I thought I was a vampire, my boyfriend said no

Arnold's words are the last line, and the rest is blank.

"I don't know how to answer him." Mao Xiaoluo sighed, "I don't even know him."

Zhang Zijing clasped his hands and listened to him quietly.

"And I think...he is hostile to me." Mao Xiaoluo slid his palms on his pants a few times, and explained after a while, "...I just started communicating with them yesterday, and I'm not quite used to it yet. .”

Zhang Zijing expressed his understanding and asked, "Can I have a chat with Cheng Nuo?"

Mao Xiaoluo froze for a moment: "Why... chat?"

"Relax, think about how you chatted with Xu Kai and the others in the diary before, and create an open space in your heart, or a warm room for everyone to rest. It doesn't matter if you can't do it for a while, take your time and communicate with everyone " Zhang Zijing's tone was very slow, "Now, relax, if you can't ask A Nuo to come out, you can also ask Xu Kai to come out, is that okay?"

Mao Xiaoluo nodded.

Zhang Zijing then asked: "Xu Kai, can you have a chat with me?"

Following his words, Mao Xiaoluo closed her eyes. After a while, she shivered all over as if she had been chilled by something. When she opened her eyes again, Xu Kai was already taking the lead.

Xu Kai put one leg up on the other, clasped his hands loosely, and looked at Zhang Zijing calmly, "Long time no see, you seem to be in a good mood today."

The corner of Zhang Zijing's mouth curled up into a faint smile, without affirmation or denial, he asked, "How are you doing recently? Are you okay?"

"Fortunately."

"Xiao Luo said that he was not in a good state last week, have you been affected?"

"Last week was indeed a bit chaotic. Little Luo is obsessed with time, and often suppresses everyone and keeps them from coming out easily." Xu Kai didn't express emotion when speaking, just stating the facts, "Tian Tian is still young, and being locked up is boring, so A Nuo doesn't need it." Having said that, he has feelings for time just like Xiao Luo, and he is very dissatisfied with Xiao Luo's behavior of monopolizing his body and time."

Zhang Zijing noticed that Xu Kai is not so repulsive when it comes to time now, at least he doesn't need to call him "the one who rides the motorcycle".

"how about you?"

"We are all a group of people who can't help ourselves." Xu Kai said something specious, "Living in the same body, we naturally have to protect him together."

"Xiao Luo said that he has already communicated with you. Are you happy with the communication?"

"Xiao Luo's personality is very attractive, he doesn't like to show off, and puts people first in everything. Tiantian and I have a good impression of him. You know about Arnold's situation. He somewhat repulses Xiao Luo."

"Just now, Xiao Luo showed me the notebook of your conversation. Arnold said that he wanted to merge with him. What do you think?"

"It should be because of time, these young people..." Xu Kai showed a somewhat complicated expression on his face, which can be translated into words like "blue face disaster water".

Zhang Zijing smiled lightly.

Xu Kai immediately looked up at him, and said, "Isn't it funny to die or live for a man?"

Zhang Zijing didn't answer, just looked at him very friendly, and asked after a while, "May I ask your attitude towards fusion?"

Xu Kai thought for a while before saying: "As the oldest person here, I have the responsibility to protect these children. If they merge, I have to wait until they are safe. Xiao Luo can face life alone and no longer needs the help of any of us." Time, judging from the current situation, now is obviously not the time. A Nuo said that he is willing to integrate with Xiao Luo, but not only the two of them have no communication, but also because a man is mutually exclusive and even jealous. Doctor Zhang, do you think the two Can misfits get along with each other?"

Zhang Zijing didn't answer, but nodded and said, "I understand what you mean." Then he asked, "Can you ask Anuo to talk to me?"

When A Nuo appeared, his eyes were half downcast, a little afraid of light, his eyes radiated from the corners of his eyes, first he looked at the surrounding environment, half squinted at the window, and finally looked at Zhang Zijing, not just looking, but Peeping out of the corner of her eye, she didn't speak for a long while. After watching for a while, her eyes rested on a small pot of cactus in front of Zhang Zijing's desk, which had already bloomed.

"Hello, Anuo, I'm your counselor. My name is Zhang Zijing. It's a pleasure to meet you."

A Nuo just looked up at him, and said in a low voice, uncomfortable, "Hello." He seemed to hesitate for a while, and asked in a low voice, "Can you close the curtains? I'm afraid of light."

Zhang Zijing nodded and said sorry, then stood up, closed the curtains, turned on the ceiling lamp, and asked, "Why are you afraid of light? Is there any reason?"

"I'm a vampire." Arnold's expression was a little sluggish, and he was not very interested in him. His eyes kept drifting away after the curtains were drawn, and his personality seemed more free and undisciplined than other personalities.

