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"Baby..." Jian Liang read out the first sentence with emotion, and immediately turned around and vomited.

"Heavy taste!" Lin Feng raised his brows, his green eyes were as bright as everyone else's, staring at the letter paper.

"Baby? Is it wrong to send it?" Hou Xiaolong frowned, "Look at the name again."

"How could the letter in our hands be sent by mistake, read it quickly!"

"hurry up!"

"Wait a minute, goosebumps." Jian Liang scratched the back of his hand and glanced at Lei Gang.

Lei Gang was firmly pressed to the ground by three people, unable to move.

"Leave it to me!" Lei Gang roared almost gnashing his teeth.

Jizhu Karma squatted on the ground and pressed Lei Gang's hand, winking with a smile, "Brother Gang, don't do this, you know the rules in the team."

"Love letter to share!" Guoguo pressed Lei Gang's chest, obviously failing at school, her green eyes could only be seen when she touched the explosives.

"Hurry up! What are you fussing about?" Dabai stretched out his hand impatiently to snatch it, but Jian Liang ran away two steps while clutching the letter paper.

"Immediately, immediately." Jian Liang lifted up the letter and glanced at it. Just as he was about to read it, a very sensitive word suddenly flashed in his head. He squinted his eyes and looked again, his expression changed. This letter...?Something is wrong! !

Jian Liang woke up and woke up, his face flushed with excitement, his eyes opened brightly, "Brother Gang, I read it."

"Xiao Liang!" Lei Gang yelled, almost biting the two words into pieces.

As soon as Guoguo stretched out her hand, she covered Lei Gang's mouth.

"Letter... woo... I..."

"Hurry up!" Guoguo urged again and again.

"Cough! Mmm..."

"Baby..."

"I've been in a bad mood lately, and you know why, because you rejected me."

"Eh!? Brother Gang??"

"To shut up!"

"continue!"

"Who the hell is talking again!? I beat him!"

【Baby:

I've been in a bad mood lately and you know why.

Because, you rejected me.

I drank too much wine today, and I was a little over the top.

I haven't been drunk for a long time, but I would rather be this drunk.

In this way, I have an excuse to take up pen and paper to write to you.

Well, Chinese is not practiced, I hope there is no typo.

In fact, I have been thinking about why, and I have been looking for reasons, why don't you want to be with me?Why?This question fills my head all the time.

How much I want to pretend I don't know the answer, but it's a pity I know you so damn well.Your stubbornness, your rigidity, and your seriousness should be what I hate and reject the most, but why do I want to cherish them, and I can't bear to force you.

You love me, but you can't be with me.

The reason is in my heart, but I don't want to face it.

I don't want to admit that you chose not to be with me because you didn't love me enough.

Ask for nothing, give up but cannot, get it without hesitation.

This is my first taste of frustration, and I feel fucking badass, I've never been so badass!

You let go, turn around, chic and handsome.

But I can't, I don't even dare to waver in the slightest, for fear that I will miss you when you choose to look back.

Really...

…………

Forget it, this kind of literary language is not suitable for me. Anyway, I write letters, so I can always make up my own mind, right?

Rather than writing those things, I want to roll directly on the bed with you, entangled, naked, rolling on the bed, using the most primitive behaviors to court, to conquer, to create an atmosphere of love, so love has to be done is the most practical.

Actually you don't hate it, I know, after all we had a very good time, you are very calm about it, even if you don't make it to the end, you still use your expression, your body language and your breath Tell me you are very satisfied.

I have always missed everything at that time, including now, I still long to be able to hug you tightly, with lips and tongue intertwined, wet and foamy, exploring each other's body hungrily, so that the skin is close to the air, complete Feel the fire-like heat of the other party, reaching the peak in the continuous brewing, until it bursts out, savoring the heart-shaking moment of that moment.

Why would you refuse something so wonderful?

When we are in love to the extreme, when my legs are wrapped around your waist, are you really not moved at all?

In fact, I heard your heartbeat, which can be heard through such a long distance, even through the skin, because I beat as fast, my mouth is dry, my brain is dizzy, and I only have you in my eyes.

It's a pity that the light was not enough at that time, and you couldn't see your expression at that time from my eyes, the drunk and absent eyes, the red and swollen lips, and the gasping sounds that teased the softest part of my heart.

