Hello rebirth, goodbye rebirth

In fact, Li Shunming didn't intend to take revenge on Ye Yuanzhou or something, but he went to the MIUMIU bar to find Fatty Liu.

Li Shunming found that Fatty Liu had actually changed a lot from the previous one. Could it be the reason why he was always pestering him when Ye Yuanzhou was away and not letting him go out and drink?

Although Fatty Liu is still developing his industry in N City, Li Shunming can see a light in Fatty Liu's eyes more often, which is the direction of his struggle.

Although Fatty Liu in the past continued to expand his leisure empire in N City, Li Shunming always felt that he did so only because he was too empty to do anything.

In the past, Li Shunming knew that Fatty Liu was not good, but he was not qualified to persuade Fatty Liu, because he was more decadent than Fatty Liu.

Although he seems to be considered a social elite, his heart is even more empty than an unfinished building.That is to pretend to be very sunny in front of parents and family members.

That's why Zhang Moyuan and Fatty Liu had such a good relationship at that time. The two empty and lonely people cuddled up to each other to find warmth.

So now Li Shunming's real sunshine has risen, and he even made progress with Fatty Liu?

But how did Li Shunming become sunny?

Is it possible that because the body is young, the mind is also young?Or is it because of the power of love that Li Shunming has always refused to admit?

Who cares, tonight is another night of indulgence!

Li Shunming sat down in the seat reserved for him by Fatty Liu. It was quite early at this point, and the show hadn't even started yet.But the bar is not deserted anymore.

Those who are alone, in pairs, and those who look at each other are no longer limited to sitting in their own seats, but chatting in twos and threes, standing or sitting.

Li Shunming didn't like to sit in the box, he just wanted to hide on the sofa and observe his surroundings. If he had a good man, he could bring him home.If you go to the box, you will not see the light or you will have acquaintance with MB, Li Shunming will not be so free.

Fatty Liu was still reconciling accounts in the office, which made Li Shunming laugh. It is hard to imagine that Fatty Liu, who spends his days drinking and drinking, will one day wear gold-rimmed glasses and stuff all the fat in his body into the leather boss chair Then I turned on a small desk lamp, took a small account book and dialed the abacus while recording.

But Fatty Liu's hobby may be looking at the Arabic numerals on the ledger and jumping up and down?

Otherwise, it would be boring to eat all the time.

Since Fatty Liu didn't come, Li Shunming crouched on the sofa holding the wine glass, looking left and right.

This action seems to have been taught by Fatty Liu when Li Shunming was still a junior high school student when he first met him. He said that with this face, it is very tempting to do such an innocent look.

Li Shunming was on a whim at the time, so he did it all night, and actually attracted quite a few people to strike up a conversation.Later, somehow, I fell in love with the action of holding a cup with both hands.With this kind of action, I always feel that holding a wine glass does not seem to be drinking. In the night scene, there is a feeling that everyone is drunk and I am alone.

Well, Li Shunming occasionally likes to pretend to be 13.

This look almost scared Li Shunming to throw the cup out of his hand.

In fact, there was nothing scary at the scene, but Li Shunming found it unbelievable.Although many years had passed, he recognized that man even after he had been burned to ashes.

It was Li Shunming's first love.It also made Li Shunming officially consider coming out as a gay guy who was hiding in the dark, and then at the same time, he smashed his bright heart like a rainbow into the dust.

Regarding the past with Liu Zhiqing, Li Shunming didn't want to recall too much.

Not because of sadness, nor because of hatred in my heart.On the contrary, Li Shunming was still very grateful to Liu Zhiqing.

At least he made Li Shunming, a reckless boy, fully understand what a homosexual life is like, he allowed Li Shunming to directly hit his bloody self, and finally Li Shunming no longer deceived himself into believing that there is pure love between gays.

Why a man and a woman are together to breed offspring, two men are together for true love, all of them [py——] are dogs [py——]!

Show me your sister's true love!

It's all about the indulgence of the irrational guys above the male hormones with too many guns and nowhere to play!

Alas, egg butt, egg butt.

Let them all pass on the past. Even Zhang Moyuan, who met Liu Zhiqing later, could greet Liu Zhiqing with a gentle smile, sit down and have a cup of coffee to chat about the weather.

So now that he saw Liu Zhiqing, he sighed inwardly, what a coincidence.

But, isn't Liu Zhiqing married now?At this o'clock, don't married people coax their children at home?What are you doing here?

Holding the cup in his hand, Li Shunming walked towards Liu Zhiqing's place without any trace. In fact, in this crowded place, it was very easy to eavesdrop.After all, to Liu Zhiqing, Li Shunming was a total stranger.