Zhang Zijing kept observing him, and asked after a while, "Was it when he was born? Or when was he first embraced?"

"Junior high school, the second year of junior high school." A Nuo's originally wandering eyes gradually became in focus, and they were still half-down, fixed back to the small pot of cactus, "Time bit me."

"..." If time had really bit him, he wouldn't be in the current state.Zhang Zijing asked again: "When and how did he bite you?"

"When we were doing exercises between classes, the two of us hid in the sports equipment room behind the rostrum." A Nuo's eyes seemed to light up suddenly, "He and I don't like to bask in the sun, don't fit in, and don't like group activities. , often asks for leave, is a typical student at the bottom of the crane... He said he has porphyria, and he issued a hospital diagnosis certificate, but I know it is not true, he is not porphyria, he is a vampire... I also often ask for leave, and I take leave... for other reasons..."

His eyes looked at the cactus for a while, and then looked at other places in the room for a while, and when his eyes fell on a painting, he suddenly said, "I also saw this painting in Time's house."

"Well, they are all works by his father, Mr. Shi Jingwen, but they are still somewhat different from the one in his family. That one is spring, and this one is summer. The colors are very similar. You must have confused them." Zhang Zijing said to him like this explain.

A Nuo let out a groan, fell silent for a while, seemed to let out a light laugh, and said, "Probably I got confused, I get confused easily, and often get things wrong..." He looked at Zhang Zijing again, "You Do you still want to listen to me and time?"

Zhang Zijing nodded.

When A Nuo saw him nodding, he suddenly smiled slyly, looked at him with his head tilted and said, "Actually, I lied to you, there is no time to embrace me."

Zhang Zijing didn't speak, and then he heard his tone of bewilderment, and said in frustration: "He didn't bite me, he just... gave me a light kiss on my face..."

42.

It was past eleven noon when I left Zhang Zijing's place. Before leaving, Zhang Zijing reminded Mao Xiaoluo: "Try to talk to your mother."

Mao Xiaoluo nodded in agreement, but the emotion on his face was obviously not going to be obedient, he went out and took the time car, and asked: "Where are we going now?

"Go find a restaurant nearby? Are you hungry?"

Mao Xiaoluo shook his head, hugged Shi Shi's waist and sat down: "Fortunately, I'm not very hungry, I can go to a restaurant or go home." After he finished speaking, he thought that he had to cook for him when he went home, Quickly changed his mind, "It's better to go out to eat, how about eating hot pot? I can order a few plates of blood tofu."

Shi Shi took his hand wrapped around his waist and squeezed it lightly, and said, "Okay, listen to you."

Half an hour later, the two found a hot pot restaurant on the top floor of a shopping mall and sat down. As soon as they were seated, Tiantian came out. He was curious about this and that, and time handed him the menu: "What do you want to eat? "

"What is a cow louver?"

"It's the stomach of a cow, the black one in the photo."

"Hey..." Tiantian frowned.

Shi Shi smiled and said, "There are also beef and mutton, see what you want to eat?"

"I don't understand, I won't order, please help me order."

Time ordered beef and mutton, and ordered a large vegetable joint, thinking that Mao Xiaoluo likes to eat shrimp slippery, and ordered another one for him, thinking that if someone wakes up later, he can eat it. "Eat cold cake? Sweet."

Tiantian loves sweets, so he nodded quickly.The waiter next to him looked at the two of them with strange expressions, and felt that they were about the same age, but the short one looked like a child who hadn't grown up, and asked some strange questions. "Do you two want drinks?"

"A drink?"

"I want two bottles of Coke!" Tiantian raised his hand and made a V to give time.

The waiter took the order and left. The mandarin duck hot pot was served not long after, and he had time to sit down, so he went to the seasoning area to mix the dipping sauce for him.When he came back, the person on the other side had changed. A Nuo was playing with the bowls and chopsticks on the table. When he saw him coming back, he raised his head and looked at him without speaking. He looked at him with twinkling eyes.Shi Shi put the small bowl of dipping sauce in front of him and asked, "Arnold?"

Arnold nodded, and said after a while: "I already told him about the integration, but he didn't reply to me."

Shi Shi snorted and said, "It's okay, take your time." Then he changed the subject and said, "Do you have anything to eat?"

"I want to eat brown sugar rice cakes."

Time ordered a brown sugar rice cake for him. Tiantian’s cold rice cake was left untouched. The rice cake was fried slowly and hadn’t come out. Looking through the mist and watching the time put the ingredients into the pot on the opposite side, I want to remember what is in front of me and what is in my heart. I am afraid that I will forget it, but I hate not to forget it. His heart was very astringent, and when he raised his head to look over, he turned his eyes away again, fearing that someone would find out and draw a clear line.

