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Cheng Bing smiled, turned his wrist and glanced at his watch, "There is still some time, don't worry, it's not as serious as you think."

Lei Gang looked at him intently, if it wasn't serious, he wouldn't have found him.

Cheng Bing raised his eyebrows, and said in one breath, "Of course, you understand the nature of his work, and you can't make mistakes, so we have very high requirements on Zhang Zhang's psychological quality, far exceeding normal people, even your level."

"The last mission, oh, that is, the mission you participated in, left him with a lot of psychological hidden dangers, such as drug relapse, forced withdrawal, work pressure, and..." Cheng Bing was embarrassed Smiled, "Emotional setbacks."

Lei Gang's eyes were confused for a moment, and his face was inexplicable.

"These negative emotions have been misleading his judgment recently. It's not safe, you understand? A wrong judgment may kill him."

Lei Gang held his breath, nodded, and his eyes fell on the other side of the glass window, "Is he coming over later? What can I do?"

"It's up to you to decide what to do, there is still half an hour, you can take a rest first."

Cheng Bing poured a glass of water for Lei Gang. Lei Gang held the glass in his hand and rubbed his fingers against the hot wall of the glass. He was silent for a long time, then raised his head and asked hesitantly, "You mean... emotional setbacks?"

Cheng Bing smiled, his eyes flickered, and he didn't know how to answer for a while. He organized his words before saying, "I have confirmed your relationship. I think that when you separated, maybe it can be called a breakup?"

Lei Gang's gaze moved down slowly, then drifted away, and said softly, "At that time... I needed to think about it."

"I understand." Cheng Bing smiled, "So I didn't take you to meet him directly, I'm not sure if you've thought it through."

Lei Gang picked up the water glass and took a sip. He did not speak. He admitted that he loved Zhang Zhang, but he was not ready to discuss this matter with others. Self-analysis and complete disclosure were two levels.

The room became quiet again, and the second hand was ticking away.

Cheng Bing couldn't stand the atmosphere, so he simply went to the window and lit a cigarette for himself. He didn't remember it until he smoked halfway, turned around and asked, "Smoking?"

Lei Gang nodded and took the cigarette. He was very nervous, even more nervous than on the battlefield. His whole body, from head to toe, from the inside to the outside, seemed to be entangled with something. As time went by, he became more and more nervous. The tighter it was, he thought, he knew what it was, since he chose to look away from those expectant eyes, this thing has been wrapped around his body and never left.

After one cigarette was finished, another was smoked, the room smelled of smoke, and the curling smoke was suppressed by the ceiling, gathering more and more, and the fresh air was getting less and less.

A faint, suffocating feeling.

There was a sound from the player, and Lei Gang raised his head abruptly.

On the other side of the glass, the door was opened, and a man in a white robe walked in. He glanced at this side, then went straight to the back of the desk and sat down, picked up a document and read it.

Lei Gang turned to look at Cheng Bing.

Cheng Bing closed the window, turned off the light, and explained, "We have to wait a while. Zhang Zhang has started to be late recently. He doesn't want to come, and he doesn't think he is sick. We even waited for him for half an hour last time." .”

"he's not here?"

"He lives at home and only comes here once a week. There is no restriction on his freedom. He sleeps during the day and goes out to play at night, bars, KTV, and nightclubs."

Lei Gang frowned slightly, and didn't think there was anything wrong with it. The life of the Fourth Young Master seemed to be like this in his impression. Although he felt a little displeased, he still felt that this was Zhang Zhang's life style.

"That belongs to Fourth Young Master Zhang, not Zhang Zhang."

Lei Gang didn't quite understand.

"Zhang Zhang has had enough fun. He longs for stability and safety, so he will rest and relax at home after returning to China, occasionally play basketball, and occasionally go hiking with friends, but Zhang Sishao does not. He likes and is used to these places."

Lei Gang swallowed, not sure what he heard, "What... Zhang Zhang? Fourth Young Master Zhang?"

Cheng Bing sighed, and sat beside him, "I may have said something serious, it's not what you think, it's not a split personality, it's not that serious, and according to Dr. Zhang's analysis, he seems to be borrowing chapter [-] now." Zhang Zhang is very smart, and our series of activities made him confirm that he is wrong. It should be said that he is also trying to try how to decompress himself. "

Ray just breathed a sigh of relief.

Cheng Bing shook his head, "But he chose Zhang Sishao's behavior pattern to reduce stress, which in itself represents a big problem."

Lei Gang frowned instantly, and stared at Cheng Bing. This way of talking made him feel uncomfortable. He beat around the bush, and after a long sentence, only the last sentence was the main point.

His heart tightened and relaxed, and the irregular beating made him restless.

Cheng Bing was stunned by Lei Gang's stare, and then he smiled apologetically, "Sorry, professional relationship."

Lei Gang closed his eyes, let out a long breath, and when he opened them again, the emotion in his eyes had calmed down, "Is it because of playing another person for a long time? This should be what you need, right?"