So Li Shunming stood beside Liu Zhiqing's sofa in a fair manner, seemingly looking at the blurred dance floor, but actually he was listening to Liu Zhiqing chatting with another person with his ears closed.

Li Shunming felt embarrassing after listening to it for a while. This is the same as six years ago, ah, no, when they broke up when they were 13 years old, it is really a reappearance.The difference is that Li Shunming left very simply 13 years ago.

And that person is vacillating.

Li Shunming still remembered that he found out very early that Liu Zhiqing secretly had a blind date with a woman during their relationship, and then decisively proposed to break up.

Although Liu Zhiqing knelt on the ground and begged back then, he said that he was purely gay and had no interest in women, and that he was looking for women just to pass on the family line to conceal others, but the person he loved was always Li Shunming.

Li Shunming left without looking back.

Without him, I just don't want to be an accomplice in hurting an innocent woman.

In fact, modern society no longer looks at homosexuality through colored glasses, but people still criticize homosexuality for defrauding marriages.

Li Shunming also despised those who cheated on marriages. As long as anyone was married, no matter how attractive he was, Li Shunming would respectfully keep him at a distance.

In fact, Li Shunming looks forward to one day being able to hold the hand of his beloved and walk into the palace of marriage.

It's just that Li Shunming knew that this was an extravagant wish that he could never realize in his life.Therefore, Li Shunming has always regarded marriage as an extremely sacred thing.

Li Shunming hated that kind of marriage without love and full of deceit.

Knowing that Liu Zhiqing was going to get married, Li Shunming left without any hesitation, although he hid himself and was depressed for a long time afterwards.

But Li Shunming is absolutely unwilling to be a mistress under the banner of love.

That's why Li Shunming didn't have any hope for Ye Yuanzhou from the beginning.The love of high school students comes too fast, too hot, and too pure.

Everyone is not ready to take responsibility.

Li Shunming was listening to the fun, when suddenly his arms tightened, and the man who was about to waver under the attack of Liu Zhiqing's mourners suddenly pulled him up and walked towards the door of the bar, and said as he walked, "Wait a minute It's been a long time? I finally broke up with him, let's go!"

In order to pretend that nothing had happened, Li Shunming deliberately leaned on the back of the sofa, and his lower body was not stable. The man was caught off guard and dragged Li Shunming far away.

After walking out the door, the man stood still, "I'm sorry, I just..."

Li Shunming pressed his trembling shoulders, "It's okay, I understand. I heard it all just now."

"I'm kidding you, but I already thought something was wrong with him. He always refused to take me home, and he often disappeared. But I was stupid at that time, thinking that he swore to God that I was the only man and only loved me. A person, he really wants to spend the rest of his life with me."

The man suddenly turned his back, seemed to be a little choked up, "Of course I'm the only man, but he also has a gentle and kind wife in his family, and a lively and lovely... daughter."

"I'm so stupid, aren't I?"

Li Shunming watched the man slowly squatting down facing the dark alley, at first he really wanted to come forward and say a few words to comfort him.But when he got closer and was about to open his mouth, he found that he couldn't say anything.

What do you say?When I found out that Liu Zhiqing was married, I was also very sad.

My heart was empty.

At that time, it seemed that no one wanted to see anyone, and no one could listen to any comfort.

Unlike women who always find someone to confide in when they are hurt, men like to hide and lick their wounds alone when they are weak. It is best not to know, there is no one else in this world.

Then, pick yourself up again, forget, or. . .

After waiting for a while, the man suddenly turned around, "I'm sorry, I was in a hurry, and I didn't take out my wallet or anything. Could you please do me a favor and get it back for me?"

Li Shunming smiled, "It's a trivial matter."

He took out his mobile phone and called the foreman, asking him to deliver the things left by the guests at table 35.

The man took back his wallet, finally raised his head that had been lowered all the time, and smiled shyly at Li Shunming, "Thank you, senior."

With the help of the neon lights of MIUMIU's sign, Li Shunming could see the man's appearance clearly. In fact, he is not a man, at most he is a big boy.

Suddenly, he looked quite similar to himself back then, a bit more pure and more youthful.It seems that Liu Zhiqing likes this one.Little boy or something, I don't know his future son. . .cough cough.

Li Shunming was also like this when he just graduated from university. He was a bit introverted and a bit green, and he looked like a pure and innocent young man.

After being with Liu Zhiqing, I gradually learned a lot, and then slowly returned to the cheerfulness when I didn't know anything, and began to be full of hope for life and the future.

This child looks very delicate, and can be regarded as a little bit feminine.

I don’t know if he is the same as himself back then, looking at the lively scenery over there but still not daring to take a step forward, standing alone in the shadow that cannot be illuminated by the brilliant light of the rainbow, full of vividness to the weirdness over there , but cast aside such a difference.

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