The plan of the day is in the morning

Photo album, retracted into the large seat, curled up, staring at the dark corner of the study in a daze.

……

All day on Monday, Yi Xiaotian's interest was not very high. Even if the atmosphere in the class was very noisy because of Christmas, he seemed to be isolated from this kind of excitement by some invisible barrier. Sitting in the corner with a face full of chills.

It has been a long time since he has appeared like this. From the eyes of the people around him, since this school bully got acquainted with the god of learning, I don't know if he is a god of learning. He couldn't help that this school bully student became docile and amiable. Not only did his academic performance improve by leaps and bounds, but he never violated the school discipline and rules again. Lao Zhu once sighed with melancholy while holding a thermos cup. Running to the office for three meals, he felt like something was missing.

As a result, I don't know what happened in the past two days, the school bully has returned to his terrifying appearance that people dare not approach, two boys accidentally bumped into his desk earlier, he glanced up, his eyes were dark Leng was full of hostility, as if he was about to beat someone in the next second, and the two men were so scared that they immediately fell silent.

So what's going on here?

Tan Qianqian asked Pang Hu, and Pang Hu asked Fang Shiqi, but Fang Shiqi didn't dare to ask him, Brother Tian, ​​so he ran downstairs to class 1 classroom to block Xueshen during the big break (and gave Yang Jingqiu snacks in the next class 2) .

"Then what? Did you get stuck in Xueshen? What did Xueshen say? Was there a fight?"

Pang Hu asked in a low voice.

"It's not blocked," Fang Shiqi sighed, "but I understand why Brother Tian is unhappy."

"What?"

Tan Qianqian asked curiously.

"Because,"

Fang Shiqi sighed exaggeratedly and artificially, "Xueshen asked for leave due to illness, so he didn't come to school today."

what?

Pang Hu and Tan Qianqian's surprised question hadn't sounded yet, but Yi Xiaotian's raised voice came from not far behind.

"what?!"

The three of them turned their heads together, and Yi Xiaotian was swept up like a gust of wind, grabbing the poor Fang Shiqi, "Is he sick?"

Fang Shiqi shrank his neck and nodded quickly, "Xueshen is at the same table, that is, the sports committee, the person named Monkey. It is said that Xueshen's mother asked the class teacher for leave today. Xueshen seems to have a fever."

Yi Xiaotian frowned, let go of him and strode out of the classroom, taking out his mobile phone while walking.

The phone rang a few times and no one answered, making him even more irritable.

It must be because of the wind blowing yesterday!

He thought angrily, he shouldn't be leading him wandering in the street!

Fortunately, Yu Chen replied to him soon, saying that he was fine, but that he had caught a cold, and the fever had subsided, so let him go to class well.

Yi Xiaotian felt like sitting on pins and needles all day, and finally stayed up until night after school, carrying his schoolbag and pedaling his bicycle so fast that he was going to fly all the way home.

But when he parked the car in front of Chen's house, he became timid again.

……

When there was a noise from the balcony, Yu Chen was reading a book under the quilt with a flashlight.

The dinner was delivered by Yu's mother. After dinner, he wanted to study, but Yu's mother forced him to turn off the light and let him continue to rest, saying that he could not be tired.

Whenever a light is turned on in Yu Chen's room, Yu's mother will open the door and come in immediately. Yu Chen has long been used to this. Every time he is sick, his mother will do this.

It seemed that something had landed on the balcony, the sound was very soft, followed by the sound of rustling on the glass window.

Yu Chen sighed and turned off the flashlight, lifted the quilt, got up and walked to the French window.

As soon as the curtains were opened, he saw a certain fool lying on his back outside the floor-to-ceiling windows and trying to look in. Unexpectedly, the curtains were opened, he was startled, subconsciously took a step back, and scratched in embarrassment when he met Yu Chen's calm eyes. Scratching his head, he sneezed suddenly.

Probably for the convenience of climbing up the water pipe, he took off his coat and tied it around his waist, and only wore a thin sweater.

Yu Chen frowned slightly, and raised her hand to open the French window.

"Wait, wait! Don't open!"

Yi Xiaotian hurriedly stretched out his hand and pressed on the window glass, the voice came through the glass, as if separated by a layer of water, it seemed unreal, "The wind will blow again in a while! I'll just take a look at you, and leave immediately!"

Yu Chen was silent, his eyelashes drooping slightly, looking at Yi Xiaotian's hand pressing on the window through the glass, after a long time, he suddenly attached his own hand to it.

The palms of the two were stuck together through a layer of cold glass.

Yi Xiaotian was stunned, but in the next second, Yu Chen withdrew his hand again, and the floor-to-ceiling windows of the balcony suddenly opened, and he was pulled in by a warm hand unexpectedly.