The two of them had a good meal, and Xu Kai came out when the bill was settled, carrying the cold cake packed for Tiantian, and smiled at him: "You missed it, you just finished eating..."

Xu Kai took a look at this young man who was flirting with women all day long, and thought, maybe it was because of his smooth-talking mouth that fascinated the two children so much that they couldn't find their way.

Time saw that he didn't talk and didn't care, and asked: "Want to go shopping in the mall? Or go home and sleep?" He took out his phone and looked at it. It's already one o'clock. too late.

"Let's go for a walk." Xu Kai said, stepping forward, wishing to be separated from time by two miles, but time came up to recruit him: "Little brother, don't go so fast."

Xu Kai trembled all over, and got goosebumps from being called out by him. He stopped and warned him with a serious face: "Shut up!"

43.

The two wandered around the mall for a while, then came to a home furnishing store, where they spent a long time picking and choosing without moving their nests. Xu Kai was not interested in these things, so he stayed by the side for a while, and said he wanted to go first, to go shopping another store.

Shi Shi was holding two pairs of couple slippers in his hand, and asked him, "Do you think these two pairs look better or the other pair over there?"

Xu Kai thinks it's not good-looking, old man, what's the decent way to dress in pairs all day long?He decided to go home and defend his special slippers to the death. "Not good looking, don't buy it, waste of money."

"Then buy these two pairs." Shi Shi took the slippers to pay the bill, and when he turned around to see Xu Kai's face turning pale, he felt very happy.

Xu Kai walked outside the store first, waited for him to come out, and said, "It's 01:30, go to school, I'll be late."

"Don't worry, Brother Kai." Shi Shi deliberately rubbed against his shoulder, "Aren't you happy with me?"

Xu Kai obviously sensed that the bastard was teasing him, with a serious face and staring eyes: "Have you ever thought about what it would be like if we really merged into one person one day in the future?"

"I thought about it." Shi Shi frowned slightly, and his emotions seemed not as high as before, and then he said, "I think that one day you may put your arms around my neck and act like a baby, so I feel so sorry for you now."

"..." Xu Kai looked at him laughing like a pig and wanted to slap him, thinking that he might become the first personality in history who was so angry that he disappeared.

When Mao Xiaoluo woke up, he saw Shi Shi holding his knees and laughing so hard that he was about to fall, so he hurriedly supported him, and the corners of his mouth curled up because of the infection, and asked, "What's wrong with being so happy?"

Time heard his voice, stood up, rushed over to hug him and kissed him, kissing Mao Xiaoluo until his face flushed, quickly looked around, and whispered: "It's still outside."

Shi Shi leaned his face against his neck and rubbed it vigorously, the smell of soap locust was clean and warm, making one very obsessed.

Mao Xiaoluo put his arms around his waist and asked in a low voice, "What's wrong?"

"I just want to act like a spoiled child to you all of a sudden." Shi Shi's voice was muffled, and his cool breath sprayed into Mao Xiaoluo's sweater collar, making his skin crawl.

People around were already watching them, Mao Xiaoluo held his face and didn't push him away, a little shy and proud.

After a while, he let go, took his hand and stuffed it into the pocket of the leather jacket, with a smile on his face, he said, "It's almost time, take you to school?"

Mao Xiaoluo hummed, and couldn't help asking, "Who were you talking to just now?"

"Brother Kai, he seems a little homophobic." Shi Shi squeezed his fingers in his pocket, "I just bought two pairs of couple slippers, and he looks like he will never wear them."

Mao Xiaoluo was relieved, and smiled, and walked forward with him, saying: "I feel that Brother Kai is a very caring and gentle person, and he specifically told me not to be afraid in the note he left for me."

"Have you spoken to him?"

"Well." Almost at the entrance of the shopping mall, Mao Xiaoluo stopped to help time put on the helmet, and said, "Be careful when you go out, you should stop picking me up every day, I also take the bus by myself the same."

"But I can't help it." Time's eyes were stained with a smile through the thick helmet, staring at him and said, "I can't help but want to see you sooner."

The two were looking at each other affectionately, blinked Tian Tian's big eyes twice, and asked innocently and cutely: "What do you want to see me sooner?"

"...I want...I want to treat you to a cold cake." Shi Shi suspected that Brother Kai was messing with him.

Mao Xiaoluo appeared again before the motorcycle arrived at the school.

"Call me at any time if anything happens. Your student also has my phone number. Don't be afraid."

Mao Xiaoluo nodded, turned his head to look around before leaving, gently hugged Shi Shi's arm, and whispered: "I heard what you just said in the mall."