Cheng Bing thought for a while, then shook his head, "What we need is never Zhang Sishao, but the Zhang Sishao played by Zhang Zhang, can you understand?"

Lei Gang nodded. He understood, very clearly, that if Zhang Zhang and Fourth Young Master Zhang were to be separated, then Fourth Young Master Zhang's identity, background, and personality would indeed be difficult for the National Security Bureau to control, and vice versa.

Whether it is the military or the NSA, what is needed are loyal soldiers, selfless and fearless.

He couldn't judge whether it was good or bad, because even he was such a person.

It's just that he wants to.

The country always needs some people to stand up and do things that are difficult for ordinary people to understand.

A different life does not mean that he is unhappy.

In fact, he's happy to be in the military, happy to be at the front with a weapon.

"Ten minutes have passed." Cheng Bing glanced at his watch, considering whether to call Zhang Zhang.

Usually he can wait, but not today.

He used some means to bring Lei Gang out, and he had to wait for the wrath from the military afterwards, and there was no guarantee how long Lei Gang could stay here.

After another 10 minutes of patience, just as Cheng Bing was about to make a call, the door was pushed open.

Zhang Zhang walked in.

Light-colored shorts and short sleeves, a pair of sunglasses on the bridge of the nose, and a light brown peaked cap on top of the head, walked in slowly.

Lei Gang's hands tightened violently, and his wide eyes almost greedily locked Zhang Zhang, from head to toe.

It seems to be thin... is it thin?

The shoulders became thinner, the chin was sharper, and the eyes exposed after taking off the sunglasses were dark and deep, revealing a touch of fatigue.

The mesh running shoes landed on the ground in a staggered pattern without sound, but he seemed to hear a rustling sound as they landed on the apex of his heart.

persistent pain.

I thought I was mentally prepared, I thought that the moment I saw someone would be calm, but what is the feeling now?His heart was beating like a drum, and as Zhang Zhang moved closer and closer, the noise became louder and louder, and he could hardly breathe.

There is a touch of grasping in the arm.

Lei Gang was shocked, his body trembled, and he turned his head to look over.

"Sorry." Cheng Bing withdrew his hand, "We can talk, as long as we don't make too much noise."

Lei Gang nodded, and his eyes quickly fell back to Zhang Zhang's face.

Zhang Zhang was already sitting on the sofa, looking at this side, as if he had discovered something.

Lei Gang subconsciously held his breath.

"Relax." Cheng Bing said, "There is a painting over there. Zhang Zhang didn't know there was a room behind this painting."

Lei Gang nodded, only to realize that the focal length of Zhang Zhang's line of sight was not fixed here, but was wandering farther away.

Through a thin layer of glass, he can see him, but he can't see him, so close and far away...

"You're late." Dr. Chen came over with the documents and sat opposite Zhang Zhang.

"Sorry." Zhang Zhang laughed, "Traffic jam."

Dr. Chen nodded, but did not pursue the question.

"How do you feel today?" Doctor Chen asked.

"very good."

"Anything you're going to tell me?"

Zhang Zhang thought for a while, "I heard that my vacation is three months, that is, 12 courses of treatment, such a long time... the first time."

Dr. Chen nodded, motioning for him to continue.

"No more." Zhang Zhang shrugged, "That's all I thought about."

"..." Doctor Chen smiled, "Just come over and chat with me."

"Of course," Zhang Zhang gestured with his chin, "but your clothes make me feel sick."

Doctor Chen coughed, got up, took off his clothes, and threw them behind the sofa, "What now?"

Zhang Zhang stood up, "How about I go out and come in again?"

Doctor Chen laughed, "It won't work anymore, your condition is really unexpectedly good, but I was worried for nothing, how about this, stay with me for a while today, after confirming that there is no problem, I will issue a certificate to Cheng Bing. "

Zhang Zhang looked at him suspiciously.

"However." Dr. Chen made a proviso, "You must promise to talk more, and give me a certificate that can make you recover. You know, I have professional ethics."

Zhang Zhang smiled, "Then, shall we start a conversation?"

Dr. Chen opened the file and handed it over, "Are you interested in traveling abroad? I found a few places with great scenery."

Zhang Zhang took the travel information and looked it over, then raised his eyebrows lightly, "How about I invite you to stay in my villa for a few days?"

"What? Don't like it?"

"No, since it's a tourist area, there must be a lot of people. You know, I'm not suitable for places with a lot of people. In fact, where I live..."

Lei Gang withdrew his gaze and looked at Cheng Bing suspiciously. Zhang Zhang like this was really normal, and he couldn't see any problem at all.

Cheng Bing smiled wryly, "He is too smart, and his long-term high-pressure life has taught him how to disguise his emotions. This is also a place where we are helpless."

Lei Gang glanced at Zhang Zhang who was talking with Kai Kai again, and frowned, "What is your standard for him? It is your requirement to be good at disguising emotions, but now you want him to strip yourself, this is a double standard .”