The warm air in the room instantly enveloped him, before Yi Xiaotian had time to say anything, his nose itched, and he was about to sneeze again when he opened his mouth.

At the critical moment, Yu Chen quickly took out two tissues to cover his mouth and nose, and muffled the sound of sneezing.

Yi Xiaotian looked at him in bewilderment, Yu Chen raised a finger to his lips and whispered softly, and then pointed to the outside of the room door, Yi Xiaotian understood in seconds, made a gesture of ok, and Yu Chen let him go.

The lights cannot be turned on in the room, only the light and shadow of the street lamps falling into the ambiguous shadow through the curtains, Yi Xiaotian rubbed his nose and stood leaning on the desk, looking at Yu Chen who was sitting beside the bed in home clothes.

This made him even thinner and weaker.

"How about you continue to lie down?"

Yi Xiaotian looked at the quilt and knew that Yu Chen had just got up from the bed, subconsciously said concerned.

Yu Chen said, "I slept all day."

"……Oh,"

Yi Xiaotian babbled, he should actually go back, but out of some secret greed, he couldn't move now, he didn't want to leave this warm room full of Yu Chen's breath, "Is the fever gone?"

Yu Chen glanced at him, and it was obvious that he was looking for something to say.

In fact, in the past, Yi Xiaotian would have touched Yu Chen's forehead without hesitation, but now due to various subtle psychological factors, he dare not do it anymore.

"Feel sorry."

Yu Chen said suddenly.

Yi Xiaotian froze for a moment, "What?"

"I took my own initiative to take you to that studio yesterday."

Yu Chen raised his head to look at him, it is very rare to look up at Yu Chen from bottom to top. When he usually looks at others, he always looks down slightly, "I was impulsive."

Impulsive is a word that is quite abrupt when it is applied to Chen.

Yi Xiaotian thought so, and after a while, he lowered his head, and asked, "Why?"

His back was facing the floor-to-ceiling windows, and his whole body was huddled in the shadows, his voice was low and hoarse and could hardly be heard.

"Because I don't want to cooperate with your willfulness anymore,"

Yu Chen still stared at him, "You can't go on like this forever."

Yi Xiaotian's fingers hanging by his side curled up slightly.

"Whether it's painting or playing basketball, you can do whatever you like, and you don't need to feel guilty to punish yourself. I didn't ask you to do that. It's just wishful thinking for self-satisfaction for peace of mind."

He used words calmly and objectively, as if he were an irrelevant person.

But it precisely hit Yi Xiaotian's sore foot that he had been avoiding for so long.

"...I pushed you."

Yi Xiaotian whispered, "I caused you to become like this, you almost died."

On that cold rainy night ten years ago, he watched his mother jump into the icy river, he wanted to find her, cried heartbreakingly and wanted to jump, but Yu Chen caught him.

but he……

But he pushed Yu Chen into the water.

Yu Chen's breathing stopped for a while, and he stayed in the ICU ward for several days after being rescued. He was already in poor health, and since then the disease has become more serious, and his asthma has become more serious.

He cannot run, exercise vigorously, eat a lot, or play with other children.

He has been hospitalized all the time, and every time his illness flares up, he looks as if he will die in the next second. Those scenes are Yi Xiaotian's lingering shadows and nightmares since he was a child.

Uncle Yu taught him how to play, and Uncle Zhou taught him how to fight. Yu Chen should be able to learn these things, but because of his push, Yu Chen has nothing left. In his childhood, only the wards of the hospital were left. , endless medicine, and never-ending near-death pain.

At that time, Yi Xiaotian was thinking, he hurt Yu Chen so badly that he could no longer do what he wanted to do, so what qualifications does he have to do what he likes?

He doesn't deserve it.

"Xiao Tian,"

Yu Chen's voice woke up Yi Xiaotian who was caught in painful memories. He stood up and came to him, stretched out his cool hands and raised Yi Xiaotian's face, letting him look into his eyes, "Listen So, starting today, I won't cooperate with you anymore because I'm tired."

"If you like to draw, go for it; if you want to play, go to the court to play,"

Yu Chen continued, "You have tried your best to take care of me these ten years, your compensation is enough, I forgive you."

"You don't have to stay around me all the time, go do what you want to do."

Yu Chen closed his eyes, pressed his forehead against Yi Xiaotian, and said softly, "This is my Christmas present for you."

"Merry Christmas."

The author has something to say: I originally wanted to post it in time for Christmas!The result was off by a few minutes, damn it!

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Where the foreheads touch each other, you can feel the slightly hot body temperature. Yi Xiaotian realized after a while that Yu Chen's fever has not completely subsided.

No wonder he was a little weird, saying so many things he wouldn't normally say.

But it was also because of this that Yi Xiaocai knew the true thoughts in Yu Chen's heart. For so long, Yu Chen really knew it all the time.

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