It drives me crazy!

you make me Crazy! !

It's crazy that you can only reach the top of venting when you call your name, you can only fall asleep when you think about you, and look forward to seeing you when you open your eyes!just like before...

Just... I miss you so much...

I really want to...

What I asked before is void, okay?

Let's just pretend that conversation never existed, okay?

I regret it, I shouldn't force you, I can wait until you leave there, wait for you to figure it out, until I...

……

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Sorry, I lost control of my emotions. I watched it from the beginning and wanted to tear it up, but I couldn't bear it. You know, I rarely get drunk.

And writing Chinese is really troublesome.

So that's all for the time being, and I look forward to seeing you again.

Am looking forward to. 】

"Zhang Zhang." Cheng Bing sat behind the table, clasped his hands on his abdomen, and looked at Zhang Zhang with a slight frown.

Zhang Zhang raised his eyebrows, waiting for him to finish speaking.

"Zhang Sishao's life is high-profile, dangerous, and gorgeous, but he is just one of the characters you play, do you understand? What I mean?"

Zhang Zhang smiled meaninglessly, shrugged, "Understood, just a warning."

Cheng Bing was silent for a while, opened the drawer and took out two air tickets, pushed them in front of Zhang Zhang, "You go back to the Philippines tomorrow, and go to Iran in three days."

Zhang Zhang took a look at the ticket, then stood up and walked out.

The chair screeched against the floor.

There is no doubt that the National Security Bureau can't give up the "Fourth Young Master Zhang", so they dare not even use any severe punishment on Zhang Zhang, and the so-called warning, salary penalty, demotion, demerit and so on are just formal issues.

Black Cocoa did throw a bait to the National Security Bureau. The information about "East Turkistan" is the biggest direction they have been pursuing. Even if they knew that there was a sharp iron hook hidden in this bait, they had to swallow it.

In addition, Hei Keke contacted Qi Chunjian and the others who stayed behind in the Philippines through Ali half a month ago. promise, then he will give them this list and some news about 'East Turkistan'.

Hei Keke intervened halfway and made this mission completely aborted, and now he still wants to use these information to negotiate conditions, almost making everyone's eyes red with anger!

However, cooperation has indeed become imperative.

When everything is considered and dealt with from the perspective of the overall situation, personal emotions are discarded, and everything is considered in national interests, this kind of transaction barely reaches the threshold of cooperation with the National Security Bureau.

It's not too bad for them to lose a little money, sell some technology, and get back the information of domestic drug lords and terrorists.

Therefore, Zhang Zhang was lifted early and ordered to follow up on this transaction as soon as possible.

Zhang Zhang held the doorknob, and immediately turned to look at Cheng Bing, "I can leave Beijing today, can't I?"

Cheng Bing nodded, "Where are you going?"

"Shanghai, I'll change flights later and take the last flight back to the Philippines. Is there any problem?"

"Shanghai?" Cheng Bing frowned slightly, thought for two seconds, and suddenly realized, "You don't want to meet, do you?"

"Hmm." Zhang Zhang nodded and narrowed his eyes with a smile, "My son's mother, must we meet?"

Cheng Bing let out a long breath and waved his hands weakly.

I went downstairs and hailed a taxi, but before arriving at the airport, Cheng Bing called and said that he had booked his round-trip ticket to Shanghai and changed the time of his flight to the Philippines. , should be enough for him to arrange his own private affairs.

When we arrived at the airport, Xiang Shuo called again and asked him why he was suddenly notified to leave tomorrow alone?Zhang Zhang told the matter, and Xiang Shuo clamored to go there together, but Zhang Zhang asked him to talk to Cheng Bing by himself indifferently.

After sitting in the terminal for half an hour, at the last moment of boarding, Xiang Shuo caught up with him profusely in sweat.

"Why? Are you following me so closely? Are you chasing me?" Zhang Zhang sat on the seat and watched Xiang Shuo humbly change seats. Just as his butt touched the seat cushion, Zhang Zhang opened his mouth.

Xiang Shuo leaned on the back of the chair, let out a long breath, calmed down for a while before looking at Zhang Zhang, "Look at the fun."

Zhang Zhang raised his eyebrows.

"By the way, there are some problems to be solved."