Lei Gang's doubts made Cheng Bing hesitate. He tapped his fingers on the table and thought about it. When Lei Gang was concentrating on Zhang Zhang's conversation, he said, "We once forged a video. The end of the video is You died when he passed out."

Lei Gang stood up in an instant, widened his eyes, and looked at Cheng Bing in disbelief.

There is no doubt about Lei Gang's aura. When he looks at a person full of anger, it will give people a feeling that they will die in a second if they are targeted by a sniper rifle.

Cheng Bing swallowed his saliva. This man has really killed people. He is a person who executes killing orders more directly than any of his agents, including Zhang Zhang. He will never soften his heart when facing the enemy. Human life is just a code name. , a target.

Cheng Bing blinked to ease his tense heart, then he woke up and said, "Listen to my explanation first."

"Yes! I need an explanation, a clear explanation." Lei Gang bent down, put his hands on the table, his face was almost twisted.

He couldn't believe they were able to do such a thing, and for whatever reason, such a design was unacceptable to him.

He killed people to save more people. These people killed themselves in the video. What kind of reaction do they want to get from Zhang Zhang?despair?pain?sad?Even if Zhang Zhang has a mental problem, it is not such a torment! ?

This sudden anger gave him the urge to destroy something!

"Sit down first." Cheng Bing said in a soft-spoken voice. Being oppressed by such an aura, it was difficult for him to organize his words. He had a solid, guilty feeling that he couldn't explain.

Lei Gang took a deep breath, then let it out long, then slowly clenched his fists tightly, and sat down.

This feeling is very good, Cheng Bing nodded his head, the tight corners of his eyes loosened, and began to say, "Hint in your heart, you should understand that it is necessary to constantly give hints in your heart and strengthen your defense line through yourself and the external language environment." Steady, especially Zhang Zhang, the defense he has set for himself is very strong."

"It's not easy to break this kind of mental suggestion. It needs a stronger and more effective method."

"Often, the solution to stress reduction is as simple as crying and laughing."

"At that time, Zhang Zhang's situation was already dangerous, and the accumulated pressure had not been properly relieved. A month ago, the doctor once intervened with him psychologically, but it was almost ineffective. We had to adopt more effective methods."

"So you designed me to die? Isn't this too cruel? This is not treatment, but a complete blow to a person." The fist was squeezed and changed color, and the edges were pale. Lei Gang almost gnashed his teeth when he heard it.

"Yes, I admit that we underestimated the degree of psychological pressure on him, and at the same time underestimated the importance of you in his heart."

Lei Gang raised his eyebrows and was stunned for a moment. The next second, he was inexplicably happy. He knew how much Zhang Zhang loved him, but he never knew, or, before this, he never thought about it. Even love has to be graded.

Turning his head to look at Zhang Zhang's eyes softened, twisted into water, moistened the internal organs, entangled, and drowned willingly.

"However, to our surprise, he didn't cry, he wasn't even angry, his emotions were completely suppressed, and then some inexplicable behaviors appeared..."

"After waking up, I immediately analyzed the loopholes in the video, rejected psychological communication with anyone, paid attention to all the small details around me, constantly forced myself to return to the original place, and frequently contacted people, creating a kind of I'm an illusion of normality."

"We're worried that he..."

The sound was buzzing, and it didn't know where it came from, and it was continuous in all directions.

The field of vision began to shake, and the facial features of the person in front of him were distorted and hideous.

Lei Gang clenched his fists tightly, his nails pierced into his flesh, and he used all his strength to restrain himself from punching. He had never hated a person so much before, the person in front of him, the doctor, and all the people involved in making this video. This behavior, this method, is not to drive a person crazy, or what! ! ? ?

No, not right!

And myself... These hesitation, these indecision, the protagonist of that video, isn't it me?

It turns out... I am the culprit!

I'm the……

Suddenly awakened!

It's like a slap in the face!

The earth-shaking cognition cut off the final retreat.

collapsed.

Cracked.

Something was gone, it made a jerky muffled sound, and it collapsed!

Lei Gang stood up abruptly and rushed out.

The vision in the corridor was bumpy, twisted and shapeless, and he ran desperately, kicking open the closed door.

"Boom!" There was a loud sound, and the steel door frame twisted.

"Boom!" Another kick.

Cheng Bing rushed over and was pushed away by him.

What psychotherapy!

What mental illness!

It was all my fault!Your evasion, your cowardice, are all because of me!

I was wrong, it was me who made the mistake, you are not you!

Just to tell you I'm not dead, just to tell you I love you.

You can come back, you can!

"Boom!" The third kick with all its strength.

Ankle hurts!

The locked door finally groaned and opened in response.

Rushing in, his panicked eyes locked on the surprised face, and he hugged him tightly, tightly...

The tears that were bound in the eyes finally fell.

I'm here, I'm here, don't be afraid...