homecoming

The spring equinox has just passed, the weather is still a bit gloomy, and there was a moderate rain in the early morning.The bright purples and reds in the yard are covered with full water droplets, and the sun penetrates the thin dark clouds and hits them in bunches, giving an illusion of radiance.

Tang Fei crossed his arms, leaning against the stone pillars of the small pavilion, staring at the spring scenery in the yard in a daze.

Leaving, this is something he has been thinking about all the time since he came to this world.From running away at the beginning, to desperately making money later, wandering through the gate of hell time and time again, the belief that has kept him going is to return to his own world.Isn't the reason for the persistence and persistence all the time is to leave?But why can't you be happy now that you can finally leave?Is it because of Feng Chenying?He actually couldn't bear to...

"Feier."

With the intimate and gentle voice, Tang Fei raised his eyes and saw that Feng Chenying was walking towards him slowly, with a faint smile on his face, but those eyes were still hollow and dim, unable to see the focus.

Seeing him, Tang Fei unconsciously raised the corners of his lips. Afraid that the road would be slippery after the rain, he stepped forward to support Feng Chenying, took his hand and walked back to the pavilion to sit down.

"I remember that all the flowers in the yard are blooming at this time? I just don't know how many flowers were knocked down by the rain in the early morning." Feng Chenying clasped Tang Fei's hand and rubbed it lightly, and said.

"It didn't fall much, the rain in the morning was not heavy." Tang Fei looked at Feng Chenying carefully, with nostalgia in his eyes that he didn't realize.

"Heh," Feng Chenying laughed suddenly, and said when Tang Fei was puzzled: "I remember when we first met, we often confronted each other, and every word we said was full of thorns. You, especially, never gave I have a good face, and I speak sneeringly, even if you have sex with me, you have to fight with me. But I, knowing that you don't like me or even hate me, but I just like to tease you and try my best to frustrate you. Vigorousness, I want you to surrender to me. Do you know? I just remembered last night that the two of us have been together for a year, but we have never gotten along so peacefully like these few days."

Tang Fei stared blankly at Feng Chenying, wanting to speak, but didn't know what to say.

Somewhat because of Tang Fei's silence, Feng Chenying went on to say: "Actually, I was too conceited and conceited at the time, and I put you in danger again and again. Even if you hate me, I deserve it. I I once said to someone that you are like a hedgehog covered in thorns, and you will erect your thorns vigilantly against anyone to protect yourself. I said at the time that you must pull out all the thorns for me, willingly Surrender for me. But I didn't expect that the person who surrendered was me." Feng Chenying smiled bitterly after finishing speaking, he really never thought that he would fall into the trap he made up, and then it was impossible to figure it out .But the person who was supposed to fall was still hesitating outside the trap.Feng Chenying's behavior is definitely a hundred times more selfish and sinister than Tang Fei. Since he has fallen into it, he must also pull the person who is still outside the trap, and will not let go. He wants him to accompany her forever, and entangle her life after life to the end.

"Chenying..." Perhaps Feng Chenying's smile contained too much helplessness and bitterness, Tang Fei felt a sudden pain in his heart, and unconsciously called his name, full of heartache.

"Fei'er, I always thought I still had time, so I didn't know how to cherish it. I thought I could make up for it in the future, but found that we have no future." Feng Chenying lowered her eyebrows and looked sad, "Gu Yang said that if I If I want to protect you, I have to alienate you. I can't do it, I really can't do it... So, in order to protect you well, even if there are tens of millions of reluctance, I have to let you go, go back Go to your world. You are safe, and I have nothing to worry about. Do you understand?"

"You guys," Tang Fei looked at Feng Chenying with some hesitation. There were some things he shouldn't ask, but he still wanted to know, so he continued: "Have you and Qin Yi really reached the point where we have to fight?"

Feng Chenying smiled faintly, held Tang Fei's hand tightly, and said: "Qin Yan and Qin Yi haven't broken their faces publicly yet, and Qin Yi helped Qin Yan get back together that day for some reason. On the surface, it was pretending Brothers love each other deeply and trust each other. However, there were not a few people who openly opposed the prince and expressed their position that day. No matter how long this illusion of peace can be maintained, this war will eventually break out, but it is only a matter of time."

"Qin Yi is the crown prince! Why did Qin Yan grab something that doesn't belong to him?!" After hearing Feng Chenying's words, Tang Fei stood up and said excitedly, "Just for his own ambition, he can start a war for no reason and implicate innocent people. The common people?! Chen Ying, you clearly know that helping Qin Yan is wrong, and seeking to usurp the throne is a capital crime, why do you still help him? This world, this Qin Yan, is really worth your life!" Said the last sentence , Tang Fei's voice was already full of anger.

