yang Lei wearing a handsome military cadet uniform, it was the first time he smiled in prison. worth.

"You ruined me?... Without you, would I still be bright?!"

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