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"Do you think that after signing a contract for this kind of thing, it's over as soon as the deposit is paid? There are many problems in the early stage of physical recuperation, maintenance during pregnancy, and until the melons are ripe."

Zhang Zhang laughed and patted his arm, "I went over today to solve these problems. A few days ago, I asked someone to find a house and a nanny. During my pregnancy, she had to help me supervise. Anyway, before leaving I always have to say thank you in person.”

"Do you still have friends in Shanghai?" Xiang Shuo was a little surprised that Zhang Zhang finished all these things quietly.

"My sister-in-law, you should rest assured."

Xiang Shuo twitched his lips, "You didn't tell her who it was, did you?"

"Whose!?" Zhang Zhang raised his eyebrows, "Mine."

Xiang Shuo nodded, too, "Have you considered putting yours in?"

"I'm not interested." Zhang Zhang shrugged and held his chin and shook his head back and forth, "See? The template is here, and you can tell it at a glance. I definitely don't like mine."

"You won't think so when you are born and see people." Xiang Shuo squinted at him. In fact, Zhang Zhang is not bad, and of course he can't be said to be handsome. , which is called charisma.

"Not necessarily, you know what I like."

Xiang Shuo pursed his lips and nodded. It was just a casual remark.

After being silent for a while, Xiang Shuo said again, "The time is so short and you have a lot of things to do, how about I help you find someone?"

"No." Zhang Zhang shook his head, "I don't intend to see her, and you don't want to go either. I don't want Lei Gang to know anything about that woman."

"Am I a talkative person? And... To be honest, you have done these things behind your back, are you sure Lei Gang can really accept it?"

"It doesn't matter, if the child and all the documents are put in front of him, he can understand it by himself."

"This move is really..." Xiang Shuo sighed, "Absolutely."

Zhang Zhang laughed, but thought it was a compliment.He could see what Lei Gang thought of him, and he also understood why he was hesitant. Since Lei Gang couldn't make a decision, he would help him, cutting off all reasons for rejection. This is the way he does things.

He couldn't become a woman, and he didn't want to change, but Lei Gang always explained to his family that Chinese people's family values ​​have always been conservative and stubborn, but the bottom line is nothing more than passing on the family line.

It is a suitable deal to exchange a child for one's love.

Zhang Zhang turned his head and looked out of the plane window, the white mist covered the ground, revealing a corner of the green hill.

Slowly raised the corners of his mouth.

Lei Gang, I really look forward to seeing you again.

The letter was almost torn by a group of 'wolves'.

Whistles and wolves howled everywhere, and the protracted complaining men were so excited that they almost ran naked.

Lei Gang blushed and wanted to dig a hole into the ground. Amidst the ridicule, he wanted to kneel on the ground and beg, Mr. Zhang Si, can you stop making trouble?

"It's a foreign girl!? I say it's a foreign girl!? Damn!! A living boudoir resentment!! It takes so much hunger and grief to write such passionate words!!"

"Why refuse people?"

"I said, are you okay? You have already brought your gun into battle, but you can't lift it?"

"I've kissed and touched, so why pretend?"

"Wheezing at the softest part of the heart~!~!~! OMG!!! First Aid! First Aid! Artificial respiration!!"

"Ah~ ah~ um~~ I want to too!~~~"

"roll!"

"Please artificial respiration~~~~"

"roll!"

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"Brother Gang, the person who wrote the letter must have been married?" Lin Feng frowned, and read the letter from the beginning again. There was a feeling of trepidation in the text, but after careful study, he couldn't see why.

Lin Feng's voice was not loud, but the corridor instantly became quiet.

The team members huddled together looked at me and I looked at you, and finally their eyes fell on Lei Gang's face.

Lei Gang kept his composure, looked around sullenly, and then his eyes fell on Jizhu Karma's face, staring.

Jizhu Karma let go of his hand in a smug manner.

When his body regained his freedom, Lei Gang pulled the letter from Lin Feng's hand as soon as he got up, squeezed it tightly, and said softly under the suspicious eyes of his comrades, "No, he didn't."

Everyone breathed a sigh of relief.

Jian Liang smiled and grabbed Lin Feng's shoulder and asked, "Then why aren't you together? Don't you like it?"

Lin Feng bumped into him.

On the other side, Jizhu Karma asked again, "Isn't it a matter of nationality? Actually..." He cut his voice, and Lin Feng stared back at the latter words.

