The temptation of the cute meow in the past and the present

That at least proves that I am different from other people to Senior Brother, but Senior Brother, you have never even said a serious word to me..."

"..." Chu Mu remained silent. He was used to being nice to everyone, but he thought he was devoted enough to Xiao You, but he didn't expect that Xiao You wanted more than just his care and love.

"Brother, do you think I'm cheap?"

"Xiaoyou, how can you think like that!" Chu Mu raised his head in shock, but saw the young man laughing at himself with a blank look in his eyes, "Isn't it? Like me, but also wishful thinking to drag senior brother into the water, it is really unreasonable."

"Xiaoyou, don't say that, it's not your fault..."

"Now I've figured it out." The young man interrupted Chu Mu, and said to himself, "Instead of causing pain to both of us, it's better to cut the mess quickly. Brother, don't worry, I won't pester you again. I will soon forget you, from now on, I will give you freedom..." When I really said these words, it was like a knife pierced into my heart, the pain was almost suffocating, and the tears could no longer be controlled. It flowed out from the corner of his eyes in a controlled way, afraid that Chu Mu would see it, the young man hurriedly looked away, but his voice trembled uncontrollably, "It's late, I'm going back...Brother, goodbye." Goodbye Then you and I become real strangers.

If he stayed for a second longer, the pain in his heart would increase. The boy never dared to look at Chu Mu again, and walked forward with his head down.

"Xiaoyou..." Seeing the back of the young man leaving in a hurry, Chu Mu called his name in a low voice, but did not catch up.

The first love in my life ended in this way. It was less than a month from the beginning to the end. It would be a lie to say that I am not sad, and it would be even more false to say that I would not be lost. However, Chu Mu didn't say anything to keep him, because he found that he couldn't find any excuse to keep him.

Afterwards, Chu Mu did what most people who are broken in love would do, that is to use alcohol to relieve their worries, but using alcohol to relieve their worries is even more worrying. He did not expect that after being drunk, some things that have been buried in his heart for a long time All came rushing up in one go.

"Qiaoqiu, do you think I'm really useless?" The lovelorn man was still lying in the bathtub, telling his cat about the pain after breaking up with him, "It's the first time in my life that I'm dating someone, and I'm like this , and made Xiaoyou sad in the end, am I a scumbag?"

"Meow..." It's okay, things like feelings can't be forced, not to mention that there are no grasses anywhere in the world, isn't it just a lovelorn, you need to pour yourself into a puddle of mud, let's talk about that What Yu is not necessarily so good, there are many men who are better than him.Okay, okay, he admitted that he was a little gloating, and even a little glad that Chu Mu could get out of the sea of ​​suffering as soon as possible... Isn't his thinking a little too vicious?

Of course, Chu Mu had no way of knowing the little things in Shen Yan's heart. He sighed and said, "I don't know where I am wrong. Could it be that gentleness is also wrong? If you love someone, you should treat them wholeheartedly." He is good?"

Shen Yanhui didn't make a sound, because he had never loved before. In the previous world, he just followed his parents' advice to marry Miss Ruoli. They respected each other as guests and respected each other. Will be happy, he also knows that Miss Ruoli will be a good wife, but is that love?What is it like to love someone, is it bitter or sweet?If he falls in love with someone in the future, will Chu Mu suffer as much?

"Maybe Xiaoyou is right, I don't know how to love someone at all." Chu Mu held his forehead with one hand, feeling a splitting headache.Seeing his frustrated appearance, Shen Yanhui couldn't bear it anymore, stretched out her furry paws and patted Chu Mu's shoulder, and at the same time yelled "Meow meow".

"Qiaoqiu, are you comforting me?" Feeling the condolences from his own cat, Chu Mu suddenly felt warm in his heart. He reached out and rubbed the kitten's head, and smiled, "It's a good thing there is You are with me, and suddenly I don't feel so sad."

"Meow……"

"Qiaoqiu, do you know? I once loved someone." Perhaps because of the stimulation of alcohol, the figure that had been buried in my heart for a long time suddenly surfaced, "To be more precise, it was unrequited love, and Or crush, that person is just a very beautiful dream to me, a dream that can never be touched."

The smile on Chu Mu's lips disappeared again, he raised his head, and suddenly let out a long sigh, while Shen Yanhui was extremely shocked, and at the same time, countless thoughts flashed in his heart.Chu Mu once loved someone! ?Who is the person he loves, why have I never heard him mention it?Did you know that person?What is this sudden nervous feeling?

