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Infinitely long process...

The reaction of the body and the desire of the heart doubled and attacked the mind.

But being restrained, the voice came out of his mouth, broken sentences, even he himself didn't know what he was yelling.

Perhaps, it was something that he couldn't ask for, which made him yearn for it even more.

Completely plunged into the world of desire sea...

He was tossing and wandering inside, unable to see the scene outside, the waves of the sea of ​​desire beat him, he could only hug himself tightly, shrunk to the smallest, helpless...

Until the last wave hit, the seductive sound in the ear gradually faded away until it disappeared.

Tired, swept over.

The world is dark again.

Let go of your body, collapse on the ground, see no one, hear no sound, maybe... this is the safest way.

Lei Gang sat silently on the side of the bed, rubbing Zhang Zhang's arm to promote blood circulation, the arm that had lost luster and strength was full of red marks drawn out, deep and shallow, shocking.

Struggling with all my strength, my body must be extremely sore after waking up, right?

But compared to the soreness, what worries him more is the subsequent withdrawal process.

He may not be able to fully understand it, but he understands the torture in this process, the desire to touch drugs again and the double torture of body and mind.

Anyway, you did a great job.

He wanted to tell Zhang Zhang, you performed really well, maybe out of control, maybe angry, maybe vulnerable, but you didn't make a pleading.

Beg us to give you something that will ease your pain.

The kneading hands moved to the thighs, and the muscles were so tense that they couldn't relax even if they passed out.

thrashing.

Put the palms of your hands under your knees, lift them up, bend them, and then straighten them again. The other hand moves your ankles and carefully turns them in circles.

This kind of action seemed to make Zhang Zhang feel a little uncomfortable. A soft voice escaped from his lips, and his brows frowned slightly.

Lei Gang's eyes rested on Zhang Zhang's face, and the movements of his hands became a little lighter.

Really miserable.

Looking at Zhang Zhang's face with traces still remaining and his frowning eyebrows, Lei Gang also tightened his eyebrows.

The whole withdrawal process made him at a loss, and the struggling and painful people made him live like years, just like himself who was being bound, it was himself who was struggling, his heart was tightly bound and he couldn't breathe, those desperate eyes made him feel The dam suddenly collapsed, and even hoped to let this person get what he wanted, let him calm down, and stop suffering like this.

Perhaps, in the face of such a situation, no one will be soft-hearted.

Just desperate eyes...

Why are you looking at me like that?

Lei Gang slowly sat back on the side of the bed, his heart twitching faintly, he raised his hand to cover Zhang Zhang's face, and touched the corner of his lips with his fingers, including here where there were traces drawn by the rope, dry blood Eye-catching falls on top.

The palm of the hand moved up, gently stroking the forehead, but wiped the cold sweat on the hand, and the messy hair was completely wet.

Zhang Zhang's eyelashes trembled, as if he wanted to wake up, Lei Gang quickly withdrew his hand.

Now is not the time to wake up, you must take a good rest.

There were two knocks on the door, and three seconds later, the door was opened, and Xiang Shuo walked in with the doctor.

The two of them worked together to turn Zhang Zhang over again. Zhang Zhang mumbled and seemed a little uncomfortable. Lei Gang hurriedly stroked the back of his head to comfort him.

Xiang Shuo's eyes rested on that hand, Lei Gang was full of consolation, and also revealed a bit of intimacy, his eyes shifted and fell on Lei Gang's face, his emotions were still restrained, and the drooping eyebrows and eyelashes covered most of the eyes. Emotions are well covered.

Xiang Shuo's mind became more active, perhaps Zhang Zhang's torture this time was not fruitless.

After seeing the wound, the doctor suggested that Zhang Zhang do some more detailed examinations, mainly to prevent the pancreas in his body from rupturing again.

A group of people had no choice but to push Zhang Zhang out again. The final result proved that the doctor's concerns were not unreasonable. The stitched wound on the pancreas was slightly torn. Although there is no need to worry about problems now, it cannot stand Toss several times.

