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"Why did he faint?" Cheng Bing looked at the doctor.

The psychiatrist explained, "There are too many psychological problems, and the excessive pressure made him try to maintain a superficial peace, but he was on the verge of collapse internally. The end of the video broke his last line of psychological defense."

"You arranged this." Cheng Bing knocked on the table irritably, staring at the psychiatrist, "You suggested that we do this."

"I hope he cries. Crying is the best way to relieve stress."

"But he didn't cry! He fainted!"

"Yes, the problem is more serious than I thought." The psychiatrist sighed helplessly, "In fact, his mental state has accumulated so many negative emotions, and it has not been completely cleaned up. From a perspective, the more this is the case, the better he will protect himself, and it is not easy to break through this line of defense, so I suggest this."

Cheng Bing didn't speak, and continued to stare at him.

"The amount of these negative emotions far exceeded my imagination, so I lost consciousness at the moment of collapse, and carried out a subconscious escape. Let me use an analogy, like..."

"Okay, I know." Cheng Bing waved his hand, "Give me the exact time, how long will it take?"

"Six months, preferably a year."

"Half a year!? Too long! His current situation is very special."

"I know." The psychiatrist nodded, "From my point of view, it takes more than half a year for complete treatment, but 12 weeks for basic treatment is enough."

Cheng Bing nodded, three months, he can accept this time, although there will be some complaints, but it should not break their bottom line.

After all, Zhang Zhang's stability is fundamental.

The psychiatrist looked at the time, "I injected him with sleep aids, and he should still be lethargic for a day. You can tell me your thoughts in detail."

"I'm a layman, so I'll leave it to you. His schizophrenia should be alleviated, right?"

"Time and his cooperation are all important."

Cheng Bing was silent for a while, swipe his finger on the diagnosis report, and raised his head, "What does this phobia mean? Fear of enclosed spaces? Or something?"

The psychiatrist was silent, sorted out the sentence, and then said, "Phobia and schizophrenia are usually tied together, or it is because of the occurrence of phobia that it promotes the accelerated growth of the other personality."

"Can you find out why?"

"I can try."

"Yeah." Cheng Bing smiled and stood up, "Dr. Chen, I'll leave it to you."

The psychiatrist laughed, got up and held Cheng Bing's hand, then turned and left.

Cheng Bing sat quietly behind the desk, his eyes were gloomy, with a bit of worry and distress.

Zhang Zhang is like his child. He has paid attention to Zhang Zhang intermittently since he was in charge of Zhang Bangwen, until Zhang Zhang became an agent, and continued to grow and become stronger. He was also gratified and faintly proud.

However, he did not expect Zhang Zhang to suffer such a big injury when he was negligent.

These psychological diagnoses were like huge boulders weighing on his chest, making him unable to breathe.

NSA...

dark cocoa...

Lei Gang...

I don't know who is the inducement and who is the one who unleashes the bell.

"It's easy." Lin Feng said with a smile.

"Well, let go of the man, what are you still doing?" Lei Gang put the rifle on his elbow and began to take off his gloves.

"Okay! Gangzi, before I could react, you knocked me down." There was a voice from the door, and Zhizi walked in rubbing his wrists.

Lei Gang smiled, took off the helmet, and turned off the camera function.

"It hurts...the attack was really ruthless," Tongzi cried out in pain, twisting his neck, "Next time it's our turn, just beg, don't bump into me."

"The next exercise doesn't have to be a closed space battle. It might be a mountain battle. You can run slowly." Jian Liang smiled, and put on Zhizi's neck, "Where does it hurt? Let me rub it for you." .”

"It's not your fault." Tongzi looked at Lei Gang with his eyes, "Come on, Gangzi, rub it for brother, it must be swollen."

Lei Gang laughed, but did not go over, but looked at Lin Feng, "Are you feeling unwell?"

Lin Feng smiled and squinted his eyes, and patted his chest, "It's okay, I'm alive and kicking, it couldn't be better."

"Gangzi, come here!" Hou Xiaolong, who played the role of the robber in the living room, waved, and Lei Gang walked over, "Aren't there four people upstairs? Why did you arrange three people to go there? Who are the two people in the room?"

Jizhu Karma raised his hand, "Me!"

Hou Xiaolong looked at him coldly, "You are already dead!"

"How is it possible?" Jizhu Karma cried out!

Shen Chen took out his pistol and shook it, "Sleeping with the gun in your hand, it wasn't me that was pointed at you when you came in."

"Nonsense!" Jizhu Karma yelled, "The rifle I use, sweep every piece! You have no chance to shoot!"

"You are arresting, not killing. I have enough time to shoot you... Uh, but Dabai and I should also fall under your anger and die together."

Jizhu Karma twitched the corners of his mouth and stopped talking.

Lei Gang nodded, a comrade was killed in battle, the battle loss ratio was 2:1, this was a mistake.