Feng Chenying had a look of surprise on her face, a gleam of surprise flashed across her seemingly gray eyes.

"Tang Fei," Feng Chenying suppressed the ecstasy in her heart, and said in a deep voice, "Why are you so angry? Worried about the safety of those innocent people in Mianjin City? Or are you worried that I will die? Or—are you jealous?"

What? !Tang Fei was taken aback, and subconsciously said, "What am I jealous about?"

"I understand you. Your character has never been compassionate, so you are not worried about me because of the people in the city? But I can't hear the feeling of worry in your tone." Feng Chenying also stood up, followed Tang Fei's breath gradually approached, and his dim phoenix eyes looked straight at Tang Fei.Knowing that Feng Chenying couldn't see, Tang Fei felt that those eyes were sharper and deeper than ever, as if they were looking straight into his heart.

"You just think I'm worried about you." Tang Fei turned his head away from Feng Chenying's gaze, and said coldly.

"No, you are jealous." As if sensing Tang Fei's escape, Feng Chenying reached out and grabbed Tang Fei's arms, stopping him before he could retort, with a low and gentle voice: "Don't deny it, you are angry because of you I thought I could give up my life for Qin Yan. Tang Fei, listen carefully, I, Feng Chenying, can risk my life for only one person in this life. Only you, Tang Fei, I am willing to die for you only. "

Tang Fei was startled, and suddenly turned his head to look at Feng Chenying, his handsome face was full of seriousness and sincerity.He knew that what Feng Chenying said was true.

"Don't be so nice to me, I'm not worth it." Tang Fei clenched his fists and said in a low voice, he couldn't afford what Feng Chenying wanted, he couldn't possibly stay for him.But why, his heart hesitated at this moment?

"It's worth it." Feng Chenying stepped forward and hugged Tang Fei in her arms, and said with a sigh: "In this life, only you are worth it."

Tang Fei hesitated for a while, but finally stretched out his hand and hugged Feng Chenying back.

A sigh drowned in her throat, Chen Ying, what can I give you in return for your "worth it"?

In the depths of the night, Feng Chenying, who was already sound asleep, suddenly opened his eyes, and then reached out and touched Tang Fei's sleeping hole in his arms.

"Knock knock knock."

Just as Feng Chenying got out of bed, there was a knock on the door.Before Feng Chenying could reply, the person outside opened the door and walked in.

Feng Chenying walked out of the bedroom wearing a coat, while Gu Yang was waiting outside with a medicine box on his back.

"Ah~~~" Gu Yang yawned a lot, half-closed his eyes and said: "Every time I get up in the middle of the night, you can toss me hard, if I fall down, who cares?" There is that little love who can help you lie to you."

"Fei'er stays with me during the day, and he personally supervises the meals and soups. It's not easy for you to poison if he's around." Feng Chenying could already see clearly, but it was still a little blurry.

"Tch," Gu Yang gave Feng Chenying a disdainful look, and said, "So you came late at night? People who don't know think we are having an affair!"

"I clicked on Tang Fei's sleeping point, and he won't wake up. And I've already told Tie Huan that no one will know when he comes here, and the things you worry about won't happen." Feng Chenying ignored Gu Yang's dissatisfaction , sat down on a chair beside him, "My eyes will probably fully recover tomorrow, if you don't poison me quickly, let Fei'er notice something, you know the consequences."

"Yes, yes, yes! Don't threaten me!" Gu Yang walked over with the medicine box full of resentment, "I'll poison you right away, very poisonous!" His eyes are all fine, so to force himself to blind him again, isn't this self-torture? !What kind of shit answer is really so important? !

Gu Yang checked Feng Chenying's eyes for a while, and said rather narcissistically, "Yeah, my eyes are recovering well, my Gu Yang's medical skills are really good!"

"I believe that there is no need to repeat what I said just now." Feng Chenying said coldly.

Gu Yang's forehead was full of black lines, and he said helplessly: "Yes, Pavilion Master. The subordinates will definitely poison the Pavilion Master, so that the Pavilion Master can keep his eyes open until he gets the answer."

Gu Yang took out a thin silver needle and roasted it for a while before taking out a medicine bottle.After opening it, there was a weird smell inside, and then I dipped some medicine with a needle and took it out.

"Pavilion Master, there might be some pain, just bear with it." Gu Yang told Feng Chenying to close his eyes, and the needle dipped in the medicine pierced straight into the center of his brow.