The problem is that Zhang Zhang is currently recovering from drug addiction. If he injects anesthesia again, doesn't it mean that all the previous efforts are in vain?

Xiang Shuo said tactfully and rejected the doctor's proposal.

The doctor argued hard with a straight face. If the internal wounds were not treated properly, the wounds on the pancreas that would be torn again would be even bigger.

Let me be clear, I may not know what to inject at that time.

It is absolutely necessary to continue the forced withdrawal. It is clearly laid out on the table, and you can choose for yourself.

So Xiang Shuo hesitated.

Lei Gang just asked a question.

"How long can this intensity last?"

The doctor thought about it, about two times.

So Lei Gang made a final decision directly.

"You find a way to make him persist for more than three times."

The doctor looked dissatisfied, but finally threw some anesthetics to Lei Gang.

"The local injection relaxes the muscles in his back, making it difficult to tear the internal wound, but..."

Lei Gang didn't wait for him to finish but, took the anesthetic and put it in his pocket, then turned around and went to lift him up.

After going back, Lei Gang and Xiang Shuo put Zhang Zhang on a straitjacket again. Zhang Zhang woke up after a bit of tossing, but the drug addiction did not come as expected.

Zhang Zhang just looked at the two of them very tiredly, and said hoarsely, "Don't be in such a hurry..."

Lei Gang paused for a moment with his hands that were fastening the rope, and looked over.

"I made a mistake, I can feel it myself, let me relax for a while." Zhang Zhang said.

Lei Gang's gaze lingered on Zhang Zhang's eyes for a few seconds. Although those eyes looked tired, they were clear, so Lei Gang untied the rope with his backhand.

Xiang Shuo could only follow suit.

As soon as the restraints on his body were loosened, Zhang Zhang heaved a sigh of relief, and smiled with the corners of his mouth curled up.

"Wait a minute, once you see me twitching, you will have time to tie me up again, at least you still have consciousness in your head at that time."

Xiang Shuo responded, folded the straitjacket and put it within easy reach, then bent down and nodded on Zhang Zhang's face, "Are you hungry?"

Zhang Zhang shook his head.

"Thirsty?"

Nod.

Lei Gang handed over the water glass.

Xiang Shuo lifted him up and gave him a small mouthful, "It's only so much."

Zhang Zhang nodded, talking is better than nothing. In fact, I can’t recall the picture of drug rehabilitation before, but now his throat is like a fire, extending directly from the throat until there is a bigger fire in the abdomen.

This time is really miserable...

Zhang Zhang didn't even have the heart to cry, after all, he was still alive, right?

After taking a sip of water, his mind regained a bit of sobriety, and his blurred vision finally became clear.

Lei Gang and Xiang Shuo's eyes were all blue. They must not have had a good rest these days. Their beards grew a lot, and their clothes looked like dried vegetable leaves. They were so decadent that he couldn't bear to look at them.

Zhang Zhang patted the back of Xiang Shuo's hand, "Take a rest."

Xiang Shuo smiled and said, "Can I fall asleep just like you? Let's wait until the next time it's over."

Zhang Zhang looked at Lei Gang.

Lei Gang directly turned his head to the side.

I sighed secretly, feeling warm in my heart, yes, I always feel a little dependent when someone is with me, but... "Isn't it ugly? I look like that."

Xiang Shuo patted him on the shoulder, "It's not attractive anyway, next time I'll tie you up a little tighter."

Zhang Zhang smiled, "Okay." Then he closed his eyes slowly again.

Xiang Shuo put him down carefully, "Continue to rest, we are by your side, don't worry."

Zhang Zhang nodded with his eyes closed, and soon his breathing became even again.

As soon as Zhang Zhang fell asleep, the two looked at each other and fell silent.

Sleeping pills were added to Zhang Zhang's drinking water, which tasted so strong that he didn't even drink it.