The sweetness came out from the bottom of my heart, and the feeling of bathing in the sun came back. Time started the motorcycle and sighed, ah, my peerless sweetheart.

Ge Ling and Chen Bohan were still arguing when they walked into the office together, but stopped when they saw Mao Xiaoluo.The TV director put on light makeup today, his little face was painted red and willow green, Mao Xiaoluo raised his head to see it, and quietly turned his face to Chen Bohan's side.

Ge Ling asked: "Mr. Mao, is that your boyfriend who came to school to send you off today?"

Chen Bohan suppressed his voice and quarreled with her: "Why are you so annoying? Don't you know that other people have the right to privacy?"

"My first love is broken, so why do I care about my right to privacy?" Ge Ling said with a heartbroken expression, "Mr. Mao, do you think I still have a chance? I...I think I have a competitive advantage besides gender... ..."

Mao Xiaoluo laughed uncontrollably, and Ge Ling almost exploded when he heard his laughter: "You still laugh, do you have any sympathy?"

"You still have to find someone your own age when you're in love. Old men are very bad." Mao Xiaoluo opened the book with a smile and began to give them a lecture.

44.

Mao Xiaoluo bought a new notebook in a stationery store near the school. It has a hard case and a pink panther painted on the cover. He likes it every day. Write down the names of the four of them.

Time was cooking dinner in the kitchen, Mao Xiaoluo thought about it, and tried to write in his notebook: "Arnuo, I'm Xiaoluo, hello."

After a long time, no one replied to him. He put down his pen, hesitated for a moment, and wrote again: "I think we should get to know each other before merging."

"Can you give me half of your time?"

When Mao Xiaoluo saw this line of writing, he was stunned for a while, then put away his pen and notebook.Of course he can't give his time to others, such a thought, even thinking about it makes him feel distressed.

Wanxia poked a little into a gap from the blackout curtain, and time asked from the kitchen: "Xiao Luo, I packed shrimp slippery at the hot pot restaurant at noon, do you want to cook it for dinner?"

Mao Xiaoluo stopped locking the notebook in the drawer. He didn't even have a full lunch today. Does he have the right to say no?He was destined to share time with these three people, and even the notebooks had their four names written on them.His fingers picked at one of the corners of the notebook and broke the corner a little.Tiantian came out and touched the corner distressedly, then Xu Kai came out again to stick the corner.

After waiting for a while, seeing no one answered, he came from the kitchen and saw Xu Kai who was pasting the transparent tape. He couldn't tell who the dominant personality was at this time, so he asked, "Is it Brother Kai?"

Xu Kai hummed, stopped asking about the time, and went back to the kitchen.

After time passed, Mao Xiaoluo came out again. After a while, he felt his cheeks were half wet, tears dripping and blurring the handwriting on the notebook.Not to mention a meal, he can't even control it for 10 minutes...

The aroma of shrimp slippery had already wafted from the kitchen, Mao Xiaoluo held the pen for a long time before it landed on the paper: "Even if I don't want to share it, I have already shared it with everyone... Please, everyone, be considerate."

No one spoke after that, Mao Xiaoluo sat on the chair in a daze for a while, wiped away tears, put away the notebook, and when he came out of the bedroom, he saw that time was putting food on the table, and walked over to help serve it.Shi Shi saw that his eyes were a little red, and asked, "Xiao Luo?"

Mao Xiaoluo nodded and asked, "Why are you crying?"

Mao Xiaoluo shook his head, and asked after a while: "You face three or four people every day, and you have to ask me about my identity every time you speak, will you get bored?"

"..." Shi Shi pursed his lips and asked after a while, "Do you want to tell the truth?"

"Ah."

"I won't be bored, but I definitely want you to show up for a longer time. Everyone is very friendly and Tian Tian is very cute. Although Brother Kai is a bit cool, it is actually quite fun to tease him..."

"Where's Arnold?" Mao Xiaoluo looked up at him.

"..." Time pondered for a while, and said, "Arnold is probably the bravery that sprang out of your fragile period, the one who found love for you..."

Mao Xiaoluo felt swollen and uncomfortable, and he didn't speak for a long time.

"Little Luo, I can probably guess what you're thinking now." Shi Shi held his shoulder, "Don't feel any rejection towards them, they are all you and yourself, when did you split off? They are all stories that happened to you, although you don’t remember it, maybe when we find the answer in the future, you should thank them for coming forward.”

"Don't be afraid that my feelings will change. We are all lonely, but our feelings are more than the empathy of the same lonely. I love you because of your kindness and cuteness, but also because of your fragility and clumsiness. I also love the multi-faceted and complicated you that you may become in the future. No matter what you become, you are my sun, you promised me, have you forgotten?"