He has personally experienced the madness of terrorists, and it is indeed the kind that will die together.

Looking back now, when arranging the deployment, I seemed to deliberately weaken one of them, just like...he and Zhang Zhang.

Lei Gang frowned slightly, his chest was congested again, suppressing his surging thoughts, he said softly, "Let's go."

It was his mistake to deal with ordinary criminals and terrorists differently.

Hou Xiaolong glanced at the time, it was 8 minutes to 12 o'clock, "Tou Tan told us to rest here tonight."

"What about us?" Lei Gang asked.

Hou Xiaolong shrugged, "I don't know, maybe we have to separate. I don't know what is planned for tomorrow."

Lei Gang turned his head, "Xiaofeng, please contact Tantouer."

"Oh." Lin Feng nodded and walked aside.

"By the way, do you think there is something wrong with pulling us to Tibet at this time? I heard that the armed police and the Chongqing garrison pulled a lot of them here yesterday." The tube beside him asked Jian Liang.

Jian Liang was a little surprised, "What? Something happened in Tibet again?"

"It should be, big move, otherwise our two teams won't appear outside the base at the same time."

"We decided to go to Tibet for training a week ago. I thought you would also..."

"I received an urgent notice this morning, asking us to come over, but there has been no specific task arrangement, so Mr. Tan called us to practice with you."

Jian Liang lowered his head and unloaded the magazine from the rifle, took a look, and his face changed slightly, "Real bullets!? Head Tan is ruthless enough, if he accidentally fires, it's brotherhood!"

"Why? We are not afraid? What are you afraid of?"

"If you're dead, it's over, and if you're alive, it's even worse." Jian Liang shrugged, sighed, with a sad face.

Zhizi laughed, pinched his chin and shook it, sticking a hand of oil paint, "Okay! Don't you believe me? Put on such a face?"

"Brother Gang!" Lin Feng's voice cut in, "Tou Tan told us to evacuate and go back to the mountain."

"Lianye!?" Jian Liang's expression changed, and he collapsed, "Damn~!"

Lei Gang nodded to Hou Xiaolong, "Let's go." He went out first.

Hou Xiaolong laughed as he watched the people from Team 2 follow them out with a dejected look on their faces.

In terms of cruelty, no one is as cruel as Tan Touer, but more considerate, Tan Touer understands them best, but he clearly distinguishes them. He is considerate in life and strict in training. Everyone understands that Tan Touer To train them like this is to give them an extra chance to survive on the battlefield.

It is inevitable to be uncomfortable for a while, but no one will take it to heart.

Lei Gang led the people back to the car, drove for an hour, returned the car to the logistics personnel at the foot of the mountain, and then started climbing the mountain again.

It was almost five o'clock when we reached the mountain. Lei Gang dragged a group of tired young men to a pool five kilometers away from the station to wash their faces. Uncomfortable and a hassle to wash off.

Lin Feng was carrying the facial cleanser issued by the logistics company, a new bottle, and the bottom of it was found in one hand wheel, it was used as washing powder, and it was very good.

After washing his face, Jizhu Karma looked at the moonlight reflected in front of his eyes, and asked, "Brother Gang, can you take a bath?"

"By the way!" Jian Liang suddenly realized, "I haven't showered for three days, why doesn't it smell sour?"

"Aren't you shy?" Lin Feng sneered, "This is a plateau, dry and less sweaty. Come on, Zhuzi, tell me about your glorious history. How long has it been since you took a bath?"

Jizhu Karma picked up a handful of water and sprinkled it, "You are the only one in history! I call this a local custom!"

"I didn't say you're dirty, isn't it customary? I'm not considering whether to enter the country or not." Lin Feng replied with a smile.

"Hey, I've heard that Tibetans take three baths from birth to death." Guoguo held up three fingers, "Once at birth, once at marriage, once before death, eh, Zhuzi, what if you die unexpectedly? Just wash it twice?"

"This is no old calendar." Jizhu Karma pursed his lips, "In the urban area, there is washing every day, and in the mountainous areas, at least once a month?"

"Hey hey hey!" Jian Liang laughed, and raised her hand to give Guoguo a high-five, "It's done."

"Stupid!" Lin Feng cast a disdainful glance at Jizhu Karma, how could he find such a stupid wife?

Jizhu Karma ate a mouthful of Coptis chinensis, wrinkled her face in pain, flew forward, and directly fought back with actions.

"哗啦~" There was a sound of water, and Jizhu Karma rolled into the water with Guoguo and Jian Liang, and began to wrestle.

All the people on the shore took a big step back, booing and cheering.

Lei Gang looked at the three people in the water thoughtfully, and pulled Lin Feng over, "Let's practice water fighting tomorrow."

Lin Feng's eyes lit up and he nodded. This plan is very good.

The three of them quarreled for a while and were pulled up. Jizhu Karma got what she wanted and took a bath.