This is the advice given by the National Security Bureau.

In the early stage, try to transition in the sleep stage. Of course, it is best to have professional medicines that can make people enter deep sleep and rely on drips to maintain vitality. If the situation does not allow them here, they can only use sleeping pills. Gain the effect of resting and restoring stamina.

Xiang Shuo kept watch at night, Lei Gang found a place to sleep lightly, almost jumped up from the sofa when Xiang Shuo called out.

Zhang Zhang has woken up, his body has been rubbing around, and now his arm is being pressed by Xiang Shuo, and the back of his exposed hand is full of scratches, some of which have broken the skin, and even blood is flowing out.

Lei Gang first turned Zhang Zhang over, asked Xiang Shuo to apply some anesthetic on the wound, and then brought the straitjacket for Zhang Zhang to put on.

Zhang Zhang seemed to be a little lucid in his head, his lips were trembling all the time, he cooperated weakly with Lei Gang to put on the clothes on his body, and even opened his mouth in cooperation when he handed over the gag at the end, but he didn’t bite down , just sniffing and looking at Lei Gang.

Lei Gang was stunned by the hands stared at by these eyes, and suddenly felt a little bit reluctant to let go, then the corners of his mouth tightened, and he forced it in.

Vaguely, it seems that this man is begging himself, what is he begging for?Why that sad look again?

This drug addiction attack was about 20 minutes shorter than the last time. Although Zhang Zhang still had unbearable convulsions, and the fluid kept slipping down after his facial muscles were out of balance, it was still more uncomfortable than last time.

The first time Zhang Zhang behaved very angry, irritable as if he wanted to destroy everything, but this time it was replaced by pleading, moaning voices kept overflowing from his mouth, his eyes locked on the faces of the two people, as if Crying and coughing as if longing for something, almost passed out from the breath.

In fact, Xiang Shuo was a little lucky that he couldn't hear what Zhang Zhang was saying. He was afraid that he would really be unable to resist giving him what he asked for.

Lei Gang went out halfway to smoke a cigarette, his face was gloomy, and he was exceptionally silent.

Xiang Shuo knew that Lei Gang couldn't take it anymore. This feeling was completely different from the morning. A hard knife was inserted into his body and turned into a whip, stirring and whipping back and forth. It was painful, but it was even more uncomfortable. As if wanting to get out of the situation, I want to respond.

No one has seen it before, crying and begging for Zhang Zhang who is so fragile that it can be broken at the touch of a touch.

After five o'clock in the night, the withdrawal reaction began to gradually lessen. Gradually, Zhang Zhang stopped trembling, but his completely lifeless eyes fell on Lei Gang's face, slowly revealing a sad expression, and then pulled up the quilt, like It is like hiding and burying and burying his face in it.

The raised part of the quilt moved slowly and eventually curled up into a ball.

At this moment, Lei Gang suddenly understood why, and his heart twitched violently.

That's right... No one wants to be so embarrassed in front of the person they like, but they have no choice but to accept this reality.

Lei Gang closed his eyes fiercely, turned and walked out the door.

The next day, Zhang Zhang was calm for most of the day, and when he was in good spirits, he could joke with Xiang Shuo.

Looking at Zhang Zhang at this time, Lei Gang only felt that he was in a good mood, and his eyes stopped on Zhang Zhang's face for a long time before he knew it.

It's just that after a long time, I can't help but taste some flavors. Sometimes Zhang Zhang is afraid of colliding with his own eyes, and will always move away unnaturally quickly.

Lei Gang felt that if it was what he thought, he actually wanted to say something to Zhang Zhang, I don't care. Compared with the involuntary reaction when you quit, your smiling expression is more in my mind.

It's just... After thinking about it, I always felt that if I said it, the words would be a bit ambiguous, and I always felt that I was also... well, tempted.

But... is this tempting?