"When I saw him for the first time, I couldn't help my heart beat faster, thinking how could there be such a good-looking person in the world, even if I put all the best words in the world together, I couldn't describe him It’s beautiful, and I knew I was tempted at that time.”

"..." Who would be so perfect?I'm afraid that beauty is in the eye of the beholder.

"But I know that I belong to two worlds with him, and we are destined to have no results." Once the chatterbox was opened, it couldn't be stopped, and Chu Mu was still chattering, "What's more, he hates me. It won't give me the slightest bit of good looks, but even so, I still can't help myself from always wanting to get close to him, trying every means to create opportunities to meet him, always thinking that it would be good to leave more memories."

"Meow..." So this one-sided love is fruitless?One could hear the deep disappointment in Chu Mu's voice. He was always smiling, but he didn't know that he would hide such deep thoughts in his heart, but who was that person?

"Shen Yan returns..."

"Meow!?" Suddenly hearing his name called out from Chu Mu's mouth, Shen Yanhui responded subconsciously, and then widened his cat's eyes in shock.Did Chu Mu already know who he was?Impossible, he still looks like a cat, how could Chu Mu recognize him?

"Do you think this name sounds nice too?" Seeing Shen Yanhui's reaction, Chu Mu just touched the top of his head, which made him realize that Chu Mu wasn't calling himself, "Shen Yanhui, Shen Yanhui , This is really a nice name, I thought so when I heard it for the first time. Later I found out that there is a wild goose peak in Hengyang. since."

"..." Shen Yanhui was completely stunned, her heart beating uncontrollably.Could it be, could it be that the person Chu Mu mentioned...is him! ?

"Shen Yanhui, Shen Yanhui," Chu Mu repeated the name, and every time he said it, the shock in Shen Yanhui's heart would increase, "When wild geese fly to the south, they will always come back. But when will the person in my heart be able to meet again?"

"..." Shen Yanhui's mind was already blank, unable to think...

43. Do you want to make a promise with your body?

The author has something to say: It’s been updated, this chapter actually exceeds [-] words, am I very diligent, I’m so impressed ^O^

Let me know in advance, after the next chapter, Qiuqiu can basically change into a human in the next chapter.

"Shen Yanhui, Shen Yanhui," Chu Mu repeated the name, and every time he said it, the shock in Shen Yanhui's heart would increase, "When wild geese fly to the south, they will always come back. But when will the person in my heart be able to meet again?"

"..." Shen Yanhui was already dumbfounded, unable to think, he never thought that the person Chu Mu mentioned was actually him!So Chu Mu has, in fact, always... liked him?But why he never felt it, and why Chu Mu never wanted to mention it in front of him?

Memories of the past suddenly swarmed in like a tide, completely submerging Shen Yanhui's thoughts.Chu Mu was right. In the past, he had never looked at this person directly. Because of his preconceived notions, he subconsciously put him on the opposite side when they met for the first time. He is the leader of the Demon Cult. , is the public enemy of the righteous way of martial arts, and as the only son of the Shen family in Hengyang, he naturally has to shoulder the heavy responsibility of eliminating demons and defending the way, so they are destined to be opponents and enemies.

Every time they met, they would go with a purpose, and they would turn swords and swords within a few words, and finally broke up. He tried every means to get rid of Chu Mu, a public hazard of martial arts, and Chu Mu's attitude towards him must have been different. Would it have been different, but now it turned out that he was wrong?Chu Mu never regarded him as an opponent or an enemy?

The past events clearly came to mind one by one, from the first meeting to the last duel, Shen Yanhui recalled them clearly.During that year, they dealt with each other no less than twenty times, and every time his problem was solved satisfactorily, he took it for granted at that time, but now that he thinks about it, Chu Mu has been using it in a special way. help him?They have sparred countless times before, and each time it was hard to tell the winner. The only time was when Chu Mu lost to him in the Huashan martial arts conference. Could it be that that person deliberately lost for fear of losing face in the martial arts conference? for myself?In his memory, Chu Mu always had a smile on his face, as if he didn't care about anything, but that time when he found the Demon Cult General Altar by himself because of the bloody case of the Longmen Bodyguard Bureau, he lost his temper for the first time, and became more serious than ever before. , so he really cares