Feng Chenying didn't think there was anything wrong with that stinging pain, but the burning pain in both eyes made him frown.

"Pavilion Master, bear with it and pass." Gu Yang took a veil and soaked it in cold water, then applied it to Feng Chenying's eyes.

After the burning pain disappeared, Gu Yang took a red pill and let Feng Chenying take it.

"Pavilion Master, you can no longer see now. But you took a special antidote just now, and it will take three days to cure your poison." Gu Yang explained while taking away the kerchief around Feng Chenying's eyes Then he said in an extremely serious tone: "Although I don't know what answer you want, but as a doctor, I warn you that this poison can only be used once, and I will never use it for you again. No matter what Did you get the answer, or threaten me with my life."

Feng Chenying, who had regained the darkness in front of her eyes, was silent for a while, and then said in a deep voice: "I understand. Regardless of whether the answer is what I want, I will never do this kind of self-harm thing again."

After Gu Yang left, Feng Chenying slowly groped back to the room, untied Tang Fei's acupoints, hugged him and closed his eyes, but couldn't fall asleep anyway.In fact, he was also afraid that the answer he got was not what he wanted, and that he could not help but hurt Tang Fei.

The sky after the spring rain is very clear, the endless blue is inlaid with warm sunshine, and occasionally a few white clouds drift by, which is pleasant and comfortable.

After receiving the letter from Yan Si, He Xi slowly walked out of Fanghua Building as if she lost her soul.A luxurious carriage drove past him, running in the opposite direction of him, going further and further away.

The crowds on the street were crowded as usual, probably because of the good weather, and they all had warm and satisfied smiles on their faces.Only He Xi couldn't see the clear weather and friendly smile.

Lost and lost, wandering alone in the street, without direction or purpose.Gradually, he could no longer hear the noisy sounds on the street, as if all the hustle and bustle of the world were far away from him, his five senses suddenly disappeared, and only the heart could still feel the tearing pain.

The spring breeze was blowing slowly, but He Xi couldn't feel it, but it stirred the letter in his hand, making a soft "squeak".

He Xi finally had some reaction, and looked down blankly at the letter in his hand, Tang Fei's handwritten letter, the letter he asked Yan Si to forward to him.

Tang Fei left... He Xi looked up, only to realize that he had walked to the west of the city, to the door of the haunted mansion.Walking over step by step and then sitting on the threshold, He Xi smiled helplessly and sadly, and murmured: "Every time I was in the most embarrassing situation, you were the one who took me in..."

Sitting blankly on the threshold for a while, He Xi sighed deeply, opened the letter, and read it carefully.

"He Xi, you are my only friend, Tang Fei, in this life. Remember, no matter what the future holds, you must live a good life."

The content of the letter is very simple, there are no words of reluctance, and no pretentious apologies.Even that word was written in a very rigid stroke, which is really ugly.But when He Xi looked at it, tears fell on the letter drop by drop.He knew that the agreement with Tang Fei to "go home" could no longer be fulfilled, but Tang Fei said that he was his only friend, and he wanted him to live.

He Xi held the letter tightly in her arms, buried her face in her lap, and burst into tears like a wronged child.

In an inconspicuous corner in the distance, a gentle middle-aged man was looking at the crying He Xi, his eyes full of pity.

Tang Fei woke up very early today, but Feng Chenying was still sleeping, so he stayed in Feng Chenying's warm embrace until Feng Chenying woke up.

"Why didn't you wake me up?" Feng Chenying said softly, placing a kiss on Tang Fei's cheek based on feeling.

"It's okay, if you're still sleepy, go to sleep for a while." Tang Fei patted Feng Chenying's hand and said.

"Don't go to sleep, it should be late." Feng Chenying sat up, "It's time to send you away. Tianxing and Mu Zhuo charged you 1000 taels, this time, there will be no more mistakes."

Tang Fei paused with his clothed hands, and said, "Yes."

"Let me change your clothes today." Feng Chenying hugged Tang Fei from behind, "One last time."

Tang Fei really wanted to jokingly say "Can you see it" as usual?But when the words came to his lips, they turned into: "Okay."

Because she couldn't see, Feng Chenying's movements were much more clumsy than before, and she carefully groped for all the steps.

Standing in front of the bronze mirror that was one person tall, Tang Fei looked at himself in the mirror, only to realize that even if Feng Chenying was blind, it was just as coincidental.

"Is it okay?" Feng Chenying straightened Tang Fei's skirt and asked, "It must be a little messy, right? I'll ask Mo Zhu to put it on again for you."