Lei Gang didn't know very well. In fact, if the brothers in Peregrine Falcon were injured or addicted to drugs, he would be too anxious and uncomfortable to sleep. He was worried about them and wanted to feel pain and suffering for them.

So... this should be the same, right?

Standing by the window, Lei Gang lit a cigarette for himself, and smoked it slowly.

The light outside the window is very bright, and at the end of the field of vision is a piece of yellow sand, reflecting the sunlight, making people's eyes ache and dizzy.

In a trance, a pair of eyes appeared in my mind, black and white, the corners of the eyes were bent down like a new moon, and the fine stars shone inside, smiling brightly.

Zhang Zhang...

Zhang Sishao...

It seemed that that person had something more than his comrades again, which made him think and worry involuntarily.

With the roar of helicopter propellers at night, Ali really invited a professional drug rehabilitation doctor over, and personally delivered it to the door.

At that time, Zhang Zhang had just tossed about for more than an hour before he fell into a deep sleep. The doctor was an American. Xiang Shuo and the others didn't know his details, so they stayed by the side during the diagnosis.

Zhang Zhang was awakened by the torment, and the doctor asked him a few more questions, including what he was smoking, how long was the history of drug use, why he relapsed, and how he reacted when he quit, etc. Zhang Zhang answered truthfully, but he was vague. It's like completely trying to hide the reason why I took drugs because I was absurd and not because of work needs.

Others took it for granted, and didn't ask why they smoked that thing.

Only Zhang Zhang knew that when he woke up in a daze and saw a stranger appearing in front of him, the clockwork in his head was tightened instantly, and he finally concentrated for the first time in these few days.

After the doctor let Lei Gang and Xiang Shuo go out with him, Zhang Zhang breathed a sigh of relief. If this secret can be buried, it should be buried forever.

The doctor was a little dissatisfied after listening to Xiang Shuo's detailed description of the withdrawal process outside the door. He cited many examples to prove that this brutal method can easily completely damage a person's brain nerves, and some marveled that the drug addiction had already occurred three times. Zhang Zhang did not have a mental breakdown in such a withdrawal method.

Xiang Shuo sneered, "Are you going to use the performance of ordinary people to measure the arms predators that occupy the entire Middle East market? Without extraordinary willpower and brains, Zhang Sishao wouldn't be able to occupy his position today."

Lei Gang's eyebrows raised when he heard this, but he somewhat agreed with Xiang Shuo's words. Even with the support of the National Security Bureau, it was Zhang Zhang who faced the enemy face to face. If he didn't have the ability, he would have died seventy or eighty times.

The doctor was noncommittal and shrugged, "His history of drug abuse is not long, and the cause of the relapse was accidental. Compared with those who voluntarily took drugs, although this performance is good, it is not an exaggeration."

"Then what's the next step? What's the procedure?" Xiang Shuo asked.

"I brought some drugs, which can replace the effects of drugs, but have no side effects. Are you interested in using them?"

"No." Lei Gang said decisively. Since Zhang Zhang can carry the first three times, it proves that he doesn't need those things.

The doctor nodded in understanding, "Then I'm not very useful here, I can only give you some advice during the withdrawal process."

This is even better!Xiang Shuo breathed a sigh of relief. The drug addicts, like the psychiatrists, made people of their status extra vigilant.

In the next week, Zhang Zhang continued to use this method of forced withdrawal to survive the onset of drug addiction.

As the attack time shortened and the degree of struggle with Zhang Zhang decreased, both Lei Gang and Xiang Shuo finally breathed a sigh of relief, which is a good sign.

Even Zhang Zhang himself would laugh happily when he was awake. Although the seizure process made his life worse than death, he is getting better after all, isn't he?

At this time, the doctor suddenly suggested that they should stop tying Zhang Zhang, and then they should enter the process of heart addiction withdrawal.

After getting the notification, Zhang Zhang took a deep breath, then raised his spirits, looked at Lei Gang and Xiang Shuo, and nodded heavily, "I can handle it."