Back at the camp, Lei Gang arranged for the two of them to continue their duties. When he turned his head, he saw three 'soaked chickens' getting naked into their sleeping bags.

The water is really cold, biting.

Jizhu Karma shamelessly wanted to sleep in a sleeping bag with Lin Feng. Lin Feng glanced at Lei Gang and Jian Liang each, seeing that they continued to do their own things as if they hadn't heard, so he took out the sleeping bag, opened it, and put Jizhu Karma Karma put it on, then took off her clothes before going in.

Jizhu Karma's body was not cold, but extremely hot. One hand secretly moved over to hold the back of his hand, and then rubbed it, interlocking fingers.

Lin Feng smiled and closed his eyes.

After all the staff went to bed, except for the two people on duty, Lei Gang did not rest.

He walked to the hillside not far away, sat on a rock, and watched the rising sun in the distance.

In a trance, I seemed to see a face appearing at the end of my field of vision, on top of the mountains, in the golden canvas, smiling so much that my brows and eyes were crooked, and I handed over a handful of water, the sparkling water set off those eyes Shiny as if coated with a layer of glaze.

His eyes are all his own reflection.

Lei Gang...

Just……

The hands on her knees were clenched tightly.

Dull pain in the chest.

are you OK?

where are you?

Philippines?

Is it that direction.

The gaze looking at the past wants to penetrate space, to see the person.

Zhang Zhang silently looked at the person in front of him.

40 year old man.

A light blue shirt and trousers, a white fine twill tie around the neck, and a white coat over the outside.

His psychiatrist, Dr. Chen.

"Did you tamper with that video?" He asked.

After waking up, or the moment he became conscious, he remembered the last screen played.

The sound of the explosion, the sudden flames, the screams, and the sound of breathing that became weaker and weaker.

The pain in his heart was unbearable, he couldn't breathe, and the scene in his head was constantly playing back like rewinding, over and over again, constantly reminding him, what he didn't want to think of, what he didn't want to think about, Lei Gang died, Lei Gang Dead, Lei Gang is dead...

The body slowly curled up into a ball, clenched the bed sheet tightly, pinched tightly, the whole body was out of control, trembling, as if it was about to fall apart.

But... how did you start to have doubts?

He couldn't remember it.

Was it because his psychiatrist suddenly appeared in front of him?

Is it because it is too uncomfortable and you want to escape?

Or because you don't want to admit it?

He would rather believe that that person was not Lei Gang, and would rather believe that all this was false.

Evasion, denial, rejection, all cowardice forced him to find reasons for himself to retreat.

So, he found it.

Doctor Chen looked at Zhang Zhang with a frown, and raised his hand to touch Zhang Zhang's eyes.

"Crack!" Zhang Zhang raised his hand to knock it out, and looked at him coldly, "The reason."

"Why are you so sure?" Dr. Chen rubbed the back of his hand and sighed secretly. He originally thought that Zhang Zhang would cry when he woke up, but now he was so calm that he found it particularly troublesome.

Zhang Zhang narrowed his eyes slightly, and raised the corners of his mouth. The left corner of his mouth was slightly higher than the right, and he couldn't see his teeth. His gaze swept Dr. Chen from the beginning to the end, with a penetrating arrogance.

Dr. Chen sighed, "Since it is a fake, there are naturally loopholes. You are very smart and calm, but I need to talk to you, and I hope you can cooperate with me."

Zhang Zhang shrugged and said with a smile, "Of course, I am very willing, my Doctor Chen." The last few words popped out frivolously, making no secret of his contempt for the other party.

"But not now, your physical condition is not very good, I will come to see you again in two days." Doctor Chen smiled friendly, turned around and walked out, Zhang Zhang's current state of alert is completely unsuitable for treatment.

After Dr. Zhang left, Zhang Zhang sat for a while, then stood up straight away, pinched the drip bottle with his fingers to check the ingredients of the medicine on it, then thought for two seconds, and pulled out the needle on the back of his hand.

A transparent liquid flowed slowly from the needle, and he used the liquid to carefully clean the blood flowing out of the needle hole. The diluted blood turned into a pink liquid and flowed all over his hands.

He cleaned his hand carefully, until the platelets at the pinhole had functioned and no more blood flowed out, then he turned around and wiped it on the white quilt.

Then he got up and walked around the room, took a look at the oral medicine from the bedside table, put it back exactly, and then lay back on the bed, staring at the ceiling.

silence.

1 minutes.

5 minutes.

8 minutes.

The fingertips began to tremble, moved up little by little, inch by inch, the teeth made a 'creaking' biting sound, and then bit her lower lip fiercely, piercing into the flesh, painful, and closed it hard squinted.

Still alive...he's still alive...it turns out that Lei Gang is really still alive...

The hot liquid from the corners of the eyes flowed down, crystal clear, rolled, and flowed into the back of the ears.

still alive... just fine...

As long as you're alive... we can meet... we can be together...