"No need." Tang Fei pulled Feng Chenying, smiled and said, "It's very beautiful."

At this moment, Mo Zhu came in and said that the carriage was ready.

Feng Chenying held Tang Fei's hand tightly, but she pretended to be nonchalant and said, "Let's go."

In the carriage, neither of them spoke.They just leaned together silently, holding each other's hands tightly.

Tang Fei didn't look at Feng Chenying, but turned his head and looked out the window, his eyes were a little confused.Why, the farther you are from Fengxi Pavilion, the more painful your heart will be?

The carriage sped past, still like this, Tang Fei still saw the distraught figure outside the window.Tang Fei was startled, and just about to call him, but slowly closed his mouth.When He Xi received his letter, he already knew that he was leaving, right?Sorry, He Xi, forgive me for leaving without saying goodbye...

Half an hour later, the carriage stopped in front of Shangxing Building.Tang Fei didn't move, neither did Feng Chenying.Mo Zhu, who was driving outside the car, turned his head and glanced at the closed car door, sighed faintly, jumped out of the carriage and went to another place.He didn't want to watch the young master leave.

"Fei'er, do you know? On the way here just now, I thought, it would be great if this road never ends." Feng Chenying held Tang Fei's hand tightly, but there was a faint smile on her face .Such a lonely smile hurt Tang Fei's heart.

"But reality is reality after all, and the road will always have its end." Feng Chenying said, and squeezed Tang Fei's hand tightly, and then slowly, slowly let go.

Tang Fei was taken aback, and subconsciously wanted to reach out to grab those warm and thick hands, but Feng Chenying didn't give him a chance, and quickly withdrew her hands and hid them under the wide sleeves. "Let's go, before I regret it. Don't hesitate, your hesitation will only make me want to keep you by my side forever, and never let you go."

Tang Fei clenched his fists suddenly, his throat choked, and he wanted to say "goodbye" to him, but he was afraid of revealing his emotions at the moment.Tang Fei forced himself to take a deep breath, suppressing the reluctance and pain in his heart, got up and pushed open the car door.

In front of and below the Shangxing Tower is a long white marble staircase. Tang Fei looks at the long staircase, which is the bridge leading to his world.This is the third time he has come here, and this time he will truly return to his own world and leave here forever.

After taking the first step, Tang Fei found that his steps were as heavy as his heart.Slowly climbing up the steps, every step he takes, every little bit of Feng Chenying and Feng Chenying in the past year will emerge in his mind.What Feng Chenying said was right, they had been together for a year, and the days when they could get along peacefully were only the dozen or so days when Feng Chenying lost her light.

There was a slight sound behind him, and Tang Fei paused, but he didn't turn his head.He knew that Feng Chenying got off the carriage, those eyes without any focal length were looking at the direction he was leaving.

In the past, Feng Chenying stood somewhere to wait for him to come back.Now, it is sending him away.Without pausing in his footsteps, Tang Fei's figure gradually disappeared in front of the ladder.

Feng Chenying's eyes were empty, she stood blankly in front of the long ladder, she knew Tang Fei had already left, and she couldn't see anything, but she still stubbornly looked in the direction Tang Fei left.

The spring breeze blew slightly, and Feng Chenying was still standing there sluggishly. It was impossible for Tang Fei to return to the previous world, he knew very well.Therefore, even if he went to Tianxing and Mu Zhuo now, he would only get another disappointment.He eventually had to come back to him.

That's something to be happy about, isn't it?However, staying like this is not what he wants!This is not the answer he wanted!Tang Fei chose to leave instead of staying for him!What he wants is for Tang Fei to stay willingly because he loves him, not because of fate that he has to stay by his side!

The clenched fists trembled slightly, Feng Chenying didn't even know what was wrong with her, why, a certain part of her body near her heart seemed to be in pain?It was so painful that it was difficult to breathe.

"Tap, tap, tap."

The sound of steady and familiar footsteps suddenly reached Feng Chenying's ears.Feng Chenying's eyes widened suddenly, but she couldn't see anything!His face was full of unbelievable surprise and slight timidity.Really, is that him?

is it him?Could it be Tang Fei?However, if Tianxing tried to trick him, it would be impossible to come out so soon?

"Tap, tap, tap." The footsteps were getting closer and closer to him, and the familiar breath was getting closer and closer to him.

"Tang...Fei?" Feng Chenying's voice trembled slightly, and she took two steps forward, with only darkness in her empty eyes.

"I'm back." With the familiar voice and familiar breath, Feng Chenying could feel that Tang Fei was right in front of her, only two steps away from her.