The atmosphere suddenly became awkward.

Hou Xiaolong stood up to smooth things over, "Okay, after watching the excitement, let's go."

The people dispersed, but a large group of people followed Lei Gang into the house. Lin Feng blocked the door and let Hou Xiaolong in. They stared at each other. The curious people could only turn around. Zhu Karma gave Lin Feng a wink, Lin Feng glared at him, and closed the door behind his back.

Looking at the two people in the room staring at each other, Lin Feng thought for a while, opened the door with his backhand and walked out.

Hou Xiaolong is the big brother and the old captain of their team. Even if they are divided into two teams now, the image Hou Xiaolong established in the early years is still unshakable. No matter how you think about Lei Gang, something is wrong. If you are willing to talk, Hou Xiaolong is indeed enlightening best candidate.

'Crack! 'The sound of closing the door sounded.

After Lin Feng left, the room fell silent for a while.

Hou Xiaolong sat on the chair opposite Lei Gang. Lei Gang folded the letter with his head down, according to the original folds, and then put it into the envelope and put it in the bag.

"There are some special reasons." Lei Gang raised his head, looked at Hou Xiaolong, and said softly.

"Yeah." Hou Xiaolong nodded, "Do you still remember the thing about the tube?"

Lei Gang shook his head in doubt, not knowing what the other party wanted to ask.

Hou Xiaolong said in a low voice, "It's been almost a year since we went to India to carry out a mission. When we brought the beads from the second team, Tongzi was shot in the stomach and almost failed to come back."

Lei Gang's eyes flashed, and he knew what Hou Xiaolong wanted to say. He was still in the same dormitory with Tongzi at that time, and he was the first to find out about it...

At that time, he came back with lunch for Tongzi, but when he opened the door, he saw Tongzi lying on the bed crying, crying choked up, with a piece of letter paper beside him, with a lot of writing on it, tears dripping on it, blue The ink smudged and bloomed.

After Zhizi's injury healed, the team held a celebration party, Zhizi was drunk, stood in the crowd, held up a bottle of beer, and let everyone celebrate his breakup with red eyes.

He said that he was finally relieved, finally he didn't have to worry about being sorry for Xiaomei, and finally he didn't have to be afraid that one day he would leave Xiaomei alone.

Lei Gang couldn't remember exactly how he left that day, he only knew that his heart was also in pain, for his brother and for himself, he drank so much that he collapsed on the table.

At that time, he didn't understand, did they not have the qualifications to be lovers before they left here?

"Gangzi, actually I don't know what to say, but if this reason... I think I can understand it, but it doesn't mean that I agree with your decision."

Lei Gang shook his head, "No."

"That's good." Hou Xiaolong nodded, stood up, and said with a smile, "I'll go out first, the firepower of your letter is too strong, I'm afraid it may have killed one, so be mentally prepared."

"Xiaolong...you do me a favor, keep them out of the way for now, I want to calm down."

"it is good."

The door opened and then closed, and there was only one person left in the room.

Lei Gang sat blankly for a while, and took out the letter from his bag. When the white letter paper was slowly revealed from the envelope and opened bit by bit, the tightly wrapped paper around his heart seemed to be peeling off layer by layer. .

The sound of 'wooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooolized' the fingers trembling and it is almost impossible to hold the object in his hand, a piece of light paper is extremely heavy.

The black font, flamboyant and phoenix dancing, is a full page, piercing through the back of the paper.

Holding my breath, I read word by word, and the words gradually flew up and blurred into one piece.

Between the opening and closing of the eyelids, hot liquid flowed down.

Then the chest began to vibrate, and the surging breath echoed and struck inside, until it was unbearable, and finally covered his face, crying and laughing silently.

I have never been so glad that the person I fell in love with is Zhang Zhang, the Zhang Zhang who doesn't know how to give up and looks at him forever.

Tears rolled down, muffled.

In fact, it was me who regretted it, and I was the one who made the mistake. I was deeply annoyed, and it was me who missed a love.

You are not wrong, you are not wrong at all, do you know how important this letter is to me?

Zhang Zhang...

The two words bounced in the mouth, their edges and corners were worn away, and they were rounded and collided.

A voice that was suppressed to the extreme finally burst out from the depths of the soul.

I also